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How stupid I have been, neglecting MUSIC (playing piano and watching concerts) for PORN. This is not pleasure, this is obsession! So, if I write here less frequently, it's not you. It's me. I have to recalibrate myself! I daily talk about Internet abuse/addiction and I fell in the trap myself. Such a fool.
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Thanks for this! I might have some trouble with that, too. And MUSIC is definitely something I've been neglecting!
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Porn (videos, stories, sexting) are a good entertainment so, giving short-term physical and mental pleasure, they might become an obsession if you are off guard. And the more you are constantly reminded of it, the more you think "I'm aware, I know the risks", and go off guard.
I have started to use same restrictions I have in the office, to LIMIT my time spent here and in other porn sites because when you spend a particularly difficult period, you tend to find a shelter in immediate short-term pleasure.
And I want to stop before it's too late! I've already experienced 20 years ago where Internet addiction leads and don't want to have a repeat.
Looking at a man present in my everyday life and creating his picture with a biohazard or scorpion tat in my mind, does not mean "embracing gifting fetish" this means insane obsession and I have to recalibrate it all, giving the fetish the pleasant dimension it must have.
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