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I hope this epilogue doesn't harm the original two chapters. I've been pondering this wrap up for a while. Six years is a lot of pondering. LOL. I just felt some glimpse into the future was needed. I hope you don't hate it. ============== Epilogue: The boy wakes up in his room, as the time delay lock on his door hums it’s opening tune. It has been 6 years since he signed away his identity. He has served his Master as best he could. He takes a moment to look at himself in the mirror. His body has fully belonged to the Master. He has taken no medication since the fuck flu hit him three weeks after submission. His gaunt frame would make his average cock look huge, had it not been for the cage. The boy ponders his time served. His Master has only allowed him to cum when he chose to see it, rarely more than once a week, sometimes not for longer intervals. The boy looks at the clock, and heads to the kitchen to prepare his Masters breakfast. Once this is is done, he carries the tray skillfully into his Master’s chambers. Something is not right. The Master has not awakened yet. The boy thought this highly unusual. “Master?” the boy says timidly, knowing punishment will come for speaking first. No response. Putting down the tray and approaching the bed, his eyes scan for any movement. Cautiously, he pulls back the covers. His Master lays motionless, seemingly undisturbed. In a nervous tone, the boy calls out again, “M..m..master?” Reaching out, the boy dares to touch his owner, recoiling almost immediately at the coolness he finds. The Master has passed away in his sleep. No more will he use his property. Looking around the boy finds the cabinet his Master had told him he was only allowed to open when the Master was deceased. Inside, he finds some files, with a note on top. *** Boy, If you are reading this, it must mean that I am no longer in this life. You have served me well over the past years. You have been named as my sole heir. It is up to you now to step up and continue the legacy that started with my own Master 10 years before me. I was once in your position. My Master passed his seed to me, and I have passed it to you. Now it is your turn to do the same. *** The boy, already in tears, fully breaks down. His heart is broken at the loss of his Master, that he has come to love. — Arrangements are made, the estate is settled. Upon returning home from the private service, the once boy surveys his once prison, now as the lord of the manor. Turning on the computer, he logs into a familiar profile on the site where he found his Master. There, he sees a 35 yr old showing nearby. It seems the guy has checked his profile out a few times, but has not made contact. A smirk plays on his face as he clicks to message the new boy, and begins the dialogue, fondly remembering his own course years ago. MasterDaddy4u: "Hey boy. Just lurking or willing to go through with it?" Me: "Hey, um, well i dont know about really doing it!" MasterDaddy4u: "Very dom 48 yr old Master, if you come over, you belong to me. And when you speak to me, you should say Sir or Daddy, boy!" The circle of life must continue. The chain will add a new link.

My barebacking during the peak of the AIDS Era was originally due to mistakes in lube and technique. However, as I got over the shock of my first bloody fuck with a rough rider condom on top of a regular condom deflowering, I experienced the shock and thrill of a condom snapping. As kinks go, (to my knowledge) there is not a hanky for that particular kink. In 1991, as the Gulf War was starting It was unlikely that my (then) unit was going to be deployed because an AH-1F could barely get out of a high hover with a full fuel and ammo load so I got put on a counter drug key personnel upgrade KPUP deployment at Ft Clayton, Ft Kobe, and Howard AFB Panama. Besides HIV, there was a local strain of Black Syph so I was bursting as my 45 day TDY went on over 6 months at USARSO. When I returned, I learned my landlord had tossed my stuff out in the street months before my return so most of my nights for the next 6 months was at the O Street Baths, Falcon Theater, LaCage, etc. (Where the Nationals Ballpark is now, where the Pope blessed the Nation). Prior to that, from around 1983 to when it was demolished, I would spend hours in the theater section of Casino Royal on DC's 14th St after getting loaded with beer at the DC Eagle. Play would usually start safe but the condom always seemed to disappear. Same with the corral sex section of the old Frat House, blackout nights at the The New York Ave Eagle and the earlier locations, and when the weather was good, the brush in the P Street Beach Area. You should not have too many indiscretions so close to work, but plenty of safe sex turned into unsafe bare sex especially at Lyndon Banes 'Johnson' Park by the parking lot of the Pentagon with Rt 1/110 on the other side. The real shocks came when play started safe with the surety of friction, then felt better with little friction, then you went to the bathroom to do your business and found multiple rubbers in the stool. It was a shuddering shock when you have had two cocks up your ass but find 3 or 4 rubbers in the bowl. My shuddering and Shockey question to myself: Were they picking up used ones off of the floor and fucking them up my chute? Good Times!

I get scared of STDs, I've had some painful cases

Ma petite bite !

I love the background and explanation you gave for this. I never thought about guys who are new to guys and being gay or bi. But that actually makes a lot of sense and as you said starting off as a side. I agree with being a side is probably fine for whatever reason someone chooses to be. What I've come across though are profiles where the guy states they are gay. I just kinda assumed they have been gay for years and for whatever reason don't bottom or top and that's what initially confused me and got me wondering about them. But I never considered that they could be new to men altogether. I am kinda glad it's not all one "sided" answers here as well 🤣 In all seriousness it's surprising in a good way. I thought that for a forum that caters around breeding it would be one sided. It's more interesting that it's not.

I have been undetectable pretty much since I was diagnosed, and feel so lucky taking loads without asking status, I'm at the clinic every 90 day and have had to deal with other STDs but that is expected and I am happy to say I am STD free last visit, have doxy here too which I can offer tops who are worried but honestly I want to have sex with men who want to swap loads or plant a load up my ass, even poz tops who don't take meds and get off pozzing others have been fucking and loading my gut and will be invited too again. Poz cum is welcome as is anon cum fucked in my gut-

Truth. At the one I visit, about 6-7 pm on Friday is often good as the married guys need to rush home to the suburbs for the weekend.

I’m gonna say 10.5-11 inches. (Was naked at a bathhouse, so did not have my tape measure on me.) It was also the thickest I have taken. Tall, skinny 20-something with a daddy complex who was actually a great kisser and a cuddler. For being young, he knew how to fuck and had me squealing and moaning. (Shot a massive load too.)

Over the years I’ve hookup with many guys who considered themselves straight. I try not to judge, especially since sex and sexuality mean different things to different people.

My name is Guillaume, I'm 31 years old, I'm in a relationship with a woman and I even have children. I live in France. I'm asking myself some questions about my sexual orientation. I wasn't even 12 years old when I had already seen several of my friends' cocks. We liked to jerk off together, we watched each other, we commented on them, etc. Then, around the age of 13, I watched my first gay porn videos. I cammed with other guys, sometimes I watched older men, and I did that for several years. I had my first girlfriend from the age of 17 to 19, but I continued watching gay porn even though I had also started watching cuckold porn. I continued to cam and went on chat rooms to talk to guys. Then one day, while I was still in a relationship, a guy six years older than me came over and sucked me off. It was nice, but it's not my favorite thing. After that, I stopped everything (porn, cam, etc.). Then I was single for two years, two years that consisted of jerking off to cuckold, IR, gay, and sissy porn... It was during this time that I bought myself two pairs of women's underwear and a dildo. I then had an eight-month relationship and got back together with my first girlfriend for a few weeks, and then nothing. In 2016, I met my sweetheart, the woman I live with and have children with. I try to hold back as best I can, but my urges are stronger, and I always end up falling back. Since 2016, I've been jerked off by two guys in a urinal at a highway rest area. I've met a man three times, whom I sucked off to the last drop, then another a few years later, and yet another who gave me my first facial. I was so proud that day! Since my facial, it's been quiet. I always go on sites to chat, do cams, take photos... then I discovered "cruising spots," these places, often in the middle of nature, in ruins, rest areas, etc., where men meet to enjoy themselves. But no luck, the few men I've met wanted to suck me off, while I prefer to relieve men with my mouth! I'm ashamed because I have children, but the urges are stronger. No one knows all this. My wife is allowed to see other men (it's been a long time since she's had a lover), so I figure I could tell her after all, since she's had lovers, why not me too? But after so many years of saying I'm straight, it seems difficult. I brought up the subject jokingly once, and she told me that if I told her I also like cock, she'd take it as a betrayal because I'd never told her. Sorry for my English.

So many to choose from over the years. One of the more fun places was in a major supermarket manager office. It was upstairs at the front with a bank of windows overlooking the entire store. It was an A4A hookup, and I had the evening manager bent over his desk, fucking him while looking down upon the shoppers and staff.

I will admit that I have become a bit of a size queen as I have gotten older, but not at all a deal breaker. I do like a cock with girth.

I lost my virginity to my first college roommate in 1983. I had plenty of bareback sex for the rest of college; news about AIDS was just beginning to trickle into our consciousness then. I moved to a larger city for grad school in 1985 and became a condom nazi for 6-7 years. A fuckbuddy eventually convinced me to try taking it bare again in 1992; I never really went back to condoms although I tried to for a couple of years. By 1995, I was really bare only with no condoms in my house. I ended up getting work in a fairly rural town where I still am; that protected me somewhat. There were, however, lots of trips to bigger cities for gay events where I happily took bare cock. I met my first husband in 2005, and we went monogamous for 6 years. We were open barebackers for several years until PrEP came out, and we went on it.

I only push it out as I don't want the cum fart when im out with friends

Disrespect if you do that., soak it up

You know me well. Love pounded that hot hole of yours too buddy