bottom_gewillig

I live in Belgium but I’m 99% bottom 😉 and don’t have a huge PA (yet?) 😉

I have a PA since january this year (2,4mm x 19mm diameter). To my surprise it really didn’t hurt much (i guess most men expect piercing such a delicate bodypart will hurt like hell, and so did i 😉 ) and it healed up pretty quickly, especially when taking good care of it by using the product the piercer provided me, and not touching the piercing the first weeks (at least not without washing your hands first etc). PS I bought some more of the product the piercer recommended, and still use it to clean my jewel. Rather cheap stuff and it feels great afterwards. In june - after 5 months - i had my first upgrade (from 10G to 8G). I waited long enough to be sure it was healed properly and it felt loose enough (although the piercer said i could do an upgrade after 8 weeks already, but you have to listen to your body). I had the upsizing done at the same piercingstore, by the same piercer. That moment when the thicker ring was placed felt much more painful than the original piercing job itself. He pushed the new jewel in rather quickly and somewhat brutal, and i was out of the shop again in like 5 minutes… It gave an uncomfortable feeling for 10-14 days and some wound fluid. Perhaps because it was too soon for me, or because the guy was too rough pushing it through. Luckily i persevered and with good aftercare (again that same product), it healed fine. Someone with a PA gave me the advice that i’d better buy some tapers, some special pliers and a light numbing gel and do the upgrade to a thicker gauge myself, when taking enough time after having a relaxing warm bath. I was kind of afraid the first time to take out the PA (afraid of the idea that the hole might close very quickly and i would lose the PA), so i wanted to have it done by a professional, but i think that wasn’t the best option… In july i changed the PA from 19mm to 22mm diameter myself and that went okay, so not afraid anymore to take the PA out or put another one in. I’ll perform the next upgrade to a 6G myself later this year and see if that goes better 😉 For me there is only one slight problem. It seems that I have a rather big glans, and 19mm diameter is kinda tight when i have an erection, so i searched for a 22mm, bought it and have put it in. Feels much better now! Unfortunately 22mm diameter seems more difficult to find, and when they sell it, you don’t have much choice in models or colors. I already purchased my next upgrades (22mm x 4mm and 22mm x 5mm) but i regret not finding more choice in jewelry. Any suggestions or websites that offer a larger variety? PM me 🙂

I have talked to a poz top with a very high viral load, and he said „my VL is that high, that it can even infect someone who takes prep. Prep won‘t help you if i shoot my pozload in your ass“. Is that even possible? Is there a risk to get pozzed when you correctly take your prep but the top is highly toxic?

How about a next chapter 2 months further on, where the youngsters are strapped down naked, their testing results came back but are still in a unopened envelope and when toxic dicks are inside their asses, they can open the letters with the results? ? are they all poz or not? If not, a new toxic load is already being prepared by the bare cocks inside them ? i always had this kind of fantasy and wanting to read a story about that ?

Can’t wait for the next parts to read! ??

Still hoping this story will continue!!!

And here...

I can enjoy a story with a big cock in it as well, and when I fantasize, they don't have small cocks. But it nearly always is a huge top fucking, which just makes it predictable and boring (and thus sometimes a turn off) to me

What is it with gay guys and sizes? Is it that hard to admit you don't have a 9-10inch cock, which is by the way completely normal? I regret lots of stories have extremely large dicks in it. For me that is a turn off. I know it's all a matter of fantasy, but I like stories better when they are more realistic. Am I alone in that opinion? Same thing when you enter a gay chat room. They all have huge cocks, even when their webcam shows they have only 5 inches, they still say 9 inches :-( for me that is a turn off in stead of a turn on, and a reason to look for another guy or another story

If the undetectable guy takes his pills as supposed to? If his last test says undetectable, what certainty except for his word do you have he took his pills afterwards correctly? Don't get blinded by words. Infections chances are a lot lower than with a detectable guy, but it is still risky, just the same as a neg guy with test results that can be outdated because of recent risky sex

Not too long. I like it very much when I feel every inch of his pounding cock. When the feeling changes because you are getting used to his size, it is less hot for me and a few minutes later it starts even to feel uncomfortable. So sessions of maximum 12-15minutes if I could choose.

Have a good conversation with him, without any taboos. Check for the right information with him, on websites that have good and correct medical information. Make him understand that you respect him but that he should respect you too. That he must understand that for example kissing is no risk at all, and giving head is very very low risk too, especially when you're on meds. Talking is the only way to understand each other... Don't give up the relationship if you love each other that much just because of the sex? I'm sure it can evolve into better, if you just talked en provided the right information so he knows the aspects and dangers of poz-guys.

Hot! I hope you have a lot of fun!!!

Same thing here ;-) you're not alone, i know a lot of men who have that "problem". I guess it's just your nature... Don't know if you can do something about that