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I woke up last Sunday needing to be fucked badly. *In the past year I've been topping 90% of the time but sometimes a guy just needs to be pounded.

I got on CL and saw a hot leather guy looking to fuck some ass. *He liked a black speedo in one of my pics so he asked me to bring it. *Before I knew it I was on my way over to his place. *I got over to his place and he was a pretty avant-garde looking guy. *He had some large ear rings as well as a kind of nose ring. *Once in his apartment, we lightly kissed and felt each other up. *I got undressed and he inspected my goods and was very pleased with what he saw. *He also had a great body and it turns out he used to be a personal trainer. *But when he dropped trou he had a ladder of piercings running up the underside of his sizable cock, not to mention a P.A. *Yum!

I wanted to suck that cock but he pushed me on my back and started to eat my hole. *After a little while of that he lubed up my ass and gave me a bottle of poppers. *He grabbed a Magnum and tore it open and wrapped his cock. *I took a deep huff on the poppers as his cockhead spread open my hole as it entered me. *He fucked me reasonably hard for a few minutes. *As for me, the poppers had put my cock to sleep, but I was definitely enjoying the fuck. *The ladder going up the underside of his cock definitely added a new dimension to taking a cock up my ass.

Pretty soon, he asked me where I wanted his load. *I told him to fuck it into me (yes, he was still wrapped). *Soon he pulled out and we chatted for a short while, but he had to work so I left. *On my way home, I thought about stopping in a nearby ABS, but I passed it up with image of trolls trolls that were likely there dancing through my head.

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I haven't written in a while because I have been dating someone I like. *As in any relationship, this one is*fraught*with peril (dramatic huh?) but I'm trying to take one day at a time.*

Four months ago, before I ever met the guy I've been seeing, a good friend of mine from the UK wanted to visit over the New Year's holiday. *I suggested that Atlanta weather is not dependable in the winter and suggested we go to Fort Lauderdale instead. *

The weather was fantastic the day after Xmas in FTL. *After a day in the sun, I was getting horny and jumped on MH. *I chatted with a guy who was 50-something but had a great body and a huge dick. *He invited me to a party at his condo on the beach. *The appointed time arrived and I headed over to the condo. *The place was over-the-top opulent, art-museum quality space on the 29th floor of a tower with the most expansive wrap-around balcony I've ever seen. *The apartment was probably at least 10K square feet.

I got off the elevator and there are two other guys and the host's partner. *The host of the party was exactly as advertised. *The other two guys were OK, and the host's partner was a morbidly obese elderly guy (I'm guessing 70 or so) who did not say a word. *To physically describe l this man as a troll would be charitable. *He may have a lovely and rich inner-being, but I had no information by which to judge that. *I smiled, shook his hand and said hello. *So, I figured this place is the partner's place and the host is the middle-aged kept man. *Whatever.

So after a couple of more guys arrive, we all get undressed and head to one of the bedrooms. The troll/partner disappeared somewhere. * The host started fucking one of the guys bare, while I got on my back and started sucking a nice sized cock. *The guy connected to the cock was devoid of personality (like so many pretty boys) but he had a nice body.*

The host got off the bottom guy and invited me to take his place so I slipped into the bottom (who was very tight) and the host of the party got on top of me. *Now the host was quite big...I'd say 9x7...and he had to take his time entering me. *Finally, we were rockin' and a rollin'. *I was in the middle of this man-sandwich and needless to say, had VERY limited freedom of motion. I was vaguely aware of the troll/partner of the host standing off to my right at the foot of the bed. *But the troll didn't utter a word or make a move (that I could see at least).

The host got off me after a while and started kissing one of the other guys. *I pulled out of the bottom guy and some other guy took my place fucking him.*

There was a very sexy, bald/shaved 40 year old guy. *Very handsome with a very tight lean body...yum! *I started kissing him. *He was a great kisser. *We immediately had a very strong sexual chemistry. *I got on the bed on his back and I started to alternate between sucking his cock and rimming him. *He was a happy guy. *Then I got on top of him and started kissing him with his legs on my shoulders. *I was teasing his hole with my cock head. *He was teasing me back by not letting me in. *We continued kissing and the back and forth teasing. **

Then something happened which I've never experienced in my life: *the host said there was a problem. *Apparently the troll/partner had somehow felt snubbed by the bottom guy and me while we both were under the host. *The troll was offended and wanted the bottom guy and me to leave! *OK, whatever. *I've never been bounced from a party, so there is a first time for everything. *

The troll's claim was ludicrous because the bottom guy and I are much smaller than the host who is quite tall and very beefy. *We were both under him and were basically pinned under him when the troll supposedly came in for attention. *I could barely see the troll, let alone snub him. *Well, I got dressed as did the bottom guy. *The bottom guy offered to drive me back to the hotel where I was staying. *It all worked out well because my friend from the UK had invited me to have dinner with some friends of his who lived in the FTL area. *By the time the bottom guy dropped me off at the hotel, it was time for me to begin to shower and get ready for dinner. *The bottom guy wanted to come back to my room to get fucked, but I couldn't do it with my friend in the room. *Pity.

The next day, I went for a run on the beach. *Now I must say that I'm in very nice shape these days. *I recently lost 12 pounds, but it was some flab that I had put on. *Now I'm back to my old lean muscular self. *I look great with a nice tan as well. *

So after the run and the time by the pool, I decided to get cleaned up. *I went up to the room and showered, then put on some moisturizing cream so my skin didn't peel. *I stepped onto the balcony (2nd floor) *wearing tight square-cut swim shorts and a skin-tight muscle tank and decided to make some phone calls. *I finished the first call and noticed there was a 20-something guy walking his dog on the street just below my room. *Then I thought I heard someone say, "Hey, you looking for company?" *I thought I was hearing things. *Then the guy walking the dog says again, "Hey, you looking for company?" *I told him I'd be right down. *

I was down to the street in 20 seconds. *The guy was about 25 and quite cute, latin I think. *He said that he wanted to be with a guy. *Now, I'm not usually into twinks, but I couldn't pass this up. *So the boy said he lived nearby and was going to drop the dog off. *He couldn't host (I assumed because he was partnered). *So he walked back in the direction he had come from with the dog. *I was wondering if he would come back.

About 5 minutes later, sure enough, he came back. *I led him up to the room. *He dropped his shorts and had a really nice thick cock. *What was strange was his pubic hair wasn't trimmed at all. *I started to get on my knees to suck his cock and he stopped me, "I'm straight, so no cock sucking." *Huh? *OK, this guy is a young married guy. *He laid back on the bed with his shorts around his knees. *He was jacking his cock. *It really didn't do much for me. *I asked if he wanted his nuts sucked and licked. *He asked me if I had any STDs. *"No, I don't," I lied.

So I started licking his nuts. *They had a musky taste, unlike the gay guy nut sacks I'm used to. *I planned on licking his nuts until couldn't resist letting me suck his dick. *However about a minute after I started licking his nuts, he groaned and said, "where do you want my load?" as he started shooting his load. *Hmmm...not any time to react to that! *He apologized, saying, "Sorry I guess that wasn't too great for you." *Yeah I agreed, and showed him the door. *

Fucking Florida.

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I'm not sure if anyone ever reads this, but just in case someone does, I wanted to explain my long absence. I was dating someone for a long time and didn't have any new material. That relationship ended, so I may be writing here again. That is, once I get back in the saddle.

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I've played off and on with Grindr since I found out about it over the summer. So far, my impression is that it is not much better than on-line cruising. There are a lot of sexy guys who cruise on it however.

I began chatting with this cute latin guy. We finally agreed to meet at the Ansley Starbucks. His pictures portrayed him very favorably, but I was a little disappointed in the real thing. After a little chit chat, we decided to go his place which was about five minutes away.

We got right down to business, got naked, started kissing. After a little bit, I moved to his long, thin cock and started sucking. He was in heaven. Then I started to lick his ass, which he loved of course. Before he knew it, I was tongue fucking his hole. His eyes rolled back in his head.

This went on for a bit, but then I shifted gears and got on my back and pushed him down between my legs to work on my cock. After about five minutes of sucking my cock, he positioned his cock at my hole. "Are you clean?" he asked. I am very hygenic; I'm also poz, but he didn't ask that.

He lubed his bare cock and my hole and then slid into me. He fucked me for a while, but he was a pretty boring fuck. After about ten minutes, I just wanted to get this over with. He grunted a little and shot his babies in me. All in all, it was not worth repeating.

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I woke up horned (as usual) after a fairly mild New Years Eve. I got on line on Recon and made a pot of coffee and an egg white omlet.

After a little while of the usual on-line silliness, I got a nibble from a guy about 15 minutes away. He's a muscular 30-something...kind of fits one of my preferred types. Anyway, he was interested in some leather play and I rarely pass that up! So the cleaning and texting ritual commenced and concluded.

I drove to his place, walked in as instructed, went to the appointed place, and changed into my leather chaps, black jock and harness. The guy walked in behind me and put on a hood and told me to start sucking his cock. He had a nice rock-hard dick probably about 6 cut and fairly thick. I went to work on it. And I love THAT kind of work. I couldn't get enough of this dude's cock, and he was feeding it to me. Face fucking, gagging me, ordering me to lick his nuts, dirty talking. The whole enchilada.

This went on for about 45 minutes. The guy was grunting and really getting into it, as was I. He asked me if I wanted to swallow his load. Of course I did! About five minutes later, he told me he was going to precum. I kind of thought this was odd, but we're all different. I tend to drip like a leaky faucet. Apparently, this guy releases his precum. Who knew?

After a while of continued sucking, he groaned in frustration. He said he had a sack full of cum that was just about to shoot but he couldn't get over the edge. I hate it when that happens. Sometimes it is an adverse reaction to medication, sometimes dehydration or exhaustion, other times, who knows. Anyway, he said he wasn't going to shoot.

I know how frustrating that can be. But I certainly enjoyed sucking him and will definitely return if invited.

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I mentioned in a prior posting that I was trying out the Grindr app on the iPhone. About a week ago I connected with a guy in the neighborhood who also uses the app. We've seen each other out and about from time to time, but haven't played in a while. My buddy is a tall, lean, handsome guy with brown puppy dog eyes.

Yesterday, we connected on the app and made plans to play. I went over to his place which is walking distance and we chatted for a bit. Then he asked if I had interesting underwear on, which I did: some nice tight blue 2xist boxer briefs. My friend likes tight asses and he complimented me on how the briefs fit me. Anyway, one thing led to another and we ended up going up to his bedroom.

So, my buddy and I got undressed and he told me to get on my stomach at the corner of the bed. He started rimming me deeply and I felt my cock leaking precum. After a few minutes of rimming, he grabbed some lube off the night stand and lubed up his dick and my hole and slid in. He's obviously read the owner's manual and was hitting the right spots. Then we traded places.

I was a little dehydrated from two days before (NYE), when I had worked a full day and had a pretty good work out at the gym. However, I went to a college bowl game New Years Eve and the air inside the stadium was extraordinarily dry. I suppose they have to keep it that way to avoid condensation under the dome. Anyway, I was not standing at my normal full attention. So I lubed up my cock and rimmed him for about fifteen minutes while I stroked a bit. Finally, I was hard enough to penetrate my buddy.

He definitely appreciates a hard cock in his ass and I fucked him for a while with him on his back. He wanted to switch places and I got on my back. He straddled my hips and slid down on my dick while he jacked himself. Next thing we knew, he was cumming all over my stomach. I grabbed some of his cum and applied it to my dick as I pushed him on to his back. I licked the head of his cock clean for good measure as I mounted him. Because of all the stimulation, I was very close and next thing I knew I was pounding his ass like no tomorrow. I came in a nerve shattering orgasm.

We caught our breaths for a few minutes, then we got dressed and I said my goodbyes. Hopefully, it won't be so long until we play again.

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I woke up to a bitter cold Sunday morning, after staying in on Saturday evening. I was pretty horny, especially considering that I had had sex with a few different guys the last couple of days.

After brewing some coffee, I logged onto barebackrt.com and made some breakfast. When I checked a few minutes later, I had a couple of messages. I was in the mood to get fucked and found a top man in the batch of messages. The guy had an average build and was pretty hairy. Not really my type, but he didn't seem flaky and had a couple of pics showing a nice mushroom head on his dick. So, after the logistical and hygienic tasks were through, I was on my way to his place.

I got to his place and as I knew, he wasn't really my type. But I was there to get fucked, not married. So we went to his bedroom and got undressed. I got on my knees and started sucking his cock which quickly got hard. Then he told me to bend over the bed. He rimmed me out for a minute or two. Then he tried to mount me. It wasn't going to work without lube, so he greased up and pushed his cock into me.

He fucked me for a few minutes as I was bent over his bed. Then he told me to get up on the bed in the doggy position and slid into me again. He fucked me for a long time and then he started to increase his pace which seemed to indicate he was going to cum. I felt my hole get very wet, but he stayed hard and kept fucking me. I reached between my legs and then sniffed my fingers. He'd definitely creamed my hole.

But the guy kept fucking me. I remarked that it was great he could keep fucking after cumming. He said he hadn't cum yet. Hmmm. A little while later he started pumping frantically again. Again, I felt a lot of moistness flood my hole. Again, he remarked that he had not cum. By now, the room reeked of cum.

Finally, he pulled out of my hole and started to jack his cock. He shot a huge load all over his cock. I jacked his dick and scooped up some of the cum and started to jack my dick with his man-lube. In no time flat I shot a pretty good load all over.

All in all, it was a pretty good fuck.

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Last Saturday evening the weather was miserable, cold and rainy. But I was horny so I placed an ad in CL looking for a top man to pound my ass. I received the typical flaky responses. After I culled through those, I came across one that was pretty articulate and interesting. The respondent and I ended up having an extended email exchange, including pictures. He's a handsome man who lives about 20 minutes from me. By this time, it was pouring down rain outside and I had lost my desire to get out in it. We chatted on the telephone for quite a while, and - for a telephone call - generated a bit of chemistry and some heat. So much so, that I saved his number in my phone.

Top and I arranged to meet the next day, with him telling me how much he wanted to fuck me.

I went for a run in the early afternoon in the drizzle. When I returned home, I sent the Top an email. He ended up calling me and we chatted for a while. He told me how much he wanted to fuck me and he said he'd call me at 6 pm and we could get together.

At 8 he called, and I was none too jazzed. But I was horny and he was in the neighborhood, so I told him to come over. I had decided to give him a chance to redeem what I consider flaky behavior, in order to get a load in my ass.

He arrived and came up to my place. We did some of the standard small talk. Then he asked if I could help him work out a kink in his neck (during one of our previous telephone conversations, I told him I liked to give and receive massages). So we went to the bedroom and he got on the bed. I told him to take his shirt off and started rubbing his neck and his back and began massaging him. After about 15 minutes of that, I pulled off his underwear and told him to get on his back.

Top has an OK body, somewhat thin, without much muscle definition, with a hairy chest and stomach. His cock, which was what I was primarily interested in, was about six inches and semi-hard. I started to lick it. I love to suck dick, especially if it ends up with me either getting fucked or fucking a hot ass. He said he wanted me to lightly touch his legs and his balls. So I went along with it for about ten minutes. He wasn't giving me a whole lot of moaning...just mostly instruction on what he wanted.

I wanted that cock in my mouth and in my hole, so I went along with it. Top started getting a lot more verbal, and his cock grew to about 8 inches. I was taking it down my throat all the way. I was still on my stomach sucking his dick when he got up and positioned himself between my legs on top of me. I expected him to eat my hole. Rather, he just laid his hard cock at my ass. I was hoping he would slide it into me but Top was just laying on top of me. Then he changed positions to get back into getting his cock sucked.

I'm an expert cocksucker and after a few more minutes of slobbering all over Top's cock his legs started spasming in anticipation of cumming. I took Top's cocks down my throat as his balls gave me his load and I swallowed every drop. Top's dick was ultra sensitive immediately and he couldn't take me licking his head.

Top, being a selfish top, achieved his objective and gotten his rocks off, while basically putting little effort into the task. While I didn't get fucked, I did get a hot load down my throat. Not bad for a CL hookup.

Top and I said our goodbyes, and as he walked down the hall, I deleted his number from my phone.

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Zach has been out of town for the holiday weekend, which left me bored, laying around the apartment by myself. By Saturday noon, I was on MH and BBRT looking for something new and fun. Non of the regulars seemed to be on or available this weekend, so some random fun would be nice. Within a few minutes I got a message from a 42 year old guy asking if I was looking for loads today (which my profile says, 'If on, looking to give or take loads'). Usually this is out of my preferred age range unless I'm in a 'any top, any load' mode, but his pics were really hot, so was his profile and his conversation. They all sparked my attention... and my cock, which stood at attention without having to touch it. His body was very toned and built, his skin tight and tanned, thinning but dark hair, and he claimed a 7.5" cock with a PA. His cock pic was absolutely beautiful. I had never been fucked with a PA before. I also noticed his status was left blank. He eventually asked if I was cool with taking poz loads. I responded that I was. He never actually said he was poz, but his blank status and question kind of confirmed it for me.

Within an hour he was at our apartment and didn't waste any time getting me naked and bent over our couch. He rimmed my hole, which still felt a little sore after the night before, but the warm wet tongue massage really helped soothe it, and I could feel it opening up in anticipation for my guest's really hot cock. He went back and forth, rimming and then teasing my hole with the tip of his cock, until my hole was ready and his whole cock just slid right in with no lube. The cold hard steel of his piercing felt incredibly sensational in contrast to his warm spit and cock. I could even feel the cold steel inside me when he rammed his cock all the way in and bottomed out. Usually I don't like the feeling of bottoming out and will squirm and adjust myself to a more accommodating position, but this time it felt good and I wanted it. I started to beg him for his load, which made him pound me even harder. I heard him moan that he was going to seed me and he slammed his cock in with hard thrusts, pulsing and bottoming out probably a half dozen times. I could feel the warmth of his jizz coating my insides which had been practically torn up by his aggressive cock and PA. He pulled out of me and I turned around just in time to see a big wad of cum that was stuck to his PA dribble off and onto the arm of the couch. I scooped it up with my finger and licked it - I didn't want another stain on the couch from this weekend

He left as fast as he came. I realized I never even got his name. I went back to my computer and noticed that I had forgot to log out and I had several new messages. I was going to just shut it off to take a break, but one of the profiles caught my attention. It was a 28 year old, kind of jockish but plain looking top guy. What intrigued me though was the fact that in a couple of the photos he was standing in our building. I responded and asked him where he was. He responded with our neighborhood. I then asked him if he lived in xxx building, noting to him that I recognized it in the photos. He responded affirmative. I told him I was in the same building and was interested, but wasn't going to be available for a few hours. He told me it wasn't a problem and that he was free this evening too.

After taking a short nap and then going for a quick workout and shower I logged back online and he was still online and free as promised. I didn't know anything about him other than from his pics and profile which essentially said he was looking for NSA fun and preferred bareback. Instead of chatting online for the next hour, I asked him if he just wanted to come over for a drink or two and hang out and see where things go. He agreed and said he'd be over as soon as he showered.

Less than half an hour later he was at my door. I made us drinks and we chatted on the couch. Turns out that he has several f-buds in our neighborhood and a couple other ones in our building. I knew there were lots of homos around, but had never hooked-up with anyone in our immediate area before. He told me there were lots of fun guys and would introduce me to some. Right away, he sent a text to one of the other guys in the building. He wasn't available though, so he sent a text to another guy who had a condo a couple blocks down. He told me about how he frequently hung out and partied at this guy's place. The owner is a real estate guy in his mid-thirties who likes to stay up all weekend with college age guys who hang around for the free favors. He says he can always find a reliable supply of hot young guys there who mostly just want to bottom and don't care or ask about condoms.

The guy responded and said we could come over. He said he had two guys hanging out with him if we didn't mind. Of course I didn't mind! We were wrapping up our drinks and I was preparing to head out when my guest point-blankly said he thought I was super hot and asked if he could just quick fuck me one-on-one before we left. I agreed and sat back down next to him on the couch, where he started making out with me and groping me. He stripped me down and started sucking on my dick, licking my balls, and working down to rimming my hole. He asked if I had already been fucked today. I told him I had taken some random load a couple hours earlier. He said he could still taste it, even though I had taken a shower, and thought it was extremely hot. He unzipped his pants, took out his cock, and started teasing my hole with it. All the while he continued asking me about my sexual preferences.

On the heels of what I had just told him, he asked me if I liked getting fucked bareback and taking loads from strangers and random guys. I told him I loved it, thought it was the hottest kind of sex, and wished I could do it more. He completely agreed to that. By this point he was already inside me and gently fucking me. He then asked if I knew my status. I told him I wasn't sure. I asked him if he was neg since I remembered his profile saying that he still was. He said he wasn't really sure either and that his last test was over three years ago, which was neg but before he started barebacking. He then told me that he was pretty sure that the guy we were going to go visit is poz but keeps in on the down-low. All the guys he hangs out with will let you fuck them bare and never ask or talk about status, and he figures they don't care as long he has some quality party favors to keep them hanging around. He told me this as almost a warning since by now he had figured out that I wasn't a partier and had a level head, which is good to have around too since most the partiers are bottoms and couldn't really top even if necessary unless they had Viagra too. He knew the guy would still want to fuck me though since I was vers and the twink-ish type. I told him that it was cool and that I know I had taken poz cum before and many unknown loads, hence the unsure status. When I said that he said it was all too hot and he let out a couple of gasps. I knew I had sent him over the edge and that he was cumming. I didn't cum since I wanted to save up for later. We got dressed and headed out to walk down the street to the other guy's condo.

We got there and door was unlocked so we just walked in. The condo was an open loft type and from the door I saw three naked guys in semi-enclosed bedroom area watching porn and jerking off. My new companion introduced me to his older friend, who then introduced me to his two guests. One of them was an 18 year old kid who was there to party all night before his high school commencement ceremony on Sunday. He was a little shorter than me, heavier, not fat but not toned either, with dark curly hair. He wasn't hot hot, but not unattractive. What I did notice however that really turned me on was how hung he was. Throughout the whole night he only got semi-hard, but it had to be a good 9 inches, with how hanging balls that bounced as he jacked, and even when soft he was definitely a shower. The other guy was a really hot Hispanic/Caucasian mixed tech school student. He looked to be in his early to mid twenties. He had dark skin, short black hair, a little scruffy facial hair which looked hot on him, a toned body, and ear and nipple piercings. His cock was about the same size as mine, and with a black rubber cock ring he was actually staying hard. The cock ring really made his vein stand out. Our host was good looking kind of college jock-ish type. You could tell he was older than college age, but still didn't look thirties. He had an average sized cock with a little crook at the end that made the tip point straight upwards. He had a steel cock ring on which also made his cock very hard and veined.

We both stripped of our clothes and found a spot on the kind sized bed. Our host reaffirmed that I was vers, which I said yes, and he offered me a cock ring from a collection in a box of toys and lube next to the bed. I grabbed a black leather one with silver snaps and put it on. By this point he was already feeling and fingering my ass, telling me that I had a really nice feeling hole. It was obvious that I had just been fucked and had taken a load, which got him really excited. He put me on all fours and started to clean out my hole with his tongue. He then spit it on his cock and just shoved it right in my hole. I kind of winced and first, but since I had just been fucked the pain quickly subsided, he pounded my ass hard for what seemed like an eternity. While he was doing that, my new friend started fucking the 18 year old kid, while the Hispanic stud made the kid and I take turns sucking his dick while we got fucked. Eventually we got into position where I was getting fucked doggy style while sucking Hispanic stud's cock and the kid was on his back, face under Hispanic stud's balls, where he licked and rimmed his balls and ass. My friend continued fucking the kid, whose soft cock just flopped around with every jostle. I wondered if our host was going to be able to cum.

He finally stopped fucking me, grabbed the Hispanic stud and put him on all fours next to me. He told me to stay where I was. He fucked the Hispanic stud for a while, then me again, and went back and forth several times before finally he said he was going to cum. He pulled out of the Hispanic guy and came all over my ass and hole. He wiped the cum around with his cock and then pushed it inside me. After he pulled out, and moved away, the Hispanic stud got up and started playing with my hole. He licked some of the cum off my ass and hole as well. Then he lubed up his cock and slid it in me. It felt amazingly good. He was by far the hottest guy and best feeling cock of the day so I had a hard time holding back from jerking myself off while he fucked me. He fucked me doggy for a while, then rolled me onto my side and continued fucking me that way. Then he rolled me on my back. As he was fucking me I could stare into his beautiful eyes and see his six-pack flex with the rhythm of his pounding. I put my hands up to feel them. Since he hadn't been partying long, he was able to stay hard and cum relatively fast. I still had my hands on his abs as he came inside me. With every pulse, they felt like they were going to burst from his abdominal cavity.

We both laid on the bed and took a breather. My new friend had also finished fucking the kid at some point while I was distracted. Everyone else was going soft and just watching porn. I started playing with the kid, feeling up his body and groping his huge cock which filled my hand. I did so for quite a while before I started fingering his hole. It was very relaxed and I could feel cum inside. That got me rock hard instantly and I wanted to fuck. I grabbed the kid's legs and put them over my shoulder. I lined up my cock and slid it right in. It was so warm and gooey that I lost my load right away. I didn't want it to just end like that, so I kept fucking him for several minutes. It felt so good my cock stayed hard for most of the time, but then it got semi-hard and it was difficult to keep it in, so I pulled out and joined the rest of the group, jerking and watching porn.

A significant amount of time passed. I was laying right up next to the Hispanic stud, almost cuddling with him, touching him, and occasionally playing with nipples, balls, or cock. We also made out for a while. I started fingering his hole. It was tighter than the other kid's and it felt dry except for some lube. While I was fingering him, he whispered to me that he wanted cum and asked if I wanted to swap loads. I instantly got hard again. I got down and started rimming his tight little hole. It was mouth watering tasty, even without any cum in it. I lubed up and slide in. He moaned a little but took it all in one stroke like a trooper. I rubbed his abs and chest while I fucked him. I lasted for several minutes before I felt the urge to cum coming on. I told him I was close. He started begging for my load and he began pinching his nipples. I pushed his hands out of the way and grabbed his nipples and rubbed his nipples and rings between my fingers while I shot my load deep inside him. After I pulled out he grabbed my waist and positioned me over his cock. I usually can't tolerate getting fucked right after cumming, but he was so hot I wanted it anyway, so I slowly sat down on his cock. Once again, it felt sooo amazing. I actually started to get hard right away and leaked precum again just from sitting on it. It has to be one of the best, if not the best cock ever to be in me. After riding him for a few minutes, he started to get soft, so he rolled me on my back and arched me back so my ass was almost straight up. He got above me and started pounding me hard. After a few minutes, he pulled out and vigerously stroked his cock. He was turnign red and obviously straining to get another load out. Finally he let out a big gasp and loads of cum streamed from his cock. The first overshot my ass and hit my chest, the rest he aimed downward right into my hole. He pushed his cock in and out a couple times to get the cum down in my hole. After he pulled out I went soft again, even though I tried to stay hard.

A long more time passed as we watched porn and jerked together. I was getting tired and was starting to doubt if I was going to be able to go again. I turned my attention back to the kid. He kept wanting to make out with me and have me suck his cock. His soft cock filled my mouth and he was moaning a lot, but never got hard. It was such a shame since if he could get hard I really wanted to find out what it would feel like in my ass. Finally while sucking his cock I started fingering his sloppy hole again. When I pushed my fingers into the cavity inside his hole I could feel his was completely full of cum. My new friend was watching us and started to finger me at the same time. The two sensations were enough to get me hard once again. Wanting to quickly seize the opportunity, I threw the kid's legs up on my shoulder and proceded to fuck him again. As I was fucking him, my new friend kept fingering my hole. I felt his body press up against the back of mine and suddenly I felt his hard cock slide into my ass. He started pounding my backside with enough momentum that I didn't have to work to fuck the kid, I just used the momentum my friend's pounding to transfer the energy into the kid's ass as well. Cum was leaking out all around his hole, so I kept licking it up with my finger and rubbing it around his balls and cock. I also fed a little bit to him. I was getting close to cumming again so I told my friend. He said he could cum anytime now too. I continued to let him pound me and without even touching myself or trying to fuck the kid, I lost my load into him. At that moment, my new friend pushed me down flat against the kid and pumped his load into my ass.

We all collapsed back onto the bed. By this point cum was pretty much covering all our cocks and asses. The stench of sex and sweat was heavy in the hot room. I looked over towards the entry and noticed that a new person had slipped in the room. He was already getting undressed down to his neon pink jockstrap. He was a skinny bleached blond kid, about my height, not very muscular, but his six-pack protruded from his seemingly undernourished body. He had perky nipples, several ear piercinngs, and a tattoo on his left butt cheek. He was damn cute and screamed bottom bitch, espeically with the very gay jockstrap. He told the group he had just gotten done at the bar. He was in school for radio and DJ and had gotten a short term gig at a local bar to DJ euro dance music one night every other week. He sort of looked like he was already tweeked.

I hung around for another hour hoping to be able to get hard for another round with the new tweeked twink, but I was extremely tired and feeling worn out. After he there for about an hour, our host was hard again and started fucking the tweeked twink. He shot a load in the twink, who just laid there and took it like it was business as usual. Our host noticed that I had taken an interest in watching them, so he asked if I wanted a turn. I told him I would love to but that I didn't think I was going to be able to, and that I was probably going to head home to sleep. My new friend said was going to stay and hang out longer, so our host showed me out. On the way out he told me if I wake up horned and recharged later to send him a message because things may still be going and I could have another chance at the tweeked twink. He gave me his number and I headed home at 3:30 in the morning, where I pretty much passed out in bed and slept very sound and satifsfied.

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I woke up about 10 AM Sunday with a hard-on. Immediately I had thoughts of tweeked twink in my head. I sent last night's host a message and hopped in the shower. When I got out there was a message waiting saying that everybody was gone by then, but if that he was sure the tweeked twink would be back later in the day and would keep me posted if he did. I laid back down on the bed with my dissappointed cock in hand, grabbed my laptop, and went online. The poz twink who fucked me hard back around Easter was on and wanted to swap loads. I checked out my alternatives and that looked like it was going to be the best option since things were kind of slow at that time.

I headed over to his place, where we did pretty much a repeat of last time, except this time after I he came in me, he asked me to fuck him. While riding his cock with his toxic cum swimming around in me I started stroking my cock and got it rock hard. I disembarked his cock, put his legs on my shoulder, and pounded the hell out of his hole. He fucked me mercilessly, so I dind't give him any mercy back. He was practically in tears, but was enjoying it and begging for more. Finally I shot my load in him, but I could tell it was kind of a weak load after last night's activities nearly drained me.

I went back home and watched some porn, hoping to edge up a large load again for later if the tweeked twink became available to me. It was really nice outside, so I took a couple hour break from the porn and walked down to the riverfront to check out all the hot runners with their shirts off. It's the season of track meets, so it gaurantees lots of high school and college age runners in just their shorts showing off their thin lean bodies, nips, and abs. I decided to take my blades and go shirtless as well... hoping to finally get some sun spring. There wasn't much eye candy either, so I was dissappointed again. Everyone must be doing family/holiday crap, so I went back home to work out and watch porn.

Around dinner time I had a couple of interesting prospects on MH, but then I got a message from a non-fuck bud who asked if I was lonely and wanted somebody to hang out with. I still hadn't heard back from last night's host so I decided to take him up on the offer and be a good boy for the evening. My friend and I hung out until about 11 PM. Right after we said good-bye, I finally got a text about the tweeked twink. He had apparently been at the guy's condo for a couple hours but he lost track of time and forgot to message me. I responded that I'd be over shortly. I rinsed off in the shower, changed, and headed down the street.

I arrived just in time to watch my new friend from last night blow a load in the tweeked twink. He looked less tweeked tonight, so he must have gone home to nap during the day. He was also hard this time and his nice 7" cock slapped back and forth against his skinny abs as my new friend pounded his hole. He pulled out and said hi to me and that he had just left a nice load in there for me to use as lube.

I put the less-tweeked twink on all fours and rimmed his hole out. The taste of cum made my mouth water and easily salivated up his hole enough that I wouldn't need any more lube to fuck him with. He turned his head around and praised my rimming ability. He hoped my cock was going to feel even better. I told him was about to find out. I slid my cock slowly down into his dripping hole. I was very warm and very wet. Fluids dripped out around my cock as I slid deeper and deeper in. He started moaning and saying "oh yeah, that's it... feels so good." I fucked him doggy for a minute and his hole was so hot I thought I was going to loose my load right away again. Just then he pulled himself off my cock and plopped down on the bed. He put his hands behind his head revealing his shaved pits, spread his legs revealing his smooth ass, and gave me a come-hither look as he very directly said to me, "Call me a slut and make me your bitch." OMG I almost lost it. I grabbed his ankles and he grabbed the headboard. I pounded my load deep in his ass as he begged me for it. I think I said "Take it you little cum slut!" a couple times while I unloaded in him. The porn and edging throughout the day must have helped because this load had to be at least three or four times that of the load I gave earlier in the day.

I pulled out and he asked me to feed the leftover to him. I let him suck me dry and I fingered some cum out of his ass and fed it to him. He said he'd push some more out and that I should feed it to him. The tweeked twink had turned into a vocal hungry cum dumpster. It was the hottest part of the weekend.

I hung around for a about another hour. The tweeked twink was trying to get me to let him fuck me. He had a really nice cock, but when he tried to finger me I was really sore from all the weekend activity. I told him I wasn't going to be able to but that I'd let him another time. Then I excused myself and headed home early, feeling very satisfied once again.

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Zach returned home Monday, but not before I hooked up with one of my regular f-buds to swap loads. Then the 40-something year old guy from Saturday messaged me asking for another quick pump-dump-n-go. I obliged and he left just before Zach got home. After he arrived, he immediately wanted to fuck. He was a little surprised to find two loads in my ass, so he fucked another one of his in using their cum as lube. It really turned him on to hear about my multiple fucks every day over the weekend. He didn't get much action while away since he was with family 90% of the time, but Sunday night he hung out with one of his local friends and f-buds. He got two loads from him.

On Thursday I finally remembered to call my birthday buddie's monogamously taken friend. He gave me his cell number when we were at the bar last Friday and said to call him during the day sometime. He was at work so he asked me to text him for more privacy. Turns out that he has been fantasizing about hooking up with me since we met. I hadn't say anything about being a bottom or barebacking when he sent me a message saying he wanted to breed my hole like he breeds his own boyfriend's hole. Of course I want to let him! He wants to set up a mutual lunch hour some day next week. He has a regular f-bud on the side that lives a couple blocks from his office and he lets him use his place while he's at work for other hook-ups as well. This boy is obviously a lot naughtier than my first impression of him!

Last night we got a message from a guy we've both been talking to for a while. He sets up pump-n-dumps for a bottom friend of his and always invites us. The bottom isn't much my type of bottom, but the top who sets it up is hot as hell. We've been talking about sharing lists of tops and getting him over to fuck us as well. He thinks that would be fun too, but wanted us to come share his bottom friend first. Usually scheduling conflicts have prevented us from being able to do so, but last night was a good night for us so we went over to this guy's non-discript house and each put a load in the bottom. Like I said, he was underwhelming in his attractiveness, but the hot host was there naked and watching us so I just kept thinking about him fucking our asses. The bottom also had a nice cummy ass, so as I started fucking him I closed my eyes and thought about my hole being that cummy ass sometime soon. It worked and I was able to stay hard and get off. Now I just hope the hot host doesn't flake on us.

I'm finishing up a more detailed story on the best hook-up of the week and possibly one of the hottest stories I've blogged about yet, so stay tuned...

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The results are in and most of you are just a bunch of cum loving sluts who don't care what they're potentially getting or giving... which of course I like ;-) The most surprising result to come out of this week's poll is how many HIV positive guys don't tell their partners they're poz (9%) or lie and tell them they're neg (18%). Take heed any neg barebacking readers out there who think that just by asking a guy their status that you'll stay neg. Shame on those who do lie and make the rest of us who are open about it look bad for consensually barebacking.

If you are HIV neg or unknown:

I do everything to stay neg: 108 (50%)

I don't care about my status: 64 (29%)

I actively chase: 42 (19%)

If you are HIV neg or unknown, would you take loads from somebody who...

...is neg? 145 (65%)

...is poz? 92 (41%)

...doesn't know? 73 (32%)

I don't take loads. 44 (19%)

If you are HIV neg or unknown, would you give loads to somebody who...

...is neg? 158 (78%)

...is poz? 107 (53%)

...doesn't know? 103 (51%)

I don't give loads. 26 (12%)

If you are HIV poz, do you have bareback sex with people who are:

...neg? 82 (73%)

...also poz? 77 (69%)

...don't know? 74 (66%)

I don't bareback. 12 (10%)

If you are HIV poz and bareback, you tell your partners you are poz...

...if they ask. 54 (50%)

...always. 23 (21%)

...I say I'm neg. 20 (18%)

...never. 10 (9%)

If you are HIV poz, would you gift a chaser?

Yes: 63 (57%)

Depends on the person: 28 (25%)

Never: 19 (17%)

Last weekend was IML in Chicago. I'm not a leather fanatic by any means, although a little bit can look good on a studly top. While thinking about the topic, my inquiring mind decided it wanted to know what all my readers are into, so this week's poll is all about your dirty little desires. If I forgot something from the list, please comment.

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I'm sitting here late at night, having just returned from doing the most slutty thing I can think of ever doing. I can feel fourteen loads of toxic cum leaking from my hole, planted there by six guys hoping to knock me up with their baby. Tonight was the first of three poz parties, with me as the featured "neg" bottom.

Here's how the very methodic party went down. Round one involved all six guys sitting around our host's living room, already naked and hard, while I went around sitting on each person's cock for a few minutes. While sitting on an individual's cock, I got to get the feel of their cock, got me relaxed and comfortable, and gave the person a chance to verbally introduce themselves to me with a little bit about them and how they got pozzed.

The second round, I got bent over the couch while each person got to take a turn fucking me until they dropped their first load in me. After they finished unloading in me, everyone was to keep jerking off and build up a load for the third round.

The third round was a free-for-all. Keep jerking off and building up a load until ready to cum, then ram it in me and unload.

The first round was very hot learning about their stories as I felt their cock in me, leaking their pre-cum into me, preparing my hole to be seeded by them.

Guy 1 - Our 29 year old host who I've hooked up with a couple weeks ago and organized the party. He's proud to be poz and likes to share it. He even has a bio-hazard tat with "Poz Pride" lettered around it. He shared with the group that he figures that he became poz while studying abroad for a semester in England. He got hooked on going to bathhouses and sex clubs in London and occasionally weekends in Berlin, when he also got hooked on bareback. Since then he's been around to bathhouses and clubs in Chicago, L.A./Palm Springs, D.C., San Fran, Toronto, Montreal, Denver, New York/Fire Island, and Sydney. He claims to have been with over a thousand guys, but only a guesstimate since losing count. He loves to take loads there, but also likes when college guys swoon over him and then let him fuck them raw.

Guy 2 - A beautiful twink-ish 20 year old kid with a nice 6-7" cock. He was pozzed three months ago by our host and is now the one obliged to help seed me. He likes to party and decided to take control of his health and destiny by getting pozzed instead of worrying about it in the PNP scene. While he was telling me his story he accidentally lost his first load in me a bit premature. Not a bad thing since it helped lube me up even more for the rest of the guys to enjoy.

Guy 3 - A 37 year old very well built jock-ish type with a bio-hazard tat on his upper arm with about a 5" but thick cock. He said he's been poz for about 15 years. He got it while using and injecting. After finding out his status, he was able to get clean and sober and started working out for the first time ever. Now he feels better and is healthier than he ever has, despite being poz.

Guy 4 - A 26 year old blond boy with very charming looks and about a 8" curved cock. Says he has been barebacking since he started having sex 11 years ago. He's also the only one in the group to claim that he's never had a condom on his dick. He got tested for the first time when he was 19 and it came back poz. He recently got a tattoo as well... a more artistic interpretation of a bio-hazard symbol around his pierced navel, surrounded by a typical sun like tattoo that many younger guys have adorning their abs.

Guy 5 - A 40 year old, although he looked much younger, like he was in his early thirties by my guess. He's a vers/bottom with about a 6" cock who likes to edge and can cum many times in one night if he keeps edging. He's been poz for a little over a year. He was in a relationship for ten years prior to that. When he started fucking around like a horny teen again he didn't want to go back to using condoms after having not worn one in his relationship for ten years. He had obviously already been edging since he also came in me during our intro.

Guy 6 - A 24 year old (I think), small framed dark skinned smooth guy with about a 5-6" cock. He loves the outdoors and water and went to southern California to college so he could become a surfer. He had a boyfriend while in school who was cheating on him and passed along the HIV. His boyfriend didn't know it until after he tested poz after finding out he was cheating and confronted him on it. In retrospect he's no longer angry since he's also become a bareback cum addict and probably never would have let himself get that uninhibited if he hadn't already tested poz. He also wanted to talk with the other guys about their tattoos since he is thinking about getting one and asked if I would get a bio-hazard symbol to advertise if and when I test poz. I probably never would.

I started off round two with two loads in me already. The 40 year old went first and dropped his second load in me. I don't remember exactly the order of everyone else since it's a bit of a blur. The 20 year old kid went last and took his time getting off his second load in me. By the time he was done, the 40 year old was ready to blow his third load into me. After that I just waiting for the next guy to get ready to dump a load in my ass. While waiting between guys during the third round I was really leaking cum from my hole, but our host kept catching it with his fingers and pushing it back up and in, not wanting any to get away. One by one they each fired off their last load into me. Everyone was done except the 20 year old. It was obvious he wasn't going to be able to get a third load off, so the 40 year old stepped in and added his fourth and final load in his place.

I had taken 14 loads and my ass barely felt sore. I guess the 16 load pump-n-dump a couple weeks ago with some much larger cocks over a much longer period of time made this one feel like a breeze. My friend has said he'll try to break my 16 load record at the next party, and do more to make sure my hole gets sore and raw for them.

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I'm not normally one to salivate over the hunky hairy guys, especially if there's a smooth twink bottom around, but CollegeDudes24/7's Zach Alexander got my taste buds tingling. Probably the most obvious reason is that his looks, body, smile, and even cock remind me of a more mature and hairy version of my first boyfriend, who I found very attractive, but never made it all the way with him to anal sex.

As far as the full body hair goes, I'm betting he looks just as good with it as he would without it.

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I know everyone likes to hear about me taking loads at a gang bang, but I can't do them every night. I do have something fun planned for tonight however, but it requires a little back story, so I will be writing up about that this upcoming week. Here are a few highlights from this week.

Tuesday night Zach invited over a fuck-bud of his after I got home from work so I could watch the two of them fuck. Of course I took my turn getting sloppy seconds after his fuck-bud left. I am told that next time he comes over I will get a turn at taking this guy's cock.

I made plans with the cheating boyfriend I met a couple weeks ago at the bar for Thursday over a long lunch. Apparently he gets around quite often during lunch hour since one of his regular fuck-buds who lives a couple of blocks from his office building lets him use his apartment during the day for other hook-ups. I picked him up at his office and we drove to his friend's place. On the way he couldn't stop telling me how cute I was how he's been anxious to breed me since we met. I asked if he usually fucks bareback. He said that after being in relationships with bareback sex for several years now he can't get used to wearing a condom again. He asked if I was cool with that, and I replied that I completely understood and agreed.

When we got to his friend's place, he didn't waste any time stripping us naked, bending me over the couch, and attempted to slide his 9" cock in me bare. I guess he's used to the whole quickie over lunch thing. I was pretty tight though and it took me a little while to take all of his cock, but my tight hole also worked in his favor and got him off in me pretty fast. As fast as he stripped down, he was clothed again, telling me that I had a really hot hole and that he'd like to do it on a more regular basis. I agreed, hoping that next time I'll have a few extra minutes to savor his long shlong.

Friday night I found myself at home alone and bored. Zach went to hang out with the friend who used me as a cum-dump for all his friends a few weeks ago. He promised me he'd come home with several loads. I wasn't invited over as a mystery trick this time, but I guess that only really works as a surprise the first time. Instead I messaged the guy in our building I met over Memorial Day weekend. He was hanging out with one of the other gay guys in our building he told me about and invited me over too.

When I got to his place, he introduced me to probably the hottest chocolate twink I've ever seen. (He was also probably the gayest and "whitest" black guy I've ever met, which is why I probably found him so hot.) He lived with a couple of other older gay roommates who left him alone for the weekend. We had a few drinks while watching some gay movie that I don't remember the title of anymore. I was too distracted to pay attention, being cuddled from both sides on the couch.

After the movie, our host decided to put on some porn. We skimmed through a few DVDs. All the while I could hardly take my eyes off the black twink's cock as he stroked it. It was about 8" and proportiately thick, with a large mushroom top, and smooth balls. After we found a good video we actually wanted to sit through and watch, our host started making out with me and then sucking my cock. While he sucked I started making out with the twink, who could really kiss! Soft and gentle, with some passion. Finally our host urged us to get completely naked. The twink removed his shirt to reveal a thin, lean, smooth body with perky nipples and six-pack. He pulled his shorts the rest of the way off and he had lean runner's type legs and thighs. I couldn't wait to get all over him, but I didn't really have the opportunity to since our host quickly got into fucking me and the twink wanted to just sit by and watch us and the porn.

Our host fucked me for several minutes. All the while I watched the twink stroke his beautiful cock and bod as he watched us back. Finally our host said he was going to cum. The twink started jerking himself hard, looking like he was close as well, so I started frantically jerking myself, hoping we could all get off together. I felt the dick inside of me start trobbing heavily, a few seconds later I started cumming as well. I looked back and saw the twink's cock errupt into a gyser of cum. White streams of it splattered across the dark smooth skin of his chest and abs. I so wished I had a camera at that moment so I could look back on that sight to behold forever and ever.

We cleaned up and it was getting late so the twink and I both excused ourselves and headed back to our respective apartments. Once home I watched some more porn so I could build up another load to give Zach when he returned. I ended up falling asleep on the couch before Zach made it home.

The next morning, Zach gave me a brief overview of the night he had. It was less of a pump-n-dump and more of him, our friend, and a few other friends hanging out, watching porn, and fucking. He ended up getting six loads, a couple from two new guys, and gave four.

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A long time ago when I was still exploring my more wild side and still getting comfortable with barebacking, I hooked up with a random guy I talked to online and he paid me for the experience. I'll call him John for obvious reasons. I had never seriously considered "whoring" myself out for cash before and in no way thought I should ever do it regularly since everything that turns into a job takes the fun out of it. I had also never just randomly hooked up with a stranger online much less barebacked with one.

That night I was horned up and on MH. It was during a period of time when Zach and I weren't having much sex so I would go on MH often and chat with guys, take it all the way to getting them to meet me, and then blow them off and jerk myself off for my own entertainment. That night I got a message from an older guy, mid-30s, a little heavy set but no fat rolls or anything, and decent looking. He asked if I would come over and let him blow a load in my ass and said that he could reimburse me for my trouble. He also assured me he was clean and that he was good for it. I was intrigued and in one of my more dirty moods so I went along with it. I still had every intention of just blowing it off, but the more he talked about what he wanted to do to me, the hornier I got and more I felt like I really wanted to go do it. Eventually I he gave me his number, address, and asked me when I could be there. I told him fifteen minutes. He said great, see ya then.

I sat in my chair for a moment, thinking it over, and finally got up and headed out. I got to his place and he was quite friendly. We talked for probably half an hour about the porn he liked and how he liked to video guys having sex. He told me that if things went well tonight he would offer more opportunity to come over and be in some videos.

After the porn chat, he took me to his bedroom and made me suck his dick and balls for quite a while. His cock was soft but grew in my mouth as I was sucking him. He also had large balls and I could barely get one in my mouth, but they did hang low which made it easier. He had the scent of stale sweat, which at first kind of repulsed me but as he got aggressive and got submissive I just remember that I was there to be his bitch for the evening.

Eventually he told me to strip off my clothes and took me into his bathroom. He started the shower and told me to get in. I got in where he had me wash him down and he washed me down. After he was all clean he had me get back down to my knees and suck his now fresh cock and balls while the warm water ran over my head and body. He then had me stand back up and pressed me against the wall of the shower. He got down on his knees, spread my cheeks apart with his hands, and began rimming my hole. He rimmed me for a couple minutes before he got back up and pushed me back down to my knees. He told me to tilt my head back and open my mouth as his cock hovered above my face. I did so like an obedient little puppy. Seconds later I felt a warm salty stream of piss run across my face and in my mouth. I tried to hold as much as I could in my mouth without swallowing and let the rest dribble out. He then grabbed the back of my head and forced me to start sucking down his cock again. I had to swallow and I felt more piss stream from his cock directly into the back of my throat. Finally he finished, rinsed us both off, and led me back to the bedroom.

He laid down on his back and had me get into a 69 position. I sucked his cock and balls some more while he rimmed me out. He rimmed me for what seemed like hours. Every once in a while he would tell me how much he liked my hole. After he finished rimming me he pushed my ass down towards his cock and rubbed it around my spit sloppy hole. I thought for a split second that I still had time to back out and I could go home, or I could stay and continue and let this stranger fuck me bareback. Without having to have him tell me, I made the decision and began sitting myself down on the shaft of his dick. It slid all the way in rather quickly, but I was very tight so it stung for a little bit. Once I was sitting all the way down on him, I took just a moment to relax and sat still. He told me it was the tightest hole he had felt and let me take my time getting used to his cock. I slowly began riding him up and down until we got a good rythym going. He asked me to lay on my stomach, so I did. He spread my legs apart and thrust himself in me. He pounded my ass hard and deep for the next several minutes. He couldn't get over how nice and tight my hole was. Then he asked if he could put his load in me. Over my moaning I started to beg for his load. He announced it as he was giving it to me and his thrusts became slower and deeper. He pulled out, flipped me over, and fingered my hole as I jerked myself off.

I got dressed and got ready to head out. He asked how me how often I 'worked'. I told him not much. He also asked if I usually barebacked, and I tried to explain that I didn't usually do that since I was trying to stay clean. He said not to worry about it as he handed me the cash and showed me out the door. On the drive home the reality of what I had done set it. I feeling of exhilaration and adrenaline were replaced with worry. Was he being honest about his status? What would Zach do when he found out? The whole drive home I could feel his cum leaking out of my hole, making a wet spot in my shorts... a constant reminder of the dirty secret... until I got home and showered again anyway.

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Some people have recently questioned my earlier stance that I am not a chaser. It has prompted me to rethink my earlier my earlier position. It is not that I am or was wrong in that post, because at the time I wrote what I was honestly feeling and believing. I said from the beginning that through writing this blog I would find an understanding of my sexuality and knew that it would be a progressive thing. I also said there seems to be an evolution towards chasing that people take. I still haven't talked to anyone who just made the decision that they wanted to become poz out of the blue. I think my activities and writings over the past few months have slowly shown both of these progressions.

First off, I'm learning that defining who a chaser is isn't black and white. Earlier, I tried to define it as an HIV negative person actively seeking to become poz. I still personally don't care about what my status is. I'm not actively seeking to become poz, but I'm neither actively trying to stay neg. If it turns out I'm one of those rare few who have an immunity to it, I won't be disappointed. If I test poz I obviously won't be surprised. However, the definition of chasing could be broadened to include anyone actively seeking out poz partners, regardless of intent, which I have been doing lately. When I started this blog, I didn't care about my status or my partner's status. The thrill just came from taking loads, being a slut, and feeling liberated that I could take any load. There has been a heightened progression towards partaking in riskier activities, which obviously includes seeking out poz loads for the thrill of it.

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About a month after my first encounter with "John", he sent me a message asking me to come back for a second time. This time he had another special request. He wanted to pay me to make a fuck video with his housemate.

His housemate had just moved in with him and they occasionally like to play around. He also combined that with his fetish of making sex tapes. He also invited a couple of other guys over to do the same and figured at least one of them would be there as well.

John described his housemate as an 18 year old, close to virgin twink. He had a lean tight body, was vers/bottom, and kind of shy. He also explained to me that he had just moved to the city from a smaller out-state community, needed a place to say, and they had previously known each other.

I told him I was up for it and he invited me over immediately.

I got to his place and he introduced me to his housemate. Just as promised, he was jaw-dropping hot and young looking. He was shy and John did most of the talking. I figured he would make for a greate submissive bottom.

We waited for a few minutes while a fourth arrived. In the mean time he explained how he wanted things to go. He and the guy on his way would be the daddy tops and the housemate and I would take turns getting fucked on camera by both of them while the other of us did the videoing.

The other guy arrived. I'll refer to him as Lead Daddy. He was very slender but muscular. He was obviously older, had plenty of well groomed body hair, and showed some hints of gray in his hair. He also sported a goatee, a couple of small tattoos and a nipple piercing.

WE gathered in the bedroom. John gave me control of the camera first and they stripped down his housemate. His shyness became very apparent as he seemed very timid when the two started dominating him. They forced him to choke down on their cocks, lick their balls and asses, and called him names. They also pinched his nipples and spanked him hard. Finally, they bent him over the bed and as the guest, John let Lean Daddy fuck him first.

Lean Daddy had about a 7 to 8 inch cock that was so rock hard I thought the veins were going to burst. The twinky housemate was obviously in pain at first as he thrust it in. Slowly through the pain turned into expressions of enjoyment. Lean Daddy and John took about three turns each, going from bent over the bed, to riding, to doggy on the floor. It was there that they both let a load of cum out.

Conscious of the camera, they motioned me in closer so they could pull out, cum on his hole to show off, then push it back in his hole.

After they were done we switched roles and began a repeat with me as the bitch. With the housemate rolling the tape, they forced themselves upon me, making me do whatever dirty deed they thought of. Both of them got hard again fast.

Lean Daddy's cock was so hard that when he forced it in my throat I gagged, which made him force it in even harder. At one point he shoved his cock to the back of my throat with his arms wrapped tight around my head. I immediately felt my mouth fill with warm salty fluid. He kept telling me to swallow it. I sort of gagged and swallowed at the same time, but I managed to drink down the load of piss he was delivering directly down my throat.

When he finished he pulled his wet dripping cock out of my mouth, shoved me up against the bed, and slid his raw cock to the balls up in my hole. I winced in pain. Nerves tingled up my entire body and I felt like I was going to vomit, but he held me down so all I could do was just take it. Eventually I was able to relax enough to enjoy it and really get into it.

They each took turns fucking me in four different positions. It took them a little longer to cum this time. The final position was on my back on the edge of the bed as they stood fucking me. The housemate stood over me, looking down as each pulled out of me, shot their loads on my balls and ass, wiped the cum around with the head of their cock, and shoved it back inside.

They cleaned off and John took the camera. He then began instructing the houseboy and I to do things to each other on camera. He had us get into a 69 position to suck and rim for a while. I could taste cum on his hole as I rimmed him. This was the closest thing I had come to felching before. His tongue felt like a cooling massage on my throbbing and worn hole.

John then instructed me to get on all fours and the housemate to fuck me until he came. The outside of my hole felt really sore, but his cock actually felt really really good in me. Being a horned up young pup, it took him all of a minute before he came. He did it without pulling out, and apologized for not showing it off on camera. John told him to make up for it. He told him to spread my butt cheeks apart, then told me to push out. I did and I felt a load of cum dribble from my hole. Then he told the housemate to lick it up off my hole, which he did. It felt very soothing again.

Finally, he told the housemate to get on all fours and me to fuck him until I cum. I slid into his hole, which was very red, sticky, and warm. It was also still relatively tight and I almost lost my load on the initial thrust in. I managed to hold back and continued fucking him for a minute or two before I pulled out and came on his hole. I rubbed it around and slid it back in. "Good boy, you learn fast," John said.

We cleaned up and got dressed. He paid me cash and I was back on my way home. When I got home I quickly showered off and cleaned up before Zach got home. Strangely, this second time I didn't have the guiltiness I had the first time.

Zach eventually did find out, and I had to clear things up with him. He still fantasizes about being there sometimes, and wants to pimp himself out to John sometime in the future.

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It's been a busy week so I'll have to keep this short since I'm still writing up about last weekend's big experience and I had another big event last night as well.

Zach hooked up with some new guys while I was at work on Monday. After I got home we invited over a previous fuck-bud to help me get off and I got to be in the middle of a sandwich with our f-bud fucking me and me fucking Zach's cum filled hole. I took two loads and gave one up.

Thursday night the black twink our building came over to hang out. We cuddled on the couch while watching a movie, which eventually led to making out, stripping down, and some sucking. Eventually while laying next to me he slid his bare cock into me with some spit lube. His cock has to be one of the best feeling in me. My hole was very willing and eager to take it, since usually I can't get fucked without lube. Unfortunately I didn't get his load. He decided to pull out and cum on my face. Apparently he has a thing for facials, but I told him next time he has to cum in me. He conceded under the condition that I cum on his face that night, which I did.

Last night Zach hung out with the other guy in our building and ended up going to the all night all weekend loft down the street. There was a couple of other guys there and a few loads were swapped, although I don't know all the details, but I imagine it was a lot of fun if it was anything like my time there. I didn't go because I had to attend a party in my honor... more on that later.

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I was on MH last weekend when I got a message from a familiar profile that I hadn't seen in a long time. It was John. He asked if I was still interested in making another video with him, his roomie, and a couple of other guests. I responded that I was definitely intrigued and asked about the other guests. He sent me to two profiles on MH, one was a 29 year old jock-ish type guy, smooth body, and a couple of tattoos, one of which was a small bio-hazard sign below his belly button. His status was marked poz. This confirmed my long time suspicion that John did play with poz guys and probably was poz himself.

The other profile intrigued me even more. It was a more masculine guy in his early 30's, hairy but trimmed short everywhere. I recognized the guy as one half of a couple that we used to hang out with. After finding some chats of Zach's, I know that the other half has bred Zach on at least two occasions and that he was clearly cheating on his boyfriend. Maybe now the tables had turned and this half was out to have his own fun? Zach cheating with one half, me with the other... fun His profile said he was into bb, kink, ws, ff, leather and all. All those times we hung out I would have never guessed. All Zach and his bf did was fuck vanilla. I figured it's been at least three or four years since we had seen each other so maybe he wouldn't recognize me.

The best and possibly strangest part is that since we made the video with his roomie I found out that they knew each other because they are related. He was John's nephew.

I asked when he wanted to do this. He said that night if possible. He had just finished remodeling his garage and wanted to try it out. I wasn't sure what that had to do with things, but he said I would see when I get there. He said I should come over and take turns running camera and taking loads with his roomie, just like last time. I asked Zach if I could take him up on the offer and he said to go for it. I didn't say though who was all going to be taking part at first.

I got to John's place and was greeted at the door by his roomie/nephew. He was wearing just his jock strap, a black leather armband and collar with sliver snaps and silver chain around his neck. It has been two years since seeing him, but he matured a lot. He still had his twink-ish cute looks, but he had a little more definition to his lean body, added a couple of piercings, one to his brow and both nipples, and had his first tattoo on his shoulder. His hair was also shorter and frosted blond. Still one of the hottest looking boys I've ever fucked, and he was obviously taking the houseboy role very seriously now, which made it even hotter. He also had an air of confidence, where as before he seemed a bit shy and timid. He was still the quiet type though.

He led me back through the kitchen and into the garage. Inside was the smell of new paint... and leather. The walls and ceiling had been finished off, but the floor was left concrete with a clear sealant. Along one wall was a black leather couch and a TV hung on the wall playing porn. The room was well lit with lots of dispersion, obviously for making videos. In the middle of the space hung a shiny new black leather sling.

John and the other two guests were already there, relaxing on the couch fully disrobed with drinks. John had me take off all my clothes as well and handed me a collar and armband just like his nephew was wearing. I put them on he told me I could be first up. He wanted me to get in the sling and get comfortable with it since I had never been in one. Then only after that would he start videoing.

I got in the sling. It was like an overly complicated hammock, but felt very comfortable, especially the legs stirrups which keeps them from getting fatigued. I always hate it when I could bottom for hours but my legs get tired and cramped from holding them up. I got back out and John's roomie hopped in, indicating he was ready to go.

John started the camera and the others gathered around him. I was told just sit back and watch until my turn. John pulled his roomie right back out of the sling and instructed him to get it backwards. With his body now pointing downward and face up, he was in perfect position to get face fucked, which each took turns doing to the point that roomie was choking and gagging. Then they decided to do a little piss play. The poz jock started by pissing all over his face. Roomie didn't squirm at all and decidedly liked it. Soon after, a stream of piss flowed from his own cock, down his abs and parted at his chest and dripped down from his armpits. Then John pushed poz jock aside and forced roomie to drink down a load of his piss. He invited cheating bf to join in, but he indicated he wanted to save up.

After they finished draining their cocks, roomie repositioned himself properly in the sling to start getting fucked. John started and fucked him mercilessly straight through his first load. Roomie looked like he took it like a champ. Then poz jock fucked him for a while, but I don't think he came. Cheating boy fucked him until he came, then poz jock continued fucking him for several more minutes before he finally came. He ended up having to pull out and vigorously jerk off on his hole to get off. I was worried that he wouldn't be able to fuck me and I so desperately wanted to get fucked by the hot jock and take his toxic seed.

Roomie got down out of the sling and I got in. Cheating boyfriend was the first and got in close. He was already rock hard and didn't waste any time with oral. He just slid his cock right into me. He leaned in and whispered in my ear, "I didn't know you were such a dirty boy... but I won't tell." Obviously he recognized me. I gave him a wink back to indicate I wouldn't tell anyone either (at least using his identity).

After a couple minutes of fucking me, he pulled out and told me he had been saving this just for me. He shot a hot stream of heavy piss up across my entire body. It was like taking a complete shower of warm sea water and covered everything but my head. I decided to just go with it and get into it so like roomie, I unloaded my own piss over myself while he finished his load. When he finished he resumed fucking me. After a few minutes he invited someone else to fuck me for a while. I thought he might have cum in me but I couldn't tell for sure.

John came up and started fucking me and didn't need any lube. He fucked me hard to the balls for at least ten minutes straight. He kept saying how much he loved my hole and told everyone there how it was one of his favorites, next to possibly his roomie. He made me beg for his load, calling me his dirty whore. Finally he shot off an exteremly large load, considering it was his second of the night. When he pulled out I felt it run out and heard it hit the concrete floor with a splat. Cheating boy could barely contain himself as he jerked himself next to me. He quickly got his cock into my wet hole and there was no mistaking he was giving me his load now. He pulled out and more cum dribbled from my hole.

Finally, the hot poz stud was the last. He had put on a steel cock ring and got hard again. He slid his cock right in my open and very sloppy hole. He was by far the largest of the guys and I felt him bottom out inside me as the cold cock ring hit my ass. It was a very unique and hot sensation. He fucked me for a bit, then got down and rimmed my hole. He would finger it and lick it out. I love a good felcher and he really wanted to get the cum from my hole. Then he went back to fucking me. I could tell he wasn't completely hard, but I could also tell he was getting cloes to cumming again. I started begging for his load, edging him on, and I felt his cock get harder and grow inside me. He said he was going to make my hole his and I felt his cock pulse as he bottomed out again.

We wrapped up the evening and I headed home. This time Zach knew what I was doing so I could go home this time with no guilt and a hole full of cum.

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The results of the last poll:

Are you into leather?

A little bit: 102 (45%)

Not my thing: 87 (38%)

It turns me off: 27 (12%)

I'm a regular dungeon master: 9 (4%)

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Last weekend the poz party host said he had 11 poz tops who could come over and breed my ass if I was available. Of course I'd drop everything to go do that! We both wanted this orgy to top the last one. He asked what the most loads I'd ever taken in a night was. I told him about the 16 loads I got while being whored out to my friend's friends a couple months ago. He figured with the 11 tops that we could easily break that record.

He also wanted this party to go a little more different than the last. This time I was not allowed to know who was seeding me. The entire time I was blind-folded and at their mercy, which they didn't show much. Our host encouraged them to be rough this time and pound me raw. He also instructed me to keep as much cum in me as possible. Most of the time I was down on the floor on all fours or they'd flip me around and have me on my back legs up. With no visual stimulation, I could focus completely on the feeling of their cocks in me, and every cock felt different. I could tell when a guy fucked me a second or third time. I also recognized a voice in the crowd, but not from the last party. I couldn't exactly place it though. About half-way though I started to feel sore, but they didn't even give me a chance to get away or take a break. As soon as one cock was out, another was in. At one point they tried to position me to do a double penetration, but it was too awkward and I couldn't get into proper position to do it. I didn't know how long they were going to continue either, but at one point the sore pain started to fade away. I was so loosened up and cummed up I felt like I could go on forever. I could feel and hear the cum churning inside me. I tried to keep as much in as I could, but a few cocks were rather large and displaced a lot of cum that leaked back out. I felt a couple of tongues try to felch the leaking cum. Slowly the commotion calmed down and voices faded away, until my host took my blindfold off and I realized we were the only two left.

He told me there was one last thing he wanted me to do before I left. He pulled out a martini glass and told me I was going to drink a "dirty" martini. He had me get back down on all fours. He started fingering my cum filled and saturated hole and told me to relax and push it all back out now. I felt load after load of cum gush from my hole and dribble out. He said it was one of the nicest and sloppiest holes he's ever seen. He fingered out as much remaining cum as he could, then handed me the glass that was half full with all their cum. He made me drink it all down and it was the best tasting cum ever. I was so into it I even licked the glass. Our host noticed and called me one the most cum hungry sluts of all time as well.

I can't tell you who was fucking me or how many loads each person dropped in me. They didn't always tell me if they came or when, so I know that my load count for the night may not be completely accurate. I think I took 20 loads, and I'm very confident it was more than 16. Our host even confirmed that it was more than that. He told me afterward that 14 guys showed up. Usually you have less guys than expected show up. Only 9 of the 11 actually did, but one of them brought a friend along. Our host also unannounced to me, posted a craigslist ad looking for poz tops to come fuck me. He got 4 responders to that. Only 2 of the 9 guys were repeats from the last party, but he wouldn't tell me which ones. I'm pretty sure the young guy who was the recent chaser was one of them.

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Thomas Dyk is one of the most seen stars of AVI Productions, and it's little wonder why he's so popular... he's outright hot and knows how to fuck in every way imaginable. He has a skater-boy/punk look, yet maintains a healthy bod (check out his drool worthy abs) and dark tan.

If I had one night with him, I would have a hard time deciding wheather to fuck him first, with that smooth bubble butt and tight purple hole, or take his perfectly shaped and sized cock for a ride.

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I've done 2 of the 3 pozzing parties and I never imagined how popular they would be with my readers, so I'm giving you all to have your input for the final party.

Comment below and tell me what wild, dirty, slutty idea you have that I could incorporate into the last party happening sometime in July.

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Sorry to my fans for not writing much this past week. I have had very little free time and what I have had I've been either trying to spend as much time getting out during our short summer or fucking instead of writing about fucking. I have also decided to take a few weeks off from the blog so I can focus on another big personal writing project, the idea for which I've been tossing around in my head for a while now.

Recently I interviewed some young chasers and bareback enthusiasts who wanted to share their story and point-of-view on the subject. So while I won't be writing about my own experiences during my break, I will be posting those interviews.

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