The Ebb and Flow

[bbm4matl]

I’m going to recount some experiences I’ve had.  I’m Dave, and most of these stories are true or as true as I can recall.  Generally, I use the actual first names of the guys.

MY DETAILS

As I mentioned, I’m Dave and I grew up in a religious family in the northeast of the USA.  My parents made us go to church every Sunday.  For high school, I was sent to an all-boys parochial school.  That decision was made for me.  I grew up sheltered and knew very little about sex but found early on that I had a jockstrap fetish.  I also knew that I found looking at some of my classmates irresistible.  But none of this really meant much to me as a kid – I really couldn’t make sense of it.  After all, I couldn’t be gay because it was a sin, and I was a good Catholic boy, although very mischievous.

I stand about 5 feet 9 inches and I’ve always been athletic with a tight body, especially my pecs and my ass. I have blue-grey eyes and dirty blond hair. In the mid 1980s, I probably weighed 150 pounds.

Fast-forward to my junior year of college in 1985.  Looking back, I was deeply in the closet to myself.  I got rid of my virginity to a woman at my college, and it was mediocre sex.  I was still looking at dudes I thought were hot at the university and there were a lot of them.  I had a lot of straight friends – both guys and women.  I knew some gay guys, but I found that I couldn’t identify with them.

BOB

Through my 2nd year of university, I lived in a dorm, but I wanted to get an apartment.  I knew a cool guy named Bob who was looking for a roommate.  Bob was a handsome Italian American and about my size and a jock.  I had not yet seen him without a shirt, but I daydreamed that he was a hairy otter.  Bob was the type who had a five o’clock shadow by 9 am.  I asked Bob if he was still looking for another roommate and he said he was. 

DAN

The other roommate who was living in the apartment was Dan. I already knew Dan for a few years, and whenever I saw him, I found myself staring at him because he was stunning.  Dan stood about 5 feet 10 inches and had a lean,  muscled body.  He was a rugby player and I’d been to see a couple of matches where he had played.  He had blue eyes and long brown, wavy hair not quite to his shoulders.  Despite his mesmerizing beauty, he was usually an arrogant prick to most other people, unless he was after pussy at a party or a bar.  Then he could turn on the charm.

This is how Dan looked when we were in our 20s.

I decided I was busy enough with studies and a part time job so that I could minimize any unpleasant interactions with Dan. So, Bob and I shook hands, and I moved into the spare bedroom in his apartment just off campus.

THE DAWNING

As life at the apartment settled into a normal rhythm, all three of us got along surprisingly well.  Bob was always friendly and outgoing, Dan was more to himself and maybe a bit introverted. 

A few months passed and one night, I came into a darkened apartment after going out with some friends to a party.  I walked toward my room and noticed a dim light coming from Dan’s room.  As I walked past, I saw Dan awake laying in bed in his white briefs.  I said, “Hey, how’s it going?  Did you stay in tonight?”  Dan replied, “No, I had a date with a new woman, but it wasn’t great, so I ended it early.  I’m going to grab a beer.  You want one?”, as he got up out of bed.  “Sure, I’ll have one,” I said.

We chatted about random things.  After our third or fourth beer, Dan said, “I notice that you’re always staring at me and when I look up, you look away.  Why is that?”  I probably looked like a deer in the headlights, and I stammered.  He continued, “You think I’m hot don’t you?  Well, I am.  I think you’re pretty sexy too,” and he reached out to my chest and lightly pinched my left nipple through my tee shirt.  I let out a gasp and tentatively, I reached out to his naked pecs as he leaned in to kiss me, his left hand reaching up to the back of my head.  Once that initial kiss broke the ice, we were all over each other and moved to his room, slamming the door behind us.

Both our cocks were rock hard as we got on his bed and kissed like two horny young guys do.  I’d never touched another man’s cock yet alone sucked one.  I licked his nipples, and he took my head in his hands and moved me down toward his cock.  I noticed that there was some pre-cum gathering on his cock head, so I licked it and he groaned.  My first attempt at giving head wasn’t too bad and I later found I was a natural born cocksucker.  My own cock was also dripping pre-cum by now.  Dan was on his back as I was sucking him, and I moved back up to kiss him as his muscular legs wrapped around me.  Our cocks were sword fighting and pre-cumming all over each other’s dicks.  Then he grabbed my cock and smeared some spit and his pre-cum all over my head and pushed me toward his hole.  I fumbled around for about 10 seconds, but then my cock head found his hole. 

Dan had a smooth hole and as I reared up, he put his ankles on my shoulders, and I pushed my mushroom head into him and then past his ring.  He hole was so much tighter than the pussy of the one woman I had fucked, and I kept pushing in.  My brain was overloading with so many conflicting thoughts, but my cock head was clearly in charge as I finally bottomed out in Dan, my hairy balls against his taint.  “Fuck Dave, you feel incredible.  I didn’t know your cock was so big.” “Dude, your ass is so tight I could fuck you all night,” I replied.

I was sweating like a pig onto Dan’s chest and abs as I pounded him.  I couldn’t believe I was fucking this incredible man.  I realized now that what I was feeling as I grew up, and that I was at least bisexual or maybe even gay.  After pounding Dan’s ass about 10 minutes, I let out a groan and pushed my cock all the way into him and shot about 7 cock strokes of cum deep in Dan’s ass.  I collapsed onto him for a second and left my dick in him as my cock softened. I kissed him and felt his still-hard cock on my stomach.  I moved back down and took his cock into my mouth and gave him the best head I knew how to.  “Dave, you’re going to make me cum,” and then I felt Dan’s hot cum hit the back of my throat.  I was a bit panicked because I didn’t know what to do with it and I was a little grossed-out.  “Swallow it.  Just fucking swallow that load,” Dan said in a commanding tone.  So, I did.  Later, I would come to love the taste of cum, but not that night.

“Listen, this has got to stay between us,” Dan said.  I nodded my head.   “You should probably go back to your room in case Bob comes back soon.  “Yeah, right” I replied, and grabbed my clothes and left.

[cman54]

Good start. Interested in seeing how this progresses. I'm sure it's going to get real good. 

[bbm4matl]

After our hookup (although I don’t think we referred to it with that word at the time), I had a flood of different thoughts that I considered the following weeks.  I realized that I was physically attracted to Dan, but I didn’t feel any emotional attachment to him like I had with some of the girls I dated.  But I had enjoyed it.  Hell, I fucking loved it.  Whenever I thought about it, I got hard as steel.

Maybe I was just horny and needed to get off?  No, that wasn’t quite it. 

Also, Dan and I didn’t talk about it, but I don’t think we acted weirdly when we were around each other, thankfully.  So, life went on for the next week like nothing happened.  Then the following Saturday night, I went to one of the local college bars with some buddies, but one of my friends got wasted doing jagerbombs, so I made sure he got home in one piece, but it was only 11 pm.  I decided to go back to the apartment, and I could see from the street that lights were on inside.  I unlocked the door, but no one was around, so I turned on the TV.  Bob was staying at a new girl’s place this weekend (without his current girlfriend knowing about it). About 15 minutes later, Dan walked in the door with a 6-pack and a small brown bag which he threw to me.

“Hey, what’s up?” I said as I caught the bag and looked inside.  “I bought you something and I want you to use it right now,” he said.  It was a fleet enema.  “What the fuck is this for?” I exclaimed.  He replied, “It’s for you to clean out.” Ah…for some stupid reason, I had not thought about why Dan’s ass was completely clean when I fucked him…and now (I supposed) he wanted to fuck me.  OK, I was open to trying it.  “Any special instructions?” I asked.  “No.  Just do it while you shower and make sure the water runs out of you completely clear and clean for a few purges. And don’t rush it,” he replied. 

A few purges?  OK.  I had never had an enema before, and I certainly did not want to embarrass myself.  The shower and clean-out took longer than I expected.  But I finally finished and walked to Dan’s room, and he was laying on the bed with his 7-inch cock standing straight up.  I dropped my towel and bent over him, and we kissed.  Then, he told me to 69 with him.  We were sucking each other’s cocks for about five minutes when he released my cock from his mouth.  I felt his tongue flicking around my butt crack and then he flicked his tongue on my pucker.   The next thing I knew, his tongue was invading my hole, and he was pulling my ass cheeks apart.  I let out an involuntary moan of pleasure.  It was shocking what he was doing and it was surprising how great this felt, and I tried to keep focusing on giving Dan head.  He was fucking my ass with his tongue, and my cock was leaking copious amounts of pre-cum onto his chiseled chest.  I didn't want this tongue-lashing to stop.

Then Dan told me to lay face down on the bed.  He got a bottle of baby oil from his bedside table and rubbed some into my ass.  He took and finger and pried open my asshole as I struggled against it in pain.   “Relax!  Just like to song goes. And breathe deeply,” he said.   Finally, he got a finger in, and I stopped whimpering.  “I think we’re going to need a little help,” he said.  Again, he reached over and opened a drawer of the bedside table and took out a little brown bottle.  “I’m going to hold this under your nose, and you breathe the fumes in as deeply as you can and count to 10 and then I’ll do the other nostril, OK?”

So, with his hard cock lodged in my ass crack and his cock head poking right against my hole, Dan introduced me to the wonderful world of poppers.  I was flying high as he quickly pushed his cock into me and of course it hurt.  I took the bottle from him and huffed more until it started to feel better and then it began to feel amazing.  Dan told me to lay on my back, then he lifted my feet to his chest and put his cock into me again.  He told me to hit the poppers, and he started pounding my ass.  In about five minutes he said, “Man I’m gonna cum. FUCK!”  With several grunts, he slammed into me, and I felt his cock twitch as he finished crushing my anal cherry.  As Dan came down from his orgasm, I could feel his heart beating through his cock which was still inside me, and his sperm was swimming inside me looking in vain for eggs to fertilize.

[DutchGuy1977]

Thanks for this nice story 👋💪

[nymidtowneast]

Damn great story. Can't wait to see where this goes.