Have you ever been raped?

[Lily95]

Multiple times actually. The first time i cam remember is when i was 12

[topblkmale]

 

After reading through this topic I have realized that the sex offender registry should be alot LOT longer.

 

[PupBoiRapeSlut]

I was 13 when I was raped by an old guy in a campground shower

[PozBearWI]

@topblkmale I suspect many are responding about their first fuck more than understanding what "rape" actually is.  

[TakingItDeep]

I was raped at 21 (when I got HIV) in a bathroom while cruising, also from 13-17 I had sex with a 60 year old neighbor and his “buds” weekly. 
 

For many years I didn’t think the latter was also some form of rape but, wouldn’t ya know it 

[Hole4u]

I am having a really hard time with this. When I first started experimenting with all this in the 80s, I was assaulted. I met a guy at the park and ride. He asked  get in with him and took me to a quiet spot behind a supermarket that led to a sandpit. He had an accomoplice already there and I really started to freak out so the other guy pulls a knife and tells me get the ground. They pull my clothes off and rape me. They even left me there so I had to walk half an hour back to my car. 

I only told one person at a gay outreach center that story. 

It would take me years to experiment with men again. 

Now flash forward to Jan 2 2025. I was  horned for my first load of the year so I stopped at the seediest asukt shop with an arcade on long island.  It was kinda dead but there was a Latino guy that was cute that seemed interested, so I went into a booth and he followed. As soon as I closed the door he had overpowered me, put me on the floor and pulled me up in a chokehold, pulled my pants down and raped me while still in a chokehold. When he finished he slammed my head into the wall for fun and left.  I still  can't believe it and this has totally rocked me. I mean am basically a free use bottom and very rarely ever say no. 

I know I'm a good person. Wouldn't hurt a living creature. Now I feel so fucking worthless. 

I've hooked up a bunch of times since with other guys and took a decent amount of loads but I just can't past this. Only one experience was pleasurable all the others were numb. 

I can't even report this for a bunch of reasons but the biggest one is how can a cum dump get raped, but I did. 

I don't know what to do. I really need someone to talk to. If you been through this please dm me. Please

Edited February 8, 2025 by Hole4u

[KindaBasic]

On 12/7/2024 at 8:53 PM, topblkmale said:

 

After reading through this topic I have realized that the sex offender registry should be alot LOT longer.

 

Without a doubt. Unfortunately, women are rarely taken seriousl, and with men and boys it is rarely reported. 

[pdmiller1172]

I was raped once. Was being a flirt and cock tease to this friend of mine. He kept warning me, saying I should stop. I didn’t listen. He pinned me down with his weight into me, ripped the back of my shorts and underwear open, and shoved his cock in dry. He used his precum and a little spit as lube. After a few minutes, he shot in me, made me clean off his cock with my mouth. He then made me take off my clothes, he would hit me with his belt if I didn’t move fast enough. He then forced his way on top of me and fucked me more. Ever since I crave being raped again. In Alton, IL here 

[wow456]

4 minutes ago, pdmiller1172 said:

I was raped once. Was being a flirt and cock tease to this friend of mine. He kept warning me, saying I should stop. I didn’t listen. He pinned me down with his weight into me, ripped the back of my shorts and underwear open, and shoved his cock in dry. He used his precum and a little spit as lube. After a few minutes, he shot in me, made me clean off his cock with my mouth. He then made me take off my clothes, he would hit me with his belt if I didn’t move fast enough. He then forced his way on top of me and fucked me more. Ever since I crave being raped again. In Alton, IL here 

Kind of the same