Trinity1

I am being a pretty good slut these days. I would be an even better one if I lived in a major city. I AM trying to get Pozzed up, but discover I have one or two limits. I have read of others using tooth brushes and even bottle brushes to ensure there is a transfer through the blood barrier. I have read of others injecting HIV+ blood into their veins. I am not quite yet willing to go that far. If a few gang bangs with smaller groups won't work, I will simply set things up for some larger groups. Eventually, sheer numbers and getting fucked raw wil get me where I want to go. I AM down for a lot of fucking bareback with everyone, particularly Poz guys. I figure if I get enough bareback sex in bathhouses and with other confirmed Poz guys, it will eventually happen. I have had well over 100 bareback rides in the last four months, although most were not Poz. I am hoping to get 400 within 12 months. I am not sure if this will be possible, but that is my goal. I am planning a bareback gang bang sometime in the next 6 -8 weeks in Vancouver. It will be held at Steamworks, it will be advertised on this site and on www.barebackrt.com. I will take on as many cocks as I can for 8 hours, with a few 10 minute breaks. For me, it is not JUST about getting converted; I want to enjoy being a total slut while I seek conversion.

I am thinking of the many reasons I like to bareback as a total bottom: I love having anal sex in general, but it is much more pleasurable for me without a barrier. I love pleasing others, and if I feel a man pump cum up my ass, it is proof that I have done so. I love giving control of my body over to strangers for sex; it just feel right that I do it bareback. Servicing a group of men puts me into a whole new level of excitement. My body really revs up when in a group situation, and the more sex I get, the more I want. I crave the feeling I get when men shoot their loads in my ass. It is a big turn on for me. The edginess of barebacking with strangers gives me a real thrill; I never know how big their load miight be, or whether that next load might "convert" me. If I have a night of hard sex, and end up with my ass gaping, and cum dripping from it, I call that a very good night. You will note there is no mention of my having an interest in topping others. The reason is simple: I am a TOTAL bottom. I don't even like other guys to play with my cock. For some people, my not being versatile is an issue. Fortunately, I have been finding quite a few partners who appreciate not having to reciprocate. Imagine having a horny white dude who is only into getting fucked by cocks, toys, and maybe the odd fist; someone complain who won't complain that their "needs" weren't being met by a good cum dump. That is who I am, and that is what I offer.

It has been a while since my last post. I have been a busy hungry bottom. I have been meeting more Poz people in my local area. Almost all of my partners are now Poz. I have also been able to broaden my ethnic boundaries, taking in cum from several different racial types. I made one pretty interesting discovery: the Asian guys I have been with seem to cum a bit more than usual. Maybe that has just been because they like to give it back to a white guy; I don"t have a real explanation, but I love it! I had an outdoor sex party last weekend. I went out in nature with a trusted friend and four other guys (everyone was Poz, mostly undetectable, except for one guy newly diagnosed) and they balled my brains out. We role played a simulated rape scene, with me lying on top of a flat rock, and them fucking me from behind. This was pretty rough sex, and I ended up bleeding a bit from it, but that was all part of the fun. I even got DP'ed again at the end. I am planning a sex party for late summer. I am a bit of a greedy fuck right now, so I want to be the only bottom in the room. This party will probably be held at Steamworks in Vancouver (I will rent an Xtreme room or XL room with a sling and/or fuck bench). This will be a Poz only event, open to all races. I want as many Poz cocks in my ass as I can get, so will stay for the full 8 hrs, with a few 10 minute breaks. My party will likely be held on a Saturday night, the day after a Cumunion party. I hope to see some of you there. I will post a date within the next month in the Regional Hookups/Vancouver Metro Area. Feel free to express your interest in attending to me at any time in an e-mail.

I just hooked up with a guy who is going to help me train my ass. Besides loving barebacking and hooking up with people for trains/gang bangs, I am into anal stretching. I want a nice gaping asshole that is ready to be fucked by pretty much any sized cock on a moments notice. I am not into depth so much as width. My plan is to get to where i can take anything up to about a domestic wine bottle in my ass. Looking forward to getting stretched to where I routinely wear a large butt plug with 1.5" base diameter. I will post pictures periodically, as we fill my ass with toys, fists, and other large objects.

I am getting a bit more adventurous. I usually meet people in private places, or bathhouses. I sometimes run an ad on Craigslist as an anonymous cum dump. Last night, I got a call from a guy at about 3 am. He wanted to use me as a cum dump in a public place. We ended up fucking in a back alley downtown Kelowna, behind the food bank. Kind of a weird place to do it, but we figured it would not get much traffic at that time of night. My guy gets turned on having public/semi-public sex. I was a bit nervous about it, because I didn't want the cops to catch us, but otherwise was fine. Rick had an average sized cock, but a good sized load. I wish he had lasted a bit longer, but getting cum in my bum made it all worthwhile. Next time I try something like this, I will bring a blanket to lie on.

I was recently diagnosed with a couple STD's. Out of deference to my partners, I gave myself ten days after taking antibiotics before playing again. I visited Vancouver on the weekend, and spent time at Steamworks and F212, plus a private party. Now I am back home where it is a lot quieter, and will get checked out for STD's in a couple weeks. I exclusively bottom and almost always bareback, so I get regular testing. It seems to work out that I go hard while in Vancouver with multiple partner situations, then discover I caught something a few weeks later, get antibiotics and abstain for ten days or so, then meet guys causally in Kelowna for a month before getting back to Vancouver and the bathhouse scene.

I was pretty busy getting fucked last month, but had to take a temporary break to deal with some minor STD issues. I am getting tested monthly, and with my most recent test, I discovered I had Chlamydia, Gonorrhea, and Syphilis. This wasn't a total surprise, as I have been a very busy and dirty bottom. It kind of proves my ass is a fertile breeding zone, but no HIV. I am trying to be an ethical slut, if there is such a thing. I have taken time off to get these issues fixed, and I am now good to go again. I started playing again in Vancouver over the weekend, and had a lot of fum with some BBC's. I have kept up with my anal stretching, and my ass is now quite accommodating. I wear a butt plug all the time now, so when I connect with someone who wants to fuck, we can get right to it. I have discovered that the more vigorous and dirty the sex is, the better I like it. It is not just the barebacking aspect of things that turns me on; it is meeting guys who know what to do when I say "drive it like you own it." My ass was well owned on Sunday.

Today is Slow Sunday. I say this first because it IS slow. Not too much has been going on. I had a new FWB come back for a blowjob, and another guy wants to come over for some facial abuse action. Today is "Slow Sunday" for another reason. I am trying to draw out my pleasures today. I started off with some anal action, using my medium sized dildo. My ass isn't up too too much more today, after getting a big stretch yesterday. That's OK, I can't push it to the limit every day. So, I just used that dildo on my ass with plenty of lube, slowly stroking it in and out, and trying to recreate the feeling I got from my sexy senior the other night. It was GOOD, but not that good. inanimate objects are just trainers; I want the real thing. I did my first blowjob slow, and pretty deep. I am trying to deep throat, and almost have it figured out. Anyway, every time my FWB felt like he was about to cum, I slowed down, or did something different. He was a bit frustrated, but in the end, he blew a pretty good load down my throat and went away happy. Sometimes, I like rough sex. I almost always like having people push my limits. I am much more likely to go with rough anal sex than anything else; I love a forceful man who knows what he wants. Facial abuse (hardcore throat fucking that makes me feel like I want to puke) is something I am trying on for size. If guy #2 shows up, this will be my third abuse session. Having a man shove his cock as far back in my throat as he can, and hold the back of my head so I have to take it is pretty edgy for me. I feel more genuine fear, but I also feel more degradation, which I like. I am a bit conflicted about doing more of this. MY IDEA of facial abuse is taking on a room of cocks that are all primed and ready to blow. I have been watching some bukkakeboys.com videos, and THAT is the kind of action I want. Watching bukkake videos with women as centers works equally well. In fact, some of these videos have a huge pool of players, with more cum, and more degradation, so that is pretty attractive for me. Later this week, I will talk about some of the things I haven't done yet, but want to try. That list is getting shorter, but there are still some things worth trying. Stay tuned!

I will be taking Cumunion later this year, and am hoping I get multiple partners into rough sex. To get ready for a lot of anal, I am training my ass to take big toys up it. When I got up a couple hours ago, I sat on a 2" x 9" dildo for a while to get loosened up. Next, I began using a cucumber with an XL condom on it, and lots of silicone lube. The one end of the cucumber is about 2.5"; the other is closer to 3". The feeling I get from stretching my ass is an exquisite mix of pleasure and pain, with the coolness of the cucumber having a soothing effect. I open up really wide with this kind of action, and fucking myself this way almost puts me into a trance. In and out... give it an extra wiggle. Rotate the fucker so my ass really feels it. Yeah, that's the way. The first half of the cucumber is the tough one. Once you get it in more than half way, your ass (or at least MY ass) wants to suck it right in. I could sure use a few cocks right now, but Saturday mornings on long weekends around here are slow. So I work my ass, pretending to be a vegetarian, when I am a meat lover. The things I have to do to get ready for all of you bareback riders... I hope you appreciate all the hard work. I took a break to write this note. When I got up from my bed, that big old cucumber (which was in about 11") slid out with a thump, and my ass made a big sucking noise. I am going to the Farmers Market after lunch, to see if I can find something a bit bigger. I am not looking to go super deep, but love going extra wide. Maybe I can find a farmer or two in the crowd who will plant his seed deep inside of me. The reality of course is that won't happen, but if it could, I would be very happy. Just a teaser 4 U: I bought a Magic Wand vibrator; the one the girls love so much. It has a 4" diameter head on it. I saw a video a while ago of a girl shoving the head inside her ass, and the combination of fullness and vibration made her cum like a mutherfucker. I am not ready for that yet, but I eventually will be.

Today was one of those days. Living in a smaller city, you never know what, if anything will come up. I envy guys living in major metropolitan cities like New York, San Francisco, or Vancouver, because if you want to play every day, the opportunities are out there. Anyway, I had a quite day. I have a casual blow job thing with one guy, and it was a good wake up call for me (6 am) and a good way for him to go on his way. It got both our juices flowing. Then I had a couple guys wanting to come over, but were afraid to commit. So after about 8 messages from each guy, I was left frustrated. Tonight is looking better. I just finished getting a nice load of cum from a fit mid-30's black guy, which was very nice (both from the cum aspect and from the black aspect, for I love black dick. I almost got him to fuck me, but he was married, and a mite too faithful. But he liked the blow job, so I will likely get another crack at him. Maybe in time he will sink his cock in my ass. I must say, my sense of ethics sometimes rears its head at the worst possible time. I like to get fucked, and am not very choosy about it. If you have a hard cock, are relatively sober, with good hygiene, and will cum in my ass I am DOWN for it... but. If I find out a guy is married, and the "wife doesn't know I like to fuck guys," I feel conflicted. I WANT that cock in my ass, and that cum up my butt, but I know I am not using condoms and am at least passively bug chasing (on my "good" days). The player knows what the relative risks are, but his wife doesn't, and what he might get from me or some other guy, he might give to his wife. If I am feeling virtuous, I will settle for a blow job, some cum in my tummy, and a few fingers up my ass, but if I am a bit less straight in my head, my sense of ethics goes to bed, and I will take that married guy on for size. It is only when i go to a bathhouse or am at the rare gay group grope event that I can just let things fly. It is where I have the most fun. Speaking of fun, my next ride is knocking on my door. I gotta go. I hope he doesn't screw things up by saying he is married, and the wife doesn't know...

I will recap the last ten days. I went to Vancouver a week ago Monday. I had business there. I stayed an extra couple days and checked out all three bathhouses. I was adventurous, and got up on fuck benches and in slings. I put my face in front of the glory holes. I got fucked a lot, with most guys cumming in my ass, and I loved it. I also gave quite a few blow jobs. The sex in Vancouver really fired me up, so when I got back to Kelowna, I looked for more adventure on CL under casual encounters. I even ran my own ad. I have been averaging about three new rounds of sex a day, with two on average fucking my ass, and one just wanting a blow job. My ass was really tight ten days ago, but has loosened up nicely since then. I hope to get a lot of anal abuse over the next while, as I am building a big toy collection, and have friends who are into helping me make a bigger hole. My biggest problem is convincing them to push my limits. Future plans: I want as much bareback sex as I can get, so will continue meeting people from CL. I will be attending as many Cumunion Parties as I can get to in Vancouver this year. I will probably go once a month. I will be attending on July 7th, August 4th, and September 1st for sure.

Hi Guys, I had so much fun riding the fuck bench at Steamworks that I went looking for my own. I found a sturdy Asian style coffee table, raised it up on cinder blocks, and it is the perfect height for fucking or giving head down blow jobs. Better yet, with some rope, my legs can be spread wide for easier action. I tried it out with a few guys yesterday, and it worked great. See my image below.

My last gift bearer of the day showed up at about 10 pm last night. He was a bit older than I expected, at about 65 years of age. But he was POZ, willing to fuck bareback, and had a nice uncut 7" cock. What I DIDN'T know was he had incredible stamina. We played around with a blow job for about ten minutes, then I climbed up on my oversized Asian coffee table (aka my fuck bench), put my legs in the air, and let him finger fuck me for a minute or two. When he started fucking me, my ass was tight. But it soon opened up for him. He had great technique, varying the speed, depth, AND angle of his strokes. We fucked for about an hour, and he still didn't cum. I was open for more, so I got off the bench, leaned forward onto it, and let him finger fuck me again. But this time, it wasn't two fingers, it was four. Ten minutes of THAT, and my legs were quivering. I got back on the fuck bench, and got driven for another 40 minutes before he finally came. When he did, it was spectacular! It was thick and clotted like Devonshire cream. He wanted to rim me after that, so who was I to say no. I guess he got half his load back. So did this load count? Anyway, this was one of the best one on one fuck of my life. I came twice from it. I loved it! GO SENIORS!

There are times when I want a lot of really anonymous sex. Going to the bathhouse and finding a fuck bench in a dark corner is perfect for me then. I just climb on the bench with my ass facing the door, and wait for the cocks to cum inside. The initial few fucks brings in a crowd, and that feeds my need to have sex in public, even though it is in almost total darkness. When the fun is over, I put in a butt plug to keep as much cum inside as possible. I make sure it is big enough to seal me tight, but not so big that I can't go walking around with it in my ass. It makes me feel like a total slut, and I like that. With anonymous sex like I had the other day, any man I meet later on could have been fucking me earlier, and that uncertainty turns me on.

I hadn't been gang banged in a while, so when I was in Steamworks Vancouver the other night, my ass was a bit tight. But once I got up on the fuck bench, I was so turned on, my ass loosened up fairly easy. There was some pain with the first guy, less pain with the second, and no pain at all after that. I don't know how many people fucked my ass, but I spent two hours non-stop getting fucked. It wasn't until after I left the facility the next morning that my ass started to hurt. A bit of pain will never stop me from having a good time.