Sub-Cocksucker

Went to a local park cruising spot the other night to suck a guy off from Grindr. I got there early, and there were 3 used condoms laying on a block wall. As soon as I saw them I shivered and let out a whimper. I was both turned on seeing them there, but also a bit upset and disturbed knowing what it meant. Like I was literally under a spell, I picked them up one by one. Ran my fingers down them squeezing the cum into my mouth as sucked it out. Stale cum. Very pungent. All I could think about was how disgusting I was, how nasty these old loads were, as I uncontrollably swallowed them down. This is not the first time I have done this, far from it, but every time, I cant wrap my head about the lack of control I have when I find them. I LOVE cum, dont get me wrong, LOVE it. But this is old nasty stale cum. Im sorry if that grosses you out, I am just trying to put into words how it effects me, the lack of control, the disbelief. Just a couple minutes after I swallowed the 3rd and last load, the guy showed up. I was so far into sub head space before he even got there, I was an Eager Obedient cocksucker for him.

Ive been taking the Zinc adn Pygeum about 3 weeks now. Precum seems to be the same, my loads might be sliiiiiightly larger, but really not noticing a difference yet 😕

I have quite a few but I guess one of my main ones would be hooking up with an older extremely dominant black man. For him to start using me on a regular basis at least a couple times a week introducing me to more and more Kink and more and more rough sex. Eventually putting me in extreme bondage well I'm used. Them one day while I am helpless and in bondage he has at least five of his black buddies over to use me also. After that night it turns into a regular thing where I am gang fucked at least once a week why these men. They are all very dominant rough black men maybe some sort of gang members. Maybe he has guys he knows straight out of prison that are pent up and need a hole to use. I want to be a white boy faggot snow bunny. My other main fantasy involves hooking up with an older very dominant very kinky farmer. Probably can't mention the rest of that fantasy here so use your imagination.

No suggestions?

Thanks for the input guys, I think I am going to try taking Zinc and Pygeum to start and see how it goes.

I am looking for some good websites for hardcore armature bondage photos. Especially of younger twinks in bondage.

Some of you may have seen some of my other posts talking about how I eat my own cum all the time. Well this time around I started saving it, I had about 35 loads saved in the freezer, then thawed them out and drank them down. I made another post asking if anyone had any recommendations for making my loads bigger, never got any replies 😞 Yellow container is one of two I had saved, glass is them combined and thawed.

I just recently took a two-week work trip / vacation. I have been with a dominant man for quite a while now that uses me on a regular basis. It's common on the weekends for two or four of his buddies we also. He told me since I was going to be gone for so long that I need to make it up for him by doing task for him while I was gone. First of which was to suck off at least 10 random men. I got eight. I had two no-shows. He said I also had to suck off at least one trucker. I got lucky this trip and sucked off three. He also had me stop at three different. I have no idea if you knew these men or if she just found them by placing an online ad. Or what. 03 put me in bondage. Which I am always in anytime I'm with my sister. The first man just tied my hands behind my back and tide my ankles together. Used both my holes a short while dump the load in me untied me and told me to get out. Second man tied me spread eagle on my stomach on his bed. He then worked several large holes into my ass. Then left a large butt plug in me while he left the room. About 20 minutes later he came back with two other men all dumped a load in me. The third guy had a room set up in his basement sex swing bondage equipment toys you name it. I spent most of the night at his place being used for several hours. A little bit of cbt, a lot of ass play. Nipple clamps left on me so long my nipples are still bruised and sore. After he dumped several loads in me he popped a medium sized butt plug in my ass and told me that my master said that It was to stay in my ass until I got back to him. I will be going over to my master's house tomorrow. He said I will be making it up to him for being gone so long. He said he invited every cock I've ever taken for him over for the weekend. I am both excited and wondering just how many that could be. He has had many random men over his place over the last year to use me. This whole experience has just put me in my place over and over again as nothing but a couple holes to be used for cock. I can't escape it

I saved up 30 to 33 loads, lost count 😞 Thawed them out and drank them down, wasnt NEARLY enough, since my loads arent that bog 😞 It makes me want to see if I can gain access to more save cum, of any kind, somehow.

Are there any vitamins or certain foods I can eat to increase my load size? I dont care about sperm count, just a bigger load. Why you ask? If you have seen my other posts on here, its obvious I am a cum addict. I eat mine constantly, and have got in the habit of now saving my loads and freezing them until I have at least 30 loads, then I drink them. But I dont have very big loads, so its frustrating that I still dont end up with the volume I want. So yes, I want my loads to be larger, just to eat them. If anyone else is into cum collecting, or knows other ways of getting large amount of saved cum, I would love to chat with you.

Well let me put it this way, I have jerked off many times JUST so I could eat my cum. I am now in the habit of collecting my cum, freezing it in a container, and once I have at least 30 loads saved, I drink it. Anyone have any tips for vitamins, or foods, to make my loads larger?

mmmmmmmmmm far right flesh colored one, i need that rearranging my second ring!

I have about 20 of my loads saved now, sadly I dont shoot big loads though. So I am thinking I am going to keep saving more before I swallow it. Just how much should I save?

Sticking random objects in my hole since I was very young. Fairly sure before I could even ejaculate. I remember being very young and kind of having a little itch to my butthole and rubbing it vigorously to scratch it. That became an ongoing thing well I would run and slightly penetrate my hole all the time. It didn't take long before I was completely fingering myself and then finding items to use in place of my fingers like screwdrivers handles to the other various objects. I remember I had a particular screwdriver that I kept in my room specifically for this. Not too long after that I found one of my mother's dildos and started using it. I only did this every so often though because I was afraid of getting caught. Eventually once I was old enough to order some things online I ordered several dildos of my own. After that it pretty much became a nightly thing.

Not had this combo either, But I do have a very powerful fuck machine. One that you really can't stall out. I have used some fairly big dildos with it also, let me tell you I don't care how hard you've been fucked by a real man nothing can compare to the power and stay pace of a machine. One of my fantasies, although I don't know if I will ever do it, due to the fact that if you wanted to he could literally split me in two, is letting a very dominant man Place me in full bondage over a fuck bench and hook a machine up to me.