bottoms Psychological effect of being fucked

[TT2025]

Hi guys.. this is probably more 'for bottoms' topic, but hey, tops surely can relate as well.

I've been thinking about psychological effect of intercourse I feel: When I am with a guy, we kiss, cuddle, I suck his dick, he sucks mine etc. But when he slides his dick up my ass the intensity (for me) jumps up in order of magnitude (sometimes out of this world, really). And when he is done, (even when I don't cum) I usually feel the urge to kiss (not suck) his dick, underbelly and his mouth (preferably), like some primal kind of worship and I feel intense gratitude towards him.

It is completely inside a head since we share same physiology and some guys actually don't like to be fucked at all (or so they say). 

Another fun part is that this experience partly correlates with the affection I feel towards the guy. If there is low attraction towards him for some reason (usually some great turndown for me, like complete selfishness), the sex is pretty much mechanical. Enjoyable, fun, but not this completely different level.

When I very occasionally top, I never feel that - It is fun and really pleasant for sure, but not like that.

Do you have this kind of experience as well? 

[NWUSHorny]

1 hour ago, TT2025 said:

But when he slides his dick up my ass the intensity (for me) jumps up in order of magnitude (sometimes out of this world, really). And when he is done, (even when I don't cum) I usually feel the urge to kiss (not suck) his dick, underbelly and his mouth (preferably), like some primal kind of worship and I feel intense gratitude towards him.

I am this way either top or bottom, and it increases in magnitude if we flip, the ultimate is if we breed each other. The thrill I get knowing I'm getting bred by a man that I just bred or am breeding a man that has just bred me, it pretty close to pure nirvana for me, nothing else I've done sexually even comes close.