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What has porn made you interested in trying?
PozToxVersPig replied to Tiboer's topic in General Discussion
I'm attempting to give you a "reaction" but apparently I've already reacted too much today!: 🙂 HELL YEAH pig! I don't know how possible that is in WV, the 25+ is hard here in Denver, but the rest is 100% possible! 🙂 -
What has porn made you interested in trying?
PozToxVersPig replied to Tiboer's topic in General Discussion
There are two things for me: 1) double penetration which I strangely learned from a straight porn with Debbie Lovelace that I found - a dick in the butt and in that other thing women have and 2) group/gang bang - I was sufficiently young that my first exposure to porn was actually group/gang bang so I think I've always aspired to that. Been successful a few times but damn it's a lot of work to coordinate. -
IIsn't the answer to this the massive millions of dollars that went in to PreP? And if this is really an issue, then why are there so many chasers? This topic is beguiling. Also, I'd like to be rich but don't really want to work and haven't won the Lotto...how do I do that?
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I mean absolutely no offense, but I giggled a little bit when I thought about the days when "serosorting" was an actual strategy - AND it was for people trying to bareback but not get pozzed. Totally okay with that. We were babies in terms of understanding all of this. In retrospect, it's silly to think about though. If you were having sex frequently enough to even consider a strategy like serosorting because you wanted to bareback in the Pre-PreP era, you'd have to be at the clinic or your doctor's all the time - which gave you a very narrow of reassurance where you could state definitively you were neg or poz or whatever. The math doesn't math when you look back at it 🙂
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In Seattle - there was a porn production company (can't remember what it was), there were the SeaBoys, and there were the independent guys. All very vanilla and in their off time were exactly like what you describe @NWUSHorny in that other thread. All of us worked at the tech companies, but it was before the video internet so you could actually do porn then go and be a software developer or whatever. I worked in tech to but sexually, us misfits hung out at Basic Plumbing (RIP), Club Z, and even Steamworks. There wasn't much crossover between the two populations. Very different groups of people that never really intersected. I never understood it.
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Look, plenty of bullshit/lies out there, so I'll be honest. I abandoned #Locktober late last night. Trying to combine it with now 3 day old PA was stupid. 14 hours later, feeling much better. Never thought that area would see too much action but indeed, you can be overstimulated. That's the tea. #Truth
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As a Seattle native and someone who lived there up until 7 years ago, I literally choked on my water reading this. I'm not even sure that it's just "penetrative" intercourse but sex. This gave me a great laugh. Maybe this is why in the early 2000s I sought out the people in the dark corners of Seattle...and kept my friends as friends. The advantage Seattle has is the bathhouses and a few other public places where us outcasts could connect without a green tea cleans followed by a farm to table dinner followed by Gilmore Gills while wearing our underwear.
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I just sent you a DM - you need to look. (jawdropped)
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That's some crazy Denver history. I suppose I just assumed they were all PSP people from around the HDK compound (is it still the HDK compound?) Wasn't the winner the "twink" looking-one? It's crazy how blank the internet gets at a certain point in history...
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Is PrEP gonna be enough?
PozToxVersPig replied to BritishCumdump's topic in HIV Risk & Risk Reduction
The study basically says that somewhere around 50-100K infection rate is more nominal, but then as the VL grows (to something like 2.5M) the rate of infection is not linear, and infection rate starts to increase more quickly. Meaning the higher the value, the closer you get to 100% chance of transmitting the virus. -
Is PrEP gonna be enough?
PozToxVersPig replied to BritishCumdump's topic in HIV Risk & Risk Reduction
If you're concerned enough about it to ask the question, you should take additional precautions. No one on this site or in any hospital is going to tell you anything different. [think before following links] https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4058443/#:~:text=The relationship between viral load values and HIV This article I believe is still the best study associating viral load with rate of infection for HIV. It DOES NOT solve for any impact of PreP, your general health, any physical issues you have, etc. But you can ballpark it. If you are concerned with being HIV positive though, you know your options. His load sounds like a dream to me but I'm already poz and a bunch of other things 🙂 -
UPDATE!!!! (and a huge thank you to @IrishBoi) #NOTSEXPOST I will attempt to make a long story short, but it isn't my strong suit. Around Sept 22nd I received written letter back from (let's call him) Travis. 5 pages, really neat and easy to read penmanship. Before I get to the actual letter, it took longer than expected for him to receive the letter because the site had the wrong DOC# which was why (as I opine above), I was unable to find him in the electronic systems. That's been solved now. The letter was really thoughtful, well-written, easy to read, deep. He shared with e that he has been burned many times attempting correspondence with the people that send it his way because they are either "sexual deviants" or seemed to be "participating in (the pen pal program) because it was something good to do and a box to check." He was kicked out of his house at 14 because his father suspected he was gay (there was no coming out). He has siblings that are not allowed to speak to him because when you're from Rural Kentucky, that's what you do I guess. I won't recap everything. He shared with me how he's in his third year of college for a double major in Sociology and Psychology and wants to use those degrees to help both foster children (which he became and was treated very poorly) and former inmates (who struggle to acclimate to their post-prison). I'm a fairly smart person and a god reader and I had to read the 5 pages a few times just to take in all the nuance of it. He wrote almost a page about the difference between his past, his present, and his future with a bunch of really thoughtful analysis and imagery. I was freakin' impressed. Since then, we're now doing things online and his most recent letter came through yesterday (3 pages, typed) which was also really well written to the point I needed to digest it before responding. HE MAY BE UNIQUE and I may have just gotten lucky, but I have no sense that he's in this for anything other than what he said - establishing a connection and authentic communication with someone in the outside world. That now seems even more significant given his family has cast him aside for more than half his life. Perhaps you are looking for someone in thsi type of situation to start engaging with the intent of forming a love relationship. I don't know. All I know is my experience has been really rewarding and it's thanks to this thread, on, of all places, Breeding Zone.
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I'm pretty sure you and I are in deep lock-step on several of these topics 🙂 It's not only challenging to arrange your own cumdump or even anon dicks showing up randomly at your door (though I've had some success at that but probably at more risk than I'm willing to admit). And then the coordination becomes exhausting and wham bam boom you're not in the zone for getting bred....at least as much as you could be. I said aloud to people that I'd do the next Horsemarket if accepted as a Mare in SF. They are considering one in Vancouver, BC which could be cool but the very first question their survey asked was "do you think there's enough people here to make the event work" (meaning not 10 mares and 4 tops like in Seattle). I don't know the answer. Canadian culture is different whichever way you slice it, and I really wouldn't want some Stallion to approach me and apologize in advance for fucking me after telling me he'll go slowly so it won't hurt. Can they even be real doms or pigs? lol
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The closest experience wise has to be something like Horsemarket but not the same
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PICTURE - 1991: If porn includes pixelated black/white photos that took 2 hours to download on your computer of two guys naked but barely touching each other, then that was it. 1991 VIDEO: 1996/2000: If you include me sneaking into bathhouses with a fake ID at 16 (legal at 18) then 1996. Officially, 2000 when I turned 21 at any gay bar that I went to. It was more like background noise, you didn't really watch. Some combination of Falcon, Hot House, BelAmi - all very condom. They'd always mix in some grainy Jeff Stryker shit from the 70s/80s. You couldn't really buy gay porn anywhere so you had to mail order and it was expensive, so porn in the home wasn't really a thing unless you wanted to spend that money. MY FIRST IN HOME JERK PORN (VHS): 2001: I think I saw an ad in the back of a gay magazine that had an ad for HDK which is how I found the website which didn't really have much of anything except for pictures of the VHS cover. I IMMEDIATELY KNEW SEEING THEN READING about World's Hungriest Cumhole. Three dudes on their knees in a dungeon taking a bunch of rugged raw dick and getting marked with black markers to confirm who could take the most loads! FUCK YES! I was so nervous about it arriving, and I watched it so many times that the tape actually broke. HDK was all you had back then in terms of BB porn and some of their movies were great (Hole Hunters, first time I saw WS), some were not. P.S. I believe I learned the term "cream pie" at this point and thought somehow there were going to be pies involved, like the type people throw in the faces of others. Seriously.
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Day 2: I'm a (first time doing Locktober) Pussy! (I will not be writing one of these every day)
Barely halfway through Day 2, and every second every fiber of my being wants me to shoot a load...ANYWHERE (in, on, near....) WHEREVER! I guess the old saying is true, you can't always get what you want - the Chasers are numerous, the legit ones fewer, and yet strangely...several that are nearby and totally fuckable and legit. Which means I have to explain that I'm 6 weeks away from being able to fuck them.
Today's challenge was easy, tomorrow's...well, this is challenging. Basically it's teaching submission around ass to mouth at your doms request. Sub is to fuck their hole with a large dildo and each time removing it completely, fuck their throat, then repeat between 25-150 times (I have no idea why the range).
I cannot do this because my hole has a plug in it, and removing that requires removing the harness which requires removing the cage. The cage requires a key which is frozen in water, and removing the harness (and putting it on) requires more than one person (though I've managed).
The best I can come up with is sucking dick/dicks for the equivalent of 25-150 minutes. No, it's not equivalent entirely, but it does reinforce the "your body, your holes, your actions are mine to control" ethos. Other suggestions? I didn't think I could find a top to fuck me once at a time for 150 strokes and I honestly feel stupid asking compared to the dick sucking.
I posted on Reddit at 7A outlining the need to spend 25-150 min sucking dick, stating it was at the discretion of whoever was chosen (my choice based on reasonability - one response said he alone would drive from New Mexico...nope). The remaining three offers seemed legitimate but all pending further outreach to their people, all said they could host, all within 25 miles of my house. Both indicated they had friends who would be interested but they needed to determine availability given short notice. The third seemed a bit more nefarious. "I'll see what I can find" which made me think he was gonna post an add somewhere and I was gonna get mouth raped by Denver.
Along with that, for two days in a row, two people completely unrelated and not knowing of each other, sent two catalogs of very specific porn that they knew I would like. I have not been sent this much porn ever, let alone back to back on the first two days of a challenge.
I gave people until 6P to respond. I got a few IMs throughout the day saying that they intended to, we'll see what materializes. I certainly don't want to fail on Day 3. I love the sensation of this control gear...I don't think I'll ever intend to do it for 30 days again.
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Well, shit, I guess I need to take a moment to read the obscured instructions. The range is "difficulty level." And I apparently get to choose one for the whole journey, or via each challenge. For tomorrow, I choose EASY. I should be able to give just about anybody a 25 min blowjob.
The way I interpreted it was it was three rounds (25 first round, 50 second, 150 third). Ignore my entire tantrum
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There's video of me doing the pre-fuck warm up at 5:30A from this morning. @partying.hard I'll share with you if you share with me 🙂
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2 hours ago.
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It's my first time doing Locktober and of course I went over-aggressive. Not just my dick, I'm also locking a plug in my hole except when I'm going to the bathroom or getting fucked. OH and yesterday I got a PA.
I finally got it all geared up which was not easy to do by myself. LOL
I'm going to regret the larger plug. It's tolerable but definitely intense.
I have some adjustments to make tomorrow. I walk like a fucking idiot. 🙂
Day 1
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This has the added benefit of ensuring I absolutely WILL NOT try to fuck with my dick before the PA heals completely which just 24 hours after piercing, I'm already struggling with! 🙂
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When I'm in bottom mode, all I can think about is making sure the top gets to use my holes however he wants - and shoots his load/loads.
Now that I've got this cage padlocked around my dick, all I can think about is fucking hole, shooting loads, and stroking my dick. Oy, trouble ahead! 🙂 -
OMG one of my buddies won't stop sending me full length scenes of fucking porno-type that I like trying to get me hard. And I just keep laying here on my back and pushing my ass against the bed and side to side trying to get this plug to go even deeper than it already is. Feels fucking amazing.
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Locktober 2024 - Who's doing it?
PozToxVersPig replied to BritishCumdump's topic in General Discussion
Also, the plug comes out for any bathroom business and fucking... -
Locktober 2024 - Who's doing it?
PozToxVersPig replied to BritishCumdump's topic in General Discussion
I finally just got myself all squared away. I still have some adjustments to do tomorrow because my balls were swollen from last night and I couldn't get them all the way through the harness cockring. I'm going to regret opting for a larger buttplug lol. The cage is quite comfortable. I walk like a fucking idiot! -
Who Prefers Only Spit As Lube
PozToxVersPig replied to BlindRawFucker1's topic in General Discussion
Spit cum or piss are best but sometimes toys require some extra help! 🙂 -
Read the description. I had to order emergency same day lube yesterday after I spilled a whole bottle. Gotta pay attention! My toxic top while shoving his dick in my toxic hole both had a good laugh when he read the name! 🙂
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The darker side of things - what is most popular
PozToxVersPig replied to PozToxVersPig's topic in Hardcore Fetishes Forum
ALSO ONE OTHER QUESTION: Is there a difference between what is kink, what is [banned word], what is [banned word]? It seems very individual what gets bucketed in to each group. I have some opinions but I wonder if others have opinions. -
The darker side of things - what is most popular
PozToxVersPig replied to PozToxVersPig's topic in Hardcore Fetishes Forum
Let me say that this post is in no way an endorsement of any of these activities, merely a fact-finding post. Connecting online, no matter the forum (I guess this probably doesn't come up in Christian Mingle haha), means a certain number of [banned word] topics come up. This is on top of poz or poz-unmed versus neg, or use drugs versus don't, and I won't bother here but condom/no condom. I'm also semi-interested in where some people draw the line - some people are absolutely YES to one thing, but absolutely NO to another thing, even though those two things sort of go together. If I missed something and your comfortable sharing, feel free. It only gave me so many answer options.
