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hairyone

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  1. How would a discord server be any different from, say, this site (breeding zone)? What would be the advantage?
  2. Is this a "desire to suffer"? This isn't something I've thought about. If so, that can get quite deep. The "desire to suffer" has spiritual connotations going back to Buddha, the Christ, and perhaps St. John of the Cross? But, perhaps, the "desire to suffer" is something else. (Masochism?) May need to think on this some more.
  3. I hate being poz. I hate having to take that fucking pill every day for the rest of my life. I hate that the pill I have to take every day to save my life is $100 each! I hate I have to worry about health insurance without which I would have to pay nearly $36,000 per year for a fucking pill. I hate having to go to the doctor multiple times per year to watch my blood levels to see if any of my organs are starting to fail from the drug or the disease. I hate watching my body age faster than expected and the doctors not knowing if its the virus or the meds. I hate I had to watch my best friend die because ALL meds finally stopped working and he had to die alone from Hodgkins lymphoma in the hospital because during COVID no one could visit. I hate watching my husband battle a god-damned rare disease which affects men with "well-controlled" HIV disproportionately and wonder if his next flare up will kill him. I hate the sympathy/pity from others when discussing my health. I hate the discrimination from men who won't have sex with poz guys even though I am undetectable and can't transmit it to them. I hate not understanding why someone wants this.
  4. You might have to take a step back if you are need to this and you continue to have problems. Start with laces like mentioned above or try those elastic rings. Start small then move up to leather bag stretchers with snaps to change diameter.
  5. Good luck, @dlverschub. Sorry this happened to you. Keep us updated.
  6. "Ian Kink"? Model for RawRoadNation [think before following links] https://www.rawroadnation.com/tour/sets.php?page=4&s=d
  7. Yep! It's short strokes for me as I go through my anal orgasm. 😵
  8. I've only started experiencing anal orgasms with dildos during the covid lockdown (bored, new sex machine, and plenty of time). But I haven't had a good anal orgasm with a real cock. It appears that my ass clamps down during the anal orgasm which causes difficulty for the top. And there have been a few times that I'd push out the dildo while the sex machine fucks me. I've only had a couple of tops that are really big enough (so far) to hit that spot but as I have my orgasm, the top has difficulty continuing because I basically squeeze him out and it shortens my orgasm. So, maybe I just need more practice? Or bigger dicks? Maybe I need to concentrate on staying relaxed. But it feels so damn good when that wave starts that I forget to relax and then I clamp down which sends that wave through the top of my head. Now that I think about it, I think I have better success with the fuck machine when it's set for a short stroke. I'm going to have to try to see if that's true. And, if so, I might have to talk with my tops to fuck with shorter strokes as I have an anal orgasm. Anyone else have similar experience?
  9. I haven't tried this, yet. But, the accounts I've seen says it takes a MINIMUM of 3 hours from the first dose as long as the second dose is around 1.5 hours. Obviously, YMMV.
  10. I can tell you what happens in one possible scenario. Happened to my best friend. He was positive for over 30 years. Meds failed. He got sicker and sicker. Went in the hospital with Hodgkins Lymphoma and other issues for several weeks. This was during Covid lockdown so no one could visit him in the hospital. Not even his husband. He died. In pain. Alone. Similar things happen to members of this board, too. You didn't hear about? Oh, yeah. They post regularly and then suddenly stop. Know why? They died.
  11. Are you going to set up a "safe word" or just see it through? If you have a "safe word" you can still beg to stop and cry and the top (if a good top) will continue to use you.
  12. When I bottom, it's not my favorite but I do it for variety and it can be fun. As a top, it's not my favorite either but sometimes I just need a break. But your handle is "slaveboi". Complaining about it sounds kind of lazy. And "hating" it sounds selfish. That is a very bad attitude for a slave. If you are truly a slave, find a master who will teach you better in this particular scenario. If you disagree, perhaps change your handle and your attitude.
  13. It seems he may have been released now. If you go to his fagsworshipalphas site and search on "prison" or "released", he mentions it. It's not a well-organized site but there is an entry somewhere where he talks about his arrest. Still trying to look for it.
  14. Interesting site and podcast. Sam, the faggot, who runs it (ran it?) got put in jail for transporting contraband (drugs?), not entirely sure. He may still be serving time.
  15. You are negotiating a "scene" or role play without a safe word. It will not end well. The top is playing out the scene as negotiated. So, either establish a safe word or man-up and see the scene through as discussed and agreed. You won't die and you may learn something about yourself and your limits.
  16. The "handlers" of pups is confusing. I kinda get the pup play "headspace". But, I don't need "stuff" (masks or other accoutrements) to get into a "head space" as a sub or dom. But what about the handlers? It looks kinda boring and a lot of work.
  17. I get same message. It looks gone.
  18. On an ocean-front beach. The warm sun penetrating my skin while my ass is slowly penetrated and waves crashing nearby.
  19. How would mitigate the pain? Or would you just want to feel it? As for what to do with them? If someone gave me their nuts, I'd wear them on my boots.
  20. Yep! You are. And nothing to be ashamed about!
  21. If you're looking for cheap and trashy, try Ivy City Hotel. But, there is no metro access. Also fairly close to the Glorious Health Club (aka: Glory Hole).
  22. As an older slut, I have that problem occasionally after getting fucked. For awhile, I was having some trouble peeing without getting fucked. A visit to the doctor and I formally have an enlarged prostate. I take a daily cialis which shrinks the prostate a little and pee normally. But, when I am well fucked, it flares up but usually clears up in half a day. If it happens a lot, talk to your doctor.
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