chubbybear

I spent the last two days taking high viral loads from an unmedicated poz buddy, taking five of his charged toxic loads between 7:00 PM Friday and 10:00 AM Sunday. I had been barebacking for years, and knew, of course, of the risks, but remained negative. Even so, I struggled with my fantasies and desires for a long time before I embraced the idea of activity chasing poz tops to load my neg but poz craving ass. Eventually I decided it was time, and made arrangements for this to go down with a long time bud. We’ve been friends for years and have enjoyed many experiences together at bookstores, bathhouses, and back/darkrooms at various clubs, so we've seen each other naked many times, and in fact have had sex in the same room while pigging out on our various sleazy escapades, but we had hadn't had sex with each other. Rather our respective role had always been to be 'wingman' or 'safe buddy' to each other, just to made certain each of us had someone there to help in case we got into a dangerous situation. Sure, I had fantasied of getting my first poz load from a random anon top who either let me know he was blowing his poz seed in me while he was cumming in my ass or after I’ve taken his load, but it never happened. After I decided I wanted my first pozzing experience to be an intimate setting where both of us were fully aware of what was taking place, I asked my buddy (who became poz randomly and not though active chasing), if he would help me out. We talked about it for a while and he agreed to be my first openly poz top once he was convinced it was what I really wanted. He came over Friday night after work with the mutually agreed upon plan that he was to dump as many of his poz loads in me as possible and we got right down to the business of making that happen. Once we were naked and in my bed he said, “Damn, you’re more nervous and excited than I have ever seen you before." I replied, “I know, it’s the combination of knowing what’s going to happen and the excitement of you being the one to initiate my journey.” It was then that we confessed to each other that we’ve both shared an unspoken interest in being more than friends and how hot our first time together was going to be. He was turned on by the excitement of pozzing a bug chaser and I was equally turned on by the excitement of giving in to my desires and finally letting myself get pozzed on purpose. I’ll skip over the boring parts of our hot weekend together and just highlight important parts. Our first fuck was amazing. We did it in every position possible for almost two hours with the excitement of knowing how we both wanted it to end, with him pozzing my neg ass for the first time. We finished in the missionary position so we could both share the enjoyment of that moment when it happened, exchanging a lot of intimate but dirty verbal chat as we worked up to that moment. When the time came we were face to face making out with each other and he said “I’m getting close. You want my load?” “Yes, cum in my ass,” I answered. “You know I’m poz and shooting dirty loads,” he replied. “Yes, that’s why I want it so bad. Give me your dirty seed.” “Are you sure? It’s not to late change your mind.” “I’m more sure than I’ve ever been. Please give me your dirty load", I said. With that, he went over the edge and started pumping his poz load in my ass. “Oh yeah, that’s it. Fill me with that toxic load Give me your gift. It’s what I’ve needed for so long,” I begged. “Fuck, it’s so hot knowing you want it so bad. I’m cumming so fucking hard in your ass right now,” he replied nearly breathless and panting with excitement as we locked eyes and I marveled in the joy of his facial expressions and his 'O' face. With that, I went over the edge and shot what could be my last neg load all over both of us (hands-free in what I’ve described as a pozgasm in a previous post). He collapsed on top of me when we were both done and we relished in the pure sexual satisfaction of what we had just done. He had pozzed me for the first time and I had no regrets. It was an amazing experience for both of us. He fucked four more of his charged loads in my ass before our time together was done. We enjoyed plenty of role play and hot verbal, including the scene where he was pozzing me during an anon scene where I wasn’t expecting it. They were all hot but none were equal to that first time described above. I'm looking forward to experiencing more sexcapades with this guy in the future as well as any other poz gifters I can find. Thanks for reading and commenting and hope my story wasn’t too long or boring before I got to the good parts.

Making plans to go (will be my first time). Looking forward to whoring out my neg ass to any and all poz tops.

Lucky fucker!

Sounds like a hot time. Love spontaneous anon raw sex that leaves my ass dripping.

Hot story! I have a friend who is always throwing pool parties that eventually turn into raunchy bareback parties. Once the action starts I am an insatiable bottom taking any cock raw. Recently started chasing and would love to have my conversion take place in his pool. I have a huge wet clothes fetish and always attend these parties and swim/get fucked in jeans and a t-shirt. Would love be be bent over with my wet jeans around my ankles taking POZ cock and toxic loads.

Agree with all of the points above. I prefer my sex to end with someone (or everyone) taking a hot load internally -- where they belong. However, sometimes I need to bust a load when no one is available to satisfy my needs and must confess that I am guilty of this great sin by wasting my load in a cumrag and not inside someone. Would love to bottom for you after you've saved up a few days worth of cum. Love to take loads from a top who's been holding out -- they usually shoot amazing loads and it feels so good to be on the receiving end.

Struggled with the same desires and conflicts myself. Took my first raw cock and load in a moment of poor judgement fueled by alcohol and sexual lust. At first I went through the self inflicted guilt of "holy shit, what were you thinking? I can never do that again" but eventually the desire to have hot raw ass loading sex was too strong and I gave in to temptation more often than not. Fast forward several years and I became a raw only bottom cumdump. Fast forward a few more years to the present and I recently started seeking/chasing for raw ass loading sex with POZ tops and I'm NOT on PrEP. Not advocating that others follow the same path as it's a personal choice that eventually all barebackers face at some point and have to do what they feel is the best option for them and they are comfortable with. According to the CDC, PrEP reduces the risk of transmission by 92% (http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/risk/prep/). If you're comfortable with that 8% risk than have fun and take all the loads up your ass that you want. If not, then stay on the conservative side and limit your exposure by being selective about who can have the pleasure of cumming in your ass.

HOT! Would love to take your POZ load and have you eat it out of my ass.

Once you feel a man shoot his load in your ass raw condoms are a thing of the past. Was a huge safe sex freak until that one fateful night when I took raw cock and cum from a buddy in a momentary lapse of judgement (alcohol and 420 were definitely factors). There was no going back after that. Felt so damn good to get filled with cum. Fucking raw and taking loads is the only way I have fucked since that night.

I agree. My ex and I used to make out with each other as total strangers were fucking and loading our asses. It was so fucking hot to have that connection with each other as we enjoyed our primal urges to be dirty pigs.

Best of both worlds! I love the taste of cum but it feels so much better going in my hole. Going ATM after a fuck is best way to experience both. I get to enjoy his load up my ass and then taste it when I suck his cock clean afterwards. My tops never need a cumrag and I never send a top home with a dirty dick. After he drops his load in my ass I suck him clean and send him on his way.

Don't bother asking -- it's impossible to get an accurate status in the bathhouse environment. The whole point of a bathhouse is providing a venue for guys to enjoy uninhibited high risk sex with each other. Some guys will lie about their status while others honestly don't know their status and assume they are negative. For all you know the guy putting his raw cock and load in your ass spent the last week taking raw cock and loads and is not yet aware that he has contracted something that he can pass on to you. Either way you need to be educated and prepared for the risks and consequences if you choose to engage in bareback sex with strangers. There are options for reducing your risk (PREP). Don't get me wrong, I'm a complete slut who enjoys raw bathhouse sex but I've explored my options and am willing to accept the consequences of my actions.

Same here. I can hold it in if I want to but I'm hooked on the feeling of cum running out of my ass after a good fuck. For me the feeling is almost as intense as when I felt it going inside. It's probably more a mental thing than physical -- when I feel it coming back out it reminds me of how much I enjoyed getting it in there in the first place. I usually let the situation dictate whether I keep the load inside or let it go. After a one-on-one breeding with someone I feel a special connection with I usually keep it inside. But if I'm having a dirty anon group cumdump session I like to let it go -- both to show others what a slut I've been and to recycle it as lube for the next guy.

Voted "No - It's my purpose to serve any top no matter what they look like" but that's not exactly true. My purpose when getting fucked is to get hot cum in my ass because that's what really gets me off. When I was younger I had a tendency to gravitate towards certain types of tops that I found hot but as I've aged (and gotten less hot myself) I have let my need for seed take a more dominate role in my selection of tops than their overall appearance. A dick that can stay hard and shoot a load in my ass is far more important than the physical attributes of what it's attached to .

What a HOT fuck! Orion5419 is every white bottom's fantasy fuck. Watch the bottom curl his toes and smile as Orion cries out "Fuck, fuck, fuck!" while he's busting his load and fucking it up the bottom's ass. Man on man lust at it's finest!

Hot! Love the feeling of cum dribbling out of my ass after a good fuck and making a wet spot in my jeans.

What do you do with the cum in your ass after a breeding session? . . . let the next guy use it for lube . . . push it out into another pig's mouth . . . enjoy the feeling of it leaking out of my ass and making a wet spot in my jeans

Welcome to the club . Top or bottom that's how it happens. Once a top shoots in a bottom for the first time or a bottom gets loaded for the first time the addiction is complete. It's the only way you will want to fuck and you will crave doing it over and over again every chance you get. Bottom here but the first time I took a load there was no going back -- getting his load in my ass is now an essential part of every fuck.

I let the situation dictate how loud we should be. When fucking around in a public park I tend to keep things quiet to avoid attracting unwanted attention (law enforcement or others who might be near and it could be inappropriate for them to see men being men). When out in the middle of nowhere or deep in the woods on a dirt two track (I live in a very rural area) I tend to be more open to getting loud as I've surveyed the surroundings on my journey to the final destination and have a better idea of how close others might be.

With a dominant top I leave it up to him and enjoy the fuck and his cum however I get it. When given a choice my #1 preference is to take it missionary -- I love watching a top's facial expressions or making out with him as I feel him cumming in my ass. #2 is in a sling -- all the advantages of a missionary fuck with less work and deeper/harder penetration. #3 is face down in bed on my stomach -- love to feel a man's weight on top of me as I am pinned down and submit totally to his sexual needs.