Have you ever been raped?

[Lily95]

Multiple times actually. The first time i cam remember is when i was 12

[topblkmale]

 

After reading through this topic I have realized that the sex offender registry should be alot LOT longer.

 

[PupBoiRapeSlut]

I was 13 when I was raped by an old guy in a campground shower

[PozBearWI]

@topblkmale I suspect many are responding about their first fuck more than understanding what "rape" actually is.  

[TakingItDeep]

I was raped at 21 (when I got HIV) in a bathroom while cruising, also from 13-17 I had sex with a 60 year old neighbor and his “buds” weekly. 
 

For many years I didn’t think the latter was also some form of rape but, wouldn’t ya know it 

[Hole4u]

I am having a really hard time with this. When I first started experimenting with all this in the 80s, I was assaulted. I met a guy at the park and ride. He asked  get in with him and took me to a quiet spot behind a supermarket that led to a sandpit. He had an accomoplice already there and I really started to freak out so the other guy pulls a knife and tells me get the ground. They pull my clothes off and rape me. They even left me there so I had to walk half an hour back to my car. 

I only told one person at a gay outreach center that story. 

It would take me years to experiment with men again. 

Now flash forward to Jan 2 2025. I was  horned for my first load of the year so I stopped at the seediest asukt shop with an arcade on long island.  It was kinda dead but there was a Latino guy that was cute that seemed interested, so I went into a booth and he followed. As soon as I closed the door he had overpowered me, put me on the floor and pulled me up in a chokehold, pulled my pants down and raped me while still in a chokehold. When he finished he slammed my head into the wall for fun and left.  I still  can't believe it and this has totally rocked me. I mean am basically a free use bottom and very rarely ever say no. 

I know I'm a good person. Wouldn't hurt a living creature. Now I feel so fucking worthless. 

I've hooked up a bunch of times since with other guys and took a decent amount of loads but I just can't past this. Only one experience was pleasurable all the others were numb. 

I can't even report this for a bunch of reasons but the biggest one is how can a cum dump get raped, but I did. 

I don't know what to do. I really need someone to talk to. If you been through this please dm me. Please

Edited February 8 by Hole4u

[KindaBasic]

On 12/7/2024 at 8:53 PM, topblkmale said:

 

After reading through this topic I have realized that the sex offender registry should be alot LOT longer.

 

Without a doubt. Unfortunately, women are rarely taken seriousl, and with men and boys it is rarely reported.