transferal

I had my first real bukkake recently. Like, I’ve sucked groups before and had a line going, but most guys cum in my throat, sometimes in my mouth. Almost no one has ever thought to cum anywhere outside of my holes before because I encourage cumming in one and I haven’t met anyone self sacrificing enough (of their own orgasm or the shit I’d give them for ruining mine) to pull out before cumming or deprive me with my cum fetish the chance to swallow… and while I am nice, my day to day personality means I am a bit of a formidable bottom to most folks, so absolutely no one has had the nerve to intentionally cum all over my face before. Not even clients or porn directors who also modeled waaaay back in the day were bold enough for that. I didn’t ask for it specifically and so they’d all leap TF back from me or cum in my mouth and have me show it and swallow. Indeed, it was difficult to get my friends to do it because they saw it as “disrespectful” and I tend to go more towards praise than humiliation for kink. I had to get them all hard and ask again, beg a little while doing some of the little tricks they like. Sometimes I develop kind of weird and a random fetishes around whatever’s going on in my life. I’ve been very slowly going blind for years, but recently some people who know have started to be kind of shitty about it, going as far as to discriminate for stuff that actually matters to me IRL. And one of the ways I deal is make it into play… and so I’ve been experimenting more with kinks and fetishes sensory deprivation, disability, and blindness One particular one I’ve wanted to try was having a top intentionally come in my eyes before a group scene and then keeping me from clearing them. I thought this idea would just go away, so the other day after weeks of having it I sucked off one of my closer friends first and asked him to cum in my eyes. He was really insecure with doing it at first but I pointed out that he’d beat me before and blindfolded me before with my consent, and this was a lot less extreme because I’d still be able to see shapes of things and unless something went really fucked up I’d be back to normal in a hour or a few days. He finally agreed… I’d probably didn’t hurt that he was getting a little annoyed with me edging him. We asked for help holding open my eyes and the other guys did. He ejaculated in one and then then wasn’t cumming as much when he got to my left eye so in perhaps the oddest sensation I ever felt he swiped his cock across my eyeball to smear in his cum. It was burning and it hurt and my eyes were tearing so bad and I was so horny and loving it. I couldn’t see much of anything. I’m not supposed to run my eyes at all and I wanted to stay temporarily blinded for longer, so my friends knew not to let me touch my eyes. They held down my arms until I got some willpower back to resist and went to my cock instead, which was leaking cum along with my cunt (trans and intersex history here). They wouldn’t let me touch either. I opened my mouth to avoid screaming and just sort of did so silently and got a cock down my throat for it, so my eyes started watering more as I gagged and chocked. There was a lot more liberties taken once I couldn’t see who was who! 😆 One of them put their hands on me and in me, but then it took me a second as they smeared it on my forehead to realize it was only for that and that when I started to sweat I would cry and my eyes would sting more from my own cum. I sucked my friends off and the all came on my face or in my mouth (tapping me as an instruction to hold it and not swallow), except one came in my eye again midway to keep me blinded. I know someone left and came back with one or two more guys…. No clue who. They thought they were pulling one over on me because I really can’t hear, either, but I know the vibrations of the door, how my friends step, and most of them I fuck I have a pretty good idea how their cocks feel in my hands and mouth. They had to leave pretty quickly because this was possible to do easily because they all worked downtown and were near my studio space during lunch hour. I got instructions left on my whiteboard basically not to immediately eat the cum or put it in me and to film myself masturbating with it on my face. I had cum all down the inside of my thighs (my own from being turned on) and I was so horny I immediately set about doing that. I sucked myself off because I was dying for a hole for my own cock at that point and then I came in my own eyes. I blew bubbles with the cum in my mouth and swallowed it. And then i used it to lube up my cunt and worked my cock in and came in my cunt pretty quickly. I worked what leaked out into my ass with my fingers and just lay there playing with my prostate until I could see again. I orgasmed a couple more times but I was too sensitive and worn out to ejaculate again. I don’t always enjoy the random weird fetishes my slightly bored brain comes up with but this one I really, really did. It’s a shame it’s so risky for my sight (and that I already can’t hear so I really need it) other wise I would do it a lot. Normally I like sensory deprivation for the simple outcome of heightening a sense, no knowing who is touching or fucking me, etc… but this is the first time I can think of that I really was into the act of getting the sense deprived from me. I know it’s a weird way to do it but I absolutely loved it, I loved that it hurt, and I loved fighting when I got the second cock cumming in my eyes to keep me blinded. Anyway, anyone else into this? Or other unusual places you’ve asked guys to cum?

I have never succeeded in saving it that long. The furthest I have gotten is making a few recipes with the help of kinky friends (which don't require as much). I think my favorite was the vanilla bourbon ice cream. Fresh cum is a great stabilizer for ice cream and it has a bit of salt and some of its own flavours unique to the men who contribute. Replace the egg whites with a similar amount of cum. I had everyone just cum in a tempered glass measuring cup I was keeping in the fridge whenever they could for "a kinky surprise". I am kind of known for really surprisingly good food... so there was a little anxiety but everyone was both curious on a kink level and just on a foodie level. (Honestly, the second reason is why everyone I made it with/for tried it.) It kinda needs to be fresh and promptly refrigerated though IMO because it takes a lot of contributors and it's fun to have everyone try a little. It has a light distinct taste on top of the ice cream. Everyone teased me for picking a flavour that looked like what it was (I can do all sorts of weird kinky shit and still keep a little bit of an innocent, naive aura for whatever logic defying reason-- I didn't pick that on accident at all) but I think it was really kind of fun for everyone to see everyone else eating their cum and licking white drops off their fingers and mouth and feeding it to eachother.

I would love to try this— at least once. Not a chaser like most on this topic, just hardwired as a default for sadomasocism And love (seemingly) risky, transgressive sex. Well, technically masochism is what I’m hardwired for and it’s involuntary but I’ve pretty much chosen to throughly enjoy sadism. Specific types of pain below certain thresholds and only in certain places process only as heighten pleasure for me. I have done something similar to just the spike. It was fun but I don’t want to do that again because I don’t have the patience for the down time and bills for that (hospitalization for infection) but the open one looks like it would be amazing and I would give me pure pleasure and multiple orgams he the top started slowly and worked his way up. I would love to wear one and fuck, too. My dick is wired a little different, so less sure of the outcome there. I wouldn’t want a top to wear a condom under it though. I want it to feel risky and transgressive, I want my blood and his precum to lube my hole for us, and because I’m a sadomasocist I want to see him in pain and pleasure each time he thrusts into me. I would absolutely love to consensual hurt a man using my holes. I would be gripping down on that getting so ripped up, enjoying the waves of pleasure and watching him suffer and cum. At least, knowing myself that’s how I think it would go.

[Sorry about the formatting, I copy pasted one word after using Google to spell check because autocorrect kept changing it to something else entirely. No clue how to ditch the red text.] ------------- I feel the expectation is generally that you try to either protect folks if you know or give them the info to opt in and out. People tend to be forgiving about catching STIs, even folks who really don't want them (ie- most people), because they assume its an accident. I have successfully managed to avoid the list of stuff classically categorized as a STI. However, I am very prone to your basic bitch UTIs... I have a trans history (kept the consolation prize from that which is a wonderful dedicated, self lubricating, always ready fuckhole) and had some intersex traits even before that so part of my urinary tract is in an odd place that I think gets small micro tears in it if my eyes are bigger than my cunt, or if I suck my own cock while getting fucked and pull on it really hard with a hand to get it down my throat while getting banged away at. Fingering can also do it sometimes due to nails. Bacteria gets in an then I get a UTI really easy. Thankfully doesn't happen as much as it used to... but now thanks to some honestly it's not so bad. I can't believe I am actually hesitating to say this but... I really haven't discussed it before.... For better or worse, my whole lower urinary tract is very much an erogenous zone for me. I also am neurodiverse and certain kind of pain and irritation, particularly in my genitals, can turn me on and can bring me a lot of pleasure. Also, I think for the sake reason certain kinds of pain and irritation, particularly in my genitals, can turn me on and can bring me a lot of pleasure. It doesn't process as much pain, just arousal, stimulus, and pleasure. My neurodivergence makes me hypersexual and sex and masturbation are already my favourite stims by far to begin with so when my cock and fuckhole are burning and throbbing it is hard to pay attention to anything else. I stay horny, partially hard, wet, and constantly aroused and ready. I have to take time off when it happens because I am either at the level of persistent physical arousal that I can't focus on anything except getting more pleasure (and have a much harder time than usual with impulse control), or I am distracted by pain and need to be penetrated or penetrate (depending on where it hurts) as the only way to ease the pain-- by turning it into pleasure and orgasms. I know not doing any of that is best but I can't manage it, so instead when I needed to, I made sure to keep anything penetrating me very clean and take a day or two off for solo play until the meds kick in. Honesty is a great policy though because now I have a short list of guys who I fuck during this time who feel it's worth it for the insatiable fuck sessions. I have one trans guy friend who is a subby masochist who is bipolar and loves when I am have an infection and when he gets one because it's when we're most sexually compatible. The first time I infected him with one it was incidental (he knew but we were both horny) but now I text him when I sense one coming on and since he does not work and loves pain, my cock, my approval, and his pussy used and tortured he comes over to get bred. We've gotten good at getting him infected and on meds in time for the time off I need. We have very sadomasochistic compulsive sex for 12-48 hours. Yes, it gets a bit in the way at life but it's also amazing and primal and makes me love having a brain that short circuits so much in the ways it does. Last time a few months ago I had a random guy message me on the apps. He didn't care and was just excited how hard, wet, and insatiable it made me. He's got a big dick and is barely 20 and has only a few minutes of refractory period before he is ready to go. We both wanted to have outdoor sex that was a little risky but low chance of getting in trouble, I was also bummed I was too horny to get much exercise in that day, so we went on a hike. I wore an old pair of jeans with a ripped crotch and holes in the bottoms of all the pockets so he could fuck me easily whenever he wanted and easy access my cock and asshole even with others around. He wore jeans and a long T and had his cock out most of the hike under it. We ate lunch at the trail head where he clandestinely (in front of so many tourists) inspected my cock and holes with his fingers and made sure they were ready for the hike. I played a little with his cock after he got it out and once it was hard he tucked it under his belt. We took constantly breaks along the trail for water and fucking. It was a lot of fun. Once we were a ways a way he unzipped me and pulled out my dick and led me around by my dick until I was hard enough to bend him between a high and low handrail on a bridge with a gap and fuck him so that anyone within 300ft could've easily seen. I normally try to avoid eating ass during casual sex because I get sick easily from it but I was so horny I ate my cum out of his ass, lubed my dick with our cum from my cunt, and fucked him again. It really made me happy I was honest. Like, I knew that was the right decision but fuck those experiences were such transgressive non-stop hedonistic gluttony. My friend and I have already agreed if the next time is during spring, winter, or summer break we've agreed to just delay treatment a couple days and be monogamous and free use for eachother that week. I am still trying to convince him that we should set up a cam and just do a fuck-a-thon. He's always wanted me to prostitute him and so under FOSFA/SESTA the closest I am going to want to get is profiting from showing off his speared cunt and thrusting away at him most of the day and night. I didn't even think this would end up a kink of mine. I feel ambivalent about it a lot but the second my junk is burning and throbbing it's great to know that thanks to my honesty I can now breed and get bred when I crave and need it most. Consent is important... and hot.

I don't know if I am going but I will be in town this year. Definitely will be taking advantage of all the guys from out of town and doing some cock and hole hopping. Layers is key for San Francisco even if going naked. If it's really cold it can be a good day for the sort of fetish gear that overheats easily. Especially if your engaging in any activity where you could end up sweating a little, whether that's standing under the sun waiting for a beer before that breeze turns less mild, cruising for a bruising right as the sun decides to try to play visual sensory deprivation Dom on you, or trying to fuck faster that that wall of fog can engulf you. Honestly, I almost never see as many chaps in the leather scene during the times of the year I am working or studying in SF as I do at Folsom. I strongly suspect that it's because it's any easy way to show of jocks, cocks, and asses without needing to worry about everything else freezing. When you're at the doctors staff often keep things heated to 72°F for paper gown level nudity comfort. 70°F if we didn't get that grant or someone hates you and wants you to hurry home. So if it's below that you're going to want to bring some layers. Really, you want them anyway due to microclimates and quick shifts. I often want to go nude but now two of my now former "professional" (even if some of my coworkers were a bit of their own punchline) workplaces that I rely on for recommendations that I am reasonable and don't do anything potentially ill advised or inappropriate or on that block. I know myself and know that I am really easy to guide onto someone's cock or into their ass and the first few strokes are so reflexive that sometimes I haven't even decided if I want to have sex with that dude specifically yet. But I am hoping to be naked plenty that weekend every other opportunity I get.

I really want to do this in a way that works for me but…. I don’t know, it’s problematic for me to do and everyone to stay safe to the point I’d like. I’m less of a sadomasocist than I was before but my potential for pain tolerance if I’m really getting into something could be really devastating for myself or a top, more than I want to put myself through for scene. ~10 years ago I used to play so heavy and so regularly like that I never healed properly for like a year on end. It wasn’t really good for me and I’m not looking to go back to those kids of scenes. But if I can’t actually fight but just need to stay still then it’s feels more, like, “Oh. Oh. No. Don’t. Do. That. I. Don’t. Love. Cock. Oh…uh, what was I saying? Oh.. no….” That’s the issue with being hypersexual and loving cock. I consent pretty easy and often. My only “straight” fantasies are CNC because I love being touched, fucking, and fucked period and my body will respond until I realize who is doing it. I want to consent to being raped and then it feel like a real rape without taking on any real bodily damage or even it necessarily needing to be violent. Coercive would feel more convincing to me because I tend to overpower despite often being smaller due to my background and pain processing. But I know women can molest and rape me for real and I just freeze. I kind of want the sweet spot where I would be likely to cum but it really feels like rape without any real deep psychological damage. I’m gay (and generally more masc for masc)— but I was confused for years because I could fuck women (pussy feels nice— it’s the rest of the package that sexually is a huge no for me), I just couldn’t cum from it. I can get turned on just from physical stimulation…. I think if I were to do this again I might want a very feminine woman to forcibly ride me. I would feel very conflicted about hitting her or harming her so if she was just bossy enough I would probably freeze up. Many women don’t take me seriously that I am gay because I am more masculine…. so she could brush me off that I am gay and try to prove to me that I am not. Tell me she converted me if I came. That would feel like a real rape to me. I was raped by a former trans gal friend years ago. I hadn’t really fully realized I was gay yet (still thinking and trying to convince myself I was bi because being hypersexual can be confusing and it also makes bisexuality very adventageous). I was riding her cock and sort of had a moment where I realized she was objectively pretty but I didn’t like the look of her. She smelled bad (not like stinky, just BAD) to me and her sweaty skin tasted worse even though the time before I asked her to shower right before and this time she had. Her cock was a great fit for my cunt (I have a trans history and some intersex traits before that) and felt amazing thrusting in and out, keeping me wet and physically aroused from the stimulation, but literally everything else was so wrong and such a turn off. She was always talking about how she’s been coerced into sex by a former boyfriend. So I just assumed when I told her I wasn’t into it and want to stop she would. Instead she growled at me that she wasn’t finished yet, that I got her turned on, that she hadn’t experienced pussy in forever—- especially not one that fit her cock this well, and she was going to finish and breed it. I was trying to get up this whole time and she held me down on her lap (she was on her knees and I’d been riding facing her) and I struggled and she moaned from it. I was so shocked she go me onto my back and put her hand around my throat. The lack of oxygen and cock fucking me and bottoming out in me made me cum several times, and she really enjoyed the sensation of that. I was trying to fight her and mouthing the safeword (the one with her, RED, SAFEWORD, and the one for a local dungeon in the area that stops all play thinking surely she’d realize this wasn’t fun) and she kept telling me we were finished when she said so and she wanted to cum. I kept trying to reason with her, she kept shoving a hand into my mouth or choking me and enjoying the pleasure it bought her from me tensing or orgasming from lack of air with physical stimulation. She told me I liked it, I said I didn’t, she pointed out I was covered in my own cum, I said stimulation is different from being into it. I tried to beg and reason with her. She kept pounding away. I realized she was kind of edging in my cunt and this could take forever and if I didn’t want this to go on and on I had to make her cum. I closed my eyes and did my best not to breathe (smell her pheromones) and not to pay attention to anything other than the sensation of a dick moving in me and doing all the little tricks I can with my cunt to make one cum. When I opened my eyes I was disgusted to see a chick there and she was gettting closer and closer to cumming. When she was really close it dawned on me that this is what her ex boyfriend did to her except she was being more forceful. I told her “you’re doing the same thing as your ex, you’re just like your ex”. She had this look of horror come over her but she was too close and it was immediately replaced by an orgasm. To her credit, she pulled out, except in doing so kind of made things worse as she came all in and over me, so it ended up getting in me, making a mess all over me, getting in my mouth (she tasted awful and I never have not swelled cum before because I normally love it) and she got it in my eye so I was crying by the time she half assed apologized for raping me saying she was “just really horny”. She made me cum so many times but it still genuinely was rape and now I realize against my preferences. I think I would like to be exploited like that for my cunt by a trans woman again because her cock would feel so good and I love cock but then I’d look up and it would be just some chick I personally found 0% attractive taking advantage of my love for cock. I’d have to close my eyes and focus on her cock thrusting me and out of me and making her cum as fast as possible before I had to look at her again. That would feel like a real enough rape via coercion and taking advantage and would strict the CNC itch for me I think.

Yep, I rode dick on the regular to help get through college and then again later on to pay the difference from disability income and my bills. My only real regret with it was not taking all the work I got. I got paid good and whoring full time and putting anything I didn't spend in a retirement account probably would've been a better idea than college. Don't get me wrong, I have had a good career but retiring early (or at all) someday would have been nice and I am pretty social, and I have autism and ADHD that throws my neurology off enough that I need sex pretty often not to be really horny and distracted all the time. Just having a cock in me help me feel more calm, happy, and clearheaded. Even when I am not horny sex is one of my favourite stims. Most guys were nice, a few had awful attitudes and really needed a reminder they purchased my time and the ease of it, not the right to be an absolute shit. I also didn't like all the admin work that no one outside of the bus thinks about (advertising, emails, constant phone checking, etc) and occasionally needing to drop plans to go service a client. But I doubt I will find another job that pays even half as well that I am so excited about in my life. That's also the downside to it to... I love socializing, meeting people, and sex, and I miss having a job where I can fuck.

I'm verse... when bottoming lately I keep hooking up with stressed out or injured guys who can't cum and want me to set up again for later. Some have actually been really hot, fun, kinky, friendly guys... so many amazing dicks and talent behind them the past few days out of those guys... but I have such a cum fetish sometimes I need to get filled. It was hot AF the other day and my only half white ass was looking far too white so I needed to get some sun. I figured some D with my vitamin D couldn't hurt. I wore a fishnet tank and then shorts with no underwear with a little thinning and rip in the crotch. It was a busy day so I had to pick my spot carefully and set up on a slight embankment where no one on foot would notice unless they decided to walk around to check me out and street traffic would be going too fast and be too far to notice. I lay on my stomach with a blanket and a book across from the restroom cubicles at the lakeside park. I made sure my old slightly trashy slutty bottom trans tattoo was in full view along with the very tip of my cock, a little bush, and part of my tight circ'd fuckhole. I must have picked the perfect day with the perfect crowd for me because it wasn't long before they gay guys started noticing me... The first guy to say something was this maybe 50 something white gay guy. Masculine but at the same time oddly enough "cute" would still have been the right adjective. He made a pained look and came up to me and said, "I am so late but... I just want to say this heatwave had me down until I spotted you." He winked and walked off. The second guy was clearly a student from one of the nearby colleges. Young but must have been non-transitional or grad because his face wasn't babyfaced enough for me to check ID. He asked if he could ask me two personal questions and I said sure: The first was if he was reading/seeing what I was putting out there right... that I was trans with a dick and extra fuckhole. I teased him all like what's it's to you and spread so my shorts stretched and put one hand on my ass so he could get a good look. I noticed a bit of a bulge forming. He was like, damn man that's so hot. He asked me if I liked black dick. I said I like any dick that can make me cum. He asked for one more question, I said, shoot. He asked if he could try to make me cum. I told him I thought he'd never ask and to take a seat, watch which door I went into, and then get up and walk over and follow me in and not to hold it open, just come right in fast and lock it. I went in, took off my shorts, and stuck out my ass the best I could to give him his choice of holes. My cock started to stiffen partially with anticipation and also excited nerves that anyone could walk in on me in the minute it would take him to get to me, and that I could get in trouble or be used by literally anyone. I started jerking my cock and squeezing my balls and I was raging hard playing with myself as the door opened. I was relieved, relaxed and instantly horny when the door locked just as quickly and the same man's arms reached around to get a grasp of the size of my dick in the low light. He spread my cheeks and played with my ass for a bit licking, touching,and fingering. He got curious about my cunt but he struggled to find it since I am fully circ'd and then he said something. I pointed to my hearing aids and he gave me a little thumbs up that he understood. I sensed he was unzipping. And then he grabbed my kind of low hanging balls though my legs (which got my ass and cunt tingling and used his grip on my balls to make me step backwards and arch my back until his cock lined up with my front fuckhole. He held me by one shoulder for a moments, gently forced my head for me to see him, and asked if even though I clearly had some disability affecting the way I walk if my legs were as strong as they looked. I said yes. He said, "That's wonderful. I am going to bounce you up and down on my cock then like a pocket pussy, boy, so you better hang on." He rammed his cock all the way in, pumped for a minute, and then stopped to control himself. Tactily he bossed me around about how to get into position and then left with my legs. Next thing I knew I was pretty much wrapped around him still facing forwards as he pulled my shoulders and arms away from the wall, forcing me to hang on and drive his dick in deeper. It was a good size before and hard enough to get inside me but I felt it growing longer and a bit wider bottoming out in me without him moving. He got in close enough so I could feel him say he was surprised when he saw my tattoo and me showing off my cunt so brazenly and knew it needed to be stuffed with his cock. He walked me closer to the wall in front of us, still impailed on his dick, and let me catch and find purchase in the corners as he took my waist. It was a right enough squeeze he could lean back up against the wall and then true to his word, he started to lift me up and down his dick like a pocket pussy. He was hitting all the rights spots and I tightened or beared down as he did and milked him appreciatively in between. He responded by fucking hander and faster and thrusting his hips as he picked me up and put me back down on his dick. He had already been bottoming out in me before and while initially my cunt had made more space for him, I was getting closer to orgasm so it was getting a little shorter and tighter as it swelled and engorged on his cock. He'd stopped going for my g-spot, prostate (I have intersex traits), and had found my A-spot with that big dick and was clearly about to give me one of my favorite types of orgasms banging away at it mercilessly, making my tight sadomasochistic cunt extra sensitive. I was doing my best not to make noise but I can't hear, so who knows. The few times it escaped He rammed into me harder. He was clearly a bit of a hedonist but he was also clearly being polite and trying to hold out on cumming to give me a chance. I'm pretty good about sizing people up fast and I was both horny and felt good about telling him how to make me cum in this situation. I (did my best to whisper) and probably growled/moaned for him to hold me by the throat gently to limit my air without choking me. He did just that and I told him keep going and when I cum my cunt will make you cum. He went back to spearing me and bruising me inside as my orgasm began to build again. He was being careful with my neck, sweet but too careful for what I needed. And I was worried the break to reposition was going to make him loose it and me my orgasm and I was so close to cumming with him and feeling his cum shooting into me in a warm thick bloom as I came. I was too turned on to think about it and signaled with my fingers how much to tighten his grip. My fuckhole tightened automatically, he pressed up as far as he could jackhammering away, and I took one last breath in, abd signaled for a little tighter hold. I felt the tingling and pressure build in my head and then it duplicated and started to built up in my cunt. I refused to take more than a shallow breath against the choke and the sensation spreads though my balls and up my cock. My cock spasmed first and then my cunt. My eyes suddenly stang (I don't ejaculate very easily most of the time or every time so I didn't realize I had shot so hard I had jizzed in my own eyes. I was bleary eyed, dizzy, crying from the stinging, and my cunt was so sore and being pounded away at. I exhaled the last of my air and began to orgasm and my pussy and body spasmed. He pushed all the way into me and held me there letting my fuckhole do what my orgasming fuckhole was made for--- jerk and milk out every last drop of his cum. He let me down carefully. He turned me around and said, "Damn man, that's some grade 'A' pussy you got. Hot dick, too." He said as he gave my still hard cock a little appreciative feel and tug. There wasn't enough space for me to get back on pants so he pulled on his and tried to slip out fast. Another guy was already out there trying to get in. I thought it was a mistake at first but the two tussled and then he pushed by and locked himself in. Once I saw him, I realized how this tiny Latino got past such a tall strong guy. It was an acquaintance of mine who has CP. He is hearing signed to me with his "good" hand that he had seen me first, he'd seen me move my balls out of the way and grab my cockhead and pull it through the hole and then dip fingers in [and spread my cunt to make sure it was stretched enough and visible]. He told me he was just admiring his favourite promiscuous slut pussy and big cock from a distance when some Adonis asshole swooped in. He waited and then slipped in because "what's he going to do, clock a guy with CP for 'trying to use the bathroom'". The delivery had me trying not to laugh...He is funny, I'll give him that. I asked him if he wanted anything other than a captive audience for his jokes, learning against the dirty graffited tiled wall, and spread to show him my cunt. He made a bit of a face. I asked if he was suddenly too good for "the best cunt I've had since highschool" I said imitating the way he'd signed it before. He shot back the competition was lower since I had one of the only cunt he still enjoyed after coming out, or ever. Not that it wasn't good but he came in here to gab my ass, push me over, and sodomize me. I mimicked the face he was making to let him know he was still making it. He didn't stop so I was like, fine, be that way and made a reach for my shorts. He said sorry, it's not you, this place is just so... dirty. I stiffled a laugh. I was like, it's white tile, and it could be a lot worse. Also you came in here to fuck my ass. You want clean? I signed one handed while staring to figure out his waistband before realizing he was was wearing some well disguised adaptive clothes. Pretty sure he just wears them for this considering the dexterity he has fingering me. I pulled it away, spread my fuckhole to show him the sloppy seconds I was about to give him, he got instantly hard after I grabbed him and tugged like five or six times. I slid him in. He didn't reach all the way to the end so I pressed my sore, bruised thankfully already engorged and inflamed A-spot down to the tip of his cock, grabbed his butt, and pulled him out before pushing him onto me and ramming in as far as I could go. It hurt so bad I thought I would black out but I did it another time and it got better and the third time my fuckhole started into its spasms. I orgasmed and my orgasm milked his cock and forced him to cum hard and fast. He stayed in for a moment, us each leaning on a wall and we chatted until he made a cheesy joke about how all the best things have CP. He started listing and then listed "[my] cunt". I told him wrong developmental disability stupid, I am autistic with ADHD. He was like, you may be but your cunt has CP. It's spasms like wild but like me, your cunt is well liked and so everyone just thinks it's for their entertainment. He smirked at me all cocky. 😏 And I was like get out 10 stroke boy and gave him a shove out the door barely getting his clothes back together first. I had a little more fun playing with my balls, dipped my fingers in and had a little taste of their combined cum from fuckhole. I don't know what everyone is eating this summer but it was very sweet and creamy, no bitter aftertaste just a bit of salt. I couldn't help it and fingered myself again relishing the taste, pulled my fingers out again, and at it off. I took a couple quick pictures as the horniness faded and I realized I'd been in there too long possibly making all sorts of noises and I hadn't washed my hands between touching the walls and eating cum out of my fuckhole. (Thankfully the place really actually was cleaner than it looked germ wise and I didn't get sick.) I got on my shorts, left, and washed my hands. My blanket and book were both surprisingly still there (life has been treating me like royalty with the littlest of details these past few days, I swear). I laid out for a while enjoying the sun, openly playing with my nipples though my shirt and, like I often do with a good experience, letting the cum absorb into me as much as possible. I walked around a bit, realize I didn't actually want to walk to my next destination because I would get a rash from all the cum leaking out of me, and went to wait for the bus. It was one of those partially walled off shelters from the rain, so I sat behind the pat with three walls, spread my legs, and used my fingers to mop up the cum and eat it. Anyway, picks of my fresh bred hole...

There's a few threads asking about the last load or asking to see your hole. I am very visual and both made me hard so I want to see both because, you know, a picture is worth a thousand words... or maybe I am just a voyeur with an appreciation of well bred holes. I'm also vers and a bit of an exhibitionist and wanna share with y'all, too. 📸🕳️💦 😏😈

Spreading my asshole... ... and spreading my fully circumcised cunt (it's tiny, tight, and featureless and it looks like a tight pink asshole unless I have just had a big dick in it, so really have to open it up to show it off)

While not always possible, my opinion has always been where it is, if you can't tell your doctor everything relevant then you need a new doctor. I see a generalist family doc for my PCP. She's nice and while she underestimates how slutty I am and is definitely learning along with me, she ultimately just wants me to be healthy. She hasn't really been tempted to lecture at all. She's married with kids, she gives off big mom vibes and some bi lady vibes, but she's sweet and chill. I don't do blunt details but I give her what she needs to know. I also see her for a lot of more pressing reasons, like she's comfortable handling all my stuff around my ADHD and autism and rather than talks down to me knows I am bright and is comfortable with the fact that makes me need more sex. She also knows the very short version why I bareback, one of which I think vibes a bit with her feminist sensibilities. She's been cool. The doctor before her was queer and went out of her was to attract queer clients but she was a judgey as fuck autistic condom/glove queen. She once started to ask me if I ate ass and then stopped herself saying, "... but I know you are smarter than that. I have so many dumb, uneducated clients, I just normally need to ask." In my head I was like, "Well, now I know better than to tell you." My favorite doctor was an HIV specialist I got referred to by accident (because gay with an really rare immune disease and opportunistic infections leads the EMS docs to doubt their own). He was like, well, I normally only take HIV+ patients because it can be hard for them to get into a doctor with your insurance... but it seems I am keeping you as my patient if you want as I am the only doctor probably for like a hundred miles who has seen, let alone has any experience treating your immune disease. And you're gay it makes sense and... well, you aren't exactly immune deficient, but you can get all the same things as my gay patients while your immune system is doing nothing but attack you. And your trans and I can handle your hormones too, no issues, do them all the time for both trans and cis patients. Anyway, I am really looking forward to working with you... What do you say? He was like having an encyclopedia for a doctor. Anything he had ever seen before, he could pull right back up meaning he often had the right diagnosis out the gate. Dude seemed to be semi-psychic so telling him was never an issue. He was unfortunately too much of a pig himself for the job... unfortunately probably some of the things that made him good, judgemental, and genuinely interested in his patients also were fatal flaws for him. He lost his license for consensually sucking his patients' dicks until one changed his mind. But yeah, you should be able to tell your doctor's anything. Btw, for those of you into bugchasing or declining HIV meds to the point of getting AIDS with a co-existing mental health issue in a particular city, I am the dual provider you likely would've ended up refered to for about a decade. Some of us look like total goody goody normies but only on the outside. 😏😆 My employer knew through several doxxxing attempts and decided to keep me. But a lot of folks are cool and those who aren't are often just worried about you behind the scenes because they think you're cool but don't get it. But it's important to find someone who does get it because pretty much all the empirical data we have says that is what is best for health outcomes. That and having a regular PCP who knows your shit and keeps it all together as kind of a consistent central hub. ------------[not breaking this up into another message because I am still on restriction 😂...]--- This doesn't surprise me at all. I know many queers and bisexuals in medicine in Appalachia for the outdoors, small communities, and the understated tradition of anarchism and libertarianism. 95% of them look like such normies and then come visit me on either coast and I am like, "Oh you didn't bring your partner..." and then notice them in suspension bondage. 😂

I have a much longer story but I had a hot bodybuilder boyfriend with a gorgeous big dick and PA who made it very clear he wanted me raw. He was willing to pull out once we ditched the condom but my dirty talk and grip on his cock gave him only one way to go with it: deeper in to breed. This was before U=U though we suspected it. I have a cum fetish and love playing with cum so he'd pin me down and sleep in me to prevent anything other than absorption. He was really hot and I was so proud my real boy pussy was his favourite thing in the world to be inside. I'm autistic and have ADHD and probably am hypersexual though I usually do pretty well with it. But I do need sex, particularly as a bottom, and I need to swallow or absorb the cum for full effect to keep my neurochemistry right and prevent things like depression, ADHD spikes, using masturbation as a stim, etc. I found it's actually very important for my mental health (and my physical health by proxy) that I bareback and get bred on a regular basis.

This thread is such a good combination between respectful and sleezy in all the right ways. My dick is partially hard thinking about fucking the trans guys you'll all fucked and in a couple cases I think I even know those guys. But also my cunt is so wet wishing I could be some of these guys.

I'm having a sale on clothes and condoms back at my place... They're both gonna be 100% off. Those are some nice legs... What time do they open for breeding? I am being cheesy though. I will just say I want his ass flat out.

I don't really ID strongly as trans as definitely not as female (never have on the latter) but I have a trans history and some intersex traits before surgery. I kept my cunt. Not that my ex boyfriends, friends,and fuckbuddies were going to let me get rid of it anyway. I was not prepared for the level of almost resentment and forced seeming support before I clarified what I was thinking of. (Most of them are very gay too so it just didn't cross my mind. But on the other hand I guess if your orientation makes you more picky about what cunts you like to fuck it makes sense. I just though oh bigger dick, we all like that.) I did opt to get circumcized though. I'd seen one example of a circumcision on an actual female on the old BME website many years back. The chick who had it cut her clit off close and did her labia really high and tight. I thought it looked amazing. It freaked out most of the straight men because it looked like a really young boy's ass pussy. She was of legal age though so I would want to fuck it if I didn't have to see her, so would all the gay guys in the comments it seemed, and the gay guys I showed it to were into it into at least until they found it was a chick. I know from the second I saw that circumcision would provide me with the aesthetics I always wanted. I don't really know if you would've called what I originally had a clit or a cock. I was as thick as any average cis guy, just shorter. My doctor could've saved it but it was too near my hole and if people played with it like a clit it felt terrible both physically and dysphoria wise. I was also excited about the fact that I was going to wake up with a cunt that didn't cum without a dick up inside it. I told my doctor I wanted to lose my clit during my first surgery. He degloved it and dissected it out for the parts he needed and then the rest got thrown in the incinerator where it belonged. My replacement dick took a while of healing to look nice. I had the Filipina mom nurse with no chill who freaked my gay ass out, but when I finally got home I got to see where my old XL t-dick/micropenis was and there was just a nice smooth scar. The whole thing looked so much better. It wasn't done yet but I know from my clit/micropenis I liked the feel of pussy, but not women or the look and it turned me on so much. My surgeon hadn't asked so I was mad at first (because no more fisting) but he is a bi guy who knew I was gay so he'd gone ahead and tighten up my cunt when he had the chance. It's a very good size for most cocks now and it's literally a hole for me to ride cock and that's it, just like I said ad verbatim. I tried but I didn't get all the way healed because I am a bit of a masochist and both my dick and hole were throbbing and making me horny and then more so when I would look at my hole. The first hole I ever fucked with my new replacement dick was my own. I realized my cunt really was only going to work to give me an orgasm if stuffed. Still it felt amazing on my dick, way better than before the surgery. I was so turned on I caused a minor medical problem because I bred my own cunt too early. When I was about to have another surgery my next doctor warned me I didn't have enough outer labia and I would loose them. Normally that's a problem because trans guys get dryer on hormones, their pussy skin gets more fragile, and they get atrophy... but I got really great off the record advice from a doctor early on that if I wanted to keep my pussy and keep it in good condition to fuck, it was going to be use it or loose it, and I needed to take dick regularly for life. My cunt was and still is healthy, strong, supple, and completely slick and ready to go the moment I see a hot man or even just a nice dick poking through the glory hole. So when my doctor warned me the consequences of loosing those ugly outer labia I was happy but upset when he said inner ones might help even though I didn't have much. I said I wanted them gone and just wanted a nice smooth, genderless looking hole for nothing other than taking dick. I said as a gay guy it's the only prize for most of the crap I've been though over that. He obviously hadn't taken that request before (potentially high medical consequences) but he knew me well enough he agreed. I woke up with a nice smooth taint and once it healed a very nice smooth front boypussy. I called one my ass and one my boypussy for a while but the boypussy seems to look nicer, be a little more noticable once a cock has been in it, and so I had to start calling it my cunt because even guy who knows and know I wanted them to fuck my ass would fuck it from confusion over the way it looks and the fact it feels good and I have a lot of control with it. I don't like pussy on a woman. I'm too gay for that. I can tolerate it on a trans guy but it's more for the good reliable clean, pre-lubed ride, not the aesthetics. I don't know anyone else who has this yet but I would love to convince more gay trans guys to get the cut. Either leave the small dick, get a new one, or just take the whole thing. It would be so hot to have a guy under me who has just two smooth holes for some extra fun to stick my dick into and who is mostly dependant on dick to cum. I love a good ass though. I am a versatile bottom because passing up every last one would make me sad. I had this smooth Asian bottom who was ass up on the fuckbench grab my dick. I tend to prefer more bearish and masculine, but I respect a cumdumps hustle and I have never had a bad fuck yet with the pushy kinda fem Asian power bottoms. His ass was this muscular bubble but with a good extra inch of fat and soft skin. His hold looked so nice, slightly gaping. I fingered it, I was like okay yeah I can see why so many bottoms who keep it this good are calling it all sorts of femme things, this looks was nicer than one. I found it loose and well fucked and lubed by other guys, and then mounted that ass. It was luxurious. If I had an experience like this every time I might become a versatile top. That hole look so good speared on my dick that I fucked him slow so I could see it. His cheeks looked great bouncing, jiggling, and sometimes flexing as he got fucked, they looked great grabbed and were visually and tactily very satisfying as I fucked him.