CumdumpAmsterdam

But to answer your question: I have been sucking thousands of cocks in the last 10 years and I must say it is the best feeling ever! I have never been happier! Exploring his cock while he is sliding it in and out my throat teaches me how to satisfy him at best. My throat has learned to analyse the cock head, the thickness of the shaft, the length, the veins, the form and the angle. With that information, in combination of his reactions to different techniques, I can satisfy him just as he wishes. And at the end, when the man starts to unload his balls... then you discover again and again that this is the reason why you have such a discusting lifestyle. It's heaven. It is a fantastic feeling that you are the cause of the man's pleasure. The best part of all this is that men produce an excessive amount of semen. They will look for a cocksucker like me again and again. And I will be on my knees, ready for them every time they need me to be 😉

Wow! If I could suck my own cock, I would probably never leave my house again LOL

The situation has escalated. I cannot controle it any longer. Developments follow each other in rapid succession. The river has turned into a big, white, swirling rapid. It feels like a free fall into faggotry. So much has happened the last days. Seriously, it was only a week or two ago where I thought I was this big slut, sucking a couple of cocks at the park each week. But in the last two weeks I learned so much I can not believe it 😉 It all started with me having the event with the Pavlov effect (twice!) at the gym which I described earlier in this post. It has caused a chain reaction. After the second Pavlov event it all changed... I have always had this big interest in ways to make myself be more available and easier to dock as a cumdumpster. I love Aswaganda in that way a lot. It has a big effect on my 'instant availability'. When I receive a message from a regular feeder I usually will be swallowing his sperm load within the next 20 minutes. But now I reached the next level of being a cumdump once more. I learned that a faggot just shouldn't cum. Period. It just makes them insecure and confused. I did ignore my cock for a couple of years now but now I took it to the next level. I bought a cage for my cock. Not from a 'kink' kinda perspective but from a practical perspective. Not cumming makes a faggot cumdump like me, calmer, more concentrated, more motivated and more confident in what its assignment is. Satisfying men. Swallowing as much sperm as possible. Simple as that. To be a service point for men to dump their sperm load into. I bought a cage with one of those metal tubes that goes into the pissslit. I'm a rookie at this. Nothing has ever invaded my penis like this before but I have put it on and I stuck with it. It is way too smal! It took me a while to put it on. The first couple of days were like hell... I didn't sleep at all. Took a couple of days off work and started to go to my favorite truck-stop again. I've been wearing it for only 5 days now but already notice the immense effects. I do not like the maintenance that comes with it but the effect is amazing. I didn't cum for almost two week now. I have been on my knees, sucking cock, at rest areas every spare minute since I put it on. My cum-intake increased with 200% the last days. I'm becoming a more effective cumdump every minute I wear this cage. I love the effect of the cage on my cumdump performance but I also regret the shrinking effect on my cock. My cock is beautiful! It always was a joy to look at from a cocksuckers perspective. I have been drooling looking at my own cock, wanting to have it deep down my throat so badly. In the early days I have been cumming from looking at my own, big, hard, veiny, purple cock. But those days are over. It doesn't have a function anymore. I'm planning on wearing it as long as possible. Sucking as much cock as possible. But to my caged friends out there: I'm just wandering, what are your practical rituals in being caged?. Do you get the cage off every day to clean it? Do you take it off at night? Where does it end? Will I be sucking 20 cock a day when I keep it on?

For me too... I have no clue who is fucking my throat for 80% of the time anyway

Have you been fucked in all parks in Amsterdam? What park do you like best for being bred? My favorite is 'Rembrandt park'. Swallowed 2 sperm loads there today. Close to the West so lots of Arab guys. I love them! They can get rude and give orders. Love being pushed down on my knees by them for a quick cum dump down my throat 😉

Wow. I'm still in awe of what happened. Of course I immediately continued sucking other men, but this event did something to me... It reignited the fire in me. Over the last year the urge had diminished, but I still sucked the same number of cock. I had switched to autopilot. Now that I feel the fire again, I enjoy the cock I suck much more and do so with passion again! A lot of Men will sleep very well in the next couple of weeks 😉

I'm just a humble cocksucker. But I just got the biggest treat the universe could give me when I went to the gym tonight. I got a second chance! When I was changing in the locker room the same guy as last week walked in and started to undress. The exact same situation as last week! The very same belt buckle sounded and I went into cocksucker-state-of-mind right away again. Mouth opened, tongue came out and my throat relaxed itself. I thought about you guys! I realized I was given a second chance and acted right away. He saw me and my dripping cunt and dragged me into the nearest shower cabin. It was the best throatfuck I ever had! I'm so thankful! I think I have a new regular! 😉 Thank you guys! 😉 I will keep you updated!

No, I was completely blindsided by what happened to me. Of course I recognized the feeling, but it had never happened to me so quickly in a place where that never happens. The fact that an external stimulus can have such an instant effect on me was new to me. Yes, it was a missed opportunity. Next time I will take action. I am a fast learner 😉

Yes, I have been called a 'whore' by a friend a long time ago. When I was discovering my faggot identity I went to a big local cruising area a lot to explore my dirty side 'a bit' 🤣. Obviously this is a 'gay' cruising area so I bumped into a couple of people I knew from the gayscene I was quite active in at that time. One night at a gay bar, one of my 'friends' came up to me and said: 'Every time I'm horny and I go to the cruising area, I see you sucking some cock on your knees. How often are you there man?' And I answered: 'every day'. The look on his face was priceless and the friend called me a 'disgusting whore' as I can remember correctly. I stopped going out in the gayscene because I realized it was not my kind of world. I also stopped going to that cruising area. After that I discovered the regular rest areas along the highways. It is way better than the gay cruising area! I have been sucking straight trucker cock ever since! I think every faggot cumdump has an experience like this to understand that 'gay men' and 'faggots' are two totally different types of people. I'm very grateful for this experience because it made me understand that I didn't belong in the gayscene, wasting my time. I belong on my knees servicing men and became quite good at it! My cum intake still increases every year! 🎉

I can't wait! Conditioning my mind to be the dirtiest cumbucket as possible. Those Men need relieve as soon as possible! 🎉

Thanks for your interesting comment! The next time the Pavlov effect kicks in at the gym, I'll show the man the state he's gotten me into. It's about time I get known as the local cock sucking cumdump at my gym.

I totally get this too 😉 I guess I have more triggers than I thought 😉

Thanks! I just keep surprising myself in how quickly my mouth changes into a big hungry dripping cunt 😉

Yesterday, something happened to me in the gym. Do you guys understand when I say 'I believe I have reached the next stage of being a cumdump'? I was alone changing in the locker room when another man came in. Nothing happened, we just went on with what we were doing. But as soon as I heard him unbuckling his belt, something happend to me. It was like the 'Pavlov effect'. When I heard his belt making the significant sound (which I've heard thousands of times in my life during my cock sucking adventures), my mouth opened, tongue came hanging out and my throat relaxed. I stood there undergoing an abrupt metamorphosis. From 'ambitious young man who just had a workout' to 'cum guzzling cock sucking available faggot' within one minute just by hearing the sound of his belt buckle. Again, it was like the 'Pavlov effect'. Like my body was preparing itself for a throat fuck without mentally consciously giving orders to do so. Do you guys understand when I say 'I believe I have reached the next stage of being a cumdump'? Really! I thought it couldn't get any lower than I already was: I suck at least one strangers cock at a rest area a day and keep servicing my 6 feeders every week. That's sucking more than 13 cocks a week! Sperm it all I care for at those times. Are there any faggots lower than this? I mean, does this mean I will be waking up behind a trash can some day with a soar throat and dripping asshole looking for more sperm?

When 'on heat' I suck more than one cock a day. Not much I can do about it. I'm a public cumdump. It's my nature...

And that's not even mentioning all the benefits to society as a result. Less male frustration, less hate, less rape and harassment of women and so on.

dirty rest areas, not dirty cocks 😉

I always wander where the other cumdumps are at rest areas. I rarely meet other guys who are looking for a 'mouthful'. The ones I do meet at the rest areas have become real friends/competition 😉

Interesting question. I guess we need to definite "we" in your question before we can make an honest guess. Because I do think there is a difference between a horny gay dude cruising at the local cruising area and the ones who suck cock at dirty rest areas every single day just to satisfy another man and to get their daily shot of semen. I think it will be 90% of the gay boys and 10% cumdump faggots 😉

Not much. I do suck a lot of cock but not in a row. In my cocksucking territory there are a lot of men who really want to stay anonymous. I mostly suck cock at a rest area. No standing in line, unfortunately. But when a man is finished the next one comes from behind the trees not much later. Does that count? Yes? In that case: 5 man in a row. Just trying to be honest here 😉 I wander if I'm considered a lazy cumdump 😉

I too did suck my first cock at age 12-13. I guess that's the average time in your life your body is getting sexual active. Discovering being gay wasn't easy at times. I didn't have the connection with all the gay boys who started to 'gang' with the popular girls in high school. But then I realized why I was different. I wasn't gay, but a cock sucking cumdump faggot! While all the gays where having a pyama party on Saturday night, I was on my knees sucking cock at the nearest rest area. So, to answer your question: I started to suck cock when I was around 12 but the real cock sucking started at 23 😉

To me it's like a switch turning on when I go in heat. So, yes, I do consider it like that. When in heat there is only one focus: satisfying cock.

I never jerk off. I'm an on call cocksucker for a couple of men so I need to keep my body ready for use at all times. I try to keep myself as sexually frustrated and horny as I can. And it does pay off. I do sometimes accidentally cum in my pants when on my knees. It rarely happens but I'm grateful when it does happen 😉 Orgasms like that are like heaven. Sperm being pumped down my throat by an unknown man at a rest area along the highway. It happens a lot but with some guys it is different some how. They are the Apex Alphas. It makes me realize I was made to be a cumdump. I've never been happier.

I totally agree. This is the only way to get and to keep the feeders cumming 😉 There is lots of competition around. I plan my life around cock and I have plenty cock to suck! When the men found a good cocksucker, they will stick to it when always available and good at sucking cock 😉

Yes! I would suck him again! I'd consider it as an honor for him returning to a previous cocksucker. It means you did a good job! You might end up swallowing his load!