It was quite early in my sex experience. After a while of topping i wanted to try bottoming, and had quite a few hookups as a bottom. It felt great! I was strict on always using condoms though. But it was this one time, I remember it well. He had a super hot profile pic on Grindr, and straight to the matter when chatting. I remember his apartment too, and his bedroom with large windows ith view to the street outside his flat.
I asked him if he had a condom, and he said "sure". We got naked, started kissing, and soon he was on top of me. He was so handsome, and made me really horny. Then he suddenly asked "Sure you need a condom?" I was baffled by the question, since i assumed it was already decided. "Its a thousand times better without it..." Sounded like he gave me a choice - but really, who says no to something thats a thousand times better? So I went with it, and he fucked me hard, lying sideways on the bed. All RAW. Before he shot his load inside me he said "Im cumming soon. Filling you up with my sperm". Then he fucked harder and rougher and came inside my ass.
Looking back - I was a virgin until that point. Condom sex isnt sex, and have you first tried sweaty, RAW breeding its no way back.
Never touched a condom ever since.