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Trainee Question: Knowing you're really ready
allrise replied to PozToxVersPig's topic in Fisting Discussion
I have been taking fists for about 5 years or so. When I started I was using toys of 8.5” or a bit more but now using much larger piggy toys. Toys are super helpful to train our holes together with porn and poppers. -
I started sex before meds were available and television warning us of impending deaths. Always preferred bb, hence it was a Russian roulette for me. I have friends who killed themselves after becoming Poz and others just disappeared. I became more sensible and started condoms, but became Poz as someone stealthed me. The top removed condom without telling me. I was mightily thankful that HAART was becoming available when i converted and the wonderful medical team in London who treated me medically and mentally like a worthy human being. But we have moved on, I am not sure if the younger generation is aware of this part of our heritage. Still I am glad we can now all bb without fears of death and shame. I learn not to judge or be angry but just enjoying the freedom we now have. It is not a fetish for me, but I do what is natural for me and declined condoms. If hiv does catch up with me one day, I can die happy recalling all the wanton sex and fun.
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When i committed to my partner , it was to love and care, which I still do. I don’t think I should give up what I like and enjoy, as long as I am not hurting him in the process. This is easier for me as we don’t have sex together anymore after the initial years, but care and live together. My view as we are outside the norm of the majority population, we need to form our own norm and not be confused by the norm of the straight majority, and ignoring the incorrect irrelevant religious teachings. I don't feel there are rules to say if I live with my partners, then I don’t have sex with anyone else. You 2 need to decide what works for you. If you stay in the closet too long, there is risk of that pressure building up n explode. Give that whore inside you a chance, it is part of you, don’t sacrifice yourself.
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Raw for sure. Besides receiving his DNA, it’s hot the unknown he might also give me.
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I don’t think I have ever seen a top wearing jock strap in a bathhouse. Always took those wearing jocks as bottom. I prefer to hang my towel around neck and go naked with my hole lubed up. Prefer to be fucked but some men I can’t resist fucking them.
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After the first 6 monogamous years with my partner, I knew I need to hook with other men, lots of men. Absolutely no regret. I would have missed out so much. My partner knows but he doesn’t mention it and we never discuss, we just know.
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If indeed this is the flu, how long does it last?
allrise replied to sse4me's topic in What's It Like To Be Poz?
I did not experience any flu symptoms at all. At the time I wasn’t hooking up much, so knew when I was exposed. -
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I didn’t know there is such an App, thanks for sharing!
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What websites/apps do German men use to hookup?
allrise replied to Bart's topic in German-Speaking Europe
I agree in Berlin, best to hook up in clubs, bars and sauna. People are direct and lots of actions to be had. I used BBRT and Romeo there, waste of time, lots of time wasters. Maybe I didn’t have patience as there are lots of sex elsewhere. -
Waiting to be gangbanged cum dripping out. Sexy ! -
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I recently acquired a stainless steel chain choker. I was quite surprised with some of the attentions I received from rough tops. At a non-fetish backroom in Berlin, a skinhead treated me real rough. Slapped, spat on, ball torture, nip torture, kicked, deep throat. Another club in London, a guy wanted to own me. Looking to keep the lock key to the chain so I can’t remove it until he allows. After a hard spanking n fuck, he put me on a dog collar with a leash walked me around the club having a drink talking to his friends. I was just a lap dog. Enjoy these different connections, good variations.
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I prefer the top to just fuck and breed me and not expecting me to cum. In a bathhouse, I def won’t cum until I have taken several loads.
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Just as bareback is the nature’s way, so is spit and even better is cum. Totally natural !
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Late 80’s and early 90’s I mostly bb but condoms only at saunas. Poz in 1995. After about 1 year of abstinence, mainly out of uncertainty and fear, I then resume bb indiscreetly with lots of guys. Hasn’t not stop bb hookups since then.
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This summer I had a rather colourful sex life, including being fisted regularly. My routine stool test to look for blood came back positive and was told to go for a colonoscopy - my first. Doctor commented how clean I was and reassuringly, scope was all normal. I was concerned doctor might comment why my bottom is loose and looks a wreck LOL…. I had decided not to get sedation (seems they use fentanyl for sedation) and enjoyed feeling how the scope went around - pretty amazing. Next time I will avoid vigorous bottoming for a week before taking the stool test.
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A boy discovering his true calling. HOT !
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Went to a cruising park in London. Initially lots of guys but little action. Hooked up with a black guy who raw fucked me hard. Then he wanted to deep throat me. A young guy took over butt fucking me. Black guy dumped a huge load down my throat causing me to choke a bit. The young guy soon bred me. As I tidied myself up, a preppie guy exposed his cock and asked if he can fuck me. Not like I was going to refuse. He has a long downward curving cock which hits my prostate with every thrust. He has a neat and efficient fucking motion. I blew my load shortly after he came inside me. Nice. I find once you start an action, others tend to want a piece too.
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Yes, Berlin seems to have no hang ups about sex and at last there is freedom to live out our fantasy and desires. love going to the sex shops. Owners are so friendly, openly discussed toys, how best to use them and stuff to compliment one’s activities
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I sometimes have tops encouraging me loosen my hole. A bit surprised as I get fisted often…perhaps I should ask them to fist me first and then fuck. When I top, prefer hole that’s not too loose, personal choice 😉
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I like both. Random hookups are more interesting and gives one variety. other times you know what you get with a regular FB, but not looking to nurture a relationship.
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Where is easy to find used condoms in Berlin?
allrise replied to Bob1119's topic in German-Speaking Europe
I don’t see anyone using condoms in Berlin …. lol !- 1 reply
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Tnks. R and Co at Fuggerstrabe 19 has good stock including a smaller size for a short trip.
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I agree when being fucked, my goal is to get bred. If the top wants a bit of rough play and pain, all good with me and I do like a bit of rough. There have been times I signal the top it is too much, they had mostly stopped but some like to see if they can push me a bit further. All good. Personally I don’t feel inferior.
