Hole4u

Hey I am so sorry to hear this. I recovering from pretty traumatic stuff that I never thought in a million years I’d have to deal with. I won’t go through it all in public other than undiagnosed syphilis with vision loss and I have and had hepatitis though but b or c. Please don’t beat yourself up. Chances are the other person had no clue. At the end of the day we all truly want or have is intimacy with another person. There is no shame in that. if you want to talk privately, message me. Just take it one day at a time. It will be sorted out. I’m pulling for you. I care.

Definitely more of a night owl but career has me as a morning person. It’s not fun. seriously thinking about changing careers because of this.

I agree 1000% with this!!!

As I learned the hard way, syphilis really is all over the place when it comes to presentation. The tool (he knew he was infectious l) who gave it to me never had a chancre but did have a rash like that all over his chest and back. I didn’t catch on at first because he was wearing a tee shirt when he first started fucking me and I was horned as fuck, ass up, face down and poppered up. That rash is secondary syphilis I found out and is highly contagious. I’m glad you caught it and treated it. If you can, do another rpr test and watch your titer levels. I never really presented with rash. Just a faint rash on part of stomach that looked like a heat rash. Even though it was faint, it took a while for it to go away, but I wasn’t treated yet. It might have been in my ass though.

I’m out in Long Island, mid 50s and was a total no loads refused bottom verse. These day I’ll refuse a few but not very often. You are far from alone

I use Mozilla von and for the 5 bucks it’s pretty reliable. It has a really decent amount of locations you can choose from. Plus it’s basic from the people who started the internet lol. I think you can have up to 5 devices on the account

So far it’s 13 for the month and year. All random, anonymous AVS hookups.

I was definitely born this way. Being a bottom has always been instinctive in virtually every situation.

I love being rimmed. If you rim my hole it’s pretty much yours forever. lol. I also like to rim a nice hole. Nothing gets me more in the mood to top.

That’s the debate between the doctors looking after me. In any event I got treated which is fantastic thing. Thanks for the kind words.

Recovering from neurosyphils and vision loss which is slowly coming back though probably not a full recovery. I’m thinking it might have been from an early April hookup or a May hookup as both guys ghosted me afterwards. Oddly enough my doctor ran an std panel in early June and it was negative I guess too early for a positive test or a very old infection I’m not going to lie this whole ordeal complete broke me I feel like a leper and the recovery has me pretty much homebound

So I’ve been on a sex hiatus since April due to some health issues. Finally turning the corner on them and I’ve been feeling the urge to be bred. So on Saturday afternoon I went to my favorite adult store but to an accident across the street , the police had everything blocked off so I headed to another one that’s hit or miss. I lost over 40 lbs so I noticed I’m getting a lot more interest. This one guy motions for me to join him in a booth amd whipped out his dick which I blew to its 7 inch size. As I’m blowing him, he’s grabbing for my ass so I offered it up. I couldn’t get my lube out fast enough as he was starting to penetrate me so I spat in my hand and worked it around his uncut cock and he popped it in. Felt so good even it was a little rough. After two or three minutes I took out my poppers and took a nice hit. He wanted a hit too so I gave them to him and within seconds he was bursting inside my hole and he kept filing me like for close to minute then handed back the poppers and walked out. I was kinda underwhelmed untilI reached back and could tell that the load was deep but also really thick. I wanted to cum too so I went to another room to jerk off and there was another guy in there that wanted to play so we sucked each other and when he was close I bent over, spread my ass and he worked it into my hole. At that point I was half naked so I completely stripped and started to grind into the couch and a guy who walked in on us staddled me amd shot all over my back and ass and I was in total heaven. I just lied there for a while lettering all that cum work it’s way inside me, got dressed and went home. Surprisingly not that much leaked out. I went home went to bed amd took a nap. When I woke up I could feel it flowing out of me which got me rock hard and used some as lube and finally came. All in all not a bad way to get back into the swing of things.

Just a simple hollow plug. It’s not that big but the taper is wrong for my hole and it won’t stay in without a finger on it. I just love the way it feels though and. Love how there’s no control what oozes in or out.

When I’m cumdump mode I don’t refuse anyone unless I fear for my safety or they just can’t get hard

As of last October I’m still neg. I’ll test again in a few weeks. I’ve taken hundreds of loads since then.

I did it because it is something I always wanted. At first I just had gloved sex only , then one time a condom broke and the only reason I knew was suddenly sex felt so much better. Then it was a couple of times raw where the top pulled out. After that some years lister I saw a bottom take a a load right in front of me and I swore that I was only doing to go completely raw and if anything happens, it happens. The next day I took the top I saw the night before and let him unload in me. That was in 2006 and I have zero regrets. Still never pozzed but I don’t expect that to last much longer. Again no regrets when it happens. If you have any ounce of regret or hesitation don’t do it unless you’re on prep at the least.

I don’t live up that way but I am up there overnight for work like 6-7 nights a year. There’s nothing party wise but the flip side is Grindr and sniffies rarely ever fail. And there hasn’t been a night where I couldn’t find a willing top to load me.

So last night I hooked up with a guy from bbrt that I wanted to hook up with for like 10 years who was in town but our schedules never aligned. He invited me over to his hotel room and ponded me with one of the fattest cocks I ever took. I used my ky warming lube and it burned soo good as pounded me. He fucked me 3 times and worked my hole with his fingers too. Two huge loads planted deep inside me and a solid 45 minutes of pounding. Pig heaven for sure. When I got home I lubed up again with the warming lube and jammed my 9” dildo in my ass and jerked off a massive load. When I woke up for work I could feel my hole was still open and dripping so I jammed in a plug that hits my prostrate and worked out another load. my ass has never felt so sore and so good from a pounding. My only regret is I didn’t stay plugged on my way into work

Always prefer raw. Though if it’s really a guy I want to fuck me and he puts on a condom I’ll try to take it off when he’s getting close. If he lets me take it off it’ seems like it’s a 75% chance he’ll breed me.

I’m a bottom verse. I’m about 6.5 inches on average when hard and if I’m really excited and throbbing closer to 7. But when I’m taking dick in my ass I’m usually 2 maybe 3 inches. Part of that is because I use poppers. Part of that is that I take a while to cum. But the main part is that I’m really not interested in my dick when I’m getting fucked. It’s all about getting the top off and making sure he’s having a great time. I really get into it and there’s just no time or desire to get hard. After he used me is a different story and I’ll get rock hard and get off soon enough, many times via another bottom’s hole. There are exceptions and especially with one guy I know, I really try to cum when he does. But that’s more of a bonding than a breeding.

I always prefer raw with the load in my ass. That moment of orgasm and taking the load is the most powerful feeling in the world. It’s the reason of my being. It’s why I’m gay.

Neg bb bottom here. Pretty much a cumdump and not on prep. Though I do test twice a year. I only do poppers.

It sure is a nice hole and cream pie.

I was going to meet up with a guy that was coming to JFK at his hotel. Flight got canceled but I was still horny as fuck so I headed to Sinderella ABS. The video arcade was pretty dead but found a Latino guy jerking off in a glory hole booth. I blew him a little and he got rock hard but he wasn’t very big maybe 4.5 to 5 inches. I never pass up a rock hard dick of any size so I put my hole to the hole and he started fucking me nicely. But he would always stop after 6-10 thrusts and I couldn’t figure out why. Was it the angle? Nope turns out he was filming the fuck from his pov. That got me super excited so I blew him some more with the lower part of my face on camera. Then we kept fucking. Needless to say this sent me over the moon. After a bit I pulled up my jeans and went to go to knock on his booth door but he bolted. I followed him and he saw me duck into another booth with a huge glory hole so he took the cue and went into the adjacent booth. I put my ass to the hole and plunged right back in. I could tell from the light coming through the glory hole he was fuming the entire fuck nonstop now. He stopped and pulled out once and put finger in my hole to show the huge gape now that I’m taking a fist and plunged back in for another round. After about a minute ir so his pace picked up so I spread my bass checks and pushed back as hard as I could on his cock and because he was smaller I could tell he was flooding my hole and filming it. He stayed in me for close to half a minute then pulled out and put his finger back to my cum filled hole and worked it back and forth as he filmed. I kept my ass to the hole wile his cum leaked and didn’t move until is camera light went off and he disappeared. Never really saw his face lol. I then found another booth with a guy stroking a much bigger dick and motioned him to put his dick through. I blew him and then put my crummy ass to the hole and he instantly rammed hi dick in me. Problem was the height of this glory hoke was wrong for both of us so he pulled out. I went to blow him but he was furiously jerking his dick and motioned me to turn around so I did and he pushed back in and started cumming then pulled out and continued to cum on my ass and hole. I thought he was finished so I started to pull away too soon so my whole ass was covered pretty good. He took off so I I went to go to another booth with no holes and a chair so I could play with all this cum. I didn’t bother to pull anything up so as I walked the corridor this guy comes behind me and starts groping my ass and fed me the cum off his fingers. A hot night.

It depends. When bottoming my usual go to is spit. My fav is someone’s cum. I have one bud who just pushes in but I can easily take his cock. As far as lube goes I do like the warming lubes. The only downside with those I find is the top cums too fast.