WimpCuckold

I love the feeling of obligation to please by sucking him off to orgasm. I love the feel of the shaft skin in my mouth, I love watching his eyes roll and his groan when I pay attention to underneath the shaft or pay gently licking attention to his balls. I crave the taste of cum also.

That’s awesome, that has happened with me, but in a hotel bed, in Vegas, and my wife knew, in fact it was my birthday present, and she helped me pick out guys from Grindr or wherever. She left the room before my date arrived and went to the casino floor to play the slots. I took a shower and last minute body shave, I’d been really serious about making myself as smooth as possible in the weeks leading up to that trip as I was like a kid in a candy store (so many gay guys in Vegas) and wanted to be ultra femme. I even plucked any butt hair and used Nair for the weeks prior. I was nervous because my wife was aware I guess, and I felt awkward in my panties and way too tight teddy my wife had picked out for me. He arrived and was very friendly but also very much aggressive and nasty, but respectful in most regards. I say most because he convinced me to do bareback over my objections. I’m on prep but his cock looked green under the fore skin area and was dry to the point of cracking in one area, but I’m so weak and also such a slut that it took him under five minutes, maybe under two, to get me to agree. He had a big Dick and he was Lebanese, built very strong. Anyway he was nasty, he wanted to see my pussy right after a nice greeting. Like bend over on your feet right in front of the room door and spread my cheeks. He said it was a beautiful pussy, which it is…. He basically was nice but treated me like a total slut. He spit in my mouth and slapped my face, not too hard but enough to be a slap and startle me. He called me a big lady and a slut, he fingered me, dildo fucked me, had me sucking his cock in all positions and in all its greenness. Then he put a pillow or two under my stomach and we had the condom discussion which he won and I had his meaty, nasty cock sliding in and out of me, and he had eaten my pussy out until I was sopping wet and slick from his mucus and saliva. Next on my back with the pillows under my hips, and then he removed the pillows but remained on top of me so we were skin to skin and making out while he came inside me. He was at best seven inches, but his cock was so heavy, thick, yes, but so heavy, and I am now obsessed with cock weight! He took pictures of himself in the glamorous bathtub and we talked for a while before he fucked me again, I guess it took us an hour for him to cum the first time and this was about 2 1/2 hours of me getting fucked or sucking his cock. My wife called at one point and I took the call with his cock in my ass but I didn’t tell her that. After he left I found my wife and I was pretty embarrassed but she was cool. We cruised around that night and she was a little hesitant to touch me later but I was able to easily persuade her to use our bed, same sheets and all, to fuck and sleep in for the next few days.

Yesterday my new “friend” who I’ve been seeing asked me to come over after work. I showed up after he was already home, and it didn’t take more than five minutes before he had his cock up my ass. He fucked me and came inside and was ready for me to leave:

Somebody said earlier that this is an “elite group” of men and I couldn’t agree more. The members here are hardcore into breeding and I was addicted to this site from minute one. People here are intelligent and serious, talk about everything, it’s a cool place. I am an active cum dump now because of BZ… to the question, no, I have not, but it would be cool to take some time to do a tour of the country/world, sharing progress, diverting off course for cock! What fun, especially because here it seems pretty clear who is dom and who is sub.

rawTOP - you are a personal hero to me and years ago when I found this site, under a different name I’m sure, I sent you a message or made a comment and you answered me! You even said to send you a message if I was ever in SF? I’m not sure where you live but anyway I’m sure you were just being nice but that meant a lot to me, and I’ve had a fantasy of being used by you, pumped full of hot seed, ever since! I’m making a last load post for one of the first times in a little while. I haven’t felt confident enough to do it but am inspired by you and by my new BF! I’m in love with someone so I will write about his load! But you’re still the best!

Wow, great topic! I have had times when I had a crush on someone I’d only met once or twice and for limited time, but recently I met someone online and when we met in person we just really clicked. I told him that I loved him that trip while he was fucking me. I can’t help but tell him how big and how good his cock makes me feel when he’s inside me…. I haven’t really done that with anyone before. Anyway, he won’t ever marry me but the fantasy is nice. He is the first guy I have let fuck me at will without a condom, over and over. Not the first time I had sex bareback, but this many times by far. so yes it’s ok!!!

I really feel lucky to be a chub, a sissy submissive, dressing in slutty lingerie, but not the whole way to cd, a fem, panty wearing, wimp, male. I’m lucky because it seems if you aren’t an alpha male you are always going to be in second place or lower behind them as a top man. The very top of males are the black alpha males in my opinion. Generalizing here but my experience is that Alpha males and black alphas in particular are very confident and just cooler. They let me babble on like an airhead and when they are ready take control. They are aggressive and I am so lucky to be a subservient sissy because I get LOTS of attention and as a male probably only the alphas get more. I hope nobody thinks I’m bragging because I’m not, I am a chub, have about one inch, and that was hard to live with until I accepted myself. I sound like a person who thinks highly of themselves but im humble, except regarding my body because it gets lots of attention for whatever reason and I can relate to how women must feel, the power of getting laid anytime. but the question is still there, why do black alphas like chubs, and I’d add fem chubs and sissies so much? Im going to give a simple answer to that, because of how we fuck!

Well first he fingered me for a long while, in that position making me moan, then he flogged me with a leather type thing, then he fucked me with his ten inch cock, finishing on my back with legs high and butt on a couple pillows. He came a ton and scooped it from my pussy and finger fed me numerous globules of sperm, lube and who knows what else, he must have cum a couple ounces worth. I was shaking for a couple hours after that.

It is a shame, I’d spread for you just like that picture. You can imagine what the photographer did next?

Thank you, fuck me? Lol I would love that!

I would just add to T-Girl-Cumdumster’s comment and that is a lot of us sissy faggots will also take your piss in our mouths, asses, and over our bodies.