i'm a fucked up slut 'ruining' my life and loving every fucking second

[Jakelc]

I felt and acted exactly the same after I split with my first boyfriend. I decided I wanted to be a total slut, the cumdump came after my first stealth breeding and I loved it.

[Guest dumbbunny666]

i did the same thing. now everyone knows im a sissy methfag

[tallslenderguy]

On 3/30/2014 at 9:37 AM, JizzDumpWI said:

A classic problem amongst men. Do we think with the big head or the little one? Everyone at some point has a "Walter Mitty" time whether it is becoming a total sex pig 24x7; or escaping to run tours on a Pacific Island. Many, most of those wind up as some sort of train wreck. When our friend bearbandit makes reference to "young, dumb and full of cum" this is the realm he is referencing. it is never intended as an insult, but rather a reminder to engage the big head too. I would encourage guys to find a balance. Mitigate risk where you can (e.g.: PrEP and testing/treatment more frequently) and let your inner slut out to play at the bathhouse, or on a Palm Springs vacation. As a group, some are going to follow a safe, staid path; and there will be some rewards for that. Others will follow a more self destructive path; and ideally their end will be more swift and painless. And yet others will be somewhere in the middle. As there are no guarantees for any path (not all self destructive paths will end in self destruction; and not all safe, staid paths will end in bliss and prosperity); we're all finding ourselves as we go.

I appreciate those who encourage the adventurous path as those sometimes give me some of the best pleasure. I also appreciate those who encourage safety, although I have to admit, like most here that just won't include condoms. Maybe striving for more "this ... and..." conditions?

I lean in this direction also. I am not one to put a moral judgement on anything except causing harm to another, so for me this becomes a practical discussion.  Essentially, this seems a discussion on how to have as pleasurable life as possible, and who doesn't want that?  I love sex and when I'm in the zone it's hard to find anything that compares. From and intellectual perspective though, I want to experience as much in life as I can. I really believe I can do anything I set my mind to, and that has borne out for me. I've been a successful business person, building and running a 14m business. Did a total switch in mid life and now am a medical professional saving peoples lives. I've restored 9 houses, 4 of them historical, doing all the work myself. Ive done white water rafting. I can hang glide. I'm a yogi. I have a second degree black belt. I'm an organic grower/farmer, started and run a farmers market. My point is, I don't think I am special. I didn't know how to do any of this stuff until I tried and just did it. I made tons of mistakes, but consider that part of the learning process. 

If all one wants out of life is to fuck, hey, go for it with all you have. On the other hand, I think life is full of possibilities and I don't have to limit myself to fucking if I want to include other stuff as well. I'm still a slut and I have a special place in my heart for many on this site because I love people who defy the status quo.  

Also, just because one chooses to dedicate their self to fucking right now doesn't mean one can never change and add something to the equation :-).   That's why I appreciate JizzDumpWI approach/input, because it allows for future options through self preservation.  As someone who takes care of dying people, I have cared for many  people who are still young who have destroyed their health and are no longer in a place to pursue or enjoy their source of pleasure because of that. They become a burden, dependent on others to sustain them.  It's not a fun life for them, because no one enjoys caring for a selfish person. To me, independence is key to a successful life, because dependence takes away choices.  I think we are so fortunate to live in a time where there are HIV meds and it is no longer a torturous death sentence to be HIV+.  I fuck with abandon. I get checked for STD's and treat them so I can continue to fuck with abandon as long as I can and so I can fulfill my own moral code to do no harm to another.

[Guest Dickmagnet]

Give us all an update CUNTBOI - How is your life now better / worse / what you expected etc Give us all a sleazy heads up & what you're doing & have done. I'm dying to know too.

[Guest JizzDumpWI]

Thanks Tallslenderguy.  And *nods*..  

And I am curious what happened to cuntboi in the ensuing three years....  

[AnnaBBWhore]

Probably chained up in a dungeon somewhere I hope

[bbzh]

Reading this thread makes me wish I could create some type of resort that was affordable for men that wanted to get away from their "normal" lives and be sex pigs.

Everyone would be tested for STDs upon arrival. If you were infected, you would be treated immediately.

If you turn up healthy, you could immediately become a cumdump or breed as many guys as you could. When you left, you would leave with no diseases because you were tested going in. No discrimination would be tolerated. All would feel welcome regardless of age, build, looks or wealth.

[AnnaBBWhore]

I'd apply

[Guest Dickmagnet]

I would avoid it sounds like too much discrimination  - Getting a std here & there is part of the thrill if it happens at all & the whole suggestion from bbzh sounds more like a total condom nazi - Nothing for me - Sounds like a no thrill venue so good luck with that one & who would seriously join such a club where you would have to divulge your personal health status, I doubt anyone would seriously join in & it would take ages to set up - totally unrealistic.

[Luvbbslut]

It takes a lot of courage to do what you did, a lot more than many people will ever have. You have the chance to lead the life you chose and for this, no one could shame you. Keep doing what you love. 

What's more, if becoming a real cumdump was easy (read without risks/consequences) I believe there would be many more, which is not the case. Glad some have the balls to fulfill their purpose

[Treehugger]

Wow cuntboi! I have to say good for you for having the courage to go for it. I am on the verge of doing the exact same thing. Life sucks and I find the one place I am truly happy is with a mouth full of cum and a dick in my ass.

[Ozpig]

well done cuntboi. I must admit it took me and my ex 6 months of talking before we embarked on my ultimate path to being a total cockpig and cumslut and I am so glad we did. I was always having difficulty controlling the absolute slut that I always knew was in me - and my ex knew I was a total slut waiting to happen. The more raw cock and seed I took - quite simply the more I wanted. I took hundreds of loads and still kept returning neg reports so we actually planned my conversion party and I spent one beautiful Saturday night taking load after hot load off five tops and my partner. I knew my life was goingt to change for the better - and it did - so in the ensuing years I have been blessed to be able to take thousands of raw cocks and thousands of raw loads and am so grateful for ewvery load I have been given

[tallslenderguy]

On 3/3/2017 at 0:56 AM, Dickmagnet said:

I would avoid it sounds like too much discrimination  - Getting a std here & there is part of the thrill if it happens at all & the whole suggestion from bbzh sounds more like a total condom nazi - Nothing for me - Sounds like a no thrill venue so good luck with that one & who would seriously join such a club where you would have to divulge your personal health status, I doubt anyone would seriously join in & it would take ages to set up - totally unrealistic.

I don't get a thrill from catching a disease, but I do understand that some do. I appreciate the sentiment behind the idea, but I don't think it would work on a few levels. The two most common STD's out there right now are gonorrhea and chlamydia, and syphillis is finding resurgence.  If a guy showed up to this club and was poz for one of them, then what?  You'd have to discriminate against the guys (i.e., turn them away) with STD's because treatment does not constitute an instant cure. If I were going to such a club, I'd make sure I was tested for everything before showing up so I didn't get turned away, so I guess it would be a way to ensure not getting an STD.  

My own take is I think we need to remove the stigma of sex and having an STD. No one is made to feel ashamed about catching a cold from someone they kissed, there is no shame in catching a bacterial or viral infection from someone you had sex with.  I like when clubs or bath houses have clinic nights where guys can get tested. I think it would be great to have STD clinics next door where you can get tested and get meds if necessary all in one stop. If we were progressive enough to de-stigmatize the process, it would be cool to have a quarterly "National Get Tested Week." Imagine the reduction in STD's that would result if we did that for just a few years?

[BREEDmeRAW]

On Friday, March 03, 2017 at 2:56 AM, Dickmagnet said:

I would avoid it sounds like too much discrimination  - Getting a std here & there is part of the thrill if it happens at all & the whole suggestion from bbzh sounds more like a total condom nazi - Nothing for me - Sounds like a no thrill venue so good luck with that one & who would seriously join such a club where you would have to divulge your personal health status, I doubt anyone would seriously join in & it would take ages to set up - totally unrealistic.

This is another Fantasy that sounds good but does not work in the Real world. Yeah alot of guys would enjoy a reasonably priced gay resort -- but running one is another story.  Besides the land, buildings and set-up, you would have to conform to whatever local city codes and laws or soon shut down or in legal court.  Our porn industry just missed another possible obstacle with prop 60 in California in regards to condoms and actors. 

A smaller resort is more managable, but less profitable. If you have a pool, it likely needs to be inspected each year. It also must remain as a type of Private Club or you could have women & family show up & explain why they can't use the place. 

The idea of testing is good, but not practical as you can have HIV or orther STD'S  but no symptoms or issues while you are there & it shows up a few weeks later After you left. There is NO Such thing as a Negative test for HIV. The test looks for the bug, but it may not show for 6-12 months latter. That is why they recommend you do a test 6 months later even if your first test is negative & you have either had NO SEX for a year or only with ONE partner. And Most gay men I know have trouble going a week without sex, forget a month, 6 months or a year.  So the only way to be truely Negative of HIV is if you are a Virgin & have Never had sex with anyone.

There are many resorts with higher prices just so no one accidentally walks in by mistake -- but like Bath houses & sex clubs, they turn to Special events, Guest appearances by porn actors , or themed weekends to draw in a crowd.

Management would need a NO Drugs policy to avoid a raid or be shut down, which many guys play at home nowadays so they can eat/drink/smoke as they want. You also need to consider parking, neighbors and guest to behave to avoid complications with the public.

Sorry to be a buzz kill, but I know the difficulties Kenboi & his partner had with their LA sex house they had in North Ridge, CA as well as legal & financial issues with running a porn company -- let alone a resort with constantly changing guests staying for various lenths of time.  

I have considered running a small Bed & Breakfast or just a house with a couple of regular CUMDUMPS that take ALL LOADS but all the responses were from guys that wanted to stay home 24/7 and collect random loads but no one willing to work outside the home to generate Income to keep the place open and the bills paid to provide a place that ANY guy could show up at ANY TIME & would Always have at least one hole to blow their load, without Questions, Hesitation, or Rejection.

Great Fantasy, but I have doubt it would work. So I will just settle for listing myself as a Bareback Bottom CUMDUMP looking for loads of CUM.

Stranger's load are always a bonus.

[BREEDmeRAW]

On Sunday, March 30, 2014 at 11:37 AM, JizzDumpWI said:

A classic problem amongst men. Do we think with the big head or the little one? Everyone at some point has a "Walter Mitty" time whether it is becoming a total sex pig 24x7; or escaping to run tours on a Pacific Island. Many, most of those wind up as some sort of train wreck. When our friend bearbandit makes reference to "young, dumb and full of cum" this is the realm he is referencing. it is never intended as an insult, but rather a reminder to engage the big head too. I would encourage guys to find a balance. Mitigate risk where you can (e.g.: PrEP and testing/treatment more frequently) and let your inner slut out to play at the bathhouse, or on a Palm Springs vacation. As a group, some are going to follow a safe, staid path; and there will be some rewards for that. Others will follow a more self destructive path; and ideally their end will be more swift and painless. And yet others will be somewhere in the middle. As there are no guarantees for any path (not all self destructive paths will end in self destruction; and not all safe, staid paths will end in bliss and prosperity); we're all finding ourselves as we go.

I appreciate those who encourage the adventurous path as those sometimes give me some of the best pleasure. I also appreciate those who encourage safety, although I have to admit, like most here that just won't include condoms. Maybe striving for more "this ... and..." conditions?

Yes, thinking with the better, bigger head on top is usually better than thinking with the one between your legs. The REAL Question for each of us is "Who or What" controls our lives. For some it might be sex and others alcohol or drugs.  

Then again for many Straight & Gay, male or female we let our  "Smart phone" control us. I Own a phone, it does not own me. I have HIV & POZ 20+ years, but it does not have me. 

It is true that any of us could get killed by a bus or traffic tomorrow.  I plan to enjoy my life as long as possible, while still taking as much cock & Cum in my Ass. Every Cock feels different as does every ass and I plan to sample as many as possible.