GuelphGuy72

I was like you until recently. I got on PrEP last fall. I had my first experience barebacking as a bottom a few weeks ago and it was amazing. It felt much better than using a condom and was much more intimate. I had a second experience yesterday and it was amazing as well. Now that I have tried bare, I don’t think I will ever use condoms again.

I joined last fall. I am a 50 year old bottom. I live just west of Toronto. I have been my sexuality over the last few years. I am married to a woman. Ten years ago I had a tumor removed from my spine between L2&4. This is where the nerves for the pelvic floor are. Between the tumor and the surgery to remove it, I have severe nerve damage that has left me basically impotent. I can get hard but I have no feeling in my cock and cannot orgasm from penis stimulation. I can only orgasm from prostate massage but there are no spasms and cum dribbles out. My wife and I are still intimate with each other. I pleasure her orally, by hand or with toys. My wife has been very understanding of my problems but over time grew to miss being penetrated by a real cock that could cum in her. At the same time I grew frustrated that she was not into prostate stimulation. After much discussion we started hotwifing a few years ago. It has been great for my wife as her sexual needs are fully met and there isn’t as much pressure on me. Sometimes she plays solo sometimes I join in and we have also done some swinging. At the same time, I started to explore sex with men as a way to get my prostate massaged. I had played with toys for a few years prior and discovered that I enjoyed the sensation of anal penetration and the orgasm I could achieve. My wife is supportive of me pursuing this. We are both on PrEP. My wife likes to play bare with her partners and I am exploring bare play as well.

Primarily Club Hamilton. I have been to Steamworks and Xces in Toronto a few times.

I finally had my first bareback experience. I started taking prep last fall but with work and other commitments I have not been able to play much the last few months. This past Friday I was finally able to get some time to myself and visit a local bathhouse. I was relaxing in the sauna and a guy around my age with a toned body came in and sat down near me. We exchanged some small talk and I slid over beside him and started to feel his cock through his towel. He quickly opened his towel and exposed a beautiful cock that I immediately got my mouth on. After a few minutes I asked him if he wanted to go to my room and fuck. We quickly exited the sauna and showered. Once we got to my room I lubed up and then got on my knees to suck him hard again. When he was ready he told me to get on the bed. He got behind me and rubbed his cock around my hole a bit and then started pushing in. The feeling was amazing. He slid in so smoothly. It was such an intense feeling knowing that there was no barrier between us and that his load was going to stay in me and not leave with him in a condom. He fucked me for four or five minutes at a nice pace. I was enjoying the rhythm so much I forgot about being bare. Then he started breathing heavily and his paced quickened. I knew he was close and realized I was about to take my first raw load. I felt such a rush. I clinched my butt and after a couple of thrusts he went balls deep and collapsed on top of me with a load moan. I could feel the base of his cock start to spasm and new he was unloading. At that point the physical and mental sensation was too much and I started ejaculating. When he was done he pulled out thanked me and left. I rolled on my back and laid there for a bit. I had a wet feeling inside me and after a few minutes I got up and used the washroom and then cleaned up. I felt guilty on the drive home. I am not sure why. I am impotent due to nerve damage from a tumor. I have no feeling in my dick and can only orgasm from prostate play. I am married but due to my condition and with my encouragement my wife is a hotwife. She has no interest in prostate play and has given me her blessing to play with guys. She doesn’t want to hear the details even though she tells me about her’s. She knew where I was there. She is also on prep since she prefers to go bare. The guilt subsided once I was home. Looking back at what happened, I really enjoyed my first bare experience. I can’t see myself going back to using condoms.

Hi all. I am new here though I have been looking around the site a bit over the last couple of months. I am bi and started having sex with men as a bottom a few years ago. I really enjoy being a bottom and having guys inside me. I have always used condoms for sex but as I have gotten more comfortable as a bottom I have started getting curious about taking cocks bare. I get asked on hookup sites if I bareback and I say no. When I am at bathhouses I have insisted on condoms. Some guys agree others move on. However this just makes me more interested in trying. I started taking Prep last month and have been vaccinated for hep. I understand the risks around other STIs. I am curious how bare sex feels as a bottom versus using a condom? What will it be like when the top starts to ejaculate in me? What happens afterwards with the load(s) inside me? Is it messy? With a condom there is no mess. Based on my experience with women, they do leak cum afterwards. What do you do to clean up afterwards? Looking for advice and help from experienced bottoms. Thank you.