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Pitt1988

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  1. Hi Seattlebottom thanks for your insight; if you have osteoporosis and are on PREP and suffer no bone loss; thats really great news! Im glad for you and you helped put my mind at ease about that issue; because if you havent suffered bone loss and you already have osteoporosis; then that means the bone loss from PREP is very rare, and youre right we dont know what really happened with the poster's situation; so ill just go on taking my PREP and living fearless for a change
  2. That is exactly what i am thinking makingwords; all these years ive drove myself nuts asking questions such as are u tested, are you neg, blah blah even when i used condoms; the last thing i need is to be popping a pill everyday and asking; are u neg or poz? Are u on meds, undetectable or dont know? Not to forget a study just concluded that you do indeed lose bone density in the first 6 months on truvada; so now not only do i have bone loss, but have to worry about high viral loads? However; there is something off about this story, so i wont draw any conclusions just yet
  3. So the guy that that posted about getting infected while on PREP posted a new response today, im a little confused as to what he said; he's stating that he contracted a strain that is resistant to PREP? how would someone come in contact with such a strain? ugh i hope there's more to this story here's his post: My gene testing results are in. It now makes sense why Truvada failed despite 100% adherence. The virus that I have is resistant to emtricitabine, one of Truvada's ingredients. I am not resistant to Tenofovir, the other ingredient, which my doctor thinks is why my viral load is so low (1000) even after an estimated 3 months of infection. It also turns out the virus I have is resistant to lamivudine and rilpivirine, and is possibly resistant against didanosine. It looks like this is going to greatly limit the medications I can use since most of the "gentler" treatment options contain lamivudine, ripulviriene, and/or or emtriciatabine. I'm pretty terrified about it right now. I'm awaiting another CD4/viral load result and then have plans to see the HIV-specialist my doctor has been consulting with. I'm also thinking of seeing another HIV specialist for a second opinion on treatment (both what and when). If you know anyone taking Truvada, please let them know not to rely on it exclusively. There are mutations of the virus out there resistant to the two drugs in Truvada.
  4. Hi rawfuckr and ptown68; your updates sound thrilling! ive spreading the word about PREP to many other guys and they are just absolutley dumbfounded they can finally now enjoy some hot raw uninhibited sex; 5 years ago i noticed some small warts in my butt, so by now im almost sure i have HPV and i was always safe even back when i got it; so i dont think a vaccination would work at this point; so to heck with worrying about hpv or chlamydia, time to have some worry free fun! rawfuckr: what are the symptoms of chlamydia in the butt? thanks
  5. Skintube; you better not debate or beat around the bush, get on PREP before you start looking for a "hung black guy" what alot of these dudes on here are not telling you, is that african american males have the highest HIV rate of any group in the USA, and worldwide, the government website can corroborate these facts; remember enjoying a 20 minute 10 inch black cock is not worth it when you will have to take a pill for the rest of your life just to keep your immune system in check, not to mention the countless doctor visit, needles for blood testing every 3 months, and with HIV you wont even be able to enjoy raw black cock; because when you are HIV+ if you catch and STD, it is 10 times worse than if you were negative; these assholes on here are encouraging you to do it because at this point they are probably all POZ and have nothing to lose! so they don't care about your health or well being! I am around your age and have a white friend that became POZ from a black guy even after i warned him; he became poz in 2011, 2012 PREP was approved! all he needed was one more year, do not fall prey to your desires or listen to others, go get on PREP you will thank me later you did, Hugs
  6. Seriously u guys, its one thing to wanna get on PREP to BB, but i don't get the concept of being thrilled and excited about getting a "POZ" or non medicated load dumped in me; at this point you are pushing the boundaries and being flat out presumptuous; even though im on PREP i don't go around seeking out poz loads just for the heck of it; ill dump my load in a poz bottom; albeit; when an un-medicated load finds a loophole and is indeed successful to infect someone on PREP; they may end taking it off the market or lawsuits; ruining it for us who are trying to still BB but be cautious about it, i am so over this "gay community"
  7. I dont mean to be a pessimist smartass but if indeed you have those sores, it would be better for you to forfeit and get treated first; no one really knows much information regarding having an sti and being on prep; this is your chance to be responsible, regardless of what your "poz" buddy wants, my biggest question to you is why on earth is it so important you only want to meet up with poz guys; especially considering the fact that if you have open sores; and they will indeed bleed alittle during sex, what if your poz buddy has hep c? dude that is one serious pain in the butt you do not want to deal with! just read other guys experience with hep c on here and you will see what im talking about, make the best and smartest decision, good luck
  8. Ignore him and look elsewhere; remember there is alot of healthcare and gay advocate organizations wanting us to feel guilty about condoms and protection; we have had 30 years of fear and stress over this virus, now that we have a tool to release the fear and feel sexually liberated everyone should be happy and excited about this breakthrough, not the case for some however, try finding another doctor to discuss this with or just get a prescription elsewhere, good luck
  9. I understand your point fillmyholeleft; but when a top cums in a bottom that already has poz cum in them; wouldn't their dick suck up the poz cum? or tinny scratches on his dick from thrusting cause entry points? i mean im not 100% sure how it works, but i would imagine it is possible to get infected that way? remember hiv cannot live outside the body but can still thrive if its inside the body; you might know more about this than i would, so i appreciate your info, thanks.
  10. hi kazore,that's what i keep thinking all the time; how can you just believe it when someone says, "oh yea im on prep too" just a few days a ago i had some jerk try to trick me online: say's he's on prep; i said well do you have proof you are on prep? oh no im visiting your area for work, ok do you have the prep pills you can show me? oh i don't carry them when i go out, and proceeded to make up all types of excuses as to why he did not have proof he was on PREP! are you kidding me??? this guy really taught he was going to trick me into believing him when he said he was on prep; worse is he was 44 years old; you would think older men would take this stuff more seriously since they experienced the 80s aids crisis; another guys called "thecumdepository" has a blog on tumblr and boasts getting barebacked by multiple tops at the same time; and going around giving sloppy seconds; he literally did not seem to care that all these tops can potentially get infected with cum in his ass, as long as he's on prep; he claims they are adults; its their choice, in other words he doesn't care if the virus starts spreading like wildfire due to sloppy seconds as long as he is protected with PREP; that is why even if someone is on PREP and you're neg you cannot trust them: because they can still have cum in their ass from a previous encounter and when you top them you can get infected from the previous load! and this is why i wish i were straight....most guys in our community don't seem to care or have a concern for their fellow gay brother; gay community? yea right!
  11. Bottomhole is guess there are consequences; but ill admit, sometimes regret not being more wild, enjoying what i like and not caring, all he paranoia. worrying and worrying about consequences made me miserable and sometimes id go nuts sexually frustrated; so in a sense a least you had the pleasure and fulfillment of knowing you did what you liked and enjoyed it Hi mDNA4u i guess i just have to do more research and find a few social organizations in my area to find more affable men, and i do prefer older men, i even like the bear daddy types, however ive noticed a trend of larger overweight hairy types that don't qualify for a "daddy" type are the most common in my area and online in general; i like older men; i just don't like older unattractive men, maybe that sounds shallow of me; but im straightforward and know what i want, anyways thanks for your info.
  12. Although it is not available in any part of Europe at this time, i believe it wont be long before it is; the main reason i was and still am "deathly" afraid of it is because ive always wanted to have kids, and still do; and up until last year it was literally impossible for a poz guy to have biological kids, unfortunately i haven't moved in that direction till i own my own home and financially stable enough to bring a child into this world, and also i almost died from bacterial meningitis in 2007; all those needles and nurses and doctors around me 24/7 scared me out of wanting to do clinicals regularly if i was infected, i noticed you are into party&play; that is a very dangerous lifestyle to be involved in; alot of guys have also become poz p&playing here in the USA; i don't do any type of drugs, except marijuana, because as far as im concerned, honestly sex is my drug of choice lol. Too many guys our age have this notion that you can do and behave as you please and there is no consequences in the end, and it is far from the truth, but hey i don't judge anyone, i just want to put a big smile on people's faces; i didn't know Ireland had the same "flake" issues that i experience here; all the hot sex you see in porn is just a fantasy; as it hardly ever happens in real life; everytime someone is interested its either because they are overweight or older than my dad, all i ever wanted was a couple of lads my age to enjoy a fun, exciting passionate sex life..but it seems as a gay guy that is a little too much to ask....
  13. hey rawfuckr, you are on point about those "im clean and DD free" assholes; i hate it when they use the word "clean" its fucking disrespectful and something only a douche would say, im "neg" is what everyone should use, but you are on point about them being the most dangerous ones and possibly the ignorant uninformed ones who have a high VL; how do i know this? when i ask them, when did you last get tested and where? do you have the test papers from the clinic? the try to change the subject or disappear, it seems they just go around fucking raw with everyone online and could care less about testing or status, im sure a poz guy is much more responsible and in charge of his VL and health, thanks for your input. Just noticed you are from Ireland Bottomhole, cheers my ancestry is also Irish, you seem like a great guy; again stay strong and best wishes
  14. Hi Bottomhole, im sorry about what happened to you, and if that is your picture, i must say you are a very handsome guy it saddens me because since 17 ive been scared and so paranoid i became addicted to masturbating; every time i had sex i was worried during and after sex, even if it was protected, i had the misfortune of having very strict religious parents that repeatedly reminded me that hiv/aids was a curse from good to us gays, blah blah blah; then witnessed people slowly die from it in the 90's as i lived in a 3rd world country,(my parents were missionaries in that country) so it traumatized me and made me paranoid; however i want to encourage you to be happy and live life to the fullest, as the meds today have changed all that and you can live a very happy healthy life; also getting "to know" guys better; i dont know if this has happened to you or you've experienced it; but most gay guys are complicated when it comes to sex; for instance ive been trying for years to meet a fairly decent attractive FWB, its futile, everyone just wants a one timer only and they dont even seem to want to relax and enjoy a hookup; ive got so tired of flakes and wasting time on apps and hookup sites, i just give up and masturbate, lol now that PREP is available im hoping i can start to have unafraid sex with real people and not use my hand anymore, btw what country are you living in that does not have prep yet? im moving to eastern europe in 2 years; hopefully by then things have changed. Hugs and stay strong
  15. Ive always felt as an uncut Top my chances have always been low, although being uncut supposedly increases my chances without PREP, most guys ive been with always prefer me to top as i really enjoy doing it; but the few times i bottomed was just immense pleasure and boy did i love it, i have always considered just sticking to poz undetectable guys, but my biggest problem with that is; how do i know a guy is not lying about being poz undetectable? i have a friend who was undetectable in 2012, but was no longer undetectable in 2013; how can they prove to me that the are indeed poz undct? most guys lie about being poz as it is; how can i trust a guy that just says "oh yea im poz undetectable" at least a raw top on prep can show me their prescription and meds, what proof can a poz undetectable guy provide? because if there is some doctor papers, or any proof besides just taking their word for it; then ill be more than happy to play with poz undetectable guys.
  16. So it turns out my doc appt and everything went well; her in Pittsburgh doctors are very informed about PREP ive been on PREP for 2 weeks now; and although i am excited to finally let the horny tiger in me come out full blast and enjoy sex to the fullest; im still afraid and unsure the medication can protect me 99% even taken everyday; i just cant wrap my mind around convincing myself a virus ive been deathly afraid of and panicked over for years cannot infect me; its a very difficult and incredible concept to accept; somehow i still feel if there is a what if? or a maybe? i know im sounding paranoid; but i also feel maybe if i just stick to topping BB i will not feel as scared and paranoid; eventually once i feel more comfortable ill flip flop fuck like there's no tomorrow haha, any of you guys had that initial fear or insecurity as to BB when you first started on the PREP?
  17. Awesome, that's what i want to hear! I am super excited to began a real sex life; without constant worry and fear, we all deserve it. thanks for your info. Btw i noticed your location as Portland, not sure if its Portland, Maine or Oregon, im currently in the Pittsburgh area planning to move to Portland,Or in the next 3 months, hows the scene there? im vers/top and love getting me some bttm boys to pound and fill; is there a big enough market for me in Portland lol?
  18. Scheduled an appointment with a nice "gay friendly" doc here in Pa; i was wondering if anyone who's been on the meds for at least a year or recent users has any input on any surprising side effects, if you have been going raw more often and have not experienced any issues so far as efficacy, and also have you had any issues with other sti's; thanks
  19. what mlg of cialis do you take? the last doc i went ot give me a 30 day free sample of 30 pills 5mlgs, and ive got to tell you the effect has decreased since i started taking them, he did give me a 30 daily supply; but ive only taken them when i know im having sex, i tried having sex last week and i couldnt even get hard although it was BB, now im trying a new method i researched online on redit called "NO FAP" basically no masturbation or sex activity for 90 days to see if you can get your sex drive back, ill let you know how it goes, on my 8 day now
  20. Hey sinful jock my ex was on prozac and lost his sex drive completely for years so it may posibly be your depression medications? Gosh i already have ED problems due to chronic masturbation; the last thing i need is to get on PREP and its gets worse; another thing, are you sure this "flu" was just a common flu and not what some on here call the "fuck flu"? ive been seen too many PREP's stating they had nasty flu and it kinda worries me, best wishes
  21. gretel666 you asked a very valid question; i only watch BB porn; but i avoid treasure island like the plague, their models all look either veiny, sick or drugged up;and ive also noticed when a performer that used to be neg, starts barebacking because he is poz, he starts looking gaunt and veiny; not to mention the ugliest most unappealing model they have (lito cruz) this guy looks like he could give you something by just looking at him, he is nasty and not in a good way, and these idiots just drool over him because of his "big cock" the only bareback actor that still looks healthy is Antonio Biaggi; and i believe it is because he is still neg, im not sure, anyways TIM is disgusting regardless
  22. Dont listen to giftundpozempfangb, he hasn't taken into consideration that you are BI, meaning who knows in the future you may want to settle down and get married and most importantly have kids, if you become poz; it will be almost impossible to have kids; that is something you want to think about, me as a gay man, when all of my friends where out giving and taking loads, and living for the moment, i decided to wait it out, even though im a top; slipped a few times, but i decided to wait it out till something like PREP came along; now my wait has paid off and i can pursue endless barebacking adventures worry free, now most of my friends are poz, and riddled with health issues, such as high blood pressure, inflamed lymp nodes, and they catch the flu like a cat catches a mouse, make the smart decision and go on prep; 10 years from now you will be happy you did.
  23. I dont really get the "hype" over taking a "poz load" just looking at those treasure island media guys makes me sick to my stomach; they have veins popping out of their foreheads and look sick or drugged up; if that's what being poz will make me look like; then i want no part of it; PREP all the way!
  24. Sounds Interesting, but my symptoms are a little different and the stressful relationship has been over since april 2013 Low sex drive, muscle fatigue, short of breath, coffee makes me feel deathly ill, low energy, (my multivitamin helps)my joints sometimes hurt, erectile dysfunction has gotten worse and worse overtime, and even cialis only helps "moderately" also i had a few muscle twitches a few months back, i used to lift weights regularly;now i become fatigued quickly after a few sets, my penis has this dead feeling, and i just realized today i don't even get morning woodies anymore, but the most prominent symptoms are (ED, Short breath, muscle fatigue, low energy levels) ive concluded its either; nerve damage or lo testosterone, as ive had multiple std's test, and multiple urinalysis, doctors cant seem to find out what's my issue, until then ill have no choice but to deal with it or find out what is wrong
  25. I've had testosterone tests done, and they said it was low but not low enough to be addressed, never taught of having them check my estrogen levels; that may explain why sometimes it looks like i have man boobs even though i light weights lmao
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