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I have been photographed and filmed - without being recognizable - and I love it. I always ask them for a copy of the footage. Most of it is very amateurish but still pretty hot. I would love to be part of a big gangbang and filmed professionally. But still with a hoodie or something so I am not being recognized. I think that knowing being filmed or photographed gives being fucked as a cum pig, an extra kink dimension. I love to be used as a whore... I need to be used and I love an audience or people waiting in line to dump their loads in my ass.

Hi, very interesting... Can I ask you what you think are the advantages of being castrated? I have very sensitive balls and it hurts when you pull my balls, so maybe I should consider it. I already had a vasectomy performed, so I shoot only blanks. Whatever sperma is produced gets broken down inside my body and can never leave through my dick. But of course the hormones are still being used for my body.

With PrEP, I wouldn't think twice and go.... Ass up - cheeks apart and all cleaned and ready to receive any loads I could get...

I would like the fuck, preferably a huge gangbang fuck... But the loads inside would be the cherries on the cake... Let it flow - let it flow... deep inside me...

I personally don't feel the cum getting squirted in my ass, so for me in or outside my ass, it doesn't matter. If it's outside just on my asshole I can play with it and push it in myself or have the next top use it for lube...

Well I have a new fist and XXL toy friend... Bottom on PrEP. Yeahhhh.... He is a total bottom but he loves to get fisted and hard fucked with one of his many ass wreckers... and he loves to use me the same... very long fisting sessions with breaks. Unfortunately I am not as open and deep as he is but we like the same things... He also fucked me - cock only but unfortunately he didn't come and I love cum... The first time we went at it for five hours and it was a great beginning. He wants more of me and my fists and he wants to train me to get as deep as he is... He is very patience. We're still exploring each others needs and wishes and how far each can go. Tomorrow morning we'll go at it again... Very exited. [the person on the photo is not him but the huge toy, is one of those he can handle and uses all the time]

I'm not quite the total cumdump as extreme as I would like to get, but I have two friends who, one day want to help me to get there... Whoring me out at the local gay sauna or a big gangbang party at one of their home... And of course - no loads refused and getting filmed so I can watch the action afterwards.

I started very young as well... Sticking all kinds of things inside, beginning with fingers of course. A steel rod - what was I thinking??? -, carrots and aubergines, shampoo bottles, glass bottles - what was I thinking again??? A water hose and filling myself with water as deep as I could get it, sometimes taking hours to completely clear, that deep. In the beginning my own hand, other hands... Large dildo's like a double ender cock folded double and into my hole. Larger and longer dildo's. Filled condoms from strangers I'd find in saunas' garbage bins in the dark room and cubicles, and emptying the contents into my hole, not knowing the owner or if it was Poz or had any STD's... Also cum deposited into another asshole and transfered and shared into my open hole... And last but not least of course; a lot of bare cocks unloading any raw cum.

I think I was 16 when I was confronted with real fysical mansex by a friend who was 18, but I declined. When I was 21 I started travelling with my back pack to NZ and Australia... and I had some possibilities but did not pull thru propperly... in hinesight, to bad. If I could do my life from 21 onwards again, with the knowledge I have now, I would do it all different... I think I was close to 30 when I got fucked and it took me almost until my 50's before I sucked a cock and a lot later when I swallowed the cum... So to all youngsters here that want to get into gay sex... Get a good daddy teacher to coach you into great sex and enjoy it... You only have one live and you are only young once...

Shape shifter... I would loved to experience hard raw sex as a cum slut woman and get gangbanged all my holes used and filled until my body is so filled up, it can't hold any more. Become a famous porn actrice/actor, so I would never be without a big cock and one to fill my holes. Don't need to travel back in time to be a younger me, I'd just shift into a younger me and try to experience the things I missed out of because I was inexperienced. Don't have to worry about any disseases because I could just shift out of the damaged body and get a new one.

Yeah I prefer it raw, but I'm ass up and don't always see or feel anything what's happening behind my butt - especially when I already had some loads and am well lubricated... So when there was a condom used, I'll try get it back and use its load, to empty it myself into my open hole... No cum should go wasted.

@saveloy thanks for your post... very hot and I did went to xhamster and saw those videos with that monster.... Oh my goodness, I immediately had a hard one in my hand... As you can see in my avatar photo that I am here pretty much underway... For a couple of years it too turned in a slit... If I check now it is a star again... all because I don't get any practise at all. Very frustrating but I hope to make up for it one day and then it will be an orgy that will be Oscar material

Correct: learn to clean out en most of all get on PrEP... You're doing already the right thing by reading what there is to read here at BZ... PrEP will make sure that you are for the innitial time safe from HIV... but not any other STD's. Later you can decide if you want to go all out and without PrEP, but make sure you know what the consequences are... Then take it slow... For most of us I think becoming a full pig cumslut is taking time... it's a mindset... a nice one for most of us, but for some not. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- For me, I am bi-sexual and it took a very very long time to even take a cock in my mouth, let alone have the guy come in my mouth and me swallowing the load. It also took me quite a while to go from condoms to bare, and part of the problem was that I am still in the closet and getting PrEP was very hard... After I was able to get PrEP I was finally able to go bare - ass up or in a sling and getting fucked indiscriminally. I never had issues in gay saunas to get seen or gang banged, so in that aspect I already had a mindset of being pretty slutty... Now I someties get very sloppy with taking my PrEP propperly so the fear factor gets less and less, and I am now contemplating going without meds and become the ultimate Cumslut. I know I already have taken medicated Hiv+ loads, but I am pretty sure that I also have taken unmedicated Hiv+ loads... Also I had my fair share of STD's but however unfortunate and uncomfortable those can be - and believe me, whatever you read here how some guys want them all and say they won't take medication for those... those STD's can be extremely uncomfortable to the point that you might not be in the mood for sex. I am now 60+ and already very kinky with a pretty expert ass hole that can take very big cocks and even a hand [after a bit of slow practise] and I am now seriously thinking of getting converted by a couple of very nice medicated Poz gays, who are willing to get of their meds and one even offered to whore me out at a local gay sauna which is very frequented by Poz gays... The problem is that I am not very good and precise in taking my PrEP pills frequently, but if I am Hiv+, I HAVE TO BE DILLIGENT with taking my pills. Personally I think that becoming a pig cumslut is not for everybody... most of it is fantasy so please don't believe everything what you read here... TAKE IT SLOW, so in the end you have no regrets and trully enjoy your sexual future. Good luck...

Oh yeah.... I think for most of us it is a transition that most of us have to go through. I wish I was as slutty with a lot of past [possible] opportunities, but regrets are useless, so now I try to make up to it what I didn't do in the past. And I am still learning and transitioning to even more kinky and sluttier and pig sex everytime I get the opportunity. Keeps the bucket list and fantasy alive too...

When I have sex anonymously, I don't... I just want their cock and cum inside of me... Sometimes when I go to a guy or guys for sex, and if they bring it up, I'll say I'm on Prep but I bareback and take loads any way they com and that's it... Lately a medicated Poz gay wrote that he hopes I go off Prep, and him going of meds... and I am warming to the idea.

Same here.... rim my ass, fill me up and rim me again for cleanup. If I have to rim myself, I too prefer a clean smooth hole...

My hole, wide open after a good big dildo play...

Yes loved to be photographed and filmed without face...

I was once at a naturist campground in France and on Grindr I found two Poz gays from Paris... Had some fun with them but the cleaning facilities weren't great... Another time I was at a naturist campground where there was a beautiful small river but not secluded enough from the other camping guest but still had some fun with a gay guy...

I always had a lot of BB success at the NZ Sauna....

Oh Yeah ! ! ! you can do that with me... I'm always looking for used full condoms in Gay Saunas garbage bins, to put the contents in my own ass... The thought of having one or more anonymous and unknown loads in me is a huge turn on.

My hole after a poz on meds inseminated me... And after a lot of use and some dildo and fisting work, my hole becomes a gash...

There are thousand of hostels in Amsterdam but the Stayokay Amsterdam Vondelpark or any of the other Stayokay but also The Flying Pig Hostel on the opposite of the Vondelpark is excellent... Just because you had one hostel with bed bugs doesn't mean all hostels are bad... Trust me, as a Nomad staying in hostels all over the world, you figure the good ones out in no time. Learn what to look for.

I'd go to the NZ Sauna... plenty of bareback and you have the sauna, steam room and Jacuzzi as well as a nice bar as well...