Confession of a Cocksucker - No Control

[Sub-Cocksucker]

Wasnt sure what to call this thread, but its basically a confession of why I am on a site like this.
I would like to chat with others that may be in a similar situation.

Let me start by saying I do not wish to get any STD, but, due to my activities and the men I service, it truly is only a matter of time.

I am 100% completely and totally addicted to sucking cock and swallowing cum. I can not describe the effect it has on me, its like a drug high.
I have STRONG cravings and MUCH go out and find a cock to suck. I have had a few regulars here and there, but still end up seeking out more random cock to suck.
Its odd for me, I am not really attracted to men, but cock drives me CRAZY. Maybe due to that, I actually prefer anonymous random cock.
Its really a turn on to suck off ANY one that will let me... and thats what leads me here.

I have NO control anymore when it comes to cock. Just the sight of it sends chills down my spine and my mouth waters.
I will suck off ANYone. I have sucked off quite a few men that I shouldnt have.
I meet random men from online, hookup in parks at night, bookstores, restrooms.
I will just come out and say it. I have sucked off some very dirty cocks, including homeless men.

Its a scary feeling to have so little control in those situations. But when their showed me their cocks, I dropped to my knees.
Imagine being grossed out by a smelly dirty cock, screaming inside you head to get up and leave, but an uncontrollable urge inside you makes you take it in your mouth.
I could have cried when I first tasted his cock, moments later I am in my typical cock high daze sucking him off properly.
Getting home, ashamed, embarrassed, shocked. Yet doing something similar again and again.

[schvenn]

I'd love to whore your mouth out to the most disgusting cocks I can find!

[BlowBoi]

13 hours ago, Sub-Cocksucker said:

Wasnt sure what to call this thread, but its basically a confession of why I am on a site like this.
I would like to chat with others that may be in a similar situation.

Let me start by saying I do not wish to get any STD, but, due to my activities and the men I service, it truly is only a matter of time.

I am 100% completely and totally addicted to sucking cock and swallowing cum. I can not describe the effect it has on me, its like a drug high.
I have STRONG cravings and MUCH go out and find a cock to suck. I have had a few regulars here and there, but still end up seeking out more random cock to suck.
Its odd for me, I am not really attracted to men, but cock drives me CRAZY. Maybe due to that, I actually prefer anonymous random cock.
Its really a turn on to suck off ANY one that will let me... and thats what leads me here.

I have NO control anymore when it comes to cock. Just the sight of it sends chills down my spine and my mouth waters.
I will suck off ANYone. I have sucked off quite a few men that I shouldnt have.
I meet random men from online, hookup in parks at night, bookstores, restrooms.
I will just come out and say it. I have sucked off some very dirty cocks, including homeless men.

Its a scary feeling to have so little control in those situations. But when their showed me their cocks, I dropped to my knees.
Imagine being grossed out by a smelly dirty cock, screaming inside you head to get up and leave, but an uncontrollable urge inside you makes you take it in your mouth.
I could have cried when I first tasted his cock, moments later I am in my typical cock high daze sucking him off properly.
Getting home, ashamed, embarrassed, shocked. Yet doing something similar again and again.

I too am just like you, I really don't see Men, all that I see are potential Blowjobs and as for Dirty, Stinky Dicks, I carry cotton balls and poppers for my nose:O

[Guest MyDarlene]

your not alone in how you feel everything you've done i've done a hundreds of times over the many years, there is a name for us, we're faggots and need and will do anything to get cock and cum, i dress like a woman most times and go out to bookstores porn theatres or just stay home and guys call text email or just come over without calling or anything knowing full way i would never turn down sucking a cock and swallowiing cum, yes i've been with homeless persons and said like you i wouldnt do it but nothing ever stopped me not even for a second, i've kneel in piss and cum on flithy floors of bookstores and porn theatres i have no shame and would pay a black homeless person just to suck his dirty dick. i've sucked off men in front of women or other men while they made fun of me and called me a cocksucker or faggot, have plenty of regulars that come over and while i'm sucking their cocks they are calling me a faggot or queer or cocksucker turns me on more and more. we're faggots but its what i want to be its what i was born to be.  

[GyCumdump]

Hi. I crave for dicks and loads like crazy. I used to have bad feelings just like you. But, after several years, I consider sucking as my nature thing like drinking water. Now I suck dicks and eat cum almost everyday and feel really satisfied. So, I think you are OK, just keep doing and telling yourself that craving dicks is a nature response for your body.  Also, Don't forget Prep if you fear HIV. 

[SuccessfulChaser]

For many of us faggot sluts, cocks and cum are the essence of life. No matter if your desire is for sucking cock like the OP or taking diseased dick up the ass like I prefer, the pursuit of more sex is a key element of our lives.

For many of us, it is a very natural, authentic part of our being. There is....and I feel very strongly about this....NOTHING THE HELL WRONG with having as much fucking sex as possible. There are so many anti-queer, anti-recreational sex messages floating around that there is no wonder some have very conflicted views. Screw the damned haters. They are too uptight and conflicted to understand the true beauty of fucking just for fun. Hell, if we would all fuck more and complain less the world would be much improved.

Humans are expected to use all of their physical abilities......thinking, seeing, opposable thumbs, to have a "better" life....why the hell should we think that the sexual drive and abilities we have should be "limited".

So, fuck, suck or do whatever you enjoy often and well......if that is part of your make up denying it will only make you more miserable.

[Breedthisslut]

I am one of those insatiable cock sucking cumswallowers. I don't think about looks of the cock owner. If he has a cock that is full of cum, I suck and swallow. I do have a penchant for black cock and some day I hope to be black owned. I would love to be the center of attention at a cocksucking party, so if there is anybody in SF Bay Area that needs a cocksucking slut, let me know.

[Sub-Cocksucker]

Felt compelled to give an update to my cocksucking ways.

I have certainly not got any better, if anything, Im worse.
I still suck off ANY one that will let me, I am at a local park alot, and now also going to a truckstop alot.
There is one particular trucker there that I now service a couple times a week, he has now started fucking me, hes even got a hotel a couple times.
He tells me what trucks to goto also and service his buddies.
Hes had me in the bathroom stall swallowing down piss.
And he says the next time he gets a hotel, his buddies will be stopping by also.

[Annapaulamass]

I love to feel the texture of cum on my mouth or on my face, the sting of cum on my eyes, and feel it dry out leaving a crust... I used to go to a porn theater and spend all afternoon sucking cocks until they cum. In general I never swallod it but clean it in my female clothes and let it get crusted too... my record was over 10-12 in 1 afternoon; didn't suck more because I was feeling pain in my jaw. In that theater, I remember seem guys getting fucked by transvestites or guys without condom, it was called hell's corner, and I hear that many got infected there. One time I was fucked by a big black cock in one of those dark corner of the theater but luckly he didn't cum inside me... he cum over my face. Another time I was surrounded by 5-6 cocks around my face while I was sucking a guy until he cum in my mouth.

[trojanboy]

It’s great to find someone who has the same cravings. With me it’s a basic need. I pretty much need cock every day, usually several times a day. When I’m really going through a period - being ‘on it’ I call it I am like a gagging lunatic for it.

Ive been in sex clubs for hours and literally haven’t got off my knees. I sometimes wear knee pads when I go sex club hunting as it’s good advertising to guys for what I want/need.

In a night I can suck maybe 30 or more cocks - about a quarter to completion. Sometimes I will squat in the toilets and clean off cocks after guys have pissed.

i have no discrimination whatsoever and have slobbered over the cocks of many many of the skankiest guys you can imagine. I dont really look at faces. I have also sucked off homeless street guys and on one spectacular occasion gorged on 4 street hobos who I bought liquor for. While they got drunk I sucked them off one at a time while the others watched and jerked.

I have gotten into very dangerous situations in my insatiable hunt for more cock. Luckily no harm done yet. If someone told there was a cure for my addiction I would turn it down.

 

 

 

 

[Teeslad70]

This is true for me too.

[Qilly55]

I'm happy that I am not alone. I been sucking cock for over 40 years. The older I get the harder it is for me to hook up. The craving is so bad at times. Over the years I used to cruise beaches, truck stops ,rest areas. Been to adult theatres, glory holes. I just really love sucking cock and having my mouth filled with cum.

I have had guys I serviced on a regular .. right now it's been 4 months since I had cock.

Sometimes it is just unbearable. I crave cock soooo much.

[Sub-Cocksucker]

Nice to see my 6 year old thread dug up,
Things have not changed for me, only got worse I would say.
I still suck off random cocks any chance I get, alot off Grindr, and alot more homeless cocks now.
Last year I found out about a homeless encampment in my town, I ended up going there several nights a week.
Got to the point they all knew why i was there, and would just goto our "spot" and line up soon as they saw me there.
There was 6 or 7 i was sucking off a few nights a week.
2 of them, one a big black man, started fucking me on a regular basis also.
City ended up running them all off and clearing out the encampment. I was SO bummed.
I miss those men feeding me their dirty dicks.

[jXsluT]

Losing control is a bottom pig's gift

[sub4oralcum]

Would be hot to work out a deal with the men at a homeless shelter. Signal them somehow and have a place to service them all. Say, behind a dumpster in an alley or in a public restroom. At least with a shelter, they can be showered.