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  1. Hi guys. This is a sexy catagory thought that has gotten into my head and has gotten stuck. The thought of being hypnotized to being gay or at least bringing fully out ones gay side fully is very interesting. The thought that one could through hypnosis crave cock in both the mouth and ass. One could be relaxed / trained to take cock, all cock, bare cock with lust and abandonment. One could be trained to take POZ cock? I have done some looking on the internet. I will say that some of these sites and videos did get me very horny, but for time thereafter having thoughts about and almost feeling some of these sensations. HOT very hot. Here are a few of the links that I could go back and find. What are your thoughts? Any links you my have? Porn or hypno sessions? Please post here. Thanks. http://www.hypnodad.com/audio.htm http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1605665626
  2. Several members here have given some good sound advice. The biggest catch 22 here is that you softly mentioned is that you are buying and using drugs. That this information alone can hurt you both professionally and legally with the law. Me I would hold off of sending the legel letters, yet. If he attempts to contact you, do not reply. Immediately contact the lawyers and inform them that he is attempting to contact you. If several people in your office know of your sexual identity, then I would inform them of the basics of what is going on (minus the drug use). If someone attempts to inform them of ill information of you then they can deal with it professionally. I will also agree on having the lawyers contact the various sites about this individual. The site owners can deal with it however they want (they contact law inforcement of a criminal behavior, ban the account, lock out the IP address, etc). I would also delete any and all accounts accross the web. If you cannot delete all of the information, pictures, accounts, etc. then contact each of the site managers, as they should have the power or their hosting provider has the power to delete. Now here is one word of advice. YOU must ceist and decest any and ALL DRUG USE. PERIOD. Yes harse. But sirius. If it does get out at any time that you have been purchasing and using illigel drugs your life will take a sirius blow. Professionally. Legally with the police. Neighbors, church, social group, etc. However if time passes by and you have been clean (no first hand, second hand, third hand) and via hair and blood test show that you are clean then his actions are mute. Now if you can not handle getting and staying clean then you know you need help. Drug User Support Groups and or does your employer/ employer's insurance have an alcohol drug use support program. If so, then the completion and participation in this can help soften any future problems. Then in 2 years you can start sampling again if you are so incline.
  3. Good start. Take your time to tell it right. SIR.
  4. Ok my first introduction to the term and idea of stealthing was on iblastinside.com . The thought of all of this is indeed hot. I like several of the stealthing stories here on this forum site (even though most include Pozzing). I think there is two realms here. One is 'stealth fucking', which is fucking someone without a condom when they think you have a condom on or fucking with a broken condom thats has been tampered with to break. Of coarse there is usually the cumming and dumping ones load into the ass hole unknown to the top. The other realm 'stealth breeding', doesn't even have to envolve condoms at all. It is where a Poz top gets his poz load into a neg bottoms hole without the bottom knowing about the tops status. Yes sometimes a tampered condom might be used to do this. As I said, I do get off reading both realms of these types of stories, but only in fantasy. The second realm is definately illegal in every state.
  5. To GermanFucker, AHMEN. I have to agree with every point that you made. To RawTop: As I have gotten older and a hell of a lot wizer, the fact that many on here and elsewhere state that "If you bareback then it is not if you contract an STD (like HIV), but it is only when." Many people do not think of barebacking as looking for STDs/HIV. They simply like to bareback. They are the blind masses in heat. Sure they hear the preaching of safe sex, use protection, know your partner, etc; but they get into that heated moment and just fuck. And yes with that attatude then they are going to be really supprised when a test comes back positive for a STD/HIV. As to the case referenced. One, every teen through adult to old geezer should know what the state or states law is on legal age of consent. DUH!!! If you like them young, do you have to card each and every one? YES! Second, if you are HIV poz or any other STD then you need to say or discuss your status. If the fuck is young then consider them DUMB. NUMB DUMB. This is not the early eighties. The BIG SCARE is not out there. People are not dieing left and right. Magic did not die. Today people, especially today's youth, are preached about condoms and STDs but it is not scaring them. It is not a major reality to them. Now older people have a better understanding of choices and consequences. Now, if you advertize yourself on a hookup site and (as discussed in other threads) you list as "Poz" or "Ask Me" or "Undetectable" then you are already making that statement and if the fuck doesn't ask then you should not. Hell I find some of these fictional stories of stealthing, stealth pozzing, and straight up known pozzing hot and exciting. But I would not want to be stealth pozzed in no shape or form. (Granted some of the guys that fucked me may have had an STD and not known it. Therefore, seeding me with something.)
  6. As you have never had a problem otherwize, then I would say that you probably don't have an allergy to latex. Many doctors and dentist still use latex gloves and bariers in their practice. If you think you might have an allergy then the most common test is to cut a square out of a latex glove and lightly tape it to the upper thigh. You would wear this for a day (24 hours) and then remove it and check for redness, irritation, etc where the latex came into contact with the skin. Remember the tape may cause some irritation wear it was stuck, so ignor that area from observation. Don't use latex from a condom because the condom is coated with oxynol 9 (spermicide) and lube. Both of these items have been known to cause problems (allergic reactions) for people. If you have no reaction to the test, then I would consider a reaction to the spermicide or lube. It may be that there is not enough lube being used, or just the simple fact that ass is not being played with enough to get it relaxed and opened up. I may be wrong here, but it sounds like you are mainly a top and that you rarely bottom. PS: One last test, is to have a friend finger fuck you with a condom and lube. No cock. He can do this for a while. If at that time or later you have problems then you can question that.
  7. This is definately one of the hottest stories on here. It is very well written. I read this story over a week ago and I still randomly start thinking about the story. It has even made it into some of my jackoff daydreams, which is weird because I don't focus on the pozzing thoughts. Therefor this story is definately one of the hottest. There with "Borrowing a condom from my roommate." Nice
  8. I came across some videos from SebastiansStudios.com when i googled "breeding gay" that are hot. The ones in particular are where there is no camera men. There is one camera from the side of the bed, one from the foot of the bed, and sometimes there is one from the uppercorner of the wall. It is private and intimate, but raw and good quality. Seems like more natural expressions. No close ups. No pull outs. I found these videos not on Sebastian but on several of the tube sites. For example "breeding time" on xvideo. I am now noticing that there is other videos by Sebastian but I have not watched any of them. Do yall have any ideas where we can find more videos like these?
  9. Ok, call me dumb and stupid, but for clarification on these terms. viral count = means the viral count in the blood viral load = means the viral count in the semen cd4 = ???? ok, this is a new one on me. Higher means what? Lower or neg means? Never been tested. My Tcells dropped out to almost nothing one time during a very bad flu. After the flu my Tcell count came back up to normal. I was definately young and dumb at that time.
  10. Thanks. I'm fairly new and happened to think about this.
  11. Ok I am starting this thread for the Admins to fill in. I have noticed in a couple of threads where links were edited (aka blanked out or **** out). Furthermore, when readers asked what happened, an Admin states that the site reposts copyrighted material and a user can get kicked out and banned for posting these links. It took me a while, but then I started to think about this. I have looked around and have yet to find a master list. There is one thread that list one site and a long list of names. I for one hope not to get banned. A stearn warning maybe sir... All yours and thanks for a great place to hang.
  12. I have to agree with all of the commentors here, so far. After being around here for a while and reading iblastinside blogsite, first it is the bottoms responsablity to insure that the cock was wrapped and stayed wrapped. He should have communicated his wishes clearly. On the other hand, when the bottom handed the condom back to the top, then and right then the top should have asked and talked. If the top only barebacked and refuses to wear condoms then he should most definately have said something right then and there. However, one question comes to mind. How did they hookup. At a club, online chat, online hookup site, friends,.... I am somewhat under the impression that they met online.? If so, then the both of them should have said something early on about being safe only / going bare only. You know the same time as questions about drugs and diseases. HUM... Just a thought.
  13. So basically guys take the que from the "professionals". You have all seen the videos of the head videographer having a sit down talk with todays model. Where he asks him hows he doing? Have you ever had sex with a guy? Have you ever barebacked? So you told me the other day that you have dreamed of being raped. How would you feel if we played out that fantisy today? Are you comfortable having unprotected sex with a poz/ undetectable guy? Other videos you may have seen shows a couple talking to the camera. Welcoming everyone back. Telling the audiunce that today they are going to role play for us, and give us a treat for our viewing pleasure. Other videos the videographer has cut and edited the video so as to give us the allusion of what is going on. For example, in one scene you see some needles being laid out, filled with a clear liquid. Later you hear talk about "are you ready for a ride" "ready for cloud nine" (yall know more than me here). Next you see and here the rubberband being removed from the arm. Then the shot of the bottoms reaction to the "drug". One can always say later that no drugs where used while filming. So by taking ques from the "pros" we can all have fun and show it off.
  14. Well I finally went shopping and bought some jockstraps. I bought a ShockDoctor and a pair of McDavid. The ShockDoctor seems at first to run a size small. I have mainly been wearing the McDavid around the house and sleeping. After I get more use to it I will try to wear it all day and see. None of the retails carried Bike. According to the web there is suppose to be a small sports store that suppose to carry them. I will have to find them and stop by. With this heat wave the jock is a whole lot cooler.
  15. Hey the times that i was barebacked was when the top had worked me over and up to a froth. I was so horned up that they could do anything. All i was thinking about was sex and cumming and needing a fuck. Condoms had been pushed out of my mind. They easily took me bare.
  16. I agree it is probably not the so called "fuck flu". I would definately have the doctor run the HIV test. Plus the two of you can plan other STD tests. Whether you practice safe or not safe, then you need to have regularly scheduled STD's and HIV testing. Being in the know is better. If you are sexually active (straight or gay) (safe or unsafe) then you need regular testing. This does require a steady knowledgable doctor, that you can see on a regular basis for everything. If you are freaking out that you might have contracted a STD then you need to immediately stop being active. Yes I mean cold turkey monk. No more sex, period, until you are married in a monogamous relationship or you become more comfortable about STDs.
  17. One of the huge sources of sex for me used to be with truckers. Having sex with a trucker is hot. Many of them have been on the road and really need the releif of a good suck and or a good fuck. I never saw a total bottom. Some good suckers though. I sucked them off and then they expertly sucked me off. Unfortunately around here they have removed every single pickle park and most rest areas. The ones that are left are constantly crused by police and they harass anyone and everyone. Young, old, straight, grandma/grandpa, everyone trying to rest for a spell. There use to be two trucker sites, dedicated to trucker and trucker chasers. One was .truckchaser.com , but it is dead. The other one was run by two truckers Tim and Scott. .gaytrucker.com Unfortunately they have seemed to disappear. The site is mostly gone. They are the ones who published Gay Trucker Classified. I no longer see that publication. Man I miss hooking up with truckers.
  18. On the Rachael Ray show everybody and anybody keeps comming to the show and praising TRIA hair removal system. It is an at home lazer system. Yes it cost a pretty penny but after a period of time you don't need it any more. They recommend that you gift it to a friend, or for a reduced price. Here is Rachael's link: http://www.triabeauty.com/?utm_campaign=rachrayvisits&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=furl
  19. Being nervous is natural. I have been nervous a lot of times. I have backed out of so many oportunities that it is unreal. My advice is to first relax. If an encounter is going to happen then let it. Second don't clam up and keep the partner from not contacting you later. If you haven't, then share your number, email, etc. (one of the above will do); and by all means get his. Allow followup contact. Don't worry about being good or not. If he liked the meeting, the sex, the conversation, YOU; then he will contact you again. Let it happen. The second and third meets will be even better for the both of you because yall have gotten all of the first hookup hickups glitches out of the way. Again I say Let it happen. I will also say to relax and live it large online. On the forums, in the chat rooms, privite messages, etc; just try to relax and talk it up. Listen. Learn. If I was you I would post in my ads, that I am not just looking for a one time fun time, but I am looking for a friend that I can talk to, hang with, and enjoy life with. As you say that there are several outdoor fun things you like to do, then list these things as your likes, your hobbies. There will be several men that will have simular tastes in activites. One can plan a day riding bikes, or hiking, or other physical hobbies with no sex on the schedual. But I would take a shoot, that if the two of you have fun then something may turn sexual. Even if it is not a home run, something may happen. Get involved with the online discussions around here. Take the polls. We won't bite. Well...maybe just lightly on your ass. Biggest thing is to just relax. Condom or no condom. JUST RELAX.
  20. I have read some of the more realistic stories on eunich, and have somewhat of an idea. I have not heard anything about just raising the testicules back into the cavity in the body. The cavity would have to be closed up. Now my suggestion is for you to take the meds that basically temperarily neuter you without cutting. You said that you have had the mental doctor speak to you and gave you the test. I am supprized that they did not bring up the medication phase. To me one needs to go threw this medicated phase in order to truely understand what they are getting themselves into. If you don't like it then you know it is not for you. If you like it and can and do live with it then and only then should the doctor go ahead with the actual surgery. For my last thought. I have to agree with some on here in to the calling of the question of "Are you in a good caring relationship?" From what you say I question that you are. This does not sound healthy, nor long term (meaning have and to hold, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, till the day that WE DIE). A true master cares for his mate with all of his heart. Period. A true master while he may disapline, pain/pleasure torture, and act/play; truely cares for and loves his mate. If his mate needed a kidney then the master would be first to offer a kidney. Food for thought.
  21. I really like that you have brought this topic up. Both sides of the fence are in a way right. First of all, I may make some of you that say negative, or unknown, or ask me upset by me asking, but my thought is when was the last time that you actually updated your profile. Not to mention testing. I have never been tested. Someday I will need to get tested and setup a repetative testing cycle. First if you are Poz then you should at some point before the end you need to state (even if it is in your profile) your status. If someone is really into you and doesn't care about your status, Happy Fucking. For Bottoms, it is ultimately your responsability to ask the right questions. And yes I said plural questions. Now when I was younger, and knew better, I was dumb and not thinking about HIV I was just thinking about sex. DUMB!!! Both sides need to ask and tell there status. But the more I read on here, the more one realizes that negs may not be negs. And these negs may just be more dangerous that those that are Poz (whether they state Poz or Undetectable). It would be interesting to see some numbers on those who contracted via "Neg" vs. "Undetectable"
  22. Man some of you guys are reading my mind and posting very simular posts that I have been thinking of. Therefore, here goes. I have resently started to have this notion to wear jock straps. I already wear a variety of underwear styles (mostly from Jockey). Now this notion is to wear jock straps and only jock straps. I do not know where this idea came from. When I was young I use to wear a jock with a cup. But, this was on top of breifs and nothing sexual about it. Only after I have had this idea and started looking online to research this, have I started to notice the jock straps in videos and pictures. This sight is getting me horny. I know I have watched and viewed plenty of videos with guys wearing jock straps and not even noticed them. But now HOT... Ok, so my question for all of you gentleman (butch, pigs, whores, etc) is what type/brand of jock strap do you wear and recommend for the following: 1) to wear all day, every day; 2) to exercise in (lift weights, jog, run, swim, etc); 3) to have sex in (as a top, as a bottom). I will more than likely right now just get a regular pair of jocks, from a retail store. Later on I might order something different from online store. PS. I have looked around and jocks are hard to find. I can not find Bike. I have found some other brands and some that seem off brand.
  23. I would say that piercing should/may come further down the road. I like the ideas of continuing to play with your nipples exspecially during sexual stimulation. Sense you stated that you havn't had any feeling here untill now. I wonder, do you know the gentleman that worked your nipples in this way to excite them. If possible you might want to hook up with him a few more times over the next few months. Let him know what a gift he gave you. Just a thought, sense he has the touch, he might can help it bloom to full blossom.
  24. I recommend starting out a little slower. First does he even know that you are gay? If the answer is no then go slow. I would go get a straight porn magazine or two and have them out with a gay porn mag or two. Toss one or two regular mags in (car, fishin, hunting, etc.). Leave them out on the counter or table. Someplace natural that he might migrate to. See his reaction. It might open the door to talk shop. He could learn that you like men the best. Sence you left them out by accident he can look at them but don't tell. If he is interested then he will look, may ask questions. Then you might at a latter visit have a dvd in the player. Tell him to turn the player on but to keep the volume down. Don't want people hearing it. This may take some time.
  25. First very evil slut I just love your avatar. Is this real? If so how? Still Hot. Second, I was wanting to post a thread like this too. When I was going to the gym (vinilla), I did these two exercises and they definately made my ass tight and hard. Now I know kegal exercises for controlling your cumming, but for your ass? Does anyone have any other tricks, exercises, etc. to strengthen the sphenter rings, ass hole, etc.? Links will be great too. Even though I haven't had a real cock in a while (used didlos from time) my ass here lately has had problems keeping shit in till time. But really if I carry through and go wild and crazy again then I definately want to exercise that pleasure hole of mine.
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