Pozguyinchi

lol sounds familiar. I have had to take off my underwire many times because of that issue. Usually what goes in must cum out.

I have a couple of parks I play at. I was once arrested at a park while getting bred so I am apprehensive about who I play with. I was just bred last week by a couple of black guys at a local park. It was fun.

It really depends. Most of the time I can take a few loads without issue. Other times my body aborts. I can say with many many years of experience that the smell (at least to me) is not good. It smells like dead fish. I think I prefer to abort because it’s better than forgetting it’s there and it coming out at the wrong time and place.

I was young. Probably around 14 when I seen porn for the first time. It was straight porn and I remember seeing the girl getting bred by a smaller dick than I was getting at the time and it was wrapped in a condom. She was moaning really loud and I wondered why she was making so much noise. I didn’t see any porn again until I was in college. It was gay porn. Again it was condom porn and the bottom was making a lot of noise. I was getting bred by a large black man that didn’t use condoms and is hiv positive so I didn’t relate to the video much. Now I see porn playing when I am at the video store. I don’t really watch it but from what I see it’s not relatable to me either. I prefer the real thing I guess.

I was about 5 years old and My real father and I were at his club and I was swimming in the pool. We went into the locker room to dry off and change and there was a red headed man with a huge cock walking around by us. My Dad saw me watching him and just said….”that’s big isn’t it?” I could not take my eyes off it. I was mesmerized. It was pretty cool that he didn’t shame me for looking.

I think that the understanding came early on but I didn’t realize it. If that makes sense. I started having sex around the age of 13. I just instinctively knew my role. I wanted my man in me and nothing more. I know my sex organ was my pussy but I never sexualized my man’s hole the same way. It was like I knew he had one of course but mine was different. I have never been into porn but I saw a few here and there and that’s when I realized there were others like me. I was also fortunate that my sex partner really liked my pussy. He made me realize my purpose was to complete him. I had something he didn’t have and he worshiped it.

Yesterday on my way home from work I stopped by the park. I saw an older black guy that I have played with pull up. He is about 7.5 uncut. He has bred me a few times so he knows I will service him. We were walking along the trail to fine a spot to play and another black guy walked by us. He was at least 6’3” really built wearing a tank and short shorts. My pussy instinctively opened up and I wanted him in me. I asked the old guy if he knew him and he said yes they have talked some but they were both looking for the same thing. Pussy. He said “do you want me to have him join”? I was like fuck yeah! He called the guy over and we all went into a special place that I have that is private. When everyone is there for the same thing you don’t make small talk. Both men pulled their cocks out and I assumed fag pose 1 by getting on my knees and sucking them both. The big guy was big. At least 9.5 and really thick. The old guy was surprised at my ability to deep throat the big guy so easily. It’s from many years of training. lol. The older guy was driving everything. He told the big guy to get in my hole. I had some lube on me so things would go smoother. I got out my poppers and started huffing away. The big guy eased into me like he had been there many times. The older guy took my throat and both started to fuck. As a bottom it’s an overwhelmingly good feeling to know you can service to men at once. The older guy started to pick up the pace and ended up shooting a load town my throat. The older guy asked the big guy if he was close and he said no it usually takes him a while. I don't mind hearing that. lol. The older guy stood there and fed me the last few drops of is seed while the big guy pounded away. After a few minutes the big guy flooded me with his precious seed. We all exited and started to walk back to the parking lot. It was about a quarter mile so we talked. The big guy said how impressed he was that I could take him so easily. That made me feel good. The older guy said how he would like to take the day and both of them take turns using me. We all knew that probably would not happen but it’s nice to think about. I hope I see them out at the same time again.

Normally I don’t comment on oral. It isn’t really sex it’s more like a hand shake. Anyway…I just sucked a guy off that had a nice cock in the park. He came big and of course I thanked him for the gift. He said it was just as good as last time. I said…I have played with you before? And he said I fucked you about a year ago here. I honestly don’t remember it. I told him he could have bred me this time. He said he didn’t have time today. I thought to my self…it would take him longer to breed me?? Then I started to over think it and thought that maybe it was because my cunt was sloppy and it would take him longer to nut. I’m probably over thinking it. P.s while I was typing this I just went and sucked off another guy in his car. It’s a good day so far.

I don’t consider oral as losing my virginity. That happened around 10 or 11. Now as a proud gay bottom a blowjob is like a handshake. My anal virginity was lost at 13 to my step dad. It was consensual and I actually seduced him for years prior. I have told this story before on here but I can tell it again. My real dad died when I was very young and my mom remarried. They eventually divorced when I was 9. I considered him my father. When my parents divorced my dad moved about 400 miles away to start a new job. Through a series of situations I asked if I could move with him. Everyone was in agreement. My dad had rented a one bedroom apt in his new town. When I came to live with him he said I could sleep on the couch. I asked if I could sleep in his bed with him. He agreed. For a point of reference.. I have never made it over 5’5” so I was always a little shorter guy. My dad is 6’3” 190’s built with a hairy chest and huge 9” cock. I fell in love with his masculinity. I always knew I was different and he embraced that and made me feel safe and that males come in all flavors so to speak. It stated around 9 with me just cuddling up to him at night. I think he was a little wierded out at first but grew to enjoy my attention. It changed to me grazing his cock “accidentally “ while sleeping to holding it like a pacifier for comfort. He had “the talk” with me about sexuality and how there should be a separation between feelings and actions but I didn’t hear any of it. lol. I was enamored with cock. Once when I was holding his cock and he got hard I didn’t ask but I instinctively licked the tip. He has a little bit of pre and I tasted it. I was like an addict tasting my first hit. I couldn’t get enough. Over the next 4 years continued to get more acquainted with his cock. I think it was a way for me and my dad to bond but also for him to help me learn about my role and what I was to become. Over time I would back to him when he was side sleeping and let his massive cock rub against my ass cheeks. Then I started to sleep without underwear. He did as well. It was easier for him to slide between my crack. When I was 12 almost 13 I started to develop. In my mind I was a man but of course I was not. We had gotten to a point in our relationship where I would suck him. The best I could, and then he would dry fuck my crack and shoot his massive load on my back. I knew that his load was suppose to go inside but not sure hot to get it there. lol. I would put the tip at my hole and rub the precum on it to make it slick. He would push a little but his massive cock was not going to go in easily. Around this time I started to jack off and he showed me how to do it with lube. He then started to rub his lubed cock against my hole. As a 13 year old bottom you can imagine what that did to me. I wanted him inside me so bad. He would put the tip at my hole and push it in. Over time he would get a little more in me. Eventually he was fully inside of me. He would hold it there and my body got accustomed to to his massive cock. The first time he came in me was just before my 14th birthday and we were playing and he started to fuck me. It felt incredible. I knew there was nothing I wanted more than to get bred by him. I had built up his resistance so it took him a good 20 minutes of fucking to breed me. Even at 13 almost 14 the feeling of his cum inside of me made me feel complete. Of course from there until I went to college he was fucking me like I was the last pussy he would ever get. Lol

On my way home from work today. I left early because of the holiday weekend. I thought that it may be a busy day at the video store. It was steady. I got there around 1:30 and I saw a daddy that has a big dick that I know. He won’t fuck me but he loves when I suck him. We went into a booth where I proceeded to make love to his cock for awhile. He fed me his load and I was off to find more. There was a booth that was open and playing a video so I went in to watch. An older black guy wanted to come in so I let him in. He pulled out his beautiful 8 or 9” cock and I did my job and got on my knees and started sucking. A few minutes later after he was fully hard he pulled me up turned me around and yanked my shorts down. I instinctively reached back to grab his cock to guide him in but he slapped my hand away. He pushed my head down so I was bent over. Kicked my legs apart. Spit on his hand and rubbed it on my pussy. I knew he wasn’t going to use me gently so I grabbed my poppers and started to inhale. He slammed in me hard and started to pound my pussy relentlessly. I was happy to be used like this. He fucked me hard and then came in me even harder. I tried to tell him thank you and how grateful I was but he just pulled his pants up and left. I noticed the video had stopped so I pulled my shorts up and walked out of the booth. I walked around a little. I gave another blow job to a hot black guy. He shot in my mouth unceremoniously. I walked around a little more and found a door open with a older guy with a nice body and hairy chest stroking his above average cock. I went in and started to suck him. He plumped up nice so I stood up and turned around and gave him the fag stance. He slipped right in and started to fuck me. I felt the need to tell him that I already had a load in me and he said that it was hot. I asked him what gets him off because I wanted to earn his load. He said pigs that have loads in them and want more. It sounded like me. Lol. He fucked me slow and hard and really used my pussy. He finally gave me a really nice load to top me off. I said to him “ your load makes me feel all CHARGED up now.” He just gave me a dirty grin. My pussy was now leaking cum and I was on a mission to get more. I left the booth and walked around some more. I couldn’t find anyone that wanted to play and I was just about to leave when the first guy that bred me came back. The older black guy. I said “ do you need to breed another load in me sir?” He just looked through me. Like I wasn’t human. That made me want him to fuck me even more. I kept watching him walk around. I didn’t want to push it. If he wanted to use me he just had to let me know. After about 30 minutes he walked by me and right into a booth. I walked over and open the door and he motioned me in. It was similar to the first time he bred me he took out his beautiful cock and I started to suck him to get hard. His cock tasted like cum and pussy. He pulled me up again and I assumed the gag pose. I got out my poppers and started huffing hard. He started to pound me again. I told him that I had another man’s load in with his. He said I was a good pig and fucked another load in me. I left to go to happy hour with friends. I kept thinking what they would think if they knew I had three loads of strangers cum inside me.

I would love to see it sometime

As a total bottom my whole life I can say it’s very rare (for me at least) to feel the actual cum getting shot in me. I do feel his cock pulsate and after I feel it sometimes but that is rare as well. The emotional feeling is much stronger. I feel I have served my purpose and that feels great.

I have been bred many times by men with piercings. I like the feeling. As a loose bottom it feels great to have metal sliding inside of me. Unfortunately not many men are getting it done anymore.

I honestly have done it a couple of times now. The first time it happened I was a little wierded out but did my job well. The second time I was being told by a really dom daddy to suck his cock and I happily serviced him. I also ate the bottoms pussy in between.

I have never had that issue. My hole is always loose. I don’t think it will ever be tight.