Hi. I just found this site today. I sucked several cocks as a kid, but stopped at 14 in a futile attempt to be "normal" and straight. But the urge never leaves. It's like an incurable disease.
I was married and divorced twice to two low sex-drive, vanilla women. When the internet brought porn to the safety and convenience of my desktop, I became addicted. It started with straight, but fairly quickly shifted to gay. The only kind that got me off.
Then I found chat rooms. And Craigslist. And after the typical closeted married bi guy fits and starts, I became a cocksucker. Though not a swallower. The ex busted me and after trying to save the marriage, divorced me.
At 54, divorced and living on my own, I threw myself into being a cocksucker. To see whether I really wanted it. After watching lots of hypnos and reading lots of things on Fetlife, I decided I HAD to try swallowing. Or I was a fraud. So, I did. And I've swallowed every load since. Except the one deposited in my ass.
I prefer dirty, nasty, perverted sex. Although I've still played with women, I'd love to become pussy-free and be a a bareback cum-dump and urinal.
I love masculine Men - not brutal, tough-guy men - who love using and fucking a faggot. And I love nasty sex with other self-identified faggot bottoms. Sniffing and licking each other's balls, sucking each other's cocks and eating each other's cum. Admitting that we're faggots. And not real men. And that we prefer sex with men. And want to be pussy-free.
I prefer full bush on Men and am only into cut cocks for sucking. Uncut cocks could fuck me at a party.
So, that's it. I'd love to chat with other divorced guys who consider themselves faggots. And love it.
