Pozguyinchi

Both of my long term relationships were with 9 and 10” men. They used to tell me that there are a lot of bottoms or want to be bottoms that would get to the point of no return and back out. They were afraid to take them. They said I was different because I loved taking them. It is uncomfortable at first but well worth it when you feel them cum in you. Knowing you got them off with your sex organ.

Tonight was the group meeting. There were 9 total. One by one they came. Each was more vanilla than the other. The final guy that came took off his clothes and one of the others got on their knees and started to suck him. He was a middle aged guy with a nice cock. Not huge but respectful. Maybe 8”. I looked over at him and we locked eyes. He got a little smirk on his face and I was thinking he must be dom. I was laying on one of the beds with a jock on so no one would try to suck me. He came between the beds and grabbed my head and pulled it to his cock. I started to deep throat him and he seemed pleased. He then backed up a little and I thought he was going to walk away. I stood up and turned my back to him. He came up behind me and kissed my neck and shoved two fingers up my sloppy hole. He then told me to turn and I faced the bed again. He pushed my head down and told me to climb on the bed. I did my best fag pose. He spit on my hole and rammed his cock in me. Not slow at all. Clear to the nuts. He fucked me really hard for about 5 minutes. I noticed everyone was standing around watching us. A little queen asian was standing next to him. He said to him..get up on the bed and when I am done with this pig I am going to fuck you. The little Asian got up next to me and assumed the fag pose too. He took his cock out of me and stuck it in the Asian. Clear to the nuts again. He whimpered . He put 4 fingers in me and was fingering me at the same time. He then pulled out of the little Asian and drove back into me balls deep. I was in heaven. This went on for almost an hour. He ended up dropping his load in me. The Asian got on his knees and cleaned the man off. No questions asked. Everyone else in the room just sat back and watched. They were not the same as the three of us. Me and the Asian knew our roles and the top kept looking as me in the eyes when he was balls deep in the Asian. Letting me know he was the true alpha. It turned out to be a fun night. If that daddy wouldn’t have come I would have been home a lot time ago.

I had both of mine pierced. I was not aware of gage size so someone told me 0 was the way to go. The first one was my left and it hurt but wasn’t too bad. The second was really painful. I was high and drunk at the time so I can only imagine what it would have been like if I wasn’t. After the healing period they were fun for a while. Guys liked them. Usually sucking on them but rarely playing with them. Sometimes they would help things along to show people I was a pig. I was at a business meeting once and a guy noticed them through my shirt during the meeting. He ended up fucking me good later that night. I wish I could say they increased my sensation but they didn’t. I ended up taking them out after about 7 years. They were heavy and would snag on shirts sometimes when I would take them off. My nipples are still always hard and have very little feeling. I have no regrets though.

I have a couple of group plays that I attend each month. One is always vanilla. It has usually around 5 to 7 men. Most either top or bottom only. Most want to clean their cocks between each hole. And I mean with water in the sink. lol. Most shower either when they get there or are freshly showered. It’s common for some of the men to pull out and blow it on my back rather than in me where god intended. I still have a good time and sometimes the men are really hot. It’s just very simplistic and boring. The second one I go to is usually about the same amount of men(5 to7 men). They are ass to mouth, vers and use toys. You will see DP, slings but never cum. It’s always left in a bottom. They are usually more verbal and most of the men are Poz. I am a pig whore so I feel at home with my fellow pigs. I have the tame group play this Friday. I still look forward to it but I usually end up serving most of the men while everyone else just sucks each other and watches. It doesn’t always happen like that but it does sometimes.

That’s easy to say but men like what they like. I have learned that not everyone wants to breed me. I had a guy once come up to me and say… I am sorry I fine you attractive but you are not what I’m looking for. I thought it was sweet that he said that to me but it wasn’t necessary. I wasn’t is type. It happens. As a bottom I get bred a lot by guys that most would think are not someone I would go for. My excitement comes from pleasing a man. Having him get off in me.

I hope you have not been seeing this Dr. the whole 10 years. Choosing the best Dr. is key. My Dr. is not an HIV specialist but is Gay and his partner is POZ. Our conversations are easy because I don’t need to hold back. He knows there is no way I will have let a condom go into my body and the volume of men that use me annually. He does a great job educating and informing me of what he knows and his personal experiences. I know there are many more Dr. like him out there. You need to find one that works best for you.

9”. At the time I didn’t know that it was out of the norm.

Thanks for the insight. I am 44 and 50 is coming up soon. I currently have a 20 min rule. If I am not clean in 20 it’s not happening. No issues so far. I have always been big on Fiber and my diet to keep regular.

This will probably be the last time I am able to give numbers. I could never keep track. This year I have taken 13 loads vaginally. lol. I know I have taken at least three orally but it may be more. Oral is like a handshake. lol.

This is a tough one. My first cock was white. He showed me who I was sexually. He is large 9.5 and thick but was gentle and loving as he bred me over the 5 years we were together. He is pure masculinity and gave me an appreciation for older men that I still have today. My second is a black man. 10” thick and again all man. He showed me my inner pig. He is my gifter (Poz) and took me into a world I never knew existed. Celebrating my gift to please and molding me into who I am today. In my everyday life now I seem to gravitate toward black men. They seem to be more free sexually and know what they want. I do however have a white man that surprises me every now and then.

Most weeks are non memorable. This week was starting out the same. I was at my usual place. The video store and it was the walking dead. Just guys walking around looking at each other. There were a few prospects. One guy that was skinny not attractive but a potential breeder. Others that thought they were hotter than they were and lots of older guys that may or may not be hung. I did end up sucking a couple of guys . One had a big cock. Probably 70’s with a skinny build. I have played with him before so I knew what I was getting. He has about an 8 “ cock with really big balls. His negatives are that he never cums and he does not top. I sucked him for awhile then my jaw got tired and I was over it. The next guy has wanted to fuck me for a long time. I sucked his cock and he said he would fuck me but we needed to use condoms. I chose to just suck him off. I ended leaving and going to another location. It was lame with only glory hole booths and nothing interesting. I decided to go back to the first place to see if anything had changed. It hadn’t much. Some of the same guys. The skinny guy was still there. I was running out of time so I thought I would lower my non existent standards and make a move on someone. I went into a booth and put in a dollar. The skinny guy peaked in my booth and I showed him my dick. He came in and pulled out his. It was beautiful. Fat and had a big head. I did eat instinct has taught me and I dropped to my knees and started to suck him food. I had a feeling he would have been content with me sucking him to completion but I wanted him to breed me. I stood up and reached for some lube in my pocket. I put some on his beautiful cock and aimed it toward my pussy. He slid in easily because I am a whore. He started to fusck me with purpose. He pounded me repeatedly for about 30 minus. He finally came and I was so proud that picked me to breed. He did ask me before we bred if I wanted a condom. I just acted like I didn’t her it.

I don’t remember the age exactly but I was probably 18 or 19. I was with a very dom top that eventually pozzed me. It was my winter break from college and we were in Palm Springs on vacation. He said that each day he was going to piss train me while we were there. The first couple of days he pissed on me in the shower. Then it went to mostly face pissing then he wanted me to open my mouth and take it. Then I started swallowing some. I grew to love it and he really appreciated using me as a urnal. When we broke up I didn’t take piss for at least 5 years. I still like it from time to time but surprisingly it’s more intimate than oral or getting fucked. At least it is to me.

You may be right. I just did a search and it looks like the guy. His real name is Ray. That’s about all I know. I saw a clip of him breeding someone and I am pretty sure it’s him.

For most of my life I have been douching every day. When I was a teen I douched when needed but when I went to college and started my relationship with my gifter he wanted me douched at all times. This is a habit that I kept throughout my life until recently. I just got over my first STI of the year gonorrhea. While seeing my Dr. who is also gay, he said I should go down to two to three times a week. He said that it may reduce the number of STI’s I get. I also have had a few gi issues last year that he said could be related to removing good bacteria from my colon. It’s a hard habit to break for me. Douching has served me well. I am always ready to go. I have figured out the science of reading my body and have not had a mishap in a very long time. I do however think I am going to try to cut back this year and see how it goes.

I love to suck cock. But getting bred is what my body craves. I can be at the video store cruising and suck 10 cocks but I am not leaving until I have been bred at least once. I am also a fan of ass to mouth. It enhances the experience for the man. My hole is sloppy so it tends to move things along when I suck him as well. Almost never have I had a man that would rather cum in my mouth rather than my cunt. It’s nature. A man wants to procreate and I want to carry his children. Lol