I can't even remember the year I started barebacking...
I too hate condoms... as a bottom I go limp anyway, but on the top I hate the taste on a cock of rubber...
I get automatically self lubricated so all I need is a bit of spit and in it goes... After that the cum is a super lubrication...
Further I love to be the super slut of the sauna or party... It can't be kink enough... The sleazier the better...
And I can never have enough cum inside...
If I don't feel the cum leaking out my hole, it means the top did not come or I haven't had enough yet...
Being used as a cumdump by a large group of gays, verbal and slightly abusive with my body, slamming one or two cocks inside of me... roughly manhandling me for the next top to whore me out is a total high for me... and no drugs needed... Kink gangbang and bareback sex is all the drug I need.