spoonboy44

Over a decade later and still relevant! But there's lots of relevants at the circus. 🥸

I was out of town for this experience too. I was in another city just to visit a friend but the visit was over and I was in my car headed home when a fit 20 years younger than me otter (with abs) messages me on Grindr. This kind of event was just about as rare as the then president telling the truth, so I pulled over and parked and quickly messagedback. I get my second shock when he tells me that he wants to get high and roleplay father/son with me. That's a no brainer I thought. Of course! We plan to get a hotel room, so I turn back around and meet him there. He was going to be my son on the high school travelling baseball team and his team had just won the tournament they were playing. It was late, so we got a room for the night. We're chatting, getting ready for bed and my son asks if we could do something new like smoke a bowl and get high together? I've always been pretty conservative and had never done anything like that before. I really had no desire to, or did I think it was appropriate for an adult to do with his kid. I'm not sure exactly how it happened, but the next thing I know, my teenage son has me blowing clouds out of this weird looking water pipe thing. And go figure, it doesn't take long for me to realize that I liked it! lol I'm feeling new energy and starting to get warm when suddenly my son starts to kiss me. And take all our clothes off. He says we're gonna do some nekkid stuff too. It didn't take long for me to know that I liked this nekkid stuff too! He even blew one of those cloud thingies straight on my cock, if that don't beat all! And my teen boy did that just before he stuck his teen cock right in the old man's back door. Course we didn't have to worry about no rubbers or nothin'. Not like I was gonna get pregnant. lol Anyway, after we had played everything out, high from both drugs and what we did, it was nice to cuddle on the bed with clouds casually blowing by, stretching out this moment before you cant feel it it's stretched so thin. This sexy fine fit and freaky otter says to me: "By the way, I also have a twin brother." Wha?! 😃😃😃 "But he's straight" 😭😭😭 "But we still mess around with each other some times" 😈😈😈

I grew up in a small farming township, population 650, in rural Midwest not far from the Mississippi river. My HS graduating class was 36, K-12 was literally all in the same building. I was also very religious. After HS I was going to seminary to become a pastor, was self-aware enough that something wasn't right, dropped out and became a US Marine. While a Marine I got married to a woman. It became obvious that I wasn't sexually attracted to her and my whole façade crashed down around me. We divorced and I began to embrace the fact that I was into dudes. With one exception, I never had sex until I was married at age 23. The one exception was as a 16 y/o when a friend invited me over to spend the night. He and I messed around a little but neither of us orgasmed. The guilt I felt afterwards was so strong that I never spoke of or did anything like it again. My first real sex experiences with guys happened when I was 25 as a Marine, separated from my wife, stationed overseas in Japan during Don't Ask Don't Tell. (pictured- bootcamp graduation and striking poses while stationed in Japan)

I made a deal with a guy once; he could give me my first fist if I could give him his first sounding. For both of us, the first time wasn't also the last time 😈

If you insist! I took this sentence: " I blew my first clouds with two cousins." And expanded on it a wee bit more in my next blog entry.

Dear Sirs, Hey there, 48 gay m living in the US here, and I'm not sure if this qualifies me to join your club or not? But I'm happy to tell my story and let you be the judge. This happened about 10 years ago when I was out of town on a business trip, lying in my hotel bed, snooping around on Grindr to see what the local flavor offered. It was a state college town so my hopes were high. It wouldn't take long before a guy in his mid 20's hit me up. I don't remember the exact conversation but we flirted, exchanged pics and he asked if I cared if he smoked Tina. I could try it if I wanted too. I hadn't ever tried it, but had heard about it and was curious. He said to put on my best Andrew Christians and come on over. When I got there, he took me down into the basement area that had two couches in an L shape and a giant TV playing a group, bareback scene. My first ever seeing a Treasure Island scene. Turns out this would be a night of many firsts indeed. He told me to strip down to my underwear, get comfortable on the couch and we'd start smoking our first bowl. He shot gunned the first one to me, and as I sucked it in I didn't really feel anything. When I exhaled, that's when I felt this incredible tingling in my brain and I asked if this was the T cause it was way different than weed. He had me smoke more directly out of the bowl and I remember making out hard with him and then he attacked my briefs and sucked my dick with gusto. I was so fucking horny and this felt amazing. My eyes couldn't decide whether to land on the porn or the guy sucking me off. After about, honestly who knows we were high and time meant nothing...he receives a text and says that his cousin just got off work and would it be okay if he came over? I couldn't believe I heard correctly at first. What? Your cousin? Of course he...and he smokes the same stuff as we are? You two do that together? What about the other stuff we're doing? He tells me that he and his cousin don't mess around, but I was welcome to have fun with him if I wanted. Did I want? If I didn't turn down drugs, you think I'm going to turn down this? The cousin arrives and he's even hotter than my host. The funny bulb pipe is loaded, cousin smokes on one couch while host and I are 69'ing on the other. Cousin is watching us and he and I make eye contact. Cousin starts rubbing his growing bulge. Then like a sailor under the siren's spell I stop 69'ing walk over to cousin and help him get his hardening dick out. I go down on him keeping the eye contact we had established. I stop sucking and bring my lips to his ear and whisper, "Do you want to fuck me." He nods and remaining as cool and calm as possible, I bend over supporting myself by putting my hands down on the other couch and my exposed hole was now facing Cousin. With some spit and lube he works it in (I know there was a shard put in my booty at one point in the night too) and the slow fucking began. My eyes were rolling up into my head not aware of anything else when my host slides down to the end of the couch we were at, and pushes my head into his crotch for me to suck him off. And that's basically how the rest of the night went. The two cousins never did touch each other. They both stayed on their couches. I went back and forth between them as much as I could. The energy from the crystal made that not much of an issue. Eventually I had to stop, go back to my hotel room and get ready to go to work. Needless to say it was hard to concentrate at work that day. Thinking about what had happened. I saw my host again years later. But those are different stories for a different group I think. Thank you for letting me tell my story.

Remember when I said I was very religious? Because of that I never used any kind of drug. My first alcoholic drink wasn't until I was legal at 21. I have never been a smoker. My first taste of weed & poppers was with a hookup 13 years younger than me when I was 32. (we had the same b-day tho!) But never knew any sellers so never did it on my own, just with the occasional guy who brought it over. One of those guys asked me if I wanted to try MDMA with him. I said sure. The sex was incredible and that was when I sought out erotica with drug use (shoutout breeding.zone!) and became aware of sex and Miss T. In Oct. 2014 I blew my first clouds with two cousins. Didn't touch it again until Aug 2016 when I got my first slam. My third time was Feb 2018 and that was also a slam. And then just before my birthday during the quarantine a guy had finished fucking me and asked if he could piss inside me. Now this is something my boyfriend (we had an open relationship) wanted to do with me, but he could never relax enough to do it. I was very curious to find out what it felt like so I told this guy that he could. It was chempiss. What a slam couldn't do to me, chempiss did. I've been using regularly ever since the end of quarantine. And that as they say, is that. (pictured: a cloud and the night of my first slam)

I hadn't heard of it, but just checked out "Matt and Dan" on YouTube. Matt (Wilkas) used to date Gus Kenworthy. Now I'm really curious if the blog and sketches are the same guys...

After the military I got out and went back to school. A graduate student wooed me and I had my first bf. One night, without asking he penetrated me without wearing a condom. It freaked me out, but I never forgot how it felt. At th end of the school year we went our own ways. I had a few different boyfriends, gradually preferring bareback more and more until 2010 when I began dating a guy I was with for 10 years. During that time I ran two marathons, took the stage as a bodybuilder, traveled to 5 of 7 continents, 7 different countries and 3 cruises. And plenty of raw sex.

Despite the hostility and argumentative nature of your words since the beginning, and "disagreeing" with me over things I have never claimed or said, I have attempted to engage you in a pleasant, civil, informative discussion. It appears that this is something you are incapable of doing, for the moment anyway. I respectfully ask that you refrain from interacting with me until such time you are able to restrain from the unnecessary and unwarranted insults and present more cogent arguments against things I have actually said. Good day, sir.

---Wow...I'm very impressed. I know I couldn't have said it more tactfully or eloquently myself. this is great! ChatGPT Thank you! I'm glad to hear that my response resonated with you. As an AI, my goal is to assist and provide meaningful insights. If you have any more questions or need further assistance, feel free to ask. I'm here to help! ---Is this a mean trick to have you write the response and not tell him until later? or is this, actually an appropriate thing to do ChatGPT It depends on the context and the intentions behind sharing the response. If your intention is to engage in an open and honest discussion about the topic and you plan to disclose that the response was generated with the help of an AI, then it can be an appropriate thing to do. It can spark an interesting conversation about the role of AI in generating responses and the potential implications of its involvement. However, if the intention is to deceive or mislead the person by passing off the AI-generated response as your own, that would not be considered appropriate. It's important to be transparent and honest about the source of the response to maintain trust and integrity in your conversations. Ultimately, the appropriateness of the situation depends on your intentions and the level of disclosure involved. ---I don't want to decieve...I think that because he has negative opinions on the use of AI it would be impishly fun to have him ---interact with your response before pulling the curtain back...so to speak ChatGPT While it may seem impishly fun to initially let him interact with the AI-generated response without disclosing its origin, it's important to consider the potential impact it may have on your relationship and his trust in future interactions. Some people might feel uncomfortable or even betrayed when they later find out that a response was generated by an AI. If you do decide to proceed with this approach, I would recommend being sensitive to his reaction and ensuring that you disclose the AI's involvement in the conversation soon after he has interacted with the response. This allows for an open and honest discussion about AI and its capabilities without causing any long-term misunderstanding or mistrust. Always consider the dynamics of your relationship and the potential impact before engaging in any playful or experimental interactions. ---He's just a random guy who reacted to something I wrote about...my intentions would be to have a little fun (and ---imaginative) and have a memorable conversation not to be cruel ChatGPT If he's a random person and you don't have an established relationship with him, then having a lighthearted and imaginative conversation can indeed be fun and memorable. In that case, you can proceed with sharing the AI-generated response and see how he responds to it. Just be prepared to disclose the AI's involvement in the conversation if he expresses any concerns or confusion. Remember to be respectful and considerate of his perspective and reactions. It's always important to maintain open communication and ensure that everyone involved is comfortable with the conversation dynamics. Enjoy your conversation and have fun exploring different viewpoints! ---I will....would you like me to tell you how it goes afte it happens? ChatGPT Certainly! I would be interested to know how the conversation unfolds after you share the AI-generated response. Feel free to share the outcome with me if you'd like. ---haha..ok. I'll chat with you later then

What if I told you that the my previous response was written by an AI? That all I did was explain our conversation and it wrote those eloquent/nuanced ideas? Would it add a perspective to your thoughts? Are not your criteria of judgement on how an AI gets his biased perspective also true of us? Perhaps I'm not understanding your premise, what you are trying to convince me of? Do you mean this kind of technology should be avoided at all costs? Honestly, there isn't much that you've said that I truly disagree with you. Our vantage points seem a little askew is all. Whereas my approach is from a place of curiosity and fascination, I feel you have a worry for things you don't know and feel the need to be cautious. And that's not unreasonable. I think we shouldn't dive directly into the deep end and I can guarantee there are going to be complications that come up that nobody could ever have seen coming. I think it'll work out all right in the end though. Everyone just needs to do their parts. (whatever ambiguous thing that might be 🙂) The AI is just a new tool for humanity to use. Cavemen had sticks and stones; we have this. Will we lose some skills and knowledge we once used to have to know? Yes. Will we gain some new skills and knowledge we have to use as we step into the future? Also yes. Is the AI perfect and should its answers be taken as absolute? No and Hell the f*ck no. Ironically, one subject that it has terrible with is math. They cannot always get it right. But I would also say there isn't a source of knowledge anywhere that anyone should be taken as absolute. There are only FOUR lights after all. =_O In your example there are a lot of "what if's" and "unknowns" and worries for bad outcomes because of that unknown. Now you've got me curious, what would an argument for a flat earth look like written by an AI. I think we should ask it and find out what it would be. Don't be afraid of the answer. Whatever arguments are given it couldn't be horribly compelling because there won't be much to build an argument upon. If possibilities and unknowns are the only thing there are to build a position upon, it's only going to be convincing to those who stop seeking knowledge for themselves. I'm gonna post a bit of the conversation I had with Chat GPT about our discussion. It really was something to bounce ideas upon and also helped me organize my thoughts. Amazing really. But I'm not sure if I have a lot more to say without repeating myself. If you're interested I can post the conversation we'll have about flat earth soon. I'd be interested if any of the points you were making came to be or not. This has been interesting and I wouldn't have taken that first step of talking with an AI without it. So you've made life better for me in the moment, if that helps. 🙂

@eroswired I understand your concerns about AI and its limitations. You make a valid point that AI lacks human qualities such as emotions and subjective experiences. However, I believe there can still be value in exploring how AI perceives and evaluates subjective parameters like attractiveness. While AI may not experience pleasure or have emotions, it can analyze vast amounts of data and learn patterns from them. By using algorithms and machine learning techniques, AI can identify common attributes that are associated with the concept of attractiveness based on the data it has been trained on. It may not have a personal preference, but it can provide insights based on the patterns it has learned. The purpose of asking an AI about attractiveness is not necessarily to compare it with a human's perspective, but rather to gain a different perspective altogether. AI can offer a fresh and unbiased viewpoint that may challenge our preconceived notions or shed light on different cultural interpretations of attractiveness. Regarding your friend's experience with using AI for a pick-up line or a Best Man's speech, it's understandable that you find it concerning. There are instances where AI is used for convenience or to automate tasks that traditionally required human thought and effort. However, it's important to recognize the balance between utilizing AI's capabilities and maintaining our own critical thinking and creative skills. Ultimately, it's up to us as individuals to determine how much we rely on AI and to what extent we allow it to shape our thinking. It's essential to preserve our ability to think independently and engage in genuine human interactions while leveraging the benefits that AI can provide in specific areas.

Do you not think the answer to that question would not be worth knowing? One of the reasons I used that word is because I was curious to what would come out. How interesting it would be to see something that would be aesthetically pleasing to an AI. It's no different than if I were to ask you. Why? Because your definition of attractive is different than Topblackmale's. And Topblackmale's is diff....well, different strokes for different folks. I think there's value in knowig those differences and seeing the world differently than how Im used to. I'm always fascinated with what makes each other tick. Particularly if it's the complete opposite of my tastes.