Jamie85

My blood went cold when I heard the door click shut. I was alone, gagged and tied helpless. If my B/F meant what he had said, I was going to be alone and used as a cumdump. I was terrified. I was suddenly alone and finding myself wondering what I had wished myself into. My blood went cold as I heard the door lock beep then click. I heard someone moving around then felt him climbing on the bed. I was invaded with no warning or tact. This cock was in my ass and fucking furiously. There was no real pain once he plunged into me since I was still had the previous guy's cum as lube. He kept up a steady pumping then stumbled in his rhythm, then grunted as he thrust himself against me. I was sure I was getting more cum inside me. I moaned and tried to resist/thank him. I wasn't sure what I felt other than fear. It took less than a minute from the time I felt him pulling out till I heard the door closing click. I was beside myself again. I enjoyed the fuck and, secretly, the idea that some stranger had just cum in me, but was scared of the very idea at the same time. The door beeped and clicked again and a cock was in my ass and probing me in less than a minute. I was trying to relax to the invasion when I heard the door again. I tensed and he squirted his jizz into me. It took less than a minute and I had another strange cock in me, fucking furiously then unloading in me and a quiet rustle as he got out. The worst part for me was the quiet time and wondering between the guys. There was about ten or so before I finally resigned myself to accepting that I was really here as a random anonymous cumdump until I was found by the management. I still don't know what time it was but I got tensed up again as I heard the door beep and click. I was ready for another pump and dump as well as ready for it to all be over. This wasn't a minute pump and dump. This time the largest cock I had ever felt slid slowly into me and kept filling me until I finally felt his pelvis against my ass. I was breathing deeply, trying to keep calm as he started slowly thrusting and filling me. He grunted deeply and stopped fucking then started a slow building as he started fucking again. The grunting and stopping happened twice again, then he left. My balls were dripping something thick and warm after I heard the door click shut. It was quiet for an undetermined time which gave me time to realize how much my knees were hurting. I had never been in this one position that long. I actually fell asleep before coming awake as I felt someone climbing on the bed. His fingers slipping into my ass then slapping it were what finally woke me up to be ready for the head of his cock sliding into my ass. I was fully awake when he was full stroking me and clinched my ass with both hands and my feeling him against my ass then feeling his cock pulsing. It was quiet enough again for me to fall asleep. I woke up to hands on my ass and feeling a cock slipping into me again. By this time, there was no pain, just the feeling of a cock slipping in and out. Just about the time I was completely awake I heard him breathing hard and felt him speeding up his thrusting. Something was nagging me just below feeling the enjoyment of being fucked. Just as he collapsed on my back I realized it was my B/F fucking me. He straighted up off of me, cock still inside me and told me he was about to flip a coin to decide if he was going to go through with the entire weekend or not. He told me that he had already checked the camera and the data card was full. I was hoping to tell him if he wanted to watch, I would take on all cummers if he wanted to watch me for the rest of the weekend. I found myself ready to do exactly that, strapped down or not. It all comes down to his coin toss. Not like I had a choice at that point.

I'm with subboy81. The difference is negligible. In mine, it's a new dude that I meet with who drugs me and I wake up, ass up, strapped down in a motel room, being fucked. I slowly realize that the reason my jaw aches is that there's a penis gag strapped on me. After hearing the guy fucking me grunting and thrust his pelvis against my ass, I realize that he's shooting his jizz into me bare. As dude climbs off the bed, another climbs on and my ass isn't empty anymore. Another stranger is fucking me and I haven't a clue if he's wearing a condom or not. I vaguely notice a small red light in the dark room as I turn my head as much as I can. I struggle a little against the bonds keeping me ass up but can't move much. After a near life time in the still drugged haze, I hear a deep throated voice telling me that he's enjoyed my bare ass several times between the guys that have answered his C/L ad. He tells me further that he's only got a couple more hours to hang out, but he seems to be getting a ton of responses to the ad that where he's offered my bare ass to any cummers that want to use a submissive cumdump and help fulfill a longtime fantasy. He tells me even further just before cumming in my ass himself that he's paid the rent on the room through the weekend and is going to answer the ad from his phone for me and is videoing the whole event from a camera he's got hidden over on the counter. As he pulls out and I feel a warm wet feeling flowing down my scrotum, he tells me that the maid should find and release me by Tuesday, meanwhile to expect a lot of anonymous visitors to fuck and dump in me till then since he's answering the ad as me.

BearBandit, thank you for your insight on that. I was worried about HIV until I ran across an article that suggested that sucking and swallowing wasn't that big an HIV risk. Your information adds to that impression. Thank you.

I would love more verbal. My regular F/B is very quiet, so I have to deal with physical cues. He's only lately starting to give me verbal such as telling me he's about to cum, but that's only been when I'm sucking him off. When he fucks me he's quieter than a mouse. The only clue I have when he's finished in my ass is when he stops and pulls out. The good part though is that up till then he keeps up the stroking.

I've got a married C/D chaser who has flaked on me twice so far when I've asked him what time works for him. I'm going to give him one more chance since both weekends were holiday weekends. I'm wanting to see if he: A Really wants to fuck a cross dresser? B If so, does he want to use a condom? C If I can entice him into "Just put the head in before you put the condom on." Of course, he has to show up first.

After about a year of sucking and swallowing my B/F's cock and cum, I was just giddy enough to tell him I had never been topped. That didn't last long. His second load was inside me before he left that day.

Hi! I’m Jamie and I think I’m addicted to cock. I kept having fantasies of being the sex slave of one or more dominant males long before I finally sucked my first cock. My fantasies finally led me to taking advantage of having free time while temporarily unemployed and that the wife was doing a lot of traveling due to her job at the time. I started reading Men Seeking Men ads on Craigslist. It was the only source of possible male on male sex I knew of at the time since I had never acted on any of my then subtle urges before. I was lucky in finding an older gentleman who I ended up sucking to completion and swallowing cum for the first time. He and I met on occasion for about six months then I never heard from him again. That turned out to be a life changing event. Good event or not, choose for yourself. I was in my early 50’s when I became a cocksucker. From that point on, I continued fantasizing about sucking cock and, especially, swallowing cum. I found that I had turned a significant corner in my life. From the time I felt cum shooting into my mouth, I had to swallow. I was addicted to swallowing cum from that point. My mindset is that if I’m taking a cock into my mouth from this time on, and he wants, I’m swallowing his cum and will continue if he can. The problem for me is, that at some point I met a younger guy that had responded to more than one of my ads looking for cocks promising to swallow. Once I finally invited him to feed me for that first time, fate took another turn in my sex life. I had advertised, offering to suck and swallow. He impressed me by feeding me two loads during our first encounter. I invited him back and, he’s become my regular feeder for the past two and a half years. What turned me into a true cock addict though was more fantasizing. I kept reading more and more gay porn and it changed my life completely when I finally looked him straight in the eye after swallowing his first load, telling him that I had never been topped. He broke me in that day and has left me happily fucked numerous times since. There are two downsides to our situation now. My cock/cum addiction is growing. I’ve listed myself as a cumdump on this site despite my fear/intrigue that someone will answer and I will do exactly what that entails. So far, I’ve only been fucked, safe or otherwise by one man but my urges are growing. I know that, sooner or later, someone else’s cock is going to be up my ass, bare and pumping cum inside me. Then that won’t be enough and I’ll have to have another, then another. I prefer the idea of a regular cum donor so that I could rely on a steady situation of feeling cum oozing out of my ass into my panties, but I’m feeling the urges increasing. I’ve not only been reading about anonymous pump and dumps, but found myself looking for and getting more and more excited by finding videos of them. I’m finding myself being drawn into the fantasy of being fucked raw anonymously. I’m afraid of my sagging self-control leading me into becoming that cumdump that I’m fantasizing about.

So far, the only pics/videos have been between me and my steady F/B. They were taken with my phone so I've had complete control of them. I do have them on DVD's I make to entertain him when he drops by to feed/seed me. He was surprised by finding out that one of the cocksucking sessions lasted over 7 minutes. All I remember about that one was I enjoyed sucking his cock and getting to swallow more of his cum.

“You want him bred do you?” I heard my boyfriend telling him to do what he feels. That was followed by hands gripping my hips harder and the cock that had been fucking me for the past ten minutes or so being thrust harder and faster into my ass. Shortly his rhythm slowed and he slammed his pelvis against my ass and heard him telling me, “Take it all boy!” He slowly worked his cock in and out before pulling out altogether. “How many times has he been bred so far?” I heard him ask. My boyfriend responded that he was the third guy so far. I heard my last breeder guessing that I had at least four loads in my ass now, because he had left the first one inside me because he was afraid that he wouldn’t be allowed to cum in me. As my boyfriend administered another round of poppers, he asked if he felt the need to cum again. Unfortunately, he said he was done for the moment. I would have offered to suck him hard again, but the penis gag my boyfriend had strapped on me kept me from doing so. For a moment I wanted to tell my boyfriend I wanted this to stop, being fucked and bred by strangers, but I knew I didn’t want it to. I wanted to continue being fucked by strange cock after cock, not caring who they were, just knowing that the only reason they were there was to unload and unload in my ready ass. The pig in me wanted my ass used and my feeling that I was finally a cumdump. The door clicked as he left and my boyfriend checked his phone again. He told me that another guy was on the way and asked me if I was ready. I moaned past the gag as I felt the cum oozing down my scrotum. I wanted them to hurry and fill my hungry ass with another cock. My boyfriend sat on the edge of the bed and fingered my ass, poking the cum back into my hole. I wanted him inside me but he just kept playing. It seemed an eternity until the next knock on the door. My boyfriend got up and opened the door to let my next sperm donor in. It was a brief conversation ending with yes, cum in him, I want him fucked. He wasn’t the largest cock that had fucked me but he felt so good as he entered. He was somewhat verbal, but mostly talking to my boyfriend and continuing to use me as a fuck hole. The conversation was about how good my ass felt, he could tell I had already been fucked and cum in, and he loved using the cum as the lube for his fucking. After several minutes he asked my boyfriend if he could cum inside me, he was told to load me up. After about a minute or so more intense thrusting he slammed himself against my ass and grunted loudly. “Take that you pussy boy.” He whispered. I was beside myself as my boyfriend stuck the tiny bottle against my nose again. Where was the next guy? Or was my boyfriend ready to call this off and breed me himself? There was another knock on the door before the guy pulled his cock out. “The next breeder?” came the question. The door was opened, letting one guy in and, shortly the other guy out. No words were exchanged before I felt another cock again, then inside my asshole. This guy knew what he was there for. He fucked like he would never get pussy again and simply grunted as he apparently came inside my ass. He quickly dismounted and left. After hearing the door click shut my boyfriend released the penis gag and asked me if I wanted more or was I ready to go home. I answered him by asking if he was through watching me being fucked. His phone pinged and there was a knock on the door. He thrust the gag back and strapped it tight. I was about to get more strange cock. The knock on the door was, I later learned, a heavy set black man. All I knew at the time was that a very thick cock was thrust into my cummy ass and it still was uncomfortable for several minutes. He kept up a steady thrusting to the point I was wondering if he was ever going to cum. My hole was numb by now but I was aware that it was full of cock. No pain but only a quiet pleasure. He slowed for a moment then stopped. He shortly started fucking again. Out of the corner of my vision I could see a clock and determined that he had been fucking my ass raw for nearly twenty minutes. He suddenly started grunting and stabbed his cock into my ass about four or five times then stopped with his cock completely inside me. I felt his cock throbbing in my ass, telling me his cum was being pumped into me which made me work my anal muscles to try to get it all. Turns out that, while being fucked by the thick black dude, I hadn’t noticed that two other guys had knocked and entered the motel room. My ass wasn’t empty for long. This new guy was intense and knew what he wanted. His intent was to fuck a willing ass, get off and leave, which is exactly what he did. I couldn’t tell for sure that he came inside me but he dismounted and left quickly which made me sure he had. That left the next guy. Apparently he had a conversation with my boyfriend while watching. He climbed on the bed and placed his cock against my well used asshole. His cock slipped inside easily which I liked. His thrusting fell into a comfortable rhythm that continued for several minutes. His stroking never faltered as I heard him telling both of us that he was about to seed my ass. I heard his breathing get a bit ragged and felt him stabbing my ass with his cock and stopping. I’m not sure but I think I felt a warm feeling and his cock throbbing. I was expecting him to slowly pull out and leave. He leaned down and almost spooned me, then started slowly thrusting again. He finally told me that he was ready for the second round. This round took nearly thirty minutes for him to stumble in his stroking. Three minutes later by the clock I could see, he finally pressed his pelvis against my ass and proclaiming that he was cumming. My boyfriend pushed the popper bottle against my nose once again, asking if I was ready for more. I was. Half an hour went by and no one showed up. My boyfriend finally let me remove the penis gag and asked me how I felt. I was happy as hell, living out a fantasy, being fucked by a bunch of anonymous guys. He asked me how I felt about having been fucked bare by so many men. I told him that it was the thrill of a lifetime, something that I had wanted since the first time I had been fucked bare. I could see the bulge in his trousers so I asked him to fuck me. He stood up and pulled his magnificent cock out but insisted that I suck him off. I started sucking and he came in my mouth within a couple minutes. Knowing that he’s multiorgasmic, I insisted he fuck me and leave the next load in my ass with the rest. He declined but said I could suck him off if I wanted his cum again. I was puzzled so he explained that he was only going to suck him off until the HIV screening came clean. I was still puzzled until he told me that the ad he had run listed me as a cumdump, no loads refused, especially poz loads. I was beside myself and asked him how he could run such an ad. It was a month or so before I had anything to do with him again. I hadn’t seen the ad, much less read it. His comment had scared me and I had the testing done. I came out clean, no HIV or anything else. I felt lucky. Strangely after the test results came back, he texted me wanting to get together. I thought long and hard about it. I broke down and met him. After sucking him off, we had our between round conversation so I asked him again. He told me that it had been my fantasy and he wanted to help me live it out. I asked about the ad and he came clean that the part about the poz loads. He had just mentioned that to scare me. I told him that didn’t sound right, but since he told me to head for the bedroom and drop my panties, I didn’t question it at the time IF he fucked me. After he left his load in my ass that time I asked again. He told me that he hadn’t liked the idea of me being fucked bare but I had insisted and he felt obliged to help me fulfill the scenario as I wanted. He was scared also but wanted to please me. I was beside myself at that point. I didn’t know whether to hug him or slug him. I finally settled on hugging him. I got another load of cum in my ass for that hug.

I agree with BBPaulZA, what did he think was gonna happen,,lol You let a guy fuck you bare? I said it in another thread, if your dick gets into my ass bare, I want/expect your cum in my ass. I'm actually afraid if I pulled the, "Please don't cum in me!" gag while being fucked bare, the guy would actually think I'm serious and pull out. Scary thought.

There's no rule about having to do substances during sex afaik. Apparently there are sub cultures in every situation. Please yourself and don't indulge if you don't want to and don't feel pressured. There are plenty of guys that that won't pressure you.

Hmmm, this seems to be a trend. I'm a total bottom and have no interest in topping at all. My pleasure doesn't enter into any of my encounters at all. When I get the urge to suck strange cock, I do not get any sexual urges other than wanting a hard cock in my mouth and trying my best to make him cum so I can swallow. That's my sexual urge. I'm learning the same situation with anal urges. I still don't get sexually aroused leading up, during or after. I just exist to please whoever is gifting me with their hard cock and cum. That about sums up my interest in sex. On the other hand, when there's not any opportunity to be some stud's cumdump, I tend to watch the xtube videos that have been posted on this site and masturbate. I much prefer being someone's sexual relief, sexual plaything, fuck puppet, fuck toy and devoting myself to their pleasure which becomes my pleasure when they reward me with cum.

I’m leaning more and more toward craving being fucked. By fucked, I mean fucked raw, not safe. Just a bare cock in my ass and, if he asks, yes, I want him to cum inside my ass. If he doesn’t ask, he just dumps his load inside me. At present, I’m wanting to become a cumdump for someone who simply wants a place to leave his cum, preferably my ass. My present B/F likes using my mouth which I love doing but I’m also wanting someone to let me know he’s dropping by to use my ass because he’s horny and wants to drop a load in my ass. I guess what I want is to be simply something that someone uses for the sole reason of pleasing themselves. Once they get off and leave their cum in me, they only have use for me if they can get off again. I want to be their cumdump. I want to simply be their cum receptacle. They want to get off, they want to cum, they want their cock sucked, they want to fuck an ass, they simply want a living sex doll to gain sexual relief, so I want to be their relief, their cumdump. I want cum. I want cum to swallow, I want cum in my ass. I need an endless supply of cum. I’m getting to the point that I just want cum and don’t care who I get it from. I’m not a bug chaser, and don’t want diseases, but I want to be either on my knees or completely down on the bed with a man behind me, his dick in my ass, thrusting to please himself to the point of orgasm so that he’s happy. I simply want him to deposit, leave his cum in my ass then simply leave. I’m getting to the point that I don’t care who they are, their names, what they look like, I just want them to get hard, fuck and ejaculate. I want them to leave their cum in my ass. I don’t want or need sexual relief for myself. I don’t want to get hard, I don’t want to ejaculate. I want other men to use me and my body for their pleasure and either feed me their cum or leave it inside me at their point of pleasure. While there is a Craigslist in my town, it’s rare that it works and simply doesn’t work for me as I would wish. I’ve had a long-held fantasy of being what I now know to be a cumdump for a male whose only interest in me is that specific reason. I drop by his place, get fucked or fed, or he emails/messages me to meet him in my back yard to get fucked or fed. Use my mouth to get ready or feed me your cum. I’ll swallow every drop. I would rather suck you, edge you till you’re ready to tell me to drop my panties and plunge your cock into my ass and fuck the hell out of me. You can ask, make me beg but, please leave your cum inside me. I don’t want facials unless that pleases you and leads to another load deep inside my ass. I’m not into cumshots to prove that you came, I would rather you drive your cock as deep inside my ass as possible and leave your load right there. Fucking your cum into me works if you’re fucking me as you cum. I’m scaring myself in that I’ve even begun considering anonymous pump and dump scenes. In other words, putting myself into situations where guys can come and fuck me without knowing anything about them at all. They just show up, fuck me, unload and go. I get fucked, get their load and I know nothing at all about them other than how their cock felt in my ass. I like that concept more and more. I have actually asked my B/F if he would like to help me setup a safe version of having me fucked by other guys while he watches. I’d rather set the ad up to say that my B/F wants to watch me getting bred by anyone who wants to fuck a cumdump. Then the guys simply show up, fuck me bare, dump their loads inside my ass, preferably more than one and then leave with only him seeing them at all. I only get to see a video later of them fucking me but no faces whatsoever. Just me on my knees, my ass getting fucked and their torso and getting to hear them grunt and groan as they unleash their cum into my ass before pulling their pants up and leaving. I would especially love that particular fantasy to have several men, enough to have guys waiting to deposit their loads inside me. Fantasy has me wanting at least 10 different guys and possibly more than 20 guys showing up to pump cum into my sloppy ass while he watches. One mistake NOT to be made or questioned, is that, if your cock gets into my ass bare, you DON’T have to ask, I’m expecting your cum in my ass. It would still be erotic as hell to have to beg for it or have you telling me I’m about to get your cum and that you’re going to put it as deep inside me as you can , especially if you’re so dominant that you tell me I’m about to get your cum whether I want it or not. I’d love for my B/F or somebody to arrange to meet me, take me to a place where I get bred anonymously by at least 2 and preferably up to 5 or more guys every weekend for as long as it can last. My B/F or whomever my pimp is, can know or not the guys seeding me, but they have to fuck me bare and leave cum in my ass and I can never know who they are.

Hmmmm, If Memphis becomes the center of one of these films, I'm a ready bottom.

This may be a hard question to answer due to whether the top is a regular or a semi or anonymous. Do you like the top verbal and talking or silently just unloading? Would you like to have him verbally teasing/humiliating you leading up to having you beg for his cum? Or would you rather him keep on track, pleasing himself to just shooting his load into your ass then pulling out? I'm of two minds on this. My F/B is one of the silent types. The only way I know/suspect he's bred me is when he speeds up/slows and stops. I've wanted him to ask me if I want his cum, which is kinda silly I know since he's in my ass bare, he knows I want his load. What about you?

Ive been in a long-term F/B - B/F situation a bit over 2 years now with a guy who claims to be in a 'committed' relationship. He shows up, generally once a week, we play and go our separate ways happy. There was one hiccup that interrupted our situation for about two months but before long he was back looking for more oral lovin'. We eventually went to me getting his seed in my ass where I enjoy it. It seems to be working for me. I hope something like that happens for you and him. Are the focus of your conversations about you two and your interests, or complaining about the ex? If it's more often than not about his ex, then I predict a fail due to him or you getting tired of hearing the complaints. Again, I hope it works out of the two of you.

That kind of age difference seems to be personal preference apparently. The only thing that irks me is seeing ads where the guys set arbitrary age limit such as "18 to 24" or "nobody over 40", as if sex ends at whatever age specified. I understand that who you're attracted to or why is personal, but I fail to understand why some guys willingly limit themselves and miss out on what might likely be a mind-blowing experience based on some number. As for myself I'm definitely older but I've made some younger dudes that took a chance on meeting "the old guy" curl their toes with my oral skills.

Thrill me then leave, eh? I've had a long term F/B whom I've gotten too dependent on I suppose. Hit it, and forget it seems to be the idea I suppose.

Kool, Brother, I hope it was all you hoped it would be.

HairyKink is right. I didn't know what I had let myself into when I told my regular feeder that I had never been topped. He simply made sure that I understood what I had asked for. Once he came inside my ass, I haven't been the same. This past weekend he stopped short and asked me where I wanted his load. My ass naturally! He did.

I don't very often see anyone in the Memphis area listing or responding on this forum. I'm an older guy but am interested in being fucked bare. I suck to completion (Naturally!) and love the idea of maybe becoming this town's cumdump.

This morning. My F/B dropped by in a hurry. I sucked him to his edge apparently so he stopped me and asked, "Where do you want this load?" I just grinned, "My ass" Minutes later I could feel his final thrust as he began pumping his latest load into my ass. He had time for a beer before he left. I put a fantasy to him when he had a few hours. I asked him if he would like to run an ad on CL pimpling me out for a few hours. He could use me however before, during and after. If someone else shows, he gets to watch and video if he likes. He grinned as he mentioned that he had the same idea. I hope he gets the time soon.

Part III I was surprised to find Darryl shoving poppers under my nose, telling me "Take a good shot." I did but was puzzled. He told me I was going to need it and he intended to keep me loosened up. He also reminded me that the other guys had heard me call myself a black cock whore and that I wanted black cock from then on. Over the next few hours, I got black cock, I got constantly poppered. More than anything else I got constantly fucked. Even if I couldn’t feel whoever was fucking me cumming in me I knew it was happening due to feeling my balls time and again covered with a hot liquid dripping onto them. I can’t remember exactly when it happened but eventually the fear and pain gave way to complete lust. I began enjoying the feel of a cock sliding into my increasingly cum-filled ass. Because of the amount of cum that was being pumped into me, the actual fucking didn’t really hurt that much. After all, isn't cum known as the perfect lube? What hurt was the initial entry of one particular cock. Strangely his wasn’t the longest, just the thickest. Once he got inside, I took a deep breath which coincided with Darryl shoving that bottle of poppers under my nose yet again. It helped, the pain shortly turned to ecstasy and I wanted both the fucking and poppers to keep going. I had lost my sense of time as I was still secured, gagged and was lost in serving as the raw hole into which these horny black studs would dump their loads. Whoever the guy with the thick cock was, kept fucking for what I imagined was the longest period during my loss of time. I heard him grunt only twice and I was able to tell when he came inside me. My balls felt warm while that thick organ was still inside me both times he slowed and stopped stroking into me, grunting loudly. When he finally pulled out I felt so empty but expected another cock inside me soon. I was left alone for quite a while then felt someone undoing the ballgag. My jaw was sore from the initial knawing on the large rubber ball. I heard someone, probably Darryl asking me if they turned me loose what was I going to do. I heard myself telling him that I wanted more black cock. Whoever he was turned and called out "He's ready, guys." Next thing I knew, I was released and was doing poppers myself and sucking on a Darryl’s huge black cock while wishing one of the others was fucking me. I finally got to see the other two guys. The one with the thick cock and the other guy were just stroking their cocks at the moment watching me sucking on Darryl. After about ten minutes of sucking, Darryl asked me if I was ready for black cock again, “Hell yes!” I muttered. He climbed onto the bed and I felt him sinking his cock into my well-used ass with no pain and no need for lube. One of the other guys took his place and another black cock took its rightful place in my mouth so I could suck him ready to fuck me again or swallow his cum, whichever came first. He came in my mouth before Darryl finally announced that he was about to breed my white ass again. Just as Darryl pulled out, thick cock tried to put his cock in my mouth. I got the head of it in and he started regaining his full thickness. He asked me if I was ready to be black bred again. Again, I answered “Hell yes!” Even knowing his was the cock that was the one that nearly hurt me entering. I took another shot of the poppers. The third guy took his place at my mouth and gave me a nice mouthful. While not as long as Darryl or thick as my present fucker, he had a nice sized cock that smelled and tasted of cock sweat, cum and, probably, my ass. I loved it. I loved it a long time and got a huge load of cum to swallow just as thick cock slowed and started telling me to take his big black cock and another load of his cum. At that point, I heard Darryl’s deep voice asking me if I was still felt myself a black cock whore. I was trying to get up straight on the bed but heard myself telling him that was ready for more if they were. He told me that he had thought of a friend of his who would definitely be interested in fucking a willing white boy cock whore. I told him I was ready. Apparently he was just walking in the door. He was about my height, 5’9 or so but a stocky 230 lbs at least. He asked if I was the cracker cock whore. I told him that had just been their fuck toy for the past few hours and asked if he wanted a crack at the white boy. He just slid down his sweat pants, showing the largest black cock I had now seen. It had to be a solid 10 or 11 inches long and, at least as thick as the thick guy before. I heard myself asking if I needed to suck him hard or should we get to it? I had to take another shot of poppers when he said, “Let’s see what the white boy’s pussy feels like.” Maybe I should have been scared but between the poppers and what I thought might have been cocaine I had been snorting I was ready I just knew. I was wrong, I wasn’t ready and he wasn’t just as thick, he was thicker. The cum thankfully worked as lube but didn’t relieve the sensation of that huge organ splitting my ass open. He also taught me about meeting the second ring and piercing it. I had read it but he did it. Then he laughed, telling them he was surprised that the white boy had lived taking his cock that easily, now let’s see how he takes the fucking. I took another shot of the poppers. When my boyfriend had introduced me to them, he told me that they intensified the sexual feelings and allowed you to relax to accept sex more readily. I hoped so now! \\ Two hours later I was at home, showering and sore. I knew I was going to have to go back to the doctor for testing The one thing I was sure of at this point, if I got the opportunity to get Darryl to line up a white boy gangbang again, I was ready.

Part II I was furious, terrified and beside myself all at the same time. After I recovered my senses, I immediately found my enema setup and flushed my ass four or five times. I just knew he had been infected with some sort of disease. I was beside myself for a couple weeks. I know my wife noticed, as did my boyfriend. I still sucked him off but wouldn’t let him fuck me until I came to my senses and went to the doctor. A week or so later I was supremely relieved to be presented with a completely clean bill of health. No STD’s, no sign of HIV. Three weeks of Hell due to one moment of weakness. It was another week or so before I finally told my boyfriend what I had done. He surprised me by asking me why I hadn’t videoed it for him. I still felt ashamed and humiliated that I had allowed myself to be used that easily. My sex life slowly resumed to usual. Sex with the wife about once a month then the boyfriend when he got the urge and we could time it. Still, I had him on my mind. His comment just before he fucked me, “I’m here to fuck a white boy. You ready?” That phrase echoed in my head as well as remembering his relentless savaging of my ass and the final indignity of his only asking if I was ready for his third load. I finally gave in. I wanted that third load. I know he had pumped it into me that morning. I found myself wanting him again. It was clearly animal urge, animal sex, his cock, my ass and using me to relieve his sexual urge. He hadn’t asked. He had just shot his first and second load inside me, then casually without caring asked. Even if I had said no, I would have gotten it anyway. Now I found myself wondering. Why was he still haunting my thoughts? In one hour of intended bliss he had turned my life into a blast of combined turmoil but all I could think of time and time again was his cock in my ass and hearing him asking if I wanted that load. I had wanted that load and had I been asked, I would have readily taken the first two, I finally admitted to myself. Worse yet, I wanted the next load from that magnificent black brute. I will admit that, despite great sex from my boyfriend I found myself thinking about what I considered my near rape more and more. Apparently when it came to black cock I was obsessive/compulsive. I even found myself waking with a hard on, from a dream of being fucked by a huge black cock. I remembered his comment, “Let me know if you want to fuck again, you got a sweet ass.” I woke up, sitting in my desk chair and it occurred to me that I might still have his email address. I did and was sweating as I typed out a request for another fuck session if he had time. It took me 24 hours to finally hit ‘enter’. People talk about eternity but it’s all relative as far as I can tell. I generally only have Saturdays to play. I finally got an email back from Darryl as his email read on Friday night. He gave me an address and time to meet him for my next dose of his big black cock. My words, not his. It was about 2 pm when I arrived at his place. I parked on the street and sat for several minutes, questioning my sanity, but butt lust overrode it. I had to get fucked. I finally got out and approached the house. Nice little brick place, well kept. I finally pressed the doorbell and the door opened. It was him. Naked except for gym shorts he was. I noticed the head of his cock peeking out of one leg of them. “White boy wants more black dick?” No question, he knew my weakness in this situation. I wanted HIS black dick and fucked just as he had before. I just nodded. He led me into a bedroom, told me to strip and get on the bed ass up. I stripped quickly and climbed up on the bed and onto the cushion he had positioned for me. It put my ass up in just the right position for him. I was ready. He pulled his shorts off and reached for a bottle of lube. I was glancing over my shoulder, catching a sight of his magnificent cock glistening with the lube with which he was rubbing himself. “Eyes front, boy!” he ordered. I did so and sudden felt the head of his cock against my anus then suddenly in. I gasped at the lack of tact but when his push into my ass didn’t hurt I kept quiet. His balls met mine and he started that slow pull out that I hoped would mean the beginning of my vicious fucking that I had been fantasizing about ever since the event. Sure enough, he thrust back into me and fucked me like he would never get ass again. He surprised me this time by being very vocal telling me that he liked how tight my ass was and asking me if I liked his big black cock fucking me. I moaned back that I was loving his big black cock. He counted off his first load this time and told me he was heading for the next one. I was in a fuck haze when I barely heard him asking me if I loved being fucked by black cocks and was I a black cock whore? I vaguely remember telling him that I was now. He suddenly laughed as he announced that he was about to breed my ass again. He told me he was about to cum in me again and asked me if I like being bred by black cock. In my lusty state I almost screamed that I wanted to black cock from now on and give me that third load. He almost laughed about me getting more than a third load when two other brawny black dudes walked into the room and began strapping me to the bed, bent over since I couldn’t move with his cock in me. I was starting to yell unintelligibly when one of them forced a ball gag in my mouth and fastened it tightly. All I could do was mumble around the gag. What the fuck! What the hell is happening?

My experience with rimming was introducing my oral mentor to it. My first blowjob experience was with a guy in his early sixties who was my regular feeder for about 6 months or so. At one point, while licking his scrotum, I fingered his ass then began rimming him. The longest I can remember rimming him was probably about 10 minutes or so. It was also the reason I eventually stopped meeting him. He got to where he wanted me to rim him more than suck him.