Lately, I've been really feeling slutty. I don't know why. Just a month or two ago, I thought I was a total top.
Well, today I finally received my first jock strap. I put it on and I instantly felt like a hot slut. I opened Grindr, and even thought my profile is still very top, a 38 year old with a good dick messaged.
He came into my room as I was on all fours. He never said a word. I had a sleeping mask over my eyes. He fucked me for about 5-10 minutes as my dick stayed safely in my pouch. For the first time in my life, I felt cum entering my pussy. My ass got super warm and then he held it there. He got dressed and left. He messaged me "Thanks for letting me make a deposit."
I went over to the mirror in the pic. I wasn't sure how much cum I had in me. I started pushing out a little. I had to stop myself because it felt like it would flood out. I grabbed some toilet paper from the bathroom to catch all of his anonymous cum inside of me. There was so much though that it shot out and squirted all over the carpet.
It was so hot being filled up like that, but now I'm dealing with the normal issues of guilt and fear of HIV.