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I wish I had started earlier being gay.

Growing up in a straight lifestyle. Just after high school had a few gay experiences. During that time period I wore a condom when I fucked, for fear of aids. I was still in the closet and in a straight lifestyle. Fast forward still straight life. Got married and started playing around with a few friends. My friends wanted me to try barebacking. It was SO INCREDIBLE barebacking my friends. My wife found out and she later divorced me. I was still barebacking my friends. I haven’t used a condom in the last 10 years. I went through my seroconversion in January of 2016.

When I tested positive for HIV. I was very excited about getting it. I had family issues. Since I was married and she did not know I was playing around with my gay friends. I had not come out as being gay. So now I had two things to deal with being a poz gay male . I’m glad after all the dust settled down. I came out as a homosexual and got divorced , lost a few homophobic friends. And am very happy with my new homosexual life

Just another day. I wish I came out earlier and started barebacking more.

Thanks

Mine is January 16.

Happy POZ birthday! 🎉🥂🎉 Very cool!

I’m poz too I seroconverted January of 2016. Like you said I made the choice to bareback and got the HIV virus after a few years. I’m I sad that I’m not negative anymore no. I get horny accepting being a poz gay man.

I had the same thing happen . Went to the movies and during the movie I had to go to the restroom and he followed me in. He asked me in to one of the stalls. And he sucked my cock there. He said he’s been wanting to do it for a long time. He knew I was straight and I didn’t know he was gay. After the movie I went over to his apartment. He blew me again on the sofa. And we talked and he showed me how to top his ass. He was a friend from school. That was my first gay experience. Wow we started playing around for a while. I had a girlfriend at the time and was still seeing her. A few years later I was in this regular video store and the really cute Clerk came over we started talking and said it looks like I sat on something. And had a stain on my jeans. He took me over to the store’s restroom. He locked the store’s door. He sat down and opened his jeans and he opened my jeans and blew me there and jacked off. This happened again two more times. And a gay friend of mine who was trying to date me was still trying to date me . He knew that I was straight and dating a girlfriend. These two times after graduation from high school got me thinking about being homosexual. Boy I should have gone towards being homosexual, I went straight for the next 20 years. And I got married and that ended in divorce. When she found out I was not heterosexual male , but a homosexual male.

I went through a divorce after she found out I was gay and playing around.

I was a total top in midtown. Lately I’ve been in bottom mode. I love taking loads more now.

I wish I was on holiday, to bring back souvenirs !

SO HOT! I’d love to get so of your strains! I’m also happily HIV positive too. Not on meds.

I would have loved to have my boyfriend poz me by accident. But I got pozzed while I was chasing on the west coast. Then got transferred to the East coast and had to change my lifestyle. I got married and had to hide that I was gay and was poz.

That’s what I felt when I tested poz . It was so hot becoming poz . I was a gay male in a straight marriage who now just tested poz from a few of my fuck buddy friends. My wife or family never knew I was gay.

I was one of those straight guys that did that too. I grew up straight but friends introduced me into the gay lifestyle. And I became gay and moved East and got married and lived a straight life. But I played around and still took loads . I was married once to a woman. But later came out as gay . Did that many times. I liked it to much.

I’ve transitioned from straight to gay to straight and finally back to gay. And looking back I never wanted to be gay or admit that I was a homosexual. Some friends were shocked when I came out.

I went from growing up straight to spending my 20’s as gay after some friends introduced me to the lifestyle. I didn’t want to be gay or admit I was gay at first. I didn’t want to loss my straight friends. But my new friends showed me that the homosexual lifestyle was my future. Oh I loved being gay . Didn’t have to deal with girlfriends. Sex with a man was SO much better. Then I got transferred East . And because of work I had to transition from full time gay life. Back to a Straight lifestyle and got married. She never knew of my former gay lifestyle and my former fuck buddies. I managed my straight Life with her. Sex was good , but it slowed up to next to nothing. When my fuck buddies would come East to visit. I’d hook up with them. And come home with a few loads in my ass. She thought that there was something up. She never knew that I was going back to being gay. I’m out and a full time single gay man.

I love to bottom and the feel of a cock up my ass and Rhythm of him fucking me and when he shoots his load.

My wife never knew I was gay. I loved her and never came out to the family. Everyone of my friends was shocked when I came out. They had no idea that I was gay and a full fledged cum dump and always horny and POZ. Some of them could handle me being gay , but for most of them being POZ was to much.

I’ve been one those straight guys at first who enjoyed getting fucked. But didn’t want to be gay and didn’t want to admit that I was gay. But the more I continue doing it I had to admit to myself that I really am gay. when I moved I had to go back to being straight mode of life. I got married and I tried to enjoy straight sex for a time. I would sneak off to have a gay hookup. I come home with a few loads in my ass. She never knew that I was gay. I really found and like myself as a gay man.

I was straight then became gay then had to go back to straight for work. Got married but fucked around with guys on the side. I missed being gay while I was married. I work mainly with women. I’m just gay as hell now.

My first time happened one day I went to the movies (regular film) I was sitting watching a movie alone and this guy sat next to me. We talked a little as the film ran. He put his hand on my cock and started to play with it. It was the first time a guy ever did that. He gave me a kiss and we started kissing. During the film I had to go to the restroom. He followed me into one of the stalls and gave me my first blow job from a man. This was incredible, he swallowed my cum. He let me blow him and I took his load. This was so incredible. Up until this time I was straight , never wanted to be gay . Being a fag was not in my future. I had a girlfriend and liked being straight. And being in a straight circle of friends. My friends had something against gay people and made fun of them. And I just watched them talk about fags. Then a few weeks later I was shopping one night and this clerk at this store. Said it looks like I sat on something and it was on my pants. He took me over to the employee restroom and asked if he could blow me. He was so horny and wanted more. He was So cute with long hair. He asked if I wanted to blow him. So I blew him . This was my second blowjob and I’m going over to my girlfriend soon. My head is spinning all about this. I’m sitting in the restroom giving him his blow job and he asks if I would fuck him. I said ok and I said I don’t have a condom. He said that’s ok. So I this was my first time. I love being straight, I’m not a fag. I got over to my girlfriend’s place and being straight was not in the books. We broke up soon after that . She made up a story that I was a fag along. I tried to be and act straight after that. To some people I was straight and to others I was trying to act gay. To see if I really liked it better. But one day before I was ready to come out , I was outed . Some of my straight friends dropped me. So looking back at those two events at movies and the store. Made me think that I really liked being Gay I LOVE BEING A FAG! Enjoy Gay Pride 🏳️‍🌈 month! I love being GAY! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈