We met at a bb forum online. He started talking to me and I thought he seemed exciting. After a while we came to the conclusion that we would exchange phone number with each other. I, a 18 year old boy who wanted nothing more than to be poz. He was a 55 year old Finnish man with HIV. We talked on the phone every night. One evening, he suggested that I should come and see him if I could. A little nervously and hesitantly I answered YES. We decided that Saturday afternoon would be perfect. After we hung up, I was so into me with longing that I could not sit still, I was pacing back and forth in my room. On Saturday, I began to see that I was really clean in the ass, then I took a bath and made sure I was clean and smelled good. At 13:00 I took the bus that went to Tornio in Finland where he lived. He met me at the bus station as we agreed. Nervously, I staggered to his car and sat on the passenger side. After 5 minutes drive we arrived at his house. We went in and he asked if I wanted anything. A cup of coffee would be nice, I said. We drank some coffee and talked about the expectations we had. He asked if I was really sure I wanted to be poz. I thought for a few seconds before I with strong and steady voice answered YES.Then there is no turning back, he said. Come with me to the bedroom and I'll tell you how I thought we should do. For the easiest way to become poz, he thought that he should roughen up my asshole with a toothbrush before we start, then he had a tool with three sharp promontories on which he intended to drag along his cock so that it starts to bleed. He lay on his back on the bed and told me to turn my ass to his face. Suck my dick slowly while I take the toothbrush and clumps up your asshole. I sucked his cock and felt how it became harder and harder in my mouth while I felt the toothbrush destroy the inside of my asshole. After a minute he pulled out the toothbrush that was now completely red and full of blood. He asked me to lay on my back while he pulled the tool along his cock and the glans, slowly I saw his cock start to bleed. He grabbed my legs and placed them on his shoulders, then pulled my ass closer to his cock. Are you ready he asked, you can still change your mind. I was already so horny so I said yes without thinking. It was not long before I felt his cock head against my ass. Slowly, slowly he pulled it in until his balls received my buttocks.He held it so that my asshole would get used to his cock. After about a minute he began to fuck me slowly, it hurt but I was so horny so I did not bother. He increased the tempo gradually, and my hole relaxed more and more. After a while he fucked me at a furious pace and I was moaning and screaming, it was so damn good and I just got hornier and hornier. Eventually he began to grunt and groan. I am close he yelled. I felt his hot cum fill my ass, he held on to his cock in me until it went slack and slid out. We rested on the bed, kissed and hugged before we dressed ourselves and he drove me to the bus. Me and my cum filled ass was so happy the whole bus ride home. A few weeks later I became ill with a high fever and sore throat. And a month later I got a positive response by the doctor. I had HIV.