CumdumpAmsterdam

if only I could swallow 3650 loads...

Yes, I set goals for the same reason: enforcing the discipline. The goals make me stay at the rest area for longer so I can suck more cock. I've set a minimum of 5 cock a day when I locked my dick in November 2023. I had no clue the goal was going to be way to low. I'm easy sucking 8 or 10 cock a day right now and thinking about it to have 10 cock a day will be my new goal for 2025. I still need to think about a year goal for 2025. What's yours for next year @slaveofcum?

Totally agree! Especially the "don’t beat yourself up about it"-part 😉

Oh! Shit! That sounded very sarcastic! it was unintentional... I really respect your tribute to this site a lot! 😉

When you look at it it's not that hard. At workdays, I go to a rest area every morning before work and swallow around 2 or 3 loads, "depending on the weather", so to say. After work I go there again and suck around 5 or 7 cock... You only need 143 days of those in a year to get to a thousand loads a year! I guess the cage helped about 70% with it! Not cumming for a long time makes you.... a pig.... You're hot btw! 😉 Always loved all of your content!

Last week I sucked a guys cock at the platform at the train station. Maybe he saw my 'cocksucker' tag around my neck or he saw the light blue handkerchief hanging from my right back pocket of my jeans. Or he just recognized my faggot face, but he sure knew I am a cock sucker! I'm catching the train every day early in the morning to go to work. Because it is so early, I'm normally the only one waiting on the platform except for this young homeless guy sleeping at a bench at the back of the platform. Last week there was this other guy walking to the far back dark part of the platform and I followed him there. When I arrived he had his cock out of his jeans and I just sank to my knees and sucked his cock like I did every day at the rest area. A couple of minutes later, as i was throating his delicious cock I saw our train arrive. Just before the train came to a halt he shot his load down my throat and we got on the train just in time. The train conductor made a comment about still having some seed hanging down my beard. It was awesome!

This year has been a rollercoaster! First year being locked. First time to hit the thousand loads! Before, as an unlocked cock sucker, I swallowed about 250 loads a year. I'm locked for more than a year now. The priorities in my life have shifted completely throughout this year. I thought I was a slut before I locked myself up but now I'm completely focussed on cock. Together with hypo, I had no idea the cage would change my whole life. I had to reinvent myself. It took me almost a month to feel completely at ease, publicly sucking cock at the rest areas. By now it feels perfectly normal and right. My daily routine changed completely. First I only went to the rest area after work but soon I started going there before and after work. It doubled my daily cum intake! Have learned a lot about myself in this year and it turned out I'm very suitable to have this role in society. My throat became a public cum drain. After this first year, the men know where to find me and how to contact me when they need service. I expect to swallow even more sperm loads next year. Buckle up! 😉

Sounds good! Motivates me to think about what I can change to improve my cock service...

I dont really care how they look. Sperm is sperm. Hate the word: "ugly" but lets go with it... 😉 The ugly guys tend to have a lot less sex so they will probably shoot more sperm ❤️ But yes, I feel a lot sluttier when sucking an older or ugly man. And I love that an old mans cock feels and looks the same as the cock of a young guy. The penis doesn't seem to age (to some point). That's why I am a "focus on cock, not faces" kinda cocksucker. Enjoy all cock! 😉

For me it's an honor when they dump their loads in me! I'm honored they choose my throat to unload in. It motivates me to keep my throat in mint condition. @sashaer Can you explain why you think it is humiliating?

Just teasing a bit: ...So we are basically the opposite... You: Me: 1) Use me anytime, anywhere and anyhow you want. I will keep fucking my throat on your cock until you cum. 2) Please talk dirty an down on me. It encourages me sucking your cock. 3) Please force me to deepthroat. Use your hands to push me further... but it will be unnecessary. I probably will be on your cock to the base already.

It's not even that long ago and it is such a sweet/hot story really! There was this young man showing up at the rest area one night. I could see he was not even shaving yet because he had a cute never-shaved-young-man-moustache. But I could see his chest hair coming out of his shirt. He was still in his transition going from boy to a man. So hot! He was a tough bloke and started using all the faggots around. I watched him fucking the other faggots. Many failed enduring his new manly needs. After a couple of weeks he kept fucking me every time he was there. He didn't pay attention to all the other faggots. He would just walk right up to me and push me down on my knees and shove his cock in. One time, just before shooting his delicious sperm-load, he screamed: Fuck! You're a pig! Squirt...squirt...squirt... Emptying his balls in me... I was so honored! Being recognized as a real cum dumpster by such a young man. He kept on dumping sperm down my throat every time he was there. Like 2 or 3 times a week. I saw him growing into the full-grown man he is now. 'Arms the size of my legs' type of man. He became hairy all over like a real man should be. He became an absolute Alpha! Gave him my number and he starts to come over to my house. Fucking my throat while on the bathroom floor... When this man holds your head to fuck your throat, there is no way escaping it. You just have to endure it. And yes, I'm the perfect fag for this... throat open... no gag reflex left... It has been a wile since he dumped a load down my throat. He probably got a girlfriend and doesn't need me anymore. But I'm sure I will see him again 😉 Faggots like me suck cock way better than chicks do 😉 Thank god he has my phone number. One day I will receive a message like: 'Want sperm? My girl doesn't like to suck'. In the meanwhile I just go on sucking cock at the same rest area he went to. Making sure he can find me when he needs me. We all know: Married men really do need a cocksucker on the side. I'm ready for it!

In my opinion you are experiencing great personal growth, it makes you feel strong and confident after achieving something. You are proud of yourself. And you should be! I only know of something different, almost the opposite: a 'subdown' as to referring having some sort of feeling after use. Not an expert on this, but it is some sort of aftermath of a session between a slave and his master. Just a harmless, short kind of depression that slaves and other submissives experience. After a 'high' comes a 'low'. W' tha fuck... this is poetry to me... I only know the quick dumps behind the bouches, but you are talking about a spiritual brother. Can you tell us more about that?

Very much so for me! I’m very happy for you! I don’t have the opportunity to respond at the moment but certainly will ask you alot of questions next week 🤣😉

...that's almost poetic... loving your style of writing 😉