Years ago I had a long-term boyfriend and after a while of being together and being monogamous he asked if we could have sex without a condom. I freaked out and was scared, mainly because of everything I had been taught to believe, but slowly it became normal. Because we were monogamous there was very little risk, if any. That's when the idea of him cumming in me took on a new meaning entirely. It was like, through the sex we were having, there was a deeper more powerful connection, not just to each other, but to who we are as humans. It started to feel amazing, as if this was what we were truly meant for.