Chuckybb

Thank you for your message. Very informative.

Okay, so this is really a question for people with medical knowledge (or more medical knowledge than me). I take Doxycycline 200mg after any bareback sessions. I'm bottom only. I know from experience and from other threads that it doesn't provide much protection for Gonorrea. So, my question is this. In Spain where I live, most saunas have douching facilities. If, after taking loads, I were to thoroughly douche before leaving, am I minimising the risk of gono infection or does it not really work that way?

I was on a fuck bench at a sauna in Spain. As one guy grunted and shot his load in me, I felt a powerful set of hands hold me down until the grunting top pulled out and left. The guy now holding me down violently took his place. I felt absolute desire for what I imagined was a total alpha top. As he was fucking me I dared to turn my head round to see his face. He abruptly stopped fucking me and grabbed my throat. He whispered I to my ear... It's none of your fucking business who is fucking you... I immediately took a more subservient position to allow him to finish. He kept his hand around my throat until he bred me. He then pulled out and walked away. I never saw his face, but what he said to me stayed with me forever.

A few months ago I was at a gay sauna in the south of spain where I live. I was being followed by a really hot young hairy guy. Very well defined and extremely hairy. He was a bit young for me, but because he was so beefy, well defined and goddam hairy I found him very attractive. He also had shaved hair and a beard. We started talking as he asked me where was good to go to in Town. He had been to a specific place the night before but told me all the guys were too young. He wanted to go somewhere where the guys were older. Like me. So, he was obviously interested. We started kissing and I realised very quickly that he was very active. Very dominant. As we were kissing, his had went down to my ass and fingered my hole. I had already been fucked earlier, so I was wet and inviting. This made him really hard. He took my hand and we went off to a cabin. He sat on the bed and told me to get on my knees. He spoke in English, but I would find out later that he was Italian. He ordered me to suck his cock which I did willingly. I was getting traces of cum and sweat off his cock. I deep throated him to show my compliance. He told me to get up on the bed and lie face down. I did so immediately. He went straight inside me without any hesitation or any form of verbal/non-verbal consent. Straight up. It took my breath away a bit because I wasn't expecting it. However, I will never refuse a top, especially a hot one that is already inside me, so I assumed my most subservient position and welcomed my fate. Once he was into his rythmn, he started pressing me down really hard, almost holding me down. This was a turn on, so I gladly submitted. Then he took his right hand and put it over my mouth. He held my mouth really firmly while he fucked me. And holding me in place so I had no where to go, and couldn't shout or scream for help. I fucking loved it. I was being held down and fucked with a hand over my mouth. I did a pretend squirm to see what would happen. He just held me down more firmly. When he was approaching orgasm, he gripped me harder until he eventually shot his load into me. He held me in place while his cock was inside me and we lay together, me with his arms wrapped around me and his cock still inside me. Leaking his seed. Was I now being cuddled by a man who had simultated rape? Or was it rape? After a while we chatted and he was from the north of Italy. He asked me if I wanted to be fucked by some other guys that night. I said yes. So, he took me by the hand and took me into the darkroom. He stood beside me, monitoring who was approacihing. In the dim light, he watched as several guys took their turn in fucking me. Between each one, he would stop the queue and he would fuck me again. Three guys fucked me and came, and between each one, the put his hand out and stopped the next one until he was back inside me and shot another load. My hole was gaping but was like silk. I welcomed each top but my italian boy wanted to push the seed of the other tops up further. I felt like I belonged to him and I welcomed it. I never saw him again after that night as he returned to Italy the next day. But, he has left me with a longing for rough, rape like, held down, mouth held shut sex. I long for it. Sometimes if I am face down being fucked I take the tops hand and place it over my mouth or around my neck. Sometimes this horrifies people and other times they catch on very quickly and carry on. But, I now long for a top that hold me down and force me to accept him just like my italian boy.

I am there to serve the top. It is his right to unload in me and it is my duty to accept it unreservedly. At a sex club I was once being fucked on a fuck bench. I never saw the faces of any of the tops who unloaded in me. At one point I tried to turn around to look at who was fucking me and the top said "turn the fuck around, it's none of your business who is fucking you. You are a hole". And that, sums up how I feel.

So I'm just back from GC. I went to a sex club for the first time. The Factory. 5 mins max from my hotel. I got there and stripped off just leaving my fuck boy jock. I went downstairs and searched for a top. In one of the rooms I saw a tanned, bearded, hairy Spanish dude. In his thirties. Hot as fuck. I walked towards him. As he got closer I could smell his sweat. Not stale, just overpowering male sweat. I walked towards him and our eyes locked. When I was directly in front of him I lifted one of his arms and started licking furiously his armpit. I was devouring his sweat and essence. It drove him insane. He then lifted his other arm and instructed me to do the same. I obviously obliged willingly. We then kissed passionately and his finger went down to my pre lubed hole. It slid in instantly. I was so fucking turned on by his sweat that I wanted him to devour me. He the put his hand at the back of my neck and led/pushed me towards a sort of fuck bench. I submitted fully and got onto the bench, kneeling and face to the wall. He entered me in one swift aggressive movement. I could smell his sweat getting stronger again as he fucked me. It was animal. Primevil. I was his complete and utter bitch and he knew it. He shot his load into me but stayed inside me, not letting me leave. I was held captive as his DNA was sleeping out of my hole. After a minute or so, he pulled out. As he did so, he noticed a puddle of his come had leaked out onto the PVC. As I stood up, he put his hand on the back of my neck again and pushed my face towards the come puddle. I cleaned it without any hesitation, tasting the combination of his salty sperm, sweat and the pvc plastic. I felt complete. Used, but fulfilled. Dominated and degraded. Everything I was looking for. I then moved around to look for my next dominant... To be continued...

Thanks very much

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From a completely subservient bottom point of view, I expect the top to use me as he pleases. I'm not interested in the niceties and politeness of getting me loosened up. Hold me down and fuck me until I am loose enough for you. I will adapt to the needs of my dominant, not the other way around. Maybe I'm stupid or old fashioned, but I'm there to serve my top.

I am a subservient passive bottom who is looking for advice and tips on how to serve dominant tops. If you are a dominant top, please tell me how I can serve you. I will serve you in any way that you want. My goal is to satisfy you and ultimately be your (or who else you seem necessary) bareback load taker.

Over the past couple of weeks I've had terrible problems with this site where none of the pages refresh properly. Most times I'm looking at the same line of text duplicated dozens of times. It's impossible to navigate. Anyone else having this problem? Can it be reported? I'm using my android mobile/cellphone.

So I went to my usual Spanish sauna today. I started off in the darkroom and immediately got kissing with a group of about four or five hot Spanish men. Very quickly one of them started fingering my hole that was already prelubed. I ain't messing around anymore wasting time so I always pre lube before going in. As I was wet kissing one bearded guy, another guy slipped into my hole. As he was fucking me the guy I was kissing supported me from falling. They may have been together and working as a team I don't know. When the top fucking me shot his load and pulled out, the guy kissing me spun me around and took his place, sliding easily into my lubed and cummy hole. I was then kissing someone else. This process continued until I was fucked by about four or five Spanish tops. All in the same group. When the men had finished with me and the group dispersed, I left the darkroom. Outside I saw a guy who is my absolute perfect dominant top. He has fucked me many times going back about three years. He grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me towards him. He kissed me passionately, then pulled my head back and spat in my mouth. I was putty in his hands. Again. He is a massive man. Strong, muscular, dominant and at times I am slightly scared of him which adds to the attraction. He said to me in Spanish... Cabina... Now. I'm going to impregnate you. He is an alpha male. I cannot refuse him. Which again, slightly scares me at times again. We went into a cabin and he stood beside me. He told me to get on my knees and clean his cock. To show him respect. I immediately obliged. He then pulled me up and pushed me face down onto the bed. He put his mouth to my hole. He felched a lot of come from my hole, grabbed me by the neck and spat it into my mouth. He then kissed me passionately. He asked how many loads I had taken. I told him 4 or 5. This made him even hornier and again he pushed me onto the bed. Kneeling on the bed he fucked me so hard I hit my head against the wall. I begged him to give me his load. He insists I refer to him as Señor. I have no problem with this. He shot his load deep inside me and held me down for about a minute after he came. When he pulled out he grabbed me by the hair and told me to clean his cock. As I was doing this he told me to savour the taste of the five loads coating his cock. I did this so willingly. I have never showed such care and attention cleaning a tops cock......

Anyone can deliver a load. Even someone who can barely keep an erection can deliver a load. To me a good top is a man who can show decisiveness and authority. Before he fucks you, makes you show him respect and submit to him. Holds you in place while he fucks you. Then takes what he wants from you before delivering the load. Once the load is inside you, continues to hold you in place to ensure the load becomes part of your DNA. The load is the ultimate prize, but the act of submission to the top for me is just as important.

As a bottom, I'm really not interested in touching myself while I'm being fucked. I'm too busy concentrating on my position and muscle control to ensure that the top is getting the most out of me. I want him to shoot his babies into me, I can always finger my cummy hole later on and shoot my own load. But during the fuck process, it's all about the top. Not me.

I always clean the tops cock. Immediately after he has bred me and pulled out I immediately get on my knees and suck his cock. For me it's about getting the remaining cum that I have worked so hard for, but it's also symbolic. I must show the top my utmost respect and desire to serve him. I will remain on my knees cleaning his cock until he indicates to stop. Being on my knees and cleaning his cock with my hands gripped around his ankles... It is everything I need.