Im a neg aussie guy in Melb. I love this site and I have jerked off a lot to the stories. but I have a partner of 15 years and although we don't fuck together anymore (for lots of reasons) recently when I BB with a POZ guy on no meds, I seriously freaked and went onto PEP. I got it free from the Alfred Hospital, but the second lot cost me $180.00 and it gave me the worst kind of shits and spraying into the toilet bowel. 3 meds, nausea, shitting, sweating...I wonder if it was worth it....im still neg but talking to HIV+ mates, they say to me don't do it, so im in a funny situation, head says don't, heart says don't, but cock springs hard when I read all the stories about BB....I know if I was poz, I would def be on meds, but I don't think I could deal with the side effects....Peoples Thoughts??? ( and I don't want to be an unmedicated cum dump)