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Finally last night myself and a coule guys got our hands on some party supplies. One of the guys, a bottom, brought and set up a sling in the spare room. Him and I talked a lot about what we like, don't like, fantasize about, etc. I guess some of my fantasies got him worked up. He made the decision to "pimp" me online. He looked and posted on Craigslist, Adam, and other bareback sites saying that he had a tweaked, horny bottom, in a sling for the first time ever, wanting anon guys to fuck him raw and breed him. He failed to mention that I was poz, hehe. But, when guys responded and eventually showed up, the door was unlocked, with signs pointing to the room I was in. The one on the door said "Warning, the bottom in the sling is poz, no condoms allowed, all loads in him. If you do not want to go bare, leave now and no hurt feelings". While we waited I set up my webcam to record me and broadcast it to a zoom room. I set the cam above the sling, focused on the line of sight where people could watch guys fuck me. When the first guy walked in he wanted to talk. I simply asked him if 1) he read the sign on the door, and 2) if he would shut the fuck up so 3) I could get his cock in one of my two holes, his choice. He said he read it, wants to breed me, he would keep quiet and told me to try to let my head hand off the sling so I could suck him. And with that, I was off. As I sucked him another walked in and didn't say much. He got between my legs and pulled a butt plug out of me, put some more lube on him and slid right in me. He was hairy, but had a wonderful 8" cock that he used to ram me hard. Him and the other guy took turns on my holes for about 20 min, all while I got my own pics and small vids with my phone. Eventually the second guy was in me slamming me hard enough I had a difficult time keeping guy #1 in my mouth until finally, he gave me a couple hard thrusts and emptied his load in me...HAPPY! Guy #1came to my ass to finish. He said that was the first time he got to use another mans cum as lube. He loved it, but not as much as he loved the sloppy sounds coming from my hole. Within a couple minutes he too unloaded in me. This went on most of the nigh, about 5 hours. I had some breaks to blow clouds that the tops brought with them. The most I had in the room at one time was 4 friends who were tops, came across the ad because they were partying and wanted to fuck a bottom. At the end of it all, I took 12 loads from 11 guys. My hole feels so loose and used I love it. Fortunately the group of friends and I exchanged numbers. They party at least once a week, and asked if I would be up for the task of being their bottom. I happily agreed under the conditions that it's all done on webcams, I get pics and vid of it with my phone, absolutely no comdoms and if they had others that wanted to join, I'm good with that. They agreed. I am going through the media now to edit, trim, and see about posting to sites. For me, nothing better that a little party to turn me into a slut that can't get enough, and guys willing to use me like one.

They say they caught it early in me, just as it was entering my immune system. I've got an appointment next week to find out what they're wanting to treat it with. So, I will be on meds.

I had thought about it. I plan on talking to one of my regulars to see if he would be my "handler"at one since I'll hopefully be in the right zone to let those inhibitions go and take on anyone.

This may not sit well with others when I say, some of the sentiment I've read on this site is that, if you're POZ and you weren't trying to be, or if you're a bug chaser, it's been embraced by its host body. Fun can be had with it. All of us are on here because we're POZ, love sex, bareback, anon, you name it. But when that hung POZ top is injecting his load in you, it's not like you're going to become infected with it again. So as that load is leaking out of you, yell at the next guy to get in you, lol.

After many years of not being safe and testing neg for those years, I was told I am now POZ. After the initial scare and shock that was the first couple days I realized that now, I can finally fulfill fantasies I've had, without those fucking condoms. I'm bi, and a bottom, and I absolutely love to let men, alone or in groups, fuck my hole for their use and pleasure. And now, I can do it the way I want it. All bareback, and all their loads inside me. Thanks to the first guy that fucked me hard, used my hole, and proceeded to drain his balls deep inside me...I knew I liked it. I learned I LOVED it when I rolled off the bed and his cum was leaking out and down my leg. So he did the exact same thing 2 more times that night. I became a slut, not only for cock, but for raw cock and their loads inside me. I would ask guys, bare or safe. They say safe, I say bye.. They say bare, I ask, in me or on me. If they say anything other than in me I tell them to reconsider. If they don't change their mind, I find or call a top that is happy to fuck me raw and dump his loads in me. I realized a long while ago that my purpose in my sexual life was to be a "guy" that's sole purpose was to please men, let them fuck me bareback, and leave their seed deep inside me. I knew at that time that I'd do what they want. I've worn lingerie for so many men, at their request, so they could "use a sissy slut bottom". Other men will have me strip just inside their door, shower and prep my fuckhole for him, or him and his friends, if the like. If a men make feel like I was used to my ability. If they pull out and I have a pool of cum at the base of my ass, or running out and down over my balls. If during their fucking of me they referred to me as a slut, faggot, or sissy, they didn't win my heart...they won my hole for them to use as much as they want. I also like to be "put on display" for people to watch while I get used. Adult bookstores and theaters are wonderful places for that, and others can join in. I typically go into a booth and strip to nothing, leaving the door cracked so they can look in and see that I am available. I absolutely love to see what size and color cock is going to pop through the gloryhole next. I don't just suck em, I lube the first one up, bend over and back up to it at the hole. I've recently began to do a little pnp. In a home, with other guys or tops. It makes me feel like I can take on every cock that comes my way. I want them all regular white cock all the way up to massive black cock. Mmmm, BBC! Before any of them start playing with me, I get us on to a couple webcam sites, 3 at the same time. I let the people watching know what I'm going to do, and how the guys are going to do it. Then it happens. Suddenly we have up to 1k of people between the 3 sites watching me offer myself up to men, sometimes being fucked so hard it looks violent. Seeing the comments of me being a slut make me happy. They see it and know it, they didn't even get to fuck me. Love cam stuff, being watched and showing off. Every time works for me. Some of those times were played safe because the top wanted it. Not anymore. Now that I have this lil bug, that rubber is worthless. So now my fantasies have been altered. I will do the same as before in the bookstores. However, I'll take a friend or a top, and they will inform the men that there are absolutely no condoms allowed inside me. Just raw, bare, hard cocks pumping their baby batter deep inside me with each thrust. The one I really want to happen is my first trip to a bath house. I'll get a room for a day or night, maybe the weekend. The door will be left open with a sign that reads "POZ slut bottom, no condoms, no pulling out. Cum inside, pull out, and let the next guy in." The want to make that happen is so great I have to decide on Chicago or Indianapolis for the bath house. Then a craigslist ad, party info on A4A, or BBRT to get the real men in there and in me who aren't afraid to use a slut bottom like me. I have some things to plan now