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I like your take on this...especially how the high & empowerment changes, to needing more & more. Also examining "Reasons" or "MOTIVES" as I like to.

Thank you. I found it very hard to examine anything when I used to take load after load up my ass. But once I slowed down and thought about it more I was able to. I do not doubt that there are people who can take load after load up their ass and not feel any negative feeling about not wanting more and just accept what they've gotten and try again next time. Unfortunately for me, I wasn't able to. But than again, it's probably part of being young.

same here...great way to drink piss and be nasty in what would otherwise be unacceptable locations...have done it a few times at gay bars...paying for the tops beers and then he fills up the empty bottle with his Piss that I recycle...even did it once out at the State Fair...with a small group of guys..2 of them kept refilling my empty cup and walked around drinking their piss in open public view...they signigficant others apparently oblivious to the fact I was drinking their lovers Piss

Sounds fucking hot and sounds more public friendly. Nothing better than drinking piss from top but when ya can't. Hell, beer tastes nasty to me anyways. Would much rather take piss in a beer bottle over beer. Now I'm going to think guys are doing that next time i go to a leather bar.

Interesting seeing it from a bi guys view at first. At first I thought he was just hypermasculine until he says he's bi.

Could have done without the women in it but some of the pics (guys) on the video are pretty damn hot. Music and effects are nice too.

I've never heard of the HIV transmission. Not sure on that one. Did it to partner the other day unintentionally. He told me to cum on his belly I missed. He told me it hurt like hell. I've had a guy or two do that to me by accident too. As some others have said this isn't something I recommend. It burns and hurts for a little bit. Depending on how much.

I think it all depends. Taking a brutal and aggressive fuck and getting loaded at the end feels very fucking empowering. Taking several loads up the ass too also feels empowering. The only problem is when it's never enough and no matter how many loads you take up the ass you feel a bit of a high at first and empowerment and then you feel awkward needing and wanting more. Than it no longer becomes a sacred load or empowerment it becomes an obsession.

A friend once gave me advice that there's nothing wrong to want to be young and have fun and have lots of sex, take raw cock, and loads up the ass. But to examine the reasons for doing it. But everyone's different.

I find the best load up the ass is taking a long power fuck and then receiving the load. I've found that satisfies me. Taking multiple loads up the ass was just endless for me and wanted and needed as much as I could get. But it's all in the point of view I suppose.

I think it all depends. I've been with married, bi, and straight guys. And of course I've been with gay guys. It all varies.

Sometimes bi or married are in a rush. They just want to fuck you and cum. Sometimes they can be real verbal and aggressive and it does feel pretty fucking good. But then they're done and that's it. I've known some gay tops to be like that too. I think it depends more on the type of guy rather than married, bi, or gay. And depends on what you and they are looking for. I've had the hottest fucks from guys who jackhammer away and fuck and breed aggressively and fast. And I've had some that were just okay. And then i've had long sessions with tops (mostly gay) where I don't want it to end and do whatever I can from keeping it from ending (and so do they) and want my hole pounded for hours and to be sore, raw, and filled with cum.

I used to be against bi, married, and straight but a man's a man. Still has a dick and still gets off. It all depends on the guy I'm sure.

I think I am going to the sex club either slammer or/and club fort Lauderdale....I can't stand of clubhouse2 because of the smoke...they allow people to smoke..it gives me headache...

I have fantasy to be whored out but I am a picky btm...I don't take all cocks or cums...I have preference...( I know it's weird....i want to be piggy but having preferences...lol).

I never use CL because I don't feel it's safe.....Well I guess I'll find my Top or Tops in the public place....I tried to invite some guys to come over to my hotel several times but it took forever for them to commit...then I realized I had wasted my time for 2 hrs...for nothing...Even on bbrt to many flaky people...but definitely i'll try location apps that u suggested me earlier such as Growlr and Scruffs...

Btw Thanks for ur infos man.

Okay, don't go to slammers. I haven't been in two years although I drive by it now sometimes. But they've done renovation where the main area was catwalks, glory holes, small rooms, cubicles, jail bars, fuck bench's all of that is GONE and is now a dance floor. It has literally killed the club. So all that mostly remains now is the back area which although hot people are leaving slammers. Not to mention it's quite costly. First time I went it was $50 something. Flex is cheaper, manifest in Atlanta is too and even eros. But the way it used to be anyways it was worth the money.

Okay, forget clubhouse II then although I really loved clubhouse II. Felt like a better version of flex or what flex needed to be. I went home with someone though so I wasn't there long. There is nothing wrong with preference or wanting certain cocks or type of guys. That's what prevented me from going in Slammers, bending over and letting any and every guy fuck me. I got into the sling for a while and let a top fuck me and he encouraged guys to fuck me but after he left I was a little scared and i got out of the sling not wanting to get into a bad situation.

I don't blame you for not wanting to use craigslist anyways it can be dangerous but it can also lead to oppertunities. Yes, it's true online bbrt, growlr there can be tons of flakes.

Okay, so I suggest get some really short shorts, maybe a jockstrap, tight shirt, shortless, or create a slut outfit that you want to wear out. Go to slammers and have a drink and let the tops observe you and watch you. They'll come to you and you can tell them about their fantasies and talk to them and see if they are right for you or not. Also, sometimes at ramrod you can suck cock on the patio if it's busy or if the night is right. I sucked some cock and drank a guy's piss. He diddn't believe I'd drink his piss but someone i was with told the guy I'll do it and I did. He was surprised and happy!

But try that. I think you'll get good results.

Best of luck. And enjoy Ft. Lauderdale too there's tons of stuff to do there. I even took a break from all the sex when I was there two years ago and took a day just to go around sight seeing, shopping, eating, and visiting bars. Have a great trip.

Keep in mind too that once you have a PA it's harder to aim piss accurately. Partner/Sir has a PA and he always has to sit down to pee unless he's at a troff. Otherwise it would spill everywhere. There are other small minor things too even like taking off your underwear. If you pull it down to fast or it get caught I've been told it hurts like a mother fucker.

As for fucking guys there are bottoms out there that would take your PA even with little lube. But some you might have to have more patience with and go slow. I've known tops that have lost out on a night of fucking bottoms because the bottoms in the area were (for some reason) afraid of PAs. Congratulations on it though, my dick is sensitive enough being uncut I'll probably never get one. But always admire them. I love how the piss dribbles get on the ring sometimes too when sucking PA cock.

Give it a few years. There will be a report about him getting gang banged by a bunch of anonymous men or sucking dick in restrooms. He's an asshole anyways. The report also said something about how it shouldn't be taken offensive and if it is than oh well.

Holy Shit I just saw this on the news! I don't know what part of Florida it's in but I was surprised as hell when I saw it was Sean Cody. My first reaction was the stupid fucking school is completely clueless. Kick a good looking kid out of school with nothing to fall back on but porn. You just made his day. I heard no mention of bareback porn..well but it is ABC local news. They really briefly talked about it. I heard nothing about violence just that the school called him a distraction.

I thought it was pretty damn cool that almost the entire school and the kid's friends stuck up for him and even walked out to get him back in. And yes it was nice hearing he did it for his mom and his mom even supports him. I believe he should sue the school as well but again damn local ABC news said nothing about the suit or BB porn. They diddn't even know he was 18 they had to check with the producer.

Also I've never heard anything about filming porn not being really legal in florida. I'll be damned there are tons of porn studios and porn done in various parts of south florida. Hell one I'll be near really soon but it's not bb I don't think. It's a lost cause if anyone ever tries to take legal action against porn in Florida. I hope that he does sue the school for being stupid and wins.

I've heard something funny actually that in Lauderdale boys start out as masseur's, escorts, and than real estate. Being in Florida is really interesting.

I don't know why the hell anyone would ever give up anal. Nothing wrong with getting on your knees and sucking cock or having someone else blow you. But it's really fucking hard to beat having a raw hard cock up your ass fucking you and breeding you or mounting someone and taking charge and fucking them for all their worth. I can see taking a break from anal if health reasons prevent you from doing it, illness, or something like that. And that would only be temporary.

The only thing that could even remotely replace anal is jacking off constantly thinking about anal!

TigerMilner makes a good point. I wasn't really looking to be completely whored out when I had lots of sex but I knew easily where to go to find guys that would do it. What you have to do is put yourself out there and let the top men decide if they want to use you and whore you out. Some might just take anyone but some tops look for something specific. Not that I really know how a top thinks.

I agree with craigslist. I've stupidly turned down good opportunities when I was younger. But craigslist is good because you can post pictures of your ass and hole and body and don't have to use a face pic if you don't want. Most tops that want ass or want to whore out a bottom won't really care about the face. Some might though. If you really want to go for seedy though some guys like to go out at night after the clubs close and go to places like 321 Slammer.

That is an incredibly seedy, raunchy, and piggy place. I did not get a lot of action last time I went because I wasn't fully commitied to whore myself out I was nervous and shy. If I were to try go out and whore myself out and let guys know I'm just a piece of meat and ass to use I'd go to 321 Slammer, clubhouse II, I'd dress extremely slutty and go to ramrod and put myself out there. I'd let men see that I'm a slutty whore and probably get approached.

You're lucky to be going to Ft. Lauderdale there are lots of opportunities there as well as clubs and sex clubs. It doesn't hurt to use sites like BBRT, Mancunt, Squirt, Adam4Adam or location apps like Growlr and Scruff.

Question is, are you looking to go out and do this in public or are you wanting more of an intimate gathering at someone's house, hotel room or something like that?

A million dollars is a million dollars. Ass definitely.

Love to take it rough and give it fuck. Daddy/Sir partner usually always fucks me with just spit. Sometimes he'll just rim me and fuck me. He's fucked me dry on an occasion or two. Love the feeling of his PA in me too. He pre-cums like hell so he coats my hole well. He usually fucks me pretty aggressive, bites, spites, sometimes verbal and sometimes he is silent on just focussing on the fucking. Although other partner is vanilla he fucks me in some ways rougher than daddy Sir. He usually just shoves it in and doesn't let me get used to it (love that) and I take it.

I love fucking vanilla partner rough. Sometimes steady but I love just slamming it in jackhammering his ass. He doesn't get into much kink so I can't really bite and do things like that but it's still hot. I usually use lube for him though. One day I'll try it with spit.

Ha I've read some of these stories.

Car keys in a bowl is a classic thing I guess for both gay and straight. Another thing is glowstick or armbands that verify as top or bottom. I remember at flex when I was in my teens they did have glowstick wristbands and they had different colors depending on if you are top, bottom, verse, and etc. I know that in Orlando or some part of florida there is some massive sex party orgy held every year. Probably several different ones I knew someone who went to one once and he showed me pictures of a featured boy with whipped cream and chocolate over them and also the boy getting fucked and sucking all the guys. It looked hot but it was probably planned.

Also when I was in Atlanta younger on craigslist I sometimes saw posts about literally "Sex games" I had no idea what it was about. I contacted the guy and he did indeed say there were games and it involved sex and there would be winners or losers. But I chickened out. I was young.

As for the easter egg game that's a clever one. Certain runs sometimes do different themes like cowboy, indians, jailer, prisoner, and things like that. And sometimes games (and sex) are revolved around the theme.

I'm sure these things happen the question is if you will ever find them or hear about them. Hell I used to have tons of pictures of older guys from various websites and some websites and I saw so many pictures of big group events, games, and lots of sex. Some of them were hot. That was back when I wanked off to pics and before I discovered video porn.

Not a full top but have used poppers when fucking before. I used them when I bottomed and once in the bath house for some reason I used them to jack off. I was jacking off to porn and was able to stay hard. My dick felt odd at first. When I was with a client in the past too I fucked him using poppers and it just made me hornier. So for some reason fucking a face or fucking an ass with a snort or two of poppers doesn't make me go soft. When I bottomed with poppers I sometimes went soft but that's because I wasn't even focusing or thinking about my dick. Wasn't all the time either.

Best way to know if poppers make you go limp or stay hard is to just jack off while doing poppers. It's actually quite enjoyable if you don't overdo it.

Water. Best way. I know people who do the immodium pills and block their shit for an extended period and love it. I know some guys that do laxitives. I watched some german douche video a few months back and it helped me alot.

I use a little douche bottle and I always unscrew the insertion part and play with that in my ass to make sure I'm clean or get it clean before water goes back there. I start with luke warm/luke cold (technical term?) water and don't stick it all the way up my ass but partially. I gently squeeze and open my ass muscles to take the water in. I push the water and excess out and each time i refill the bottle I go up in temperature just a little bit. Also sometimes I will move around or do something else and if I feel there is water still there I go back and re-do it. I don't rush I don't force it. It can be anywhere from 30 minutes to two hours. Also depends on what I eat. But I'm always clean and always able to suck Sir's cock after he fucks and breeds me as a sign of cleanliness.

I don't know why it is but this is actually a common thing. A couple is together and months, years, or sometime down the road they open it up and play with others. Somewhere along the way one or both actually want a third. I'm part of a poly relationship it's my second one. While travelling I've met a few couples who play with others spoke of "secretly" or not so subtly wanting a third. Maybe they say it maybe they don't but it's there.

Here's another scenario. You say that you can ask your partner and talk about it and pursue a third or just go back to playing with others. But you also said you liked coming home to two (yes it's nice) I can understand that. But are you looking to find a third so that way you two don't have to go out looking for dick and you three become monogamous or if you do have a third will you still be open.

That's something you need to talk to your partner about right now. I can understand about having or needing certain things as well. We're always so damn busy but I really do miss BDSM. We're working on it though.

BTW, Paul Morris likes this thread...

One of these days I need to meet Paul... For having such a big name, it seems very little is actually known about him.

Paul Morris does have a wiki page though. I'm surprise he liked this thread too.

Also, everyone pretty much just feed the troll. One post, no picture, limited profile, joined in march, and no response from the troll. Typical troll is a typical troll. And he ripped of bon jovi.

Christmas gifts for some are really tough. Even for those who have everything think of the person's habbits, hobbies, or things that they like or might need not even knowing it. What I did with partners in the past was do an amazon gift list so we added what we wanted on there and we'd get the top gifts that the other without the guessing. But I got my ex a tablet the previous year so he can go on growlr, cruise guys, and have a private space to keep his photos. He still uses it and loves it.

I'd say gift cards should be a last resort thing but that's what I'm doing for most this year. Ex smokes and is trying to quit. I talked to someone this weekend who has a newer vapor cigarette (not the blu thing) so I'm thinking of maybe getting him that. That way he can still smoke and learn to quit. He's been trying really hard for the past few years and he's used the blu things but they don't work too well. That's just an example. Although personally, I don't mind smokers in the least.

Could at least get him a card too. A few gay shops where I used to live sold all kinds of gay themed cards and christmas cards. Those were fun to give and get during christmas.

Could always get him a fleshjack or something too. Not a dildo

Huh how ironic that all this take about riding someone and leg strength and everything and it happened to me last night. Almost fisted my partner last night and fucked him for a while but was too nervous about waking the other partner since he was in the next room. This morning when I wake up I always have a morning hard on and he came in lubed my cock up and slide down on me with my eyes barely even open. He was riding my dick and working his ass muscles and it felt amazing. I was moving my hips and fucking him a little too. Not sure if was because of the morning hard on and needing to piss but I wasn't able to cum that way. Instead he pulled off and he threw his legs in the air and I fucked him and once he asked for it I really fucked him and breed him.

I just thought it was kind of ironic that he rode my dick after I read this thread. I'll have to try it more often

This is actually is very serious. I made a thread similar to this when I was escorting because I got bad advice from someone. This was just after I became poz and was wondering if I should tell my clients. He told me I shouldn't and I talked to some others and realized that in certain states you have to. So I did some research.

http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/policies/law/states/index.html

There was a better link I found somewhere without all the bullcrap tree maps to find the HIV part but I can't remember that link. But yes it does vary state by state. For GA for example. Not only do they consider you a threat to public health but any sexual contact with anyone without letting them know you are poz is a criminal offense. Not a warning or demeanor a full offense which can land you jail time.

I can't tell you how paranoid this made me in Atlanta when I lived there with clients and just hooking up especially after I became poz. I was honest from then on and told the guy I was poz and he diddn't have a problem. Surprisingly very few people had a problem with it and the ones who did were upfront from the start and I did nothing with them. I believe in Florida it's something like a little slap on the wrist or a warning. So yes this means sex clubs or wherever you go if your state is strict about it if someone can pinpoint you or prove it was you, you're fucked and not in a good way. This is something that got me extremely pissed off a while back especially living in GA. But only some states are like this so hopefully you aren't in a fucked state. There are various reports too about innocent people going to jail and being criminalized too because of HIV. Most of them involve women though..no surprise.

Men know how to be a bit more anonymous. Also the department of health hounds the fuck out of you to give you the name, address, and phone number of people you've played with. At least that's how they are in GA. Glad to be in Florida even the HIV Care down here is actually extremely good.

Is this where the phrase, "She needs to get laid" or "He needs to get laid" comes from?

It's so funny that when I was 18 or so I was getting no sex really I was trying way too hard and knew nothing about cruising or getting men. I got better at it and would usually get sex a few times a week. Once I started barebacking I was not only getting sex at least once a day but sometimes multiple loads from several men all in one day. Literally morning, afternoon and evening trying to get as much loads as possible. To say I was a sex addict was a complete fucking understatement. And for me it still wasn't enough. Only when my hole was so filled with cum that men diddn't have to use lube did I start to think it was close to enough. But that's also partially because in a previous relationship sex did happen every so often and then I went months without sex.

Now I usually get sex a few times a week. As for getting fucked that varies but at least once a week. Everyone has different circumstances such as work, family, friends, or hobbies that you can't have sex all the time. But I was probably pretty selfish at times when I went out trying to get as many loads and cock as I could in a day. I did learn near the end though about making fuck buds and friends and going to see them sometimes instead of just finding a random cock. That worked out better sometimes just knew the day we'd usually meet and I could go get another load prior to or after and at least I know I got some.

I'm happy that it just happens every so often now. Really as long as it's just once a week but a REALLY good fuck like at least a few hours then I'm pretty much set for the week. Although topping can be different. Sometimes I want it constantly and sometimes I don't want it at all. But that's still somewhat new territory.

In that situation pain is the memory of a lot of fun . Did I enjoy it? Of course! Just wish I could have held out for longer. The problem is lack of muscle tone which is difficult to get back after the sort of deterioration I went through last year: walking I'm good for perhaps half a mile in total. I got an exercise bike at a knockdown price a couple of months ago and am trying to build stamina up with that (as well as using it as a warmup for my weights routine).

Riding dick I get off on either way round: as bottom it says "I want your cum" more effectively than any other face to face position, and as top you've got the intensity of a good fuck without having to do much (and on some days I can't do that much which is why when I top it tends to be more D/s oriented), plus all the visual aspects of it. Only thing that approaches it, in my mind, is a sling.

Still, I can't have been that bad - the guy I was riding wants more...

Good, I'm glad you liked it. I'm sure you know some pain during sex can be good or bad just depending on the situation. I'm sorry that the direct cause is because of deterioration. Congratulations on the exercise bike I hope that helps build up stamina. It does I want your cum more efficiently and seeing the top's face and knowing your getting it directly and have better control of your ass muscles makes it that much better. You're probably right that some days maybe a top doesn't want too much but it's a way for him and his boy to both get off. I have to agree with that comment about a sling. Would love to do more sling play much better control and angle as well. But the feeling is similar.

I'm glad he enjoyed it and wanted more