Giveit2meraw

Finally it’s Saturday, Hard On time. I awake sleepily nuzzled up tight to Ryan with legs tangled together, but wait, there’s more than two pairs of legs and why do I feel so “full”? “What the fuck?” I say out loud at the sudden realisation of what’s happening…. “Shhhh” says Tommy still gently fucking me, “just go with it bro” and as I relax impaling myself deeper onto his big cock mine springs to life and nudges Ryan’s hole, who stirs, turns, kisses me, “Good morning lover…nice alarm clock, or should I say alarm cock?” “Hi Tommy, enjoy my boi, just don’t make him cum, Justin’s got a big night ahead and we’ve not let him cum since he nailed Chris so his balls are full and ready to blow.” Ryan rolls off our bed saying, “I’m going to jump in the shower.” And as he goes to the en-suite Tommy maneuvers me onto all fours without pulling out or missing a beat and as he leans in to whisper dirty talk into my ear his trimmed ginger fur tickles my back. I’m squirming under him making my ass clamp even tighter around his fat mushroom head as my own cock bounces spraying precum all over the sheets but left forgotten. Tommy begins panting hard, slams harder still into me, “Oh fuck, oh fuck, I’m gonna cum” and even before he says it I know what’s coming as his beer can cock throbs and pulses deep in me as he floods my guts. “I’m cumming!” By the time we clean up Ryan has coffee and cereals ready. We plan the rest of the day, a few chores and a trip to the dry cleaners…as we’re rummaging through my pockets out pops a business card, “What’s this?” says Ryan not missing a thing. “Oh just a card of some dude who groped me on the tube the other day” I say as if it is an everyday occurrence as Ryan makes a play to snatch the card away to read it and after tussling me to the floor he has it. “Jeesus H Christ!” He exclaims and now has a big grin on his face. “You get picked up by Andy le fucking Gris, man I love you.” I hadn’t looked at the card when I put it in my pocket and now I’m thinking who is Andy le Gris? And before I can ask, “Wow…you know who this is; he’s the Vice President of the biggest publishers here in the UK…” Jumping to his feet Ryan is energised, “oh boy am I going to have fun with this piece of info. I think it’s time we got ourselves a new job! Hey we could have a party here…me the boys, you of course as bait and Mr VP, oh yeah this is going to be great.” Ryan pulls me to my feet grabbing me in a bear hug and showering me in kisses. “Is there no end to your talents babe?” The day drags, Ryan is busy thinking up ways to seduce AlG whilst Tommy and I watch rubbish TV. Liam and Ross return off shift and go straight to bed, “It’s going to be a long night.” As they rush off to their room. “Yeah lets gap some shut eye too” says Tommy ushering me into the bedroom where Ryan is on his ipad. “It’s sure gonna be a busy night, Mr. popular here has 112 guys lined up to fuck tonight.” My head spins as I process this information. “We need a plan for this event” continues Ryan as the three of us lie back on the bed. As a greedy bottom boy I’m a bit nervous about topping and how the hell am I going to squirt Poz cum into all these willing holes. I’m told Tommy here, Liam, Ross and of course my man Ryan will be on hand to help and wreck a few holes before I ram my leaking deathstick into the willing torn upholes. By the time they are finished talking tactics I have a raging hard on and in need of relief. Ryan notices and gently starts to rub my groin, “Easy boy, you’ll have plenty to choose from tonight.” After a few hours’ sleep I’m roused, “Grab your kit for tonight, pick up a holdall and we can head out for a beer or two before queueing to get in.” It’s dark by the time the 5 of us bundle out of our tower block, hail a taxi for Lambeth and decamp to a pub close to the venue. With a buzz from the occasion, the alcohol and all the horny guys on a mission to play in the club we kill time. As guys slope off to queue we join the chattering throng and queue and queue. Oh so slowly we shuffle forward adding to the anticipation and eventually get in and arrive at the admissions booth. Our bags are checked to see we have the right gear, membership ID is checked and we’re in, in a small dimly lit area outside the coat check, guys are stripping, Hard On is a famous leather cruise club with a hardcore reputation. I hardly know where to look, pills are being popped and hard cocks are everywhere as testosterone and sex fills the air. The music is loud, beats reverberating off the walls, guys squeeze into well used jocks, chaps, harnesses, leather, rubber, uniforms or just boots. I wriggle into my skimpy outfit thinking I have died and gone to piggy heaven! “C’ on stud the action is in the main halls, this is just the aperitif.” I’m dragged in a daze into the packed dance floor, the sound is banging and vaguely I make out the repeat lyrics, ‘head down, ass up, that’s the way we like to fuck!’ the music stops and a live sex show is introduced, two suited guys run onto the stage and start to make out, off come the jackets, one bends over as the other rips open the seat of his trousers to reveal a perfect tight ass and dives straight in rimming. In next to no time the guy is being fisted, then two arms are alternately pushed in and out and eventually he’s fucked too. I can’t believe what I am seeing. Guys all around are roaring their approval cheering and baying for more. Ryan and the boys drag me through the sweaty bodies, mostly near naked and from what I can see mostly are hot, beefy, muscled and tattoo’d as hands grab my nips, ass and cock. My nipples, hot wired to my cock get tweaked as a sea of hands explore’ fresh meat’ but I decline every invitation. My cock is now sooo hard and poking straight out of the folds of leather straps of my kilt meaning I get even more attention! Eventually we get to a less crowded room full of action. Inside are benches along one wall, lit by a dim light. After my eyes adjust, I notice maybe two dozen guys lounging on the benches, and in the middle rows of slings plus more benches with padded tops and a lower step, also padded. There’s a heady mix of sweat and cum filling my nostrils…I can’t wait to get started. Tommy, Liam and Ross gather round, “So what d’ya think?” I can barely speak as I watch Ryan talk to a fit guy, just in boots, loudly fucking a Twink in one of the slings. Above the sling chains clanking and the music from the main hall I can barely hear him as he shouts, “You ready for some POZ cock now I’ve opened you up?” The guys push me forward as the Twinks hole ejects “Boots’s” PA’d cock that still has pinkish strands of cum or precum linking the two together. The bottom’s puffy, purplish rosebud was pulsating, begging to be filled and from experience, I knew exactly how he was feeling, so I position myself as Ryan undoes my kilt, line my meaty head against his bud and I push in. There was a slight resistance and then the muscle gives way and I’m deep into his guts, pulling out then ramming in hard and I’m horny from not shooting my load for days. All the while the kid roars in pleasure. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, yes!" his head back rocking from side to side shouting. "Yeah! That's it, fucker! Fuck me! Use my fuckin' hole! POZ me!” Magic words as I start pounding, I’m moaning and sighing I turn my head and our eyes lock. I keep fucking him. It's an exciting sight to see the lust and joy on his face as I pound away drawing a crowd of men round us. I’m getting into this virbalisation game too, “You’d want me to plant my POZ seed in your cunt boi? I ask, not that he had a choice. "Oh yesss, I want you to cum deep inside of me." As he speaks he tightens his hole and it sends me over the edge, my pace picks up and I’m now ramming this hole like a madman. I cum intensely as he’s pulling on the sling chains making my dick deliver its dirty jizz way deep inside him. I’m breathing heavy with sweat dripping down my face but my still hard cock is rocking slowly in and out of his sloppy wet cunt allowing his hole to milk out every last drop of poison. "That's a seven day load" I say.as I finally slide out and it starts running from his hole. Needless to say that was the start of a LONG and hot night Men descend on the Twink and another cock rams in to work my dirty load further into his damaged rectum to start its conversion journey into his system. Yo Justin, way to go! Never knew you could be such an aggressive Top" says a beaming Ryan, “I can’t wait till you do that to me.” We kiss as he slips a Viagra into my mouth, “Just in case eh, now word is out your bitches are going to come running.” Ross has picked up a slim middle aged guy with thick hair and a full beard… I wonder has this guy seen my BBRTS ad or is he just good at guessing why we’re here? He is led to me like a lamb to slaughter, “Ross says your POZ ‘n I love to play with POZ fuckers.” Instantly he’s all over me kissing, tongue thrust in my mouth as he twist and turns my nipples, “You mate can make me do anything. I want you to fuck me." I grab his skanky jock, turn him around and lead him further into the room where it’s darker. Guys are fucking all around us making grunting sounds and the smell of pungent sweat, ass juice and cum fills the room. When we find a free padded bench he jumps on and rolls onto his back pulling his legs up to his chest, my fingers search for his hole which is already lubed or full of cum. I insert a couple of fingers withdraw and sniff, cum. He asks if he can lick it and as my finger push into his open mouth my slimy cock pops into his willing cunt. His hole spasms, as Ross next to me strokes the guy’s cock. "I'm really turned on watching you getting fucked and infected. I'd love to fuck your sloppy hole and make sure. Are you up for that?" says Ross. Apparently he is as his cock erupts, “Yeah. Fuck me and shoot another load of POZ cum in me." Ross scoops the cum into his hand and feeds it to the guy who licks his last Neg load from his fingers. I ram my dick into him again, fucking him as hard as the other guy earlier and as I pick up speed I feel my balls tighten and I shudder. I can feel my cock jerk and twitch feeling and warm wetness in his guts. I fall forward saying loudly, "Pozzing your ass.” I stood up, bent down, and licked the puddle of cum off the bench and tasted semen, assjuice and the coppery taste of blood, infected for sure! The guy turns to Ross, "Yes, do it. Make sure I'm knocked up." I leave them to it. Liam, Tommy and Ryan have a group of guys buzzing around them, hands all over one another twisting nipples; others were groping ass with fingers being inserted. I could hear them talk amongst themselves “mmmm…. nice ass, tight too”…”I can’t wait to drop my load in it”….”ummm you have a nice cock sucking mouth too” Someone smacks my ass hard, my cock got even harder if that’s possible, my inner voice tells me to get in there and I roughly push one guy down on to a bench, ass up face down, telling him to get on all 4s. A cock quickly found its way into his mouth and started throat fucking hard and brutal, he gags a bit, but mostly took it all as the guy rams his cock all the way down his throat. I was so into it all I shove straight in for maximum impact and dry fuck his hole in a horny spit roast. I didn’t take it slow and his ass opened up without issues…at the same time, I felt a cock at the base of my hole. I start backing my ass up on it, trying to get him to bottom out…I was in heaven. Soon one cock was stretching my hole, slamming into me, which in turn would push me forward hard into the bottom who in turn was deeper onto my cock as the guy face fucking rammed into his throat. It was so fucking hot. I was trembling I wanted to cum and have a load in me too. The man behind me started really pounding and I heard him say "here I cum boy!" and as he is blasting my insides pumping cum deep in my guts, it was too much for me as I clamp down on his cock mine is spraying copious amounts of hot toxic cum. It floods out so hard; I could feel it splash against the walls of the hole my poisoned jizz is buried in. My fucker pulls out, walks around and just pushes the other man out me and shoves his half-hard cum covered dick in my fuckee’s mouth. Wow! My ass was full of cum…I could feel it leaking down my ass and legs, as when the top pulled out a big gob of cum came out too, someone simply scooped it up and put it in my mouth, I licked that hand clean like a good boy. “Thank you Sir!” I’m saying and pretty soon, I felt someone eating my ass, it was tender from the pounding I just enjoyed, I was told to push out some more and I could feel that big load squeezing out, I then felt one hand on my chin, it lifted my face and our eyes locked…it was Ryan. He tells me to open wide, then he just spat the load he had feltched out into my mouth. I almost came again! Ryan must've signaled the others as Liam, Ross and Tommy switched places without speaking and home in on two guys kissing hard, making out, one in Chaps the other in bleachers with an all-around zip for easy access. It usually takes me a while to recover…it was either the Viagra or the fact I was so turned on knowing my cock was about to knowingly flood dirty cum into one of these two hotties. My friends were all over these two as Ryan bent down to suck the guy in the Chaps’ rock hard cock which must have been leaking a lot of salty precum, ‘coz Ryan was really going to town and instinctively moved his right hand between the guy’s legs and found his ass. He reacted by spreading his legs, giving more access and soon had three fingers inside his pre-lubed hole. “Mmmmmmmmm this fucker has come to play!” as he works more fingers in, Ryan slowly slid him down onto the nearby sling with his legs spreading wider and wider. In no time, Ryan had four fingers in his wet hole, and he was moaning like a bitch in heat! Tommy never one to miss an opportunity, soon had the zip undone as he guy reached back and spread his ass cheeks, “Go easy mate, I’m new to this….and Negative.” Upon hearing this Tommy grabbed the oozing head of his infected cock rubbed it up and down the guy’s crack and shoved in hard, "Oh fuck!" he moaned. "Great, isn't it?" his boyfriend says. "I knew you'd like cock, God knows, I do!" Ryan caught me watching and I soon felt his thick cock slide in and out of my hole, he whispers, “The guy Ross is fucking is a complete cock whore who loves to be fisted as well as fucked just watch.” He grabs my wrist and guides my hand onto Ross’s cock who nods letting me know that he wanted more. I slip a finger in as his cock slowly pushes in and withdraws slightly, Ryan pushed my second finger in and Ross pushes in again, “Ummmmmmmm, yeah, more” the guy is saying as Liam has him huffing on poppers. I let Ryan fold my thumb into the palm of my hand, and began rotating my wrist to find just the right angle as Ross continues to plow away. Liam has one nostril closed off as the guy takes a deep breath, and as he exhales, his fleshy hole relaxes more and bam my hand slid in! "Ohhhhhh fffuuuucccckkkkkkkkkkk!" he yelled, so loud everyone in the venue could hear. "You're a fucking pro, mate! Ryan says “Hey guys we found us a real pig!" It was clear this guy had played this game many times before as he shifted his body into a more comfortable position on the cheap foam linen bench as with my hand inside I could grab hold of Ross’s cock and wank him off deep inside the guys chute. The sensation was too much for Ross as he finally came, screaming out so loud no one could have missed it either. I felt his warm load gushing into my hand as he breathed heavily and sweat dripped from his face on to the guy’s chest. I feel Ross withdraw and Ryan slide right in, I rotate my arm and “Fuck yeah” is all the guys says as my man jackhammers into my palm he’s clearly enjoying fucking in public, facing a room full of guys mostly naked, it was just too exciting. Ryan cries out, “Cumming!” as the guy screams, “Fuck yeah, fuck yeah. Give it to me, give me that load” as Ryan shoots his dirty load deep inside. The guy takes a deep breath and exhales, pushing back on my greasy hand. There was a slight feeling of pressure, as the widest part of my hand passes over his stretched out sphincter. When my hand finally comes out along with Ryan’s still hard dick, I have to chuckle. "Fuck! How many loads you got up there, man?" he laughed. I could smell the distinct odor of warm cum as some precious cargo drips from his gaping hole. "Not enough!" he replies winking. As Ryan pushes his slimey cock into the guy’s mouth as I’m smearing the palm of my hand all over his face, marking him with his ass juice and our diseased cum. The next thing I see is Tommy who has finished fucking the boyfriend on his knees with his tongue and stubbly chin grazing on this guy’s sleazy hole pushing his tongue deep in the open hole, so he could get at what he wanted. "Mmmmm! Mmmmmmm! Mmmm!" he grunted as his tongue dug deep sucking out a mouthful of cum which he shares with us all. I lost track of time, in this fuck fest World as tired, spent and deliciously sore we 5 finally head home.

After a couple of days further TLC from Liam and Ross Justin was back to his normal self, definitely feeling better and with some colour in his cheeks and looking surprisingly radiant. “Jeez you’re looking hotter by the day” said Ross flopping down on the couch next to me draping an arm over my shoulder then, barely touching, ran his fingers up my neck and gently rubbing the back of my head massaging my scalp.. Just his touch felt like an electric shock through my body as I involuntarily arch my back with shivers running down my spine, I squirm in my seat and my cock twitches, the first signs of life for a couple of weeks. Right on cue Liam appears, “Ummm looks like our boi is feeling a whole lot better” as he eyes the growing tent in my sweatpants, “Welcome back buddy” chimes in Ross eyes shining and a shit eating grim all across his face, licking his lips as his free hand slowly begins to feel around the flimsy material covering my growing cock. I lay back enjoying the sensations running through my body as his hands do their work. I want to cum, but I want to save it for Ryan…or at least wait until he’s here with us. As if reading my mind Liam says, “Don’t worry Just-in, we’re just making sure everything is in fine working order!” “It’s not that I don’t want to” I say “It’s just that you want Ryan here too…” they speak as one “we do understand…the more the merrier eh? Piggy. No, we know all about you two love birds” I blush, I feel my face start to burn, “I, I, I didn’t know you knew, we’ve never said we’re an item” I stammer, admitting my feelings publically for the first time. “Ryan confided in us, explained he was falling for you, about how he was conflicted you being his step brother and all as well as not knowing how long you’re planning on staying here in the UK. He said he’d never felt this way, felt protective and made us all promise to be with you during your conversion.” I sat there dumbstruck and now I’m the one sat there with the big grin on my face. “Hey if you’re feeling up to it why don’t we take you to see my mate Chris at the leather shop, we gotta get you set up for Hard On looking sexy, hot and ready for some great Topping action and I’m sure Ryan won’t mind sharing as you’ll be soooooo in demand with your high viral load.” “Sure” I respond a little too quickly my leaking super hard cock doing all the thinking for me! I pause for a moment…”Why will I be in such demand, what the significance of a high viral load?” “Oh boy” they say, “there’s so many chasers on the scene, no loads refused, no questions asked looking to get knocked up with Poz seed so they can fuck with freedom from condoms and safe sex.” I must look a little dumbstruck as Liam continues, “We’re Poz but you’re super toxic right now and sure to Poz any and every willing cunt that bends over for you, lucky fucker!” “I didn’t know, this is a whole new World for me.” “Don’t worry bro’. Ryan, Tommy and us two, we’ll be there every step of the way to guide you, you’re in good hands, we’re experts at this.” Says Ross giving me a wink I process the information before saying, “Lead on, I’m up for it!” Liam is fishing out his mobile and frantically texting….it says, ‘Hi Ryan our boy is sprouting a massive hard on and ready to breed, get out of work and meet us at Chris’s shop, we’re leaving now. L&R xx’ “Cum on get you’re sorry ass off that couch and let’s get goin’” Liam says dragging me to my feet. I look down at my achingly hard dick that is leaking copious amounts of pre-cum leaving a large obvious wet patch in my light grey sweatpants. “Man I wish I had put underwear on this morning.” I sigh as I’m led, no, virtually frog-marched out the door. We must look a sight walking to the tube station judging by the stares we get. It may be mid-afternoon but London is packed with businessmen and tourists as the three of us squeeze into the tube carriage. It may be only a couple of stops but I have bodies pressed up against me and arms all around ‘strap hanging’. With Liam and Ross using their one free hand to discretely knead and massage my ass together with the vibrations and carriage movements means my cock is rubbing up against the leg of the guy I’m squashed hard up against. I have an instant boner and this suited and booted guy either doesn’t mind or notice…that is until he slightly repositions himself is now trying and succeeding in putting his brief on the floor between his legs and as he struggles to straighten up he gives my cock a squeeze. I smile and we make eye contact, nod slightly, his hand still wrapped around my cock. He is now struggling to pull something out of his inside suit pocket, finds it and is handing me a business card mouthing, “Call me.” The tube rattles into our station and as soon as the doors begin to open we push our way out with the throng of passengers, I look round nodding at my handsome suited suitor. As we emerge back into the daylight I have no idea where we are, I don’t know London well. “Christ you don’t waste much time” the boys say as they ruffle my hair as we march down some narrow alley arm in arm. The air is stale, hot and humid and lying on the ground on card and in a grubby sleeping bag is a sleeping homeless boy. I stop and stare. “Cum on!” the guys tug me along, “Don’t tell us you want to shag a skanky homeless boy now!!” I don’t but I do feel sorry for him and fish out a few coins to throw at this unfortunate. Suddenly we stop and I’m looking at blackened out windows, a building with a rainbow flag either side of the neon shop sign, 'Leather Star Fish' “Fall in behind us and let us do the talking” says Liam “I want you to be a surprise.” The guys open the door and we troop in. It takes a while for my eyes to adjust to the near darkness, the smell of new leather overpowering. Peering around Liam and Ross I look round at the displays and notice porn playing on the bigscreen TV, I’m drawn to the screen and almost don’t notice Chris as he appears flustered from a curtained area. He hugs and chats freely with his friends until I hear, “And who have we here?” Ross and Liam part to reveal me. When I glance at him he looks back with interest. Chris is well built, wears a plain skimpy skin tight t-shirt and too tight leather shorts that leave nothing to the imagination. I stare, he stands before me eyeing me up and down nodding approvingly. I stare back fixated on his facial piercings and flame red Mohican. In my previous preppy world I'd never come face-to-face with someone like this. I snap back to reality when I hear Chris say to Liam and Ross, "Turn the shop sign to CLOSED on your way out." As dutifully and surprisingly without protest the boys do as they are told. Unbeknown to me Chris's partner Steve is waiting for Liam, Ross and Ryan when he turns up to join them in the playroom at the back of the shop that has as two-way mirror looking in to the Changing Room. Chris breaks off his stare and flings open the Changing Room curtains, "Strip, while |I sort you something to wear for Hard On, that's what this is all about, isn't it?" He says this arching his right eyebrow questioningly. "Yeah, that's about right, how'd you know?" I ask. "Oh I know a lot about you...!" The reply comes and hangs in the air with the hint of hidden meaning. I quickly step out of my clothes and check myself in the large mirror. Having lost weight makes my half hard cock look bigger than normal; I stroke it slowly and watch my reflection as my dick grows in my hand. I see a clear drop of pre-cum forming, scoop it up and inspect my finger, then out of interest suck my finger with its salty, dangerous and highly toxic cargo, "Sweet" I murmur. "What's that?" says Chris as he comes up behind me holding a few leather items. "Sorry to disturb you" he continues. I spin round to face him...erect cock in hand. I just want the ground to open up and swallow me. "Shit! Sorry, I don't usually..." He cuts me off, "Don't worry, I've seen it all before, this shop has that effect on guys that's why I work here, constant supply of fresh meat." says Chris matter of factly and then it's down to business. "6 feet two, 31 inch waist, 8" dick that looks like I can put the cock ring and Viagra back on the shelf!" I look down sheepishly. "Here try this Gladiator Kilt and Harness, it should just about cover your best assets as well as allowing easy access , yeah perfect!" I eye the garments. The kilt with its open sides and short individual tongues of leather look way too short to cover anything as I wrap the kilt around my waist, snap the snaps and tie the laces. Chris steps in close to place the Harness over my head pulling me close as he fastens the straps. He stays close, "Ummm, looking good, boy, now bend over and let me see how easy it is to get to your hole." I do as I'm told, lean forward and before I know what's happening Chris's beefy forearm is wrapped around me. I'm turned on, turned around and my cheeks spread wide infront of the two-way mirror. Next he turns me round, jams a bottle into my nostrils, forcing me to inhale the poppers. They were strong, and I felt giddy with lust. "There you go." He’s saying as he lowers his mouth on mine as he pushes my back down onto the padded bench and I’m held fast, my arse open and available. "Justin you tart!" comes the chorus and I see Ryan, Liam, Ross naked and a tall thin guy with strange blotches on his chest and a pronounced tummy who I see has a surprisingly large 9 maybe 10 inch rigid cock walking towards me. Ryan with a big grin across his face says, "Chris is the one that wants knocking up, Steve here has been so ill he’s back on meds and is undetectable again and his new Neg boyfriend Chris is the one who needs your bug" Chris and I disentangle and I get to my feet whislt Chris loses his shorts, lays down on the padded fuck bench, snucks down to the edge of the bench and raises his legs spreading his cheeks so they could see his gaping hole with glistening signs of cum dripping from his hole. "Oh yes." Said Steve. "Popped a load in him myself just as you arrived!" The group came over to Chris, grabbing his cock and feeling his ass. He knew he was surrounded by Poz guys and you can hear him breathing hard his heart stars to pound in anticipation. I’m manhandled straddling Chris, my face is pushed down to his, he feels my tongue in his mouth, tasting my tainted salvia and feeling my raging hard on against his belly. Distracted, straps go around his wrists and ankles; Steve orchestrates everything as he positions Liam in front of Chris and offers his drooling cock with precum. "Lick it." He says. Chris visually tenses; a fleeting moment of fear crosses his face. He knows he’s lost, and then tentatively licks the drool of toxic precum off the thick, glistening tip. "Good boy!" Steve says. "Who's first?" Ross says "Me!" and disappears behind me as Chris feels a thick, heavy cock sliding into him until his belly was squashed against my ass. Ross starts to fuck, hard, long thrusting strokes that have me bouncing up and down. Steve whispers in my ear, “You fuck him too, he should be loose enough for you to DP him along with Ross. Go on open him up, rip him up…” then more loudly for all to hear “Give- him- your- AIDS!” I could cum there and then! Chris is writhing beneath me really getting into Ross’s noisy fucking with Steve’s undetectable cum frothing and foaming from his hole. I shuffle back trying not to dislodge Ross as Ryan and Steve push my steel-like cock painfully back to line up next to Ross’s slimy cock and Chris’s swollen ass lips. As Ross pulls back I try to force my way in but miss the hole. “We need to open his hole up a whole lot more” urges Ryan as he jabs his fingers in alongside Ross’s piston pumping cock. Chris is breathing hard, sweat drips from his brow and his body glistens yet he’s moaning loudly, “Yeah, ummm, Oh fuck!” and then “Oh no…I….I…I’m…I’m cumming” as his cock errupts showering his abs, chest and face with potentially his last Neg load and as his hole spasms around fingers and cock he relaxes and finally that hole opens right up for us. The air is heavy with the smell of cum and sex….and before I know what’s happened Ryan has his hands wrapped around my twitching cock and is pushing it in together with Ross. “Jeez this is sooooo tight” I say as we easily slip into to a rhythm of us thrusting in hard and slowly pulling back. “Ooo, ooo, ahh, ahh” pants Chris as his hole clamps shut like a vacuum seal around our dicks. Somehow Steve is now forcing his finger in to his lover’s hole breaking the sealand the last of Steve’s cum is squeezed out, pink. “Yes!” Steve says triumphantly, “Fuck him hard, fuck my cumdump” he hisses and right in my ear yet loud enough for all to hear, virtually pleading, says, “POZ him, please knock him up for me!” Ross groans and stops moving. I can feel through my cock his dick swelling, twitching and spewing volley after volley of toxic cum. It feels fantastic, hot, sloppy and oh so slippery. Of course it’s all too much as I feel my balls tighten, “Here it cums…C..C..cumming” I find myself shouting. “Chris! Look directly into his eyes, watch this magic moment of conversion” instructs Steve as Chris blinks and does as commanded just as my climax hits, my HVL diseased load pumps out like a dispenser, 7 , 8, 9 huge spurts shoot out as Ross picks up his fucking again forcing our loads deep in Chris’s bowl. I slump across Chris hearing Whoops of delight and slaps on my back. I’m manhandled off Chris as Ryan Steve & Liam crowd round kissing me, “fucking great, well done, thank you” all ring out. I feel elated and as Liam and Steve move back to Chris, Ryan grabs hold of my cock which is still hard and pointing straight up, we kiss, he’s kissing me hard, “thank you” he says looking me straight in the eyes, “Gotta help a friend out when in need.” We wrap our arms around one another and continue kissing oblivious to Ross blowing another load up Chris or for that matter Liam pushing his big fat mushroom head cock in directly after Ross pulls out of the dripping and wet hole. Liam horned up from watching all the action fucks quick and hard till his cock swells and blasts another POZ load in Chris whose shouting“Fuck yeah, fuck yeah. Give it to me, give me that load” giving himself up to the gift....

I couldn't believe how easily we all settled into a happy routine. Ryan managed to get me some part-time work at the publishing company where he worked and somewhere along the line I moved out of the spare room and into Ryan’s and each night we spooned in ‘our’ bed, my ass firmly pressed into Ryan’s groin. When Ryan wasn’t around the other guys kept me entertained. Tommy with both Liam and Ross flitted in and out of our lives so that whenever Ryan was working late they would be around, and after some food we’d all snuggle up on the big couch and watch crappy TV. Calls of “bored with this programme” on many the evenings would lead to their hands wandering over my body. Liam and Ross would usually order me to strip, then wrestle me to the ground, knowing what was to cum my dick would be fucking rock hard dripping pre-cum but it was ass they wanted, my ass. With everyone stripped for action my lips would be pressed firmly around the base of one of their cocks whilst a long, slow drag of tongue across my ass crack would be the foretaste of getting comprehensively eaten out. My hole generally contracted briefly before relaxing on that tongue as whoever was behind me struggled to push further inside. Before I’d know it, my hole would be soaked with spit; I’d arch my back as a face was completely buried deep in my bubble butt as I voraciously deep-throated any cock that was available. Liam, Ross and Tommy would then throw me on the couch and put my legs in the air and with no lube other than spit a rock hard dick would be shoved in. I, of course, was in pig heaven, happy to get long-fucked with long, slow strokes, or power fucked extremely aggressively. I’d writhe and moan, "Yes fucking breed me, give me that load, I want that load". And then I felt it the warm rush of toxic cum bathing my insides. Before I had time to catch my breath the next hard cock would slip in my sloppy hole until all three had unloaded in me. By the time Ryan came home I’d be tucked up in bed reeking of sex and he would carefully spoon up behind me trying not to wake me…but with my ass pressed into his groin his cock would spring to life and with little effort would be balls deep in my gaping well-bred hole. On those nights we’d instantly find our rhythm: pushing in then slowly pulling away, but not all the way out, and pushing back together, being so loose Ryan’s cock would push in deeper than I’d ever been fucked before. All the time Ryan would whisper in my ear, “Fuck yeah, fuck yeah, fuck yeah…” until breathing hard he’d push in oh so deep and pinned me against the mattress sighing, “I’m cumming. Cumming. Breeding your fucking ass.” We’d often wake in the morning with his cock firmly lodged in my hole, plugging the toxic loads that had been shot into my ass. I was extremely happy and this domestic bliss made me feel loved and secure enough to start to think I was in love with my step brother but did he feel the same for me? I found the answer in an odd way. This blissful life came to a stuttering halt three weeks and two days after Simon’s brutal fucking. At first I felt slightly off colour, then my bones ached and slowly I began to lose energy. “Hey babe what’s up? Ryan asked. “Nothing, I’m fine," I replied. The next week I was extremely sick, and was unable to get out of bed. "What's happening to me?" I asked the guys who were gathered around the foot of the bed. I asked the question, even though I knew it was the result of that night almost a month ago now. Ryan cradled my head “Sccch my love, it’s your immune system fighting a losing battle as our poz babies take over your body, killing the old Justin before your rebirth as a confident and defiant fucking machine.” “My love” was the only part of the conversation I heard… Ryan got a dispensation to look after his ‘American in a foreign land’ step brother and work from home. Over the next few days and nights Ryan was at my side, mopping my brow, as I burnt up. The other guys must have felt bad for me as they clubbed together and bought extra bedding so I had a constant supply of fresh linen. When Ryan had to go in to work either Tommy, Liam or Ross would be there. Ross and Liam worked in a Call Centre that meant working weekends so at least two week days they were here to keep me hydrated and fed. The only trouble was what went in one end came out twice as much the other. Constant trips to the toilet meant my ass was more sore than all the fucking put together! They didn’t need asking twice when asked to gently rub in some soothing cream pushing fingers in my hole to make sure everywhere got covered. To keep me amused Liam and Ross jumped on-line to pay my membership for next month’s Hard On club in Vauxhall in three weeks’ time. They made a profile for me on BBRTS and set up a local party invite to meet up at Hard On 'with a freshly diagnosed poz top'. Within a few hours twelve bottoms had confirmed attendance and by the time Ryan took over later that night 84 had signed up. “Woo Hoo! Who’s going to be a busy boy then?” Not me I thought. It took all my effort to pull back the sheet covering me and looking down at my flaccid cock, my skin pale, gaunt and fragile. “The way I feel, this” waving my limp dick about, “is never going to work again.” "Just you wait. In a couple of days you will be energised and looking to breed any hole available, believe me." As Ryan and slept on the couch for the past few nights as I burnt up, I weakly demanded Ryan to "Get in bed." My fever was high but he stripped off and snuck into bed and curled up behind me, placing a sloppy wet kiss on the back of my neck. “I love you," he whispered as I drifted off to sleep. I slept the majority of the day. When I awoke, Ryan was in the kitchen cooking a meal, and the aroma of the food he was preparing wafted into the bedroom. For the first time in over a week I actually felt hungry. Weak as I was, I slowly made my way to the kitchen. "Good morning," I managed as brightly as I could, “Afternoon more like,” he replied. I smiled at him and Ryan held me a moment before I turned to go to the toilet, my head over the toilet bowl as I retching loudly and violently. Despite the smell Ryan was there, gently rubbing my neck and shoulders. He bent down and whispered, "I hear we need to visit Liam’s mate at the fetish shop to get you kitted out for something sensational to wear at Hard On for your outing as a dominant top."

“This room stinks of sex and sweat, let’s get you in the shower then we can have coffee and eggs.” Ryan threw back the duvet and I was shocked, a red stain had spread across the bottom sheet. “Looks like your hole got badly ripped in Simon’s brutal fucking, we’ll clean you up and see just how badly damaged you are.” “I’m Poz for sure?” I quizzed Ryan. “I’d bet on it..how are your gums?” I had forgotten the rough oral finger scratching to smear infected cum into my gums. Naively I asked “Why hurt and damage me so?” “To make sure IT takes, to free you, so you can play with us without fear, so you can go out in this big wide World and bareback who you want when you want, you know you love the feel of skin on skin and a hot load dripping from your cunt.” Ryan fiddles with the controls for a few seconds getting the temperature just right and bounds back into the bedroom as I gingerly get to my wobbly feet and promptly fall back on the bed tired, exhausted and mad as hell at Simon. “Here let me help you bro.” and in a swift movement Ryan has me on my feet and walks me to the steaming walk-in shower. “Stand here and let me soap you up and clean all this dried cum away.” . The water is raining down across his back and over his shoulders making tiny streams and rivulets that I watch mesmerized as they disappear in the valley of his ass crack. The hot water washes over my body and I close my eyes…I hear Ryan shuffle and kneels down in front of me, his hands gently work up a lather to softly cleanse my aching body. He’s lifting my cock, soaping the shaft and massaging my balls. And oh so slowly he turned me round to pay attention to my butt. I can't contain it any longer, “Hold me, and please just hold me.” He smiles up at me, stands and pulls me into a huge hug, leans forward is kissing my forehead. He whispers back to me "Sccch we’re all here for you, we love you". He reaches over my head and grabs the shampoo, stepping back a little he pours some into his hand rubbing the shampoo between his hands and then running his fingers through my hair with just enough force to tilt my head back he starts to massage and wash my hair. My emotions run riot. This is so intimate and so sensual that I can't help myself but start to get hard again. “I gonna try and wash your crack and hole, so just let me know if it hurts and I’ll stop.” His arms wrap around me holding me tight, hands soaping and caressing my butt cheeks, he leans forward and covers my lips with his own as the harder he kisses the more my erection raises up to slide under his balls…He’s squeezing his thighs together now slowly rocking backwards and forwards I’m really too shattered and overwhelmed but this sure feels good and I just want to enjoy this connection since I have no idea what's going to happen in the future. We stand like this for what feels like an eternity until I snap out of this bliss as Ryan turns off the shower and grabs the towels off the rack I automatically follow him out and he wraps the warm soft towel around me rubbing my back, chest and legs with it. He takes my hand and I follow him into his bedroom, Ryan falls into bed and pulls me close to him his rock hard cock brushes over my damaged opening, and in the process, of course, his precum slicks my hole I gasped, "Ryan..., I can't...." "Sshh. Justin it’s ok trust me.” I didn't want him to stop… and at that precise moment his cock head popped into my bruised hole. The sensation of Ryan’s thick long cock massaging my ass lips was more than I could take. I stopped trying to speak as Ryan held me tight and oh so gently rocked back and forth, working more of his cock and pre-cum into my hole. Pre-cum is flowing making the way easier for both of us and as he gently works all of his wonderful cock fully in and out of my ass I use one hand to pull his face to me and gently kiss his lips. It starts out soft like everything about this did but it quickly gets passionate swallow tongues and breathing hard eyes locked until he sees me wince as I push back a bit more then I should have done. "Easy baby” he purrs, “no need to rush and let me do all the work" I slowly pull back so just the crown is in my hole and feel him flex his cock so that the precum oozes out lubing my delicate ass. Ryan gasps "Oh my god that feels so good" He flexes his, squirts more precum as I slide an inch back on his cock. "Feel that baby" he says.”That's me lubing up your hole, that's my precum and my dna getting into you.” His other hand is caressing my chest, his lips have found my ears as he curls his tongue in and around an area I never knew was so sensitive. "Ryan, Oh…oh" I say squirming around, the hairs on the back of my neck rising and I have goosebumps as I spontaneously push back on his cock. "Ok Justin, here we go here's the last bit" He turns me around and faces me, his cock is in place…he grabs my hips and pushes in, not hard but with enough force …my eye's open wide and as he rams my prostate cum shoots out of my cock in hot globs all over my chest. He isn't cuming yet it’s just this love making has me soooo turned on, soooo sensual. “Wow…that… is… hot” Ryan says as he looks down smiling still see-sawing in and out I reward him with a dribble of cum on my stomach. I instinctively wrap my legs around his waist pulling him in deeper, pummels me harder and stiffens up… he’s shuddering and my ass is milking his dick for all its worth. Then I feel it, his cock throbbing and pulsing inside me it feels like it’s never going to stop shooting his venom into my guts. I feel 1, 2, 3 maybe as many as 6 times shooting deep into my ass. In that moment I know it, I wrap my arms around his neck I’m kissing him and crying at the same time. "Hey Justin It’s ok…I'll take care of you" "I know” I stutter, “I…I…I” I’m looking straight at a biohazard tattoo I hadn’t really noticed before. He sees I’ve seen it "You know we’ll have to get you one of those don't you?"

I'll carry on as I want this story to continue as we follow Justin's journey! When we got to the bedroom we both rolled around on the bed making out as we shed our clothes, his monster cock hard and urgent pressed up against his six pack, the head shiny had pre-cum flowing in long strings. I went to kiss Simon but instead he forced my head down onto his dick, and skull-fucked my throat. I slobbered and sucked that cock for all I was worth, trying to relax my throat muscles to deep throat him, but gagged every time and could not keep up with the oral onslaught. I panicked and wriggled free to catch my breath, my chest heaving, my eyes watering and mouth drooling spit. Gone was the sexy, gentle caring Simon who, with his banter and winning smile, had seduced me just the day before into letting him be the first to fuck. “Come ‘ere pigboy, I ain't finished with you yet,” Simon asserted. Confused as I was, I obeyed and quickly snuck up the bed to kiss, lick and nibble my way up to his nipples running my tongue over them and gently biting. “Hey, not so hard buddy!” Then slap! A hand whacked my butt. It stung and I momentarily froze. What had I done wrong? “I’m the one in charge, so do as I say, Cumdump,” Simon said, his tone angry and domineering. With that warning, he quickly manoeuvred me on all fours, pressed down roughly between my shoulder blades forcing my head down to leave my ass up and venerable, my hole gaping open from all the cock I’d taken earlier. Simon now had his face close to my ass, I could feel his breadth on my hole, he whistled and remarked “Jeez, you’re so open red and puffy back here. It looks like the whole world has used your cunt. It's gonna take me all night to get off in your loose hole.” With no lube he just shoved the full length of his beautiful cock into my ass, quite easily this time, right down to his neatly trimmed pubes, plugging and pushing around all the poz cum that the guys had pumped into me, pushing it further into my battered guts. Fuck, it felt damn good. In a blur Simon’s hands tightly grabbed my shoulders as he rammed his massive cock in and out of my sloppy hole; the pace was fast and furious built on aggression and domination it was such a turn on. Where did that emotion come from? He fucked doggy style, spun me on my side and rolled me on my back too! With my legs spread and anchored on his shoulders Simon fucked long and hard. My body cried 'Enough' but Simon continued to piston in and out as he fucked extremely aggressively. I couldn’t relax and by now it actually hurt, but I still took it and all the while he called me a bitch, whore, slut, and other such names. The bed was squeaking and the headboard banging against the walls but my moans of pleasure were louder still, which only served as an enticement for Ryan, Tommy, Liam and Ross to enter the bedroom to watch the scene. “Go Simon, go Simon” they chanted as they massed naked around the bed, hard cocks in hand and started to wank over me. Simon didn’t seem to notice, his fucking did not skip a beat and every time he pulled right out he just shoved back in with all the cum from the boys frothing and squirting out in loud farting sounds. I was conflicted, loving every minute of it yet in pain too! Eventually as he kept smashing into my prostate, the pressure built until bam! my cock hurt, twitched once, twice then exploded in a shower of cum all over my face, shoulder and abs, my oh so loose hole spasmed and surprisingly clammed down on Simon’s cock squeezing the cum from his balls. Simon locked onto my eyes looking deep into my soul. “Yes!…here …it...cuuuummmssssssss!” Simon yelled out, rammed home one last time as his balls tightened and cock fired off volley after volley of toxic spunk into my guts. Spent, he flopped down over me sweating and breathing hard, his rock cock still jammed deep in my wrecked hole gently massaging his seed deeper in to me. My emotions were all over the place, Simon was my first, the first man I felt a connection with, the first I let fuck me, raw, yet now he was like a different person. Dazed I heard the guys shuffle closer around me “Look at me” Liam and Ross chimed in; I turned my head just at the moment the two shot their load, splat like hot rain, over my face and before I could comprehend what was happening, “This way Justin” as Tommy added to the facial now covering my nose, mouth and chin. “Justin, open your eyes and look at my cock” demanded Ryan and automatically I did as instructed. Ryan wanked harder faster and without warning shot his load right into my eyes. “Shit, quick it stings” I yelled panicking, “I can’t see, what have you bastards done to me?” Hands were all over my face, spunk rubbed out of my eyes, into my hair and mouth then rubbed into my gums…”Ouch…” I just about managed to mumble, “..your finger nails” One by one the hands disappeared until it was just Ryan standing over me. “You okay?" he asked, adding “ I don’t know what just happened.” I looked around, “Where’s Simon? I want Simon.” Tears streamed down my face, eyes red and raw, trying to wash the sperm out. Ryan knelt down and cradled my head, “Simon’s gone, how can I put this? He’s a great guy, we all love him and in his twisted way he loves us too but he has his nasty side. He’ll be back though in a few weeks wanting you to breed him.” I blinked and didn’t understand. “Where’s he gone? Why won’t he see me?” “It’s the thrill of the chase, he can sniff out a willing Neg guy at 100 paces” said Ryan “and once he’s had a guy, and pozzed him, then in his eyes the guy is damaged goods, and the thrill is gone. But mark my words, he’ll be back.” “I, I, I’m confused, Ryan.” “In a couple of weeks Justin you will probably get sick, really sick, flu, sweats, stomach cramps, sickness and diarrhoea as your body seroconverts giving into the infection. Don’t worry. We have all been there, I’ll, no we'll be here to look after you and in a week or so you’ll recover and that’s when Simon will be back in order for you to re-infect him making his strain more potent and toxic.” The enormity of what I had done the last two days suddenly hit me. I felt numb and a crushing tidal wave of emotion hit me. What had I done? “I don’t want to die! I can’t afford medication! Work can’t know! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” I sobbed as Ryan clung tight rubbing my shoulders and stroking the side of my face. “Bro, HIV need not kill you, and when you need it medication will keep you healthy. It's the start of your new life not the end. We’re in this together, you’ll be okay. Trust me.” Ryan climbed into the wrecked guest bed rolled me on my side and spooned me wrapping protective arms around my limp body pulling me tight to him. I was out for the count and slept through to early afternoon and as I stirred and opened my sleepy eyes, and sure enough Ryan was there and greeted me saying “Hi, Sleepy Head.”

I have just stumbled across this posting and was intrigued by the title, so here is my story. I am in a long-term open relationship and over the years have had numerous regular fuck buddies many are still great friends, several of these I became emotionally attached to at various times, with one in particular earlier this year I really fell hard for and could have easily given everything up just to be with him. I instantly fancied him, we clicked sexually and he turned out to be a very interesting guy as he works as a scientist. We fucked at least once or twice a week meeting up whenever work or commitments allowed and were happy with just being fuckbuddies. Sex was fantastic especially as we would build up to our sleazy BB sessions by texting during the day what we were going to do to one another and, as the weeks turned into months, he not only kept me sexually happy with his talented ass but the emotional connection definitely grew and I foolishly started to get romantic notions. I thought honesty was the best tactic telling him what was going on in my head and heart, his response was to immediately withdraw, put up the shutters and end our relationship. Needless to say I was confused and devastated and I still miss him to this day. Thanks to this forum I can now understand a little better why I fell so hard for this guy thanks to Slambttm 773 comment, “Sex releases some kind of hormone, i forget the name but it sounds like oxycontin, (Oxytocin) that’s like a fall-in-love chemical. Repeated sex, when it's super hot, can make you fall hard for someone.” Cheers mate!

I'm in Norfolk too and happy to meet.

Fingers crossed that you get the result you want...but if not I can share my experience (albeit from here in the UK) of my diagnosis of being POZ. I had been barebacking on and off for 30 years, not exactly chasing but willing to embrace the consequences of my actions. I had no fuck flu symptoms just a flare up of asthma that would not respond to medication, eventually after rounds of blood tests, a plummeting CD4 count prompted HIV investigation and by the time the correct diagnosis came my CD4 count was 27 with a Viral Load of 700K. Needless to say immediate action was undertaken and the drugs do work as 14 months on I am undetectable and my CD4 count is up to 450. Yes there were some small side effects until the body got used to the drugs - I always needed to know where the nearest toilet was - but since starting the medication I have been monitored, initially monthly, now quarterly and have been really healthy ever since. You do need discipline to keep taking the meds at the same time day in, day out so I would advise anyone who has to take them to pick a time that really is convenient not just for the first week, but for every day of every week thereafter It helps to have a good rapport with the hospital/clinic staff, smile, be friendly and ask lots of questions from those professionals and Poz brothers; there is no point trawling the internet looking at out of date info and freaking out coz anything older than the last two years is hopelessly out of date now. As you can see there is this whole support "team" right here to help you through this if you do not feel like talking to anyone else at this stage or later. Good Luck m8

Last year at a Conference an ex fuck bud from 15 years ago walked up to me and said "I know you". We exchanged pleasantries and numbers and started up flirty text messages. Roll forward to this week and whilst his long term bf was away I got the 'come over for coffee' text, quickly followed by 'and more?' After a very civilised catch up with cups of tea we both had our cocks out, kissing and wanking each other with clothes being ripped off in a frenzy and he was soon down sucking my Poz cock and I could easily have let him suck me until I unloaded in his mouth but after all these years I really wanted to lick his arse and fuck as we used to do years before so I motioned for to him to turn round. I parted his firm ass cheeks and dived in pushing my tongue deep in his hole with him wanking and pushing his arse back into my face. I rimmed him for ages and he was really getting into it as I pushed two fingers in and out of his well spit-lubed cunt, but before I could go any further he spun round to dive down and swallow my throbbing cock. As he bobbed up and down with gusto we wriggled round into a 69 position to worship each other's cocks. His not so massive but steel like rock hard cock was leaking pre cum like a faucet and I told him exactly where the best place for that was with, "fuck me"! Now in years gone by Matt always wrapped up nice and safe so I was surprised when he plunged in balls deep in one go barebacking me hard and fast saying "I am so horny I wont last long...where do you want my load?" Daft question, "Cum in me" I panted "so I can take a souvenir home!" Matt kept fucking long after he had cum and as his cock softened and fell out I, like a good boy, took that cock in my mouth and cleaned him off savouring the taste by squeezing the last drop of sperm out. Like the good host he is Matt moved in front of me and bent over reached down into his jeans pocket and....just as I began to think he was going to produce a condom, no it was actually a small sachet of lube which he opened it and rubbed some onto his arse. Then he bent over again and repeated "Time to fuck me". I pushed the head of my cock against his arsehole and teased him rubbing my cock around his hole and ass crack then slid right up into him. He grunted and as I began to fuck him slowly at first then a bit harder and he was pushing back against me in rhythm, a rhythm I wanted to keep going forever so had to slow before I felt myself beginning to cum. Matt is so sexy that the delay didn't last so long before I was spunking my Poz load up this fit lad's arse shooting what felt like a massive load with each spurt. We ended with deep kisses and a pact to repeat when his bf's absence next allowed. No questions about status or condom use were spoken, just primal raw sex.

Happy to help