Ok I get the whole Doctor thing. Damn I know where you're at adam, because I'm right on the line as well. I fucking love cum, I would love to have a cum packed hole after a wonderful gang bang by a bunch of kinky white leather tops, but damn doesn't HIV cause problems with what you want. I have been fucked by 5-7 HIV+ men, but only one has shot their load in me but was considered undetectable now that I saw his BBRT profile, but pre-cum also counts as well and I can safely assume that everyone who fucked me raw pre-cummed in me because it's uncontrolable. I wish I could say I like getting fucked by people solely because of their looks and interests, but I know that the idea of someone giving me their (aka deadly, toxic, poison, demon, virulent, etc.) POZ load (did any of those keyterms turn anyone on cause it did for me just thinking ) turns me on in the sense that I don't need to worry about catching anything more serious than HIV, except for HEP-C and AIDS. I see that HIV isn't that much of a problem other than HEP-C and other STDs and STIs because they actually cause apparent damage currently having them. But I'm sure I'll either convert without knowing, or I will see someone who is close by and just throw myself on to him mark me and fuck his poison deep in my hole multiple times to make sure it works. Which I kind of saw some hot bald guy on BBRT in Palm Springs who mentioned something of the sort, and he fucking turns me on. I'll let him rape my hole a set as many toxic seeds he wants in my bubble ass whenever he wants, however he wants. I guess if I get HIV it has to be by someone I deem hot enought to and turn it around into, a complete surprise to all my friends. But just my opinion...