chubbybear

Barebacking is no different than any other addiction whether it be alcohol, drugs, or gambling. First and foremost is the social programming that teaches us it's "wrong" or "inappropriate" that plants the first seed of desire. Second, regardless of the circumstances involved, when we do cross that line for the first time it feels so fucking good that it stimulates previously untapped pleasure centers in our brain. Humans are hardwired to experience this type of pleasure regardless of the consequences - it just feels so good to be "bad". We respond by trying to resist and not repeating the experience but it's too late. We crave that sensation of pleasure derived from forbidden behavior whether it be getting drunk, high, hitting the jackpot, or taking another man's load up our ass. We're well on our way to addiction now and our desire for pleasure will start to rule our actions. The addictive behavior will become our norm and we will downplay any of the risks we previously associated with the behavior just to experience that pleasure once again. Not a scientist or medical professional, just speaking from my own experience. Resisted drugs for many years but once I mellowed out on a little weed it was a feeling I wanted to experience on a regular basis and continue to enjoy despite the fact that it illegal where I live and could cost me my career if I ever get selected for random drug testing. Same with barebacking, played safe for many years but once I experienced the pleasure of a man cumming inside me (was high at the time and it seemed like a good idea) I was hooked and and powerless over my addiction. I enjoy a wide variety of gay sex but nothing gives me the ultimate pleasure I experience from a man draining his balls inside my ass and bottoming for raw cock is my "go to" activity when I need to get off. I no longer give a shit about the possible consequences, I just want to feel that euphoric rush a hot load of cum in my ass gives me so I can experience a mind blowing orgasm.

I love an audience when I'm getting fucked raw and taking loads. It's hot knowing other guys are getting off watching me be a cumdump and enjoy uninhibited sex without limits. Especially hot when those watching are living their fantasies through me because they haven't yet taken the plunge into raw play.

I love piss play but only when combined with my wet jeans fetish. I have no interest in piss unless I'm wearing jeans and prefer my partner be wearing jeans also. I LOVE to get pissed on while wearing jeans. Have several pair of "sex jeans" with the seam in the back removed so we can do more together than just piss. Wearing a pair of these sex jeans and getting fucked bareback while pissing myself or getting pissed on by others is fucking awesome.

I love it when a top pisses in my ass whether it's before or after he cums in it.

My answer to this poll was "letting it flow through and pissing your pants" but I also find that drinking as little as possible before an encounter and then drinking only beer and piss during the event makes it easier to handle larger quantities of piss. Like most people, beer has always made me piss like a race hose and drinking it during piss play makes me go more often and I can get rid of the excess piss and beer more easily. I usually find that I need to piss often enough that I just let it go in my jeans and keep drinking without any problems. When all else fails and I feel bloated, I switch to taking piss in my ass and keep pissing until I'm empty enough to start swallowing piss again. I have a huge jeans fetish and love piss play of all types (and bareback sex) while wearing them. I have several pair of jeans where I've removed part of the seam in the seam in the back so I can keep them on and give piss tops easy access to my ass and always wear them when I know piss play might be a possibility.