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So an update... tested neg again and my pharmacy said the meds are on the way. Hopefully by next weekend (in LA if anyone wants to hook up) I will be ready to take it. Anyone know how long it takes before one is dosed with Truvad??... you know ready to take loads?? Thanks.

Hey guys... I am a great fan of this site and enjoy both the fantasy and reality of what goes on here. I am neg but have finally admitted to myself I am a bareback slut. I only watch bb porn, often don't hit up guys on MH and A4A who put "safe sex only" and cruise BBRT all the time. I knowingly have let poz guys fuck me bare, fuck guys all the time without condoms, and even let myself continue to fuck my new boyfriend last night knowing the condom broke when I pushed inside him. I am the perfect candidate for PrEP. So today, I saw my doctor - who is relatively cool but hadn't heard of PrEP (I know!!!). He was very supportive of my decision based on what I told him and some of the literature I brought for him to read. So the prescription is into my provider (ret. mil so let's see what Express Scripts says...) and I now wait for the HIV test to return. I took an OraQuik test last week and am neg. I am happy to have made the decision to do this. I just wonder if I become more slutty or if the constant reminder every day when I take my Truvada will make me think more about my actions. Stand by for me. Thanks for all the info you guys have provided.

Hot young guy who is an occasional fuck bud. Texted me while I was working on my boat. I went straight home to meet him - he is that cute. Wow, he shows up with an awesome beard. He is totally furry and rock hard. Get in the bedroom and he goes down on me like he never has before. Deep throated my 8 inches. Blew me away. Then eats my hole and I know where he is going with that... I reach over and grab the lube and he makes this audible sigh like that's all he has been waiting for... oh man he slid his bare cock into my hole and I go nuts... Smoked a little 420 before so I am flying. He pounds away and then I can feel his urgency. I told him he could breed me.. for some reason he always wants me to grant him permission.. its sweet and hot... Pretty soon he starts telling me he is close, can I shoot in you, and i look up and say please give it to me... and then I feel his dick swell up and he starts pumping. Each time he shot I felt his dick spasm. Oh my god it gets better every time we do it. Afterward we are laying talking and he sort of apologizes that he hasn't helped me cum and says "it's just I am not as gay after I cum". I love it...

Met up with this guy at my place in VT. We actually went into the woods to fuck around. So I am in my knees sucking him ( had smoked a little 420 beforehand so was relaxed) and he is moaning and all that. Then he sort of grabs my head and I look up at him and he said "no chick can suck a cock this good". I was one proud motherfucker. We ended up 69ing and he shot in my mouth. Huge sweet (yes actually) load. He actually lives quite close to my place. Hmmm.

Neg guy considering a completely bare fuck weekend with anyone who will fuck me and breed me. Come out poz at the end? Chance I have to take. ANyone interested please hit me up. jimco1167@yahoo.com

Hey guys, I am looking to meet other like-minded barebackers and guys into exploring their darker side. Live in the Annapolis area. Can host. Into 420 but no other drugs except alcohol... Hit me up you DC/Balt guys, I think we could have a great time.

DC area guy here. Would be happy to hook up and try to find some K9 action together. Hope to hear from you. Discreet and very careful.

Dude, Just read your hot and honest story... I feel the same way... thinking about undetectable guys... still neg here but taking bare dick 90% of the time. Hit me up if you want to converse.

Had two guys tonight. One was a guy I met off MH a long time. Sailor like me but a squirrelly bi. So after a long time of no response he hit me up for a quickie (he said). Came over and he looked hot. We immediately went into the bedroom. Since I haven't seen him in a while, he seems to have taken a liking to sucking dick so he sucked my 8in for a while. He is a top when it comes to fucking and he plays bare and loads me up. So I couldn't wait to get him in me. Not that big but it felt good sliding in. It doesn't take him long and almost immediately he said he was close... We calmed down a bit but then I made the mistake of tightening and sliding my ass on his cock and that set him over the edge. The thing he did this time and never before is he slammed my ass on each spurt. A lot more vocal than I remember. The nice thing is he didn't rush off and we hung out kind of draped on each other and talked boats for a while. He is pretty affectionate for a lightly bi guy. So figured that was it but got a text from the guy from the other night. Hot PR/black mix. Big big dick. So he does some text tagging and then all of sudden he texts that he is here. Cool. He likes me to come down and get him so I did. Again he knew what he wanted and he sort of pushed me into the bedroom. He was already hard by the time I was on my knees pulling his shorts off. Bigger than I remembered... but that is OKAY... I suck a bit and he even takes my cock in him mouth a few times. He said he was coming home from the bars and he looked a little drunk. Perhaps that's why my dick got sucked tonight. Anyway, pretty soon I just had to take the bull by the horns and I positioned myself so he would get the message. I make him shoot me up with some lube and then he just takes the 8+ inches and slams it in. The cool things is I felt the cum from the previous sailor guy as he pushed in me. He really wanted me to cum so I was stroking hard imagining my stepson Kyle and when I shot, it took him about 20 hard thrusts and he shot in me. Man he is fucking amazing. Of course he rushed out and was going back to the bar to pickup where he left off with drinking. Boy I feel like the best kind of slut. Oh yeah, had four guys and took two loads in my ass last night. I think I have joined the ranks of a true raw bottom. Wonder when the charged load will find me. I am not looking for it but it will blow my mind when it finally arrives. I know its only a matter of time considering what a slut I am becoming. Get me high and put me in a bathhouse or sex party... bred and pozzed numerous times I bet.

Had two guys tonight. One was a guy I met off MH a long time. Sailor like me but a squirrelly bi. So after a long time of no response he hit me up for a quickie (he said). Came over and he looked hot. We immediately went into the bedroom. Since I haven't seen him in a while, he seems to have taken a liking to sucking dick so he sucked my 8in for a while. He is a top when it comes to fucking and he plays bare and loads me up. So I couldn't wait to get him in me. Not that big but it felt good sliding in. It doesn't take him long and almost immediately he said he was close... We calmed down a bit but then I made the mistake of tightening and sliding my ass on his cock and that set him over the edge. The thing he did this time and never before is he slammed my ass on each spurt. A lot more vocal than I remember. The nice thing is he didn't rush off and we hung out kind of draped on each other and talked boats for a while. He is pretty affectionate for a lightly bi guy. So figured that was it but got a text from the guy from the other night. Hot PR/black mix. Big big dick. So he does some text tagging and then all of sudden he texts that he is here. Cool. He likes me to come down and get him so I did. Again he knew what he wanted and he sort of pushed me into the bedroom. He was already hard by the time I was on my knees pulling his shorts off. Bigger than I remembered... but that is OKAY... I suck a bit and he even takes my cock in him mouth a few times. He said he was coming home from the bars and he looked a little drunk. Perhaps that's why my dick got sucked tonight. Anyway, pretty soon I just had to take the bull by the horns and I positioned myself so he would get the message. I make him shoot me up with some lube and then he just takes the 8+ inches and slams it in. The cool things is I felt the cum from the previous sailor guy as he pushed in me. He really wanted me to cum so I was stroking hard imagining my stepson Kyle and when I shot, it took him about 20 hard thrusts and he shot in me. Man he is fucking amazing. Of course he rushed out and was going back to the bar to pickup where he left off with drinking. Boy I feel like the best kind of slut. Oh yeah, had four guys and took two loads in my ass last night. I think I have joined the ranks of a true raw bottom. Wonder when the charged load will find me. I am not looking for it but it will blow my mind when it finally arrives. I know its only a matter of time considering what a slut I am becoming. Get me high and put me in a bathhouse or sex party... bred and pozzed numerous times I bet.

Wow, another hot afternoon. I posted another anonymous sex ad on CL and got tons of responses again. Only a percentage ever comes through and this time I got hit up by a stocky Hawaiian guy. Probably in his late 20's. He wasn't that hung but it was hard and he had a hot hairy body. Sucked him for a while and then asked if he wanted to fuck me. He was pretty eager to do it so sat right down on his 5 inches for a few minutes and then he said he wanted me on my back... that is my favorite position so I flipped off him and put my legs up. He slammed into me and started pounding. It was so hot having this hot dark skinned big bellied young guy fucking me. He had been pretty quiet up to that point but as he was getting close to shooting he started getting vocal saying "you want my load" and stuff like that... I grabbed his ample ass and pulled him into me as he unloaded... phew it felt like he shot a lot. He rolled off me and pulled my head over to clean him off. Licked the cum off him and tasted my ass. That was hot and unexpected. He got out of here pretty fast but seemed okay with the whole thing. Load 1 While he was fucking me I got hit up by a tall handsome 27 yo. I told him I would suck him and he could fuck me. Pretty soon he was over and I was totally turned on by him. Tall, lanky, rough looking. He was coming from work as a carpenter so was dusty and sweaty. He said he would shower but I wanted him salty. He got hard right away as he sucked me and he was good... I almost shot but pulled him off in time. Took him into the bedroom and started sucking away. I had told another guy to come over but didn't expect him. So in the middle of things the phone rang and it was him at the front door. The guy came up and was a huge tall stocky guy. Very hot and hairy. My type completely. I think the skinny young guy was a bit taken aback but he seemed interested too. The big guy only wanted to get blown so we both sucked him and I was the lucky one to get his load deep down my throat. Load 2. He got out of here fast and I got down to business on the young guy. He was really close to cumming so I asked if he wanted to fuck me. He said sure and i sat right down on it without any offer of a condom. He kind of looked at me funny but I just started working my ass on his cock and he never said a word about safe.... He told me he wanted me to cum first so I flipped on my back and he started fucking me with a vengence. Did I mention he was pretty big - you know those tall skinny guys. They are often well hung. So I closed my eyes and imagined he was my ex's 21 y.o. son (another story I will tell if I get up the nerve) and I shot a big load on my chest. It was so cool because the minute he felt my squeezing his ass while I came... he shot in my hole... stopped and just squirted. He immediately pulled out and hopped off. Load 3. It was at that point that I realized this was probably his first time fucking a guy... he looked totally bewildered. It was adorable... He jumped in the shower and I sent him off. I HOPE I see him again but not sure. So I enjoyed playing with my ass with two loads in me and then squatted in front of the mirror to see it get pushed out. You could almost tell that they were different loads.. The first out was kind of watery and a lot .. then I pushed some more and it seemed to be thicker cum that came out... Who knows... it it is so rare that I get two at once... Open to meet up with guys in the Baltimore and south area...

Wow, another hot afternoon. I posted another anonymous sex ad on CL and got tons of responses again. Only a percentage ever comes through and this time I got hit up by a stocky Hawaiian guy. Probably in his late 20's. He wasn't that hung but it was hard and he had a hot hairy body. Sucked him for a while and then asked if he wanted to fuck me. He was pretty eager to do it so sat right down on his 5 inches for a few minutes and then he said he wanted me on my back... that is my favorite position so I flipped off him and put my legs up. He slammed into me and started pounding. It was so hot having this hot dark skinned big bellied young guy fucking me. He had been pretty quiet up to that point but as he was getting close to shooting he started getting vocal saying "you want my load" and stuff like that... I grabbed his ample ass and pulled him into me as he unloaded... phew it felt like he shot a lot. He rolled off me and pulled my head over to clean him off. Licked the cum off him and tasted my ass. That was hot and unexpected. He got out of here pretty fast but seemed okay with the whole thing. Load 1 While he was fucking me I got hit up by a tall handsome 27 yo. I told him I would suck him and he could fuck me. Pretty soon he was over and I was totally turned on by him. Tall, lanky, rough looking. He was coming from work as a carpenter so was dusty and sweaty. He said he would shower but I wanted him salty. He got hard right away as he sucked me and he was good... I almost shot but pulled him off in time. Took him into the bedroom and started sucking away. I had told another guy to come over but didn't expect him. So in the middle of things the phone rang and it was him at the front door. The guy came up and was a huge tall stocky guy. Very hot and hairy. My type completely. I think the skinny young guy was a bit taken aback but he seemed interested too. The big guy only wanted to get blown so we both sucked him and I was the lucky one to get his load deep down my throat. Load 2. He got out of here fast and I got down to business on the young guy. He was really close to cumming so I asked if he wanted to fuck me. He said sure and i sat right down on it without any offer of a condom. He kind of looked at me funny but I just started working my ass on his cock and he never said a word about safe.... He told me he wanted me to cum first so I flipped on my back and he started fucking me with a vengence. Did I mention he was pretty big - you know those tall skinny guys. They are often well hung. So I closed my eyes and imagined he was my ex's 21 y.o. son (another story I will tell if I get up the nerve) and I shot a big load on my chest. It was so cool because the minute he felt my squeezing his ass while I came... he shot in my hole... stopped and just squirted. He immediately pulled out and hopped off. Load 3. It was at that point that I realized this was probably his first time fucking a guy... he looked totally bewildered. It was adorable... He jumped in the shower and I sent him off. I HOPE I see him again but not sure. So I enjoyed playing with my ass with two loads in me and then squatted in front of the mirror to see it get pushed out. You could almost tell that they were different loads.. The first out was kind of watery and a lot .. then I pushed some more and it seemed to be thicker cum that came out... Who knows... it it is so rare that I get two at once... Open to meet up with guys in the Baltimore and south area...

Damn another cool night... put an ad on CL and got lots of responses. But only one has come thru so far. Midshipman from the local Academy... barely legal, hot black kid. Don't know why these young black mids like white cock and ass so much. He has only been with one other guy so wasn't prepared ass wise... fucked him a while but it came out shitty so I taught him how to clean out his hole. Once he was cleaned I rimmed him for his first time and then used my large dildo on his ass. He couldn't believe he took it. A most beautiful ass I must say. So I am sucking him and he starts to get hard. He was small flaccid but it kept getting bigger and felt more and more amazing. Then he jumped up and got behind me and just shoved it in. Luckily I was prepared. Proceeded to fuck me really good. I flipped on my back and he pounded away and then kept asking me where I wanted his load... i kept saying "in me man" and "i want your load" . Then with a big thrust he shot in me... Damn it was hot.

It's been a fun week. Monday was at the boat show with my friend and his friend who I didn't know. We ended up back at his place and had a few beers. My friend and I left to head back to work. Because I was slightly drunk from the beers (light weight) I went on Manhunt. Who did I see but the other guy. He invited me back to his house to go see the show let out - but we never made it past the front door. Once inside we just ravaged each other. He was wiry and nicely equipped and a really aggressive top. Well, he asked if I wanted to use condoms and I said "no, guess not, well we should, but what the hell." So he proceeded to fuck me silly. Worked me on my knees, stomach, and then back until he was ready to shoot. I told him to pull out at the last minute and immediately regretted it when his first shot hit me in the face... so I told him to shove it back in. Damn, that was hot. Last night I met this guy off Scruff and arranged to meet at my place for beers and a little 420. Just got some and it makes me wild in bed. About 5:00 PM a sailing buddy of mine sent me a text asking what I was doing. He is this HOT 31 you, cute, straight-ish, closeted guy who makes me wet. The last time we were together I was sitting on him stroking and his dick was playing around my ass when quite to the surprise of both of us, it hit the right spot and slid in me. He let out a moan and I just pushed down hard. We fucked like that for barely one minute when he shot in me. Didn't intend to fuck or take a load but when it happened I was all for it. This time we both knew what was going to happen. So I showed up on his boat and we get right to action. I told him I only had a little time so before long I was on my back and he was pushing into me. He is pretty quiet except for when he shoves it in. Well, once again he shot really quickly, and boy was it a lot. I kept it inside and for the first time laid down in front of my mirror and pushed the cum out of my ass. Tasted it and everything. So fucking sleazy and hot. So now I head home and wait for the Scruff guy to come over. Long story short... we get high and then proceed to fuck for 3 hours. The best sex I have had in years. We already knew it was bareback so there was no question when I slid in him. I have an 8in thick cock and it took him a while to take it but once it was in it was like silk and I fucked him for at least 20 mins, slow, deep, fast, slow again... Finally, I just had had it and the cum was boiling in me so I took it out stroked a few times and then slammed it in and within 5 strokes unloaded what seemed like a gallon of cum. We played for another hour and I went in him again. Tonight I meet up with the first guy for a drink and... so it is one SLUTTY week... and I am loving it.

Get it looked t right away. It will not go away on its own. If it hurts it is infected and the infection won't heal itself. Don't fuck around (literally) with this. Surgery to close up the fissure is often required. I know I had two different hospital stays over 3 years because of a fissure. The last doc finally seemed to figure it out and close it up. Good luck.

This is my first time posting on this site... I read it often and get pretty turned on by all the stories. So my last load was this past Friday night. Up until this point I can't remember any loads up my ass other than from my current partner. I fuck around on the side but have always avoided getting loads up my ass. I unloaded a few times into guys at their request. One guy in particular, one half of a couple that we are friends with, came over to my office on a weekend and we fucked on the floor. I have a pretty big dick and his BF doesn't so I know he was enjoying the fullness of it. This was the first time we fucked and knowing I was gonna breed him got me hot and I ended up really filling him up. He went off to his restaurant job going commando and with my load up there. Not quite sure how that worked out for him bu he seemed pretty turned on by it. As for the load I just took I had a MH rendezvous planned and happened to mention it to this really cute married guy who I have fucked around with a couple of times (both times he fucked me bb). He expressed an interest in joining us and amazingly, I got a text saying he was on his way. I don't know how he figured out how to get out of the house at 9pm on a Friday night but I sure was pleased he wanted to come over. Well, the other guy and I were fucking around and I left the front door open. Pretty soon I heard him walk in and he found us in the bedroom. We got naked and played around but we all knew that barebacking me was the reason we were there. So both guys took turns doing me but it was clear the other guy wasn't going to cum so I encouraged married dude to go for it. I had already told him I wanted his load but I wasn't sure he (or I) would follow through. Anyway, I was on my back and he was fucking me hard with the other guy playing with him from behind and I remember looking up at him and saying quietly that I didn't want him to pull out this time. He gave me an intense look and leaned down and kissed me and then I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him in tight. That seemed to set him off and he kid of gasped "I am gonna shoot" and then did just that. Although I don't think my butt is sensitive enough to feel a guy shoot in me (do people really feel it??) I really concentrated on the experience of knowing he was filling me up. It was crazy intense. The cool thing is he didn't rush off after but stayed around until the other guy and I shot our loads. I am HIV neg and I know I am taking a risk but it just seemed like I needed to do this... Sex with the BF sucks now (he doesn't fuck me anymore as I think he is getting it elsewhere - look for him on A4A) and I just decided it was time. Both guys said they were negative and I will take that for what it is worth. However, let's just say that if the married guy and I hook up again - you will be hearing from me again. Phew... damn...