i came to the conclusion "no more rubbers" officially about 12 years ago. i realised that because while hunting through my porn collection, i found a old box of rubbers from about 12 yrs ago. BTW 12 year old rubbers break REALLEY easy g>. .i consider myself lifelong barebacker here..my mind was always geared toward the sharing and transfer of semen and body fluids. and just having the mindset of wanting to be totally swapping cum, I remember in 1993 HS sex ED....Chicken fucking little man...sky is gonna fall!! IF YOU DO ANYTHING SEXUAL ..YOUR DEAD!!! AHHHHH! sex is HORRIBLE..BAD,,,IRRESPONSIBLE! ...i remember always having fear of intamacy sex ...cock,,cum ...nope cant do that either! YOULL DIE!! ...After a few years i just found sex to be mediocre at best. everything that we feel and sence as a man is bieng totally surpressed. BB porn didnt influence me...i just one day...tore it off and went in raw--never asked about it or anything. His ass sucked the cum from me!...i was totally blown away, wet..pulsing warm ass lining...clinging onto my cock...feeling the bottom quiever inside when u nudge em right woof....
not too long later im getttin calls from gay friends (he bragged about feeling me nut inside to em)...and suddenly guys from then on just "knew" i was a raw fuckker...used to get told that at the rest area-"i knew u were a raw fuckker"> Truckers were then onces who got me hooked...then started fuckking raw at the ABS GH.. as time went on...i just stopped using em...first off..most men never even ask me...and i never bring it up. I wonder if im the only barebacker that always seems to find other raw fuckkers wherever i go> we just seem to gravitate toward each other. The only men in anon cruising ever to be asking questions about status, etc.. Those hard to resist BI married men....go there thinking some gay mans gonna service em, then they get in my booth...im up the ass in a few mins,, i act quick so i can get in raw ..sometimes they dont know. I admit cumming inside em anyways, is hot...seeeing him get all nervous. dont worry go back home to the wifey leaking my load....as far as status goes...maybe i just got mental fatigue over that....and new BBers do always think every cold they get is the BUG growing inside em. Surprised that i didnt convert though..still. guess some of us r lucky. had my share of poz encounters also...got fucked by poz trucker years n years ago ( he didnt know he had it) and yes im certian that ive fucked more poz hvl then i ever knew of....i just accept the risk level. conversion is prob gonna happen to many of us BBers. i can accept that.