New Members Introduce Themselves

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1 hour ago, Sebi23 said:

TBH, I have never felt so free until I joined the Marines and found bz.  I am who I am and that will never change.

Hi @Sebi23

welcome to BZ

sorry about your parents…. Glad you still get along with your siblings.

and glad that BZ has helped you (and hopefully will continue to help you) discover the freedom to be the real you…. You will find a very wide swath of the gay experience here … so lots of things/ideas/viewpoints to explore/discover … and see where you feel the most you. (And as you will discover… if you haven’t already…. Most of us are not shy … so if you have a question- just ask and I am sure that a few of us will be more than happy to give you our two cents 😉)

interesting that joining the Marines has also helped you feel free to be yourself - Look forward to hearing about your adventures in the marines… and most importantly- with this current administration (from the Cheeto in Chief- or should that be Cheater in Chief… to the sockless wonder as Sec of Defense) I hope you are able to still feel at home there as well.

[submsclfag]

been an anonymous fan forever and finally got my pig assin gear and joined. totally submissive, wild pig bottom here. major hog tits (a huge fetish....make them huge), assplay, toys, ff, rimming, love manscent - have a huge ripe pit fetish. like being force chemmed and fed, etc.  made mindless and used hard by hot Dom Master Alpha Men.

[SFCumdog]

5 hours ago, Sebi23 said:

Hi, my name is Caleb and I am from central Florida.  I came out to my family at 17,  my parents disowned me so I moved in with my grandmother til I joined the Marines. I’m close to my siblings (I’m the youngest) but haven’t spoke to my parents in 4 years.  My parents won’t speak with me or see me until I stop this deviant and disgusting lifestyle, according to them.  What they don’t understand is that I just didn’t wake up one day and decide to choose the queer lifestyle.  I have always been attracted to boys since I was 5 but played the straight role dating girls up until I came out.  I’m not looking for sympathy but hoping that being a member of this platform/website will give me some type of guidance while being true to myself.  TBH, I have never felt so free until I joined the Marines and found bz.  I am who I am and that will never change.

Your parents don't deserve you. Be yourself and be free.

[versmetropig]

On 7/27/2025 at 10:33 PM, Sebi23 said:

Hi, my name is Caleb and I am from central Florida.  I came out to my family at 17,  my parents disowned me so I moved in with my grandmother til I joined the Marines. I’m close to my siblings (I’m the youngest) but haven’t spoke to my parents in 4 years.  My parents won’t speak with me or see me until I stop this deviant and disgusting lifestyle, according to them.  What they don’t understand is that I just didn’t wake up one day and decide to choose the queer lifestyle.  I have always been attracted to boys since I was 5 but played the straight role dating girls up until I came out.  I’m not looking for sympathy but hoping that being a member of this platform/website will give me some type of guidance while being true to myself.  TBH, I have never felt so free until I joined the Marines and found bz.  I am who I am and that will never change.

Welcome @Sebi23! Caleb, I think you will find this a supportive, sharing and frankly hot and sexy place to be. I am so sorry to hear the foolish choice your parents have made. I wish I they could bump into my 95 year old mother sometime. Despite being a very devout Irish Catholic lady her upbringing in NYC allows her a very expanded and enlightened view that not everyone in our particular branch of Christianity share, let alone those from even more conservative denominations and brands of Christianity. Anyway, she has serious words for parents who pull a maneuver like yours did, and with her quiet, soft-spoken voice and tears in her eyes, she has shamed and abashed a good number of parents who as she says "You chose Dogma over your own child? Your own son who was the result of your love for each other and God's love for you? You chose Man's rules over him? Remember, God made him this way and God doesn't make mistakes - we make them. Stop making mistakes and love your son - apologize, and maybe you will be forgiven, by him... and by HIM."

Whether or not you or anyone reading this believes in God or not, in Jesus or not, in organized religion or not, you've got to admit my Mom's logic and remonstrance of parents who failed their child (and not children who failed their parents) is a bucket of cold water over the heads of some righteous fools. And it has WORKED. I don't know, maybe it's her delivery... soft, calm and full of disappointment and with tear filled eyes from a tiny 4'10" slip of a woman. But I've seen icy hearts thaw, iron wills rust, and proud heads droop with shame after hearing her plea.

Until and unless they change, stay away or have as little contact as possible - do not let them poison your new found self acceptance and self love, as it is toxic to your well being. Continue to love what you can of their memory in your heart - and them at arms length. Cherish your relationships with your siblings and just continue to move forward.

And now that you have found your place - enjoy who you are! Our lives do not have to be shameful or hidden. Embrace your sexuality and revel in it. Explore, indulge and expand your horizons and for goodness sake, HAVE FUN! Welcome!

[Pozzible]

On 7/27/2025 at 9:33 PM, Sebi23 said:

Hi, my name is Caleb and I am from central Florida.  I came out to my family at 17,  my parents disowned me so I moved in with my grandmother til I joined the Marines. I’m close to my siblings (I’m the youngest) but haven’t spoke to my parents in 4 years.  My parents won’t speak with me or see me until I stop this deviant and disgusting lifestyle, according to them.  What they don’t understand is that I just didn’t wake up one day and decide to choose the queer lifestyle.  I have always been attracted to boys since I was 5 but played the straight role dating girls up until I came out.  I’m not looking for sympathy but hoping that being a member of this platform/website will give me some type of guidance while being true to myself.  TBH, I have never felt so free until I joined the Marines and found bz.  I am who I am and that will never change.

Welcome, Caleb. You’ll enjoy it here. 

I just read this in NYT. You and others may take some consolation from it.

[think before following links] https://www.nytimes.com/2025/08/06/opinion/evangelical-pastor-gay-son.html?unlocked_article_code=1.c08.W_NV.B1UGRD4qIr7m&smid=nytcore-ios-share&referringSource=articleShare

[Str8BottomFaggot]

Hello Everyone,

I am 41 years old married man (to a woman) from Potomac, MD. I am not attracted to men physically or romantically. That being said, I experimented in college and was fucked several times. Since then, I have lived straight. But I have never stopped thinking about how hot it was to have my manhood violated by by another man’s cock. I wish I had continued on the path to being a faggot and abandoned the pretense of being an actual man. Hoping to one day get my throat and ass raped so thoroughly that there is no going back.

[Elaxo]

It's hard for an educated woman to turn her head off. That's part of the joy of being a submissive. None of the decisions are yours. When you can't refuse anything and can't even move, those voices in your head go silent. All you can do, and all you are permitted to do, is feel.

Cherise Sinclair

[alejandrazo]

Hi im from Venezuela ,  Im vers top and i  love bareback  sex i never ever have used a condom before and i love this forum because now i see that im not the only one that like that. 

now i am learning new things and experiences of other people that like raw sex and more.

[hntnhole]

Welcome, new members.  We look forward to hearing your thoughts/perceptions on the varied topics being discussed.  

[PozBearWI]

On 8/9/2025 at 5:33 PM, Str8BottomFaggot said:

Hello Everyone,

I am 41 years old married man (to a woman) from Potomac, MD. I am not attracted to men physically or romantically. That being said, I experimented in college and was fucked several times. Since then, I have lived straight. But I have never stopped thinking about how hot it was to have my manhood violated by by another man’s cock. I wish I had continued on the path to being a faggot and abandoned the pretense of being an actual man. Hoping to one day get my throat and ass raped so thoroughly that there is no going back.

Thanks for introducing yourself @Str8BottomFaggot.  

Actually even "faggots" are real men.  I don't know where this delusional stuff comes from that a man being fucked makes him less of a man.  I would argue it makes him more of a man - if it is relevant to manhood at all.  

Obviously you are in fact attracted to men physically or you wouldn't still be thinking about your college experiences and wishing that were your life now.  

To your point of "no going back", if you've achieved a point where life is pleasurable, what on earth are you wanting to go back to???  

[Gu1llaum3]

My name is Guillaume, I'm 31 years old, I'm in a relationship with a woman and I even have children. I live in France. I'm asking myself some questions about my sexual orientation.

 

I wasn't even 12 years old when I had already seen several of my friends' cocks. We liked to jerk off together, we watched each other, we commented on them, etc.

 

Then, around the age of 13, I watched my first gay porn videos. I cammed with other guys, sometimes I watched older men, and I did that for several years.

 

I had my first girlfriend from the age of 17 to 19, but I continued watching gay porn even though I had also started watching cuckold porn. I continued to cam and went on chat rooms to talk to guys.

 

 Then one day, while I was still in a relationship, a guy six years older than me came over and sucked me off. It was nice, but it's not my favorite thing. After that, I stopped everything (porn, cam, etc.).

 

Then I was single for two years, two years that consisted of jerking off to cuckold, IR, gay, and sissy porn... It was during this time that I bought myself two pairs of women's underwear and a dildo.

 

I then had an eight-month relationship and got back together with my first girlfriend for a few weeks, and then nothing.

 

In 2016, I met my sweetheart, the woman I live with and have children with. I try to hold back as best I can, but my urges are stronger, and I always end up falling back.

 

 Since 2016, I've been jerked off by two guys in a urinal at a highway rest area. I've met a man three times, whom I sucked off to the last drop, then another a few years later, and yet another who gave me my first facial. I was so proud that day!

 

Since my facial, it's been quiet. I always go on sites to chat, do cams, take photos... then I discovered "cruising spots," these places, often in the middle of nature, in ruins, rest areas, etc., where men meet to enjoy themselves. But no luck, the few men I've met wanted to suck me off, while I prefer to relieve men with my mouth!

 

 I'm ashamed because I have children, but the urges are stronger. No one knows all this. My wife is allowed to see other men (it's been a long time since she's had a lover), so I figure I could tell her after all, since she's had lovers, why not me too? But after so many years of saying I'm straight, it seems difficult. I brought up the subject jokingly once, and she told me that if I told her I also like cock, she'd take it as a betrayal because I'd never told her.

 

Sorry for my English.

[hntnhole]

First, Gu1llaum3, Welcome to BZ.  Secondly, you have nothing to apologize for, your use of English being better than a number of English-speaking guys (as their native language).

There are tons of man around that enjoy both men and women sexually.  Sounds to me like you're one of them, and there's simply nothing wrong with being equally attracted to both men and women.  While it's not for every guy, if it's right for you, then do what you need to do.  

14 hours ago, Gu1llaum3 said:

she's had lovers, why not me too?

That's a good question.  If it's ok for her, then why not for you too?  If by the term "lovers", you mean ongoing sexual relationships, then you're definitely a verrrrrry generous man with her.  I can understand that you may not want to upset the current relationship with her, but it sounds like she's a bit too demanding, without extending her "privileges" to you too.  If you've been accepting that kind of behavior from your wife for some time, then breaking her of that habit may prove most difficult.  Add in the fact that you and she have children together, it's a situation you don't want to adversely affect.  

The fact is though, that each of us possesses agency.  By that, I mean we're all of equal worth, our needs are of equal worth, and she wouldn't have said it if she had your fulfillment uppermost in her mind.  Perhaps you've heard the old saying "what's good for the goose is also good for the gander".  

It sounds to me like you've been allowing her an undue amount of control in the household.  What you do about that however, is up to you.  What level of risk of a major rift with your wife are you willing to risk?  Maybe you need to address, in your mind, just how much you want to maintain the current situation, versus how much you need sex with men.  Once you have that answer, you'll have a more clear idea of what you need to do for your own fulfillment.  

Best of luck !!!