Welcome to my new and very first blog anywhere. I hope that this can be a place where others share their feelings and beliefs and be respected. No topic is banned other than those that are not acceptable to this web site. It is hoped that what is written here is read with an open mind and responded to with courtesy. We live in a republic where each person's beliefs are of worth even if we totally disagree with those beliefs. That is a basic tenant of a republic.
With all that in mind,
Hey remember when I was thinking about walking away... Yeah if you haven't already guessed not only have I dusted off the kneepads but broke then back in. I've been sucking dick like a thirsty man drinks water at a fountain.
Now I've been sucking dick like a champ but getting fucked? Like a Damn amateur shits sad as hell. I've got to build that up like my head skills.
Now it's no secret here that I'm poz and I've been taking raw dick for a bit but now I'm getting concerned about dual
[I want to preface this entry with a word to any readers whose heritage is Native American. The experiences I describe below are a true account, and my narrative of them is as objective as I can make it. My interpretation of the meaning of the events is naturally filtered by my own cultural lens, but also by my professional role, one that has to a degree sensitized me to the history, realities, and sensitivities of Native Americans. I assure you that my contemplation on the nature of the experie
I take cock from all sorts of guys. From young bucks to retired old men. If they have a cock (and live up to basic hygienic standards) I'll take it. Preferably raw, but a rubbered cock is better than no cock.
But sometimes something better comes along...
I've been exchanging messages with a guy on a more "conventional" dating site, and he seemed both handsome and charming, so for a while we've been talking about meeting up for a movie night some time - and last night it finally happe
Mary had a little lamb, its fleece was white as snow:
and every where that Mary went the lamb was sure to go.
It followed her to the barn one day, for eggs she was to hunt:
it stuck its head beneath her skirt to get a whiff of cunt.
Now Mary was a naughty girl and didn't give a damn:
she let him have another sniff and KILLED THAT GODDAMN LAMB.
Yesterday I did the usual when I got home from work, showered, douched, hooked onto the sites and hoped I could get a fuck somewhere. Out in the suburbs where I live you get a fair bit of safe sex cock but not too much raw cock - I usually have to go to BBRTS on the weekends and go to the city to get seeded. Within a few minutes a message popped up on Grindr from Tony - which was a pleasant surprise. The previous week he had hit me up and asked me if I wanted to suck him off and could I host. I
Hey it's been awhile guys not gonna keep it long. Haven't posted on here a bit mostly due to burn out, yeah last week I almost walked away from all this mostly thinking what's the point? Is this a lifestyle or a hobby for me?
Well to be honest I haven't come to any set conclusion, but at the same time I haven't stopped sucking some dick you know
As a bottom cockpig I just love Mardi Gras in Sydney. Since Monday I have had 22 loads pumped into me from 17 different men. Tonight is blackout at headquarters (a naked sex party) and I will be taking loads off any cock that is offered to me. By Sunday the week should have been wonderful. I just love having a mixture of seed in me!
Friday afternoons my mind starts to go hazy and I find the last three hours of work very slow as I start thinking of how many cocks and loads I might get over the weekend. I go through my fuck contacts and start texting tops to see if they need a hole to use to start their weekends off with a bang. I also start putting up quick connect ads everywhere - hoping to attract some new meat and seed. By the time I finish work my cunt is on fire. I am usually chatting to some guys on the train home, and
CL guys have been a staple of mine for a long time. Sure you gotta watch for the flakes and scammers, but there's always something fresh and quite a few diamonds in the rough out there.
Posted that I was a gentleman looking for a younger top and got this reply:
Hi there, I'm 23 years old, 5'11", 140lbs, slim fit build. 7"cut. TOp that's into pleasuring older guys. I'll be around this weekend and can be available whenever is easiest for you.
After some back and forth we came to a
From the First Century CE, Pliny the Elder wrote of the (truncated) life and (dubious) escapades of the wife of Claudius Caesar, by name Valeria Messalina. Messalina was a bad egg. She machinated her way ruthlessly around the court, cheated shamelessly on her husband to the point that it offended even Roman sensibilities (which is saying something), and used sex as a weapon both in work and play.
Perhaps Pliny’s most famous account of Messalina concerns her reputed contest held one-on-one a
Hey guys it's a new year still plagued by old problems.
Some days I just want to be a big ole bottom pig, and mostly focus on getting cock, my holes filled and abused and so much tasty cum. Hell I'm getting hard while writing this. But at the same time thoughts of spirituality and commitment weigh in and its becomes a shit or get off the toilet situation.
Most part I've been good at balancing both but some days I just want to go "Fuck it" and throw all my chips in. But then I realize
How I was Turned Into A Male Prostitute, Now I'm Owned By A Black Master, Part 2
The prostitute web site that Tyrone had set up Was getting some hits, Then one day someone Had answered my ad,
He said his name was DeShawn He said He was from New York, And was over the snow and was coming to town for two weeks, And wanted to rent me for a week,
He said He was into Bondage, And He Had Black football play build, And was Poz, And He Had a Big Black Dick 11' Uncut, When He ask
So it s New years eve, I am with family and we are celebrating the new year coming and each of us has to think about a good resolution for the 2018.
I have started these vacations around 20th December and since then I only jerked off on porn or when chatting with people. It has been long time, after all, since I was locked and could enjoy my dick. I decided to give a look around and start the new year in the best way for a fag, taking some cocks and loads.
2-02-2018
11:00 am
Lee and I messaged and chatted and he came over to my apartment in the week before our sexcapade and it was somewhat strange. While I have known a lot of bottom buys in my life, I have never discussed much about sex with them as I somewhat saw them as adversaries, competing with me for cock and seed. Sur I helped my ex break in and breed a lot of bottoms including Lee, but when he had finished with them and set them free as total sluts, the contact generally stopped altogether or was restricted
I went to the Dr for a cold, I had a 104 temperature, The Dr said I need to go to the hospital because 104 temperature
was dangerous, I was not feeling well, I went to the emergency room And said I'm not feel well, I started to throw up,
And The next thing I knew I went into a coma, I spend 22 days in a coma, When a woke up from the coma, I saw all this equipment around me There was a hose in my mouth to make me breathe, There was IV hoses in both arms,To bring me fluids and nutrients,
Last Saturday was my birthday. I decided that rather than spend it alone at my house with the cat (a poor conversationalist) I would depart early for the Vapors bathhouse in Louisville and hope that some generous Top(s) would offer me loads of birthday presents, and basically fuck me in two. I planned to leave late in the afternoon, so eI burned a little time during the day watching Netflix, specifically an episode of Star Trek: Deep Space Nine in which members of the station crew accidentally t
Love the Christmas hold it is a great time for getting raw cock. Just before Christmas I went to my favourite back room - only one thing on my mind - slutting right out and taking as much cock and seed as I could to satisfy me. I was having a ball - had taken three loads when I wandered into the group room , bent over the fuck bench and held my cheeks apart so any prospective tops could see there was some baby batter there for them to use as lube. After a couple of minutes I could feel a thick h
A white boys risky gay hook-up goes in wildly unexpected directions.
There was a book store that I had heard about it had Glory Holes , My heart was pounding.
A mixture of fear and adrenaline made him breathless. He consciously took a deep breath then walked in… He’d first heard of a few months ago. Mark, A Black guy at his work mentioned it as a place to avoid. But while his workmates laughed and sneered at the description and the warnings, Jay's interest was aroused. He’d come out her
First off Happy New Year to all you perverts, kinky motherfuckers and son's of bitches! I have nothing but love for all you because you're my kind of people.
Now that's out the way, hope the holidays were good to you, I personally sucked dick but didn't get my ass stuffed like a stocking but there's always opportunity waiting
This year I think I want to work on my bottom capability, stretch my endurance for lack of better terms, I no longer want to see someone who's hung and think "oh
