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One online source required a credit card. I would prefer to pay using PayPal or mail in a payment. I am not exactly in position to visit a clinic easily. Just seemed as look into not practical to get at moment.

Over, time that not do fucking as part of religious background. However, over time started to accept. A factor that helps is many stories of a religious figure or figures speaking out on what see as damaging against same sex relations when they go and secretly do the very thing preach against. An perfect example is Pastor Ted Haggard speaking against LGBT while other times with a gay prostitute and do drugs. First wrote a writing on Christian tv and radio on how fuck while religious programming playing. So turned into a type of have fun, especially when somethings said make little sense. Eventually guilt goes away and not care anymore about verses mistranslated, abused to say as an adult can't do something with another consenting adult. Also if have sexually needs to meet makes easier to look or consider fun. Each I guess have to find what comfortable with.

I hope to try to get on prep. However, find process not user friendly and costly. Heard generic version of prep released next year so maybe easier then to get on prep.

I be open to send my cum by mail if one cover postage.

I can see point of ruin mood if take test. However, person declined before arrived so would know if agreed or decline. The courts may in test rule on testing. Again will share stress can wear more if take the risk bareback.

Would if asked take a quick HIV test before have fun. Also what about test first and use condom? Or just use condom and not test. Ask for can be stressful going just by one say are clean when not know for sure or not in test later on. Also who agree to buy test kit or kits? Ideally both test so know. The person not want to take test even though said negative. My guess is negative as said and not want to take test as delay fun. Or not open, or know own status. I would prefer to know before playing. Topic may create a debate but do wonder if one agree to test before fun. Or just go to next person?

If remember right, the whole me give him oral and then I get sucked and cum was maybe 5 to at most 7 minutes.

A time remember as quick was time visited adult bookstore. Went to video booths with full length doors. Remember a guy near enter. The hallway was narrow and maybe a few booths. I enter a booth. I put coins into watch porn on video. Guy enter booth next to me. I see Gloryhole and guy in jeans or coveralls crotch area. Straight porn was playing. Then when change to gay porn see two guys and remember one give other oral. Quickly when changed channel see a nice cock in Gloryhole. Not sure how long. Maybe 6 or 7 inches long. However remember as thick. I sucked on cock. I went as deep as could and he entered as much of his dick as can. Then after sucking for a few minutes he withdrew his cock. Then remember motion me to enter my cock. I unzipped my pants. Then entered my 8 inch cock that is sort of thick. He sucked me. I starred to cum. He quit sucking me and I shot cum. He went into a booth across the hall. I went into other booth and saw I shot a nice size load on the floor. I went across hall to a booth where guy sucked me and not realize in booth, that said I could have entered. I decided not to for posters warning about not use Gloryhole or to that effort that at time thought worker ask us to leave. So not play more. I am not sure of guys age, but at time I was in 20s and he older. Also seemed a bit large. However in Gloryhole, only saw cock.

After reading the news article the court saw actions did in send text messages as the main reason for a life sentence. The sentence is also given for deliberating break condom. The victims wanted condoms used to want to maintain health. One thing for individuals not care, or is wanting aids and HIV and stealth with those not wanting the high risk. Being in denial about the status have, that better to be on the safe side to use condoms not break or not play. Get tested then be open and honest on status. Some may have contacted for chase or not care and possibly not receive sentence received. The disregard and not care see as the reason for the sentence. If had to guess saw his and aids of the penis as a gun loaded with a disease. Again not care and in denial not a good combination. Seems a very painful way to harm others.

My view is Michael Jackson as followed the story not learn or listen in 1993 to not have kids around. Then have trial as remember charged in 2003 and acquitted 2005. My view was could have had ranch and fun but not have kids around where Michael Jackson behavior leaves wondering what did or not do. Michael Jackson could have donated money to charities to help children but stay away from the kids. My personal view is he opened himself up for being accused of what documentary film "Leaving Neverland" . A story that would follow that hopefully can reveal evidence saying Michael Jackson did or not do. As Michael Jackson passed away remember in 2009 as wonder reason to bring up again all this. Does in my mind wonder about print public relations publicist how much knew and spin image a certain way when if they knew something should have called the police or social services. I remember I think of Michael Jackson trial a program on MTV or Vh1 music channel about how he was a Jehovah's Witnesses. If is true, that Michael Jackson could possibly been abused sexually by a member of Jehovah's witnesses. I saw last summer a court ruling that Jehovah's Witnesses had to pay for a elder abusing sexually teen girls. I think about how a Jehovah's witnesses sadly abuse is first abuse their position. Then scare the child with end of the world. Sadly religion been used to abuse others for one that is in charge to abuse others. However, again investigation to find the truth. If Michael Jackson was sexually abused that may have later in life a cause if he abused others. However, some abused not repeat what happened to them. The last thought is parents or guardians and need to be on watch for things out of the ordinary. To not let child hang out with a adult like Michael Jackson alone. Certainly to not let a child stay in same room with adult. The documentary can get people talking and maybe have parents think of who let children visit with. For example not leave a child alone with an adult and listen to instinct if something not seem right.

Age was late 20s as a top had my bare cock in a glory hole ass. At first thought was still oral. Then felt different. First time as a bottom was late 30s with a black man meet from grindr Last summer. He traveled and I hosted in afternoon. I think his cock was 8 eight inches long and thick girth. I enjoyed sucking on him. I am not sure but guess 3 three inches or more in girth. Took awhile before he got all in me. Used a lot of lube. I was bent over a chair. He was eventually in balls deep. I said fuck me and he did. Not sure how long fucked but guess was 20 twenty minutes or so at least. Asked to stop for was tired. He stopped. Shortly after needed to rest. Agreed to end. I wish got him to cum. Afterwards felt great but also wonder if physically recover. I can same have but probably a tight bottom again. I was not able to hook up with again but was great having a black man fuck my ass. I wish was on prep so let him blow a load in me. Had him use a condom.

Not sure what hang up be. My guess is can be stress if a student in studying. Next could be psychological in being able to perform. I can only share my experience. I think a reason first time trouble as a top was had some psychological issues to deal with. I think subconsciously at time had thoughts of feeling this is wrong. Also at time still think of hear how is a sin and in the Bible. Also had worry of keeping discrete and if worry others hear can effect performance. Over time in with other guys start to learn to perform. Note wrote about, but took a few guys in trying to top until find someone felt comfortable enough and patient. Now I can top or bottom. I no longer have feelings of sin, guilt or this is wrong as long as both are adults are 18 and older and consent. Best advice is not push or rush. As others posted may need to contact are available. He may also worry if reliable or not. Sadly many flake or just never show up. Reassure the times are available. Last advice is use a lot of lube. The time I was a bottom had to use a lot of lube to get his thick long 8" inches or so girth in my hole.

I like to be arrange a bottom to be bred. However due to distance want to hear a breeding over phone. Contact if real and serious.

Used grinder last summer to drop a load. I made connection on grinders with one chat with for a bit. They not be able to meet right away. I was about asleep when get message if still can meet. Made arrangements to meet. He as remember a Latino and think was in 20s to 30s. Said he was on prep. He shared on the way and grindr showed how traveled closer to where hosted. He asked I be nude and unlock front door. Around 4 am enter front door. He used poppers while sucking my 8 inch long cock. After some sucking, then ready for fun. He got on knees for doggy. I got in place. I have had not cum, for a few days so entered cock bare in ass. I fucked quickly and shortly cum in ass. Then he dresses and leaves. I go to sleep as late time.

I would be interested in this distance dom top. I would like to know made arrangements and have phone on to listen in on anon bottom getting breed. Maybe a way can stream so others can watch with all knowing being watched as an idea. Send messages to me of sub bottoms. Share age, stats and what looking for and what limits are.

I got a low score of 40. Although not sure about a couple of items if count or match and left out. Just thought I'd share.

I will discuss the last time gave load and accident giving a load. Hooked up with same guy from Craigslist as gave both loads. The last time gave load was at his house. Went to his bedroom. He bent over bed. I entered and shortly after cum deep in his ass. The accident load. Same guy came to me place. The condom broke and cum in his ass. Only after pulled out realized unloaded in him. That was last time gave a load.

To read about First time bareback start at paragraph "The next time..." The part where bareback fucking starts at paragraph "After deciding over,..." First time visited gloryhole was at adult bookstore in a small city in Iowa and remember on a Wednesday in late afternoon in spring. A individual was standing in hallway. Make way to a booth in middle of video booths. Sit on chair and put coins in slot to watch videos. Individual in hallway enter booth next to me. He is standing. I see he is wearing coveralls. I had straight porn playing. Soon change channel to gay porn. Above the tv was some notice about not do sexual activity or something. Shortly saw a big thick cock in the gloryhole. Guess was 7-8 inches long cock. I sucked him for a few minutes. Then pulls away and motions for me to enter gloryhole. I put my 8" inch uncut cock in gloryhole. He sucks on me. Then not sure but quit sucking or is stroking me. Shortly after I shoot cum load. The next time visit gloryhole was first time fucked bareback as a top. This was at a different adult bookstore in Iowa in a larger sized city and remember visit in October. I was looking around in the bookstore. A Brief eye contact was made. Remember he had on a gray sweatshirt. Then next went to the stairway to go down to lower level where video booths are. I enter a booth that has a gloryhole on one side. I stand looking at the gloryhole. After what seemed a couple of minutes hear footsteps going down the stairs. Then he enters booth next to me. He has face at gloryhole and see same grey sweatshirt. Puts fingers through hole in shape of letter A. At time not know meant fuck. Then puts open mouth at gloryhole. After deciding over, put my cock in his mouth. He sucked for a few minutes. Then he quits sucking and holds my cock. Then feel what thought was he mouth. However, was my cock buried balls deep in his ass. This is for a few minutes of bareback fucking. I moved cock thinking was in his mouth. Then realize when moved and saw pants down that was at time just wanted oral. Also was not at point to feel comfortable in blowing load bareback in ass. My other story posted is on time bareback and dropped a load in a ass.

I had tried to fuck some different men. However had trouble getting in the hole. Later meet a man than will call Ron that meet from Craigslist. First time he came over had him suck on me. I am eight inches long and average girth. He deep throated good. I shortly after shot load in his throat. Next time was around the fourth of July. Ron came over, and went into the bathroom. On this occasion used a condom (read further down on for bareback). I had the radio on to a Christian radio station. After trying was able to get in Ron. I enjoyed fucking Ron while hearing scripture and music. The next time fucked had sent message that bareback. He replied quickly. Then arrived shortly. Went to the bathroom and he on top, rode my cock bareback. For some reason not able to cum. This was a late birthday present. The next time fucked Ron we meet up and went to his house. Went to the bedroom. Ron later bent over. I unzip my pants and my hard cock is sucked on. Then Ron bends over and I slowly enter my cock into his tight ass. Then I get my whole cock in his ass bareback. Fuck for just a few minutes and cum in his ass. Then host and fuck in the living room with tv channel on a Christian Tv channel. I had a condom on. Fuck hard and mentioned that gay marriage legal. As fuck on chair then doggy style some where the condom broke. I had thought cum in condom. Instead with the condom broke had cum in Ron. Remember meet one last time. I fucked Ron with a condom on the couch. He came. Stayed in touch for awhile after but was the last time fucked. Thought I share the details of some fun times.