Sharp-edge

So I tried fisting yesterday. The results were pretty much the same. I almost got the wrist inside me quite easily. I was super super horny. I just needed a few more inside me to have the risk.. dunno what more should i try. then he fucked me and enjoyed my stretched hole. Plus, my dick was always rock hard.

When I was younger I had stupid stereotypes about alpha men who were top only and blah blah. Truth is, some people are easier to get fucked than others because they enjoy it more, or because they are afraid or anything. So the magic in this is to make someone feel safe with you.

I have some interesting news. We spent several days in a row (or should I say raw?) together. His wife with her parents and we constantly exposed to COVID keep off her for the sake of safety. We slept together for a week or so. I fucked him and he fucked me (although I did play with another guy too). I really enjoy this. I think it's more than sex. He told me he realised that he's in love with me but he was too stupid to notice. I told him that I'm very happy with him and that I could fall in love with him too, if he wasn't married.

Since yesterday I'm thinking about getting fisted. I have to wait until Saturday. I so want to get his wrist inside me. it wasn't that hard that he almost did it. I wasn't high or anything, just horny and relaxed.

That sounnds hot.. I feel my asshole stretched now which makes me horny. He fucked me once, then he fucked me again, I asked him to finger me and that was when the fisting occured and he fucked me to cum, and he fucked me one final time. But I wanted more fisting.

I think maybe it goes slightly to the right (based on the anatomy). I felt very relaxed and loose it felt so good. My partner was afraid though.

I had an almost fisting experience with a fuckbuddy. I asked him to play with my hole, he buried 5 fingers inside me. I think he nearly reached his fist but said that he couldnt move deeper as there was a bone there or something. So I'm confused about it. But it felt so good.

Jake Gylenhaal.. and fuck the hell out of Seth Green (although younger was hotter)

Yesterday we slept together. I know this is wrong for many reasons, but I am to the point where a smile of his, makes my heart beat faster.

No I wasn't thinking about being forced to. Rather like a way of being obedient.

Is thigs thing real? Like could a straight guy get fucked by someone just because he is inferior to him? Like think decades ago, during a war, the general and his men. Or a horny man aroundd some boys in prison or somewhere else.

Thing is we know each other for years so I think that we are in good terms. There is mutual respect. And maybe the fact that we'e doctors helps.

Actually I'm pretty excited these days. His wife went to stay with her parents because she's having some issues. So we pretty much have endless time these days (save the work part). What intrigues me is that I get to explore him. He's not the weird kind of person that is30+ with no experience in sex. He's an experienced guy in str8 sex and a bit shy in the gay thing between us. I know he can't be mine in the longterm, but what we live these days is worth it. There's a devil and an angel inside me. The devil wants to corrupt him, take his anal virginity, introduc him to lust and bareback sex. The angel wants to caress him, love and protect him. I feel his vulnerability (metaphorically) and I want to make him feel nice. But I dont know how thiswill end up.

Theoretically, it would be nice to leave the boys (I presume we're talking about gay boys) approach some how and older and more experienced male. However I don't know any safe way for the "approach" thing. When I was 12 I was horny. I would be scared to get fucked or anything but if I had someone (in his 20s maybe) who would let me touch him and jerk together I would be okay. Theoretically again, someone would listen to his body and would approach someone. But that's all... theoretical and utopian.

Currently we're texting a lot when not at work. I believe we're considered to be dating? That's a first for me (with a marriedguy I mean). It's intriguing.

I think it's in our nature to crave for cum. I sometimes think that some bottoms even without realising it they care for the cum and not for the fucker. Receiving cum is satisfying.

I'm glad u shared ur experience. I don't want to be with him so i don't see him as a relationship material. I like him and I think he's a nice guy, we have fun since several years (at work I mean). So we were something between friends and colleagues and now we share a sexual thing. He is rather quick, he can last some minutes while sucked. I like giving him affection and play with his body, see the pleasure in his eyes. We don't kiss. I am happy that gradually I got to rim him which he liked it. I suck and rim him actually and bite his nipples. He hasn't fucked me yet but I really want to. Ialso edge him so to last longer. We have done that 5,6 times. He is into it I can tell. He did feel guilty. The last two times he came he brought me a bottle of wine and the other time some chrstmas candies, which i thought was a way to express that he likes being at my place. I live on my own which is close to him and to work.

I sucked him again today. I don't want him to be my bf, sucking and playing with him is nice. I somehow "control" him during our intercourse. But I'm greedy I wanna at least lick his asshole.

I had quite an interesting incidence. There is a colleague that we know each other for 6 years or so. He married last year and his wife is pregnant. I'm 29 he's 32. I have no reason not to believe he is str8. He liked some particular women that he commented and I pretty much felt he was very into women. I am not sure what he thinks about gay people. All of his friends are typical str8 guys who think of football and women. He's a cute guy. My point is I don't think he's gay and I dont think he ever came to know anyone. He doesn't (didn't?) know I am gay. We were not friends but we were close. He would make coffee for me and vice versa. We would discuss some problems. I would even rub his neck or his back. That used to go on and on from all almost when we met. I never had a crush with him. The last time I rubbed him again, it seemed like he liked it more than his usual. I even played with his hair. He then told me he hadnt had sex for several weeks bcz his wife couldn't. I got excited rubbed him in the chest for the first time. I couldn't figure if he got hornier or if that made him sleep. But i rubbed his legs and dick which was hard. We had to stop bcz we were at work and we weren't alone from a point onwards. I asked him to come at my place he kindly refused. But the following day he asked me if i wanted and I said yes. To make a long story short, I gave him a drink, got him comfortable. We didnt kiss, but i sucked his nipples and his body and his dick. I made him cum. He watched porn simultaneously. He was very relaxed almost like drugged. I liked it and I suppose he did. I'm confused though. Could he be a "desperate' str8 that he just wanted to cum? Does this happen? Or maybe bi?

Richie was a doctor in his early 40s. He ran a private practice. He was considered one of the best in his field and rich people from all the globe reached out to him. But in his office you could find ordinary patients, far from being rich. Richie had a passion, he craved men. He hated not to have what he desired and what he desired most was to have whoever he wanted naked. He really enjoyed that power of his medical profession that allowed him to ask his patients anything. Take off your pants, take off your shirt, raise your hand, show me your penis, let me check the rash, let me touch your balls and check if they are swollen. His favorite was a boxing athlete. He used to treat his father who passed from a malignant disease of the intestine. The guidelines were strict. Whoever had that much of a medical history he should undergo colonoscopy from the age of 25 and every 5 years. And he had quite an interesting family history. He could make a case report article about it, he could add another one article in his list, he could become an even more recognised scientist. He performed the colonoscpy on that guy. Tall and handsome, 25 years of age and definitely straight. He explained him the procedure. He would drink something that it would clean his gut, only water could he drink in the meantime. He loved the power that he had over him. He would stay at home because his gut would be emptiedd constantly. He would do that to himself willingly. That control made him so excited. The day of the colonoscopy camse. His gut was ready. How lucky was he. A sexy guy would have the perfect clean ass, masuclin and surrendered. He asked him to take off his shirt to monitor his heart. His abs were even more toned because of the one day fasting. He put the gas mask on his face. He explained to him that it would make him dizzy to be more comfortable. He asked him to take over his pants. He could be almost clothed, but that wouldn't be fun. And he wouldn't discuss it, he was definitely ashamed of it to say that a doctor passed a tube though his ass. And that was more convenient. Now he was naked with his asshole exposed to Richie. He smiled politely and tried to make him calm. He started to puss the tube against his tight asshole. He moaned. Of course he did. He hadn't yet started the admdinistration of the gas. He wanted him to feel it. And then he started to give him the gas. To make him dizzy with a silly smile on his face. He would watch his insides on the screen. No one would see that much of someone even if him being his lover. He possessed him. The colonoscopy proved to be normal. The tube was in its max depth, almost 2 meteres inside. Not even the morst experienced fist would go so deep he thought. He put off the tube and watched his leaky lubed asshole. It was such a beauty. He increased the gas and made him fall asleep. His oxygen would drop, his heart beat would increase. But he had enough time to give him a proper fuck. He took off his pants and started to fuck him. He would not react. He fucked him and watch his beautiful body. He sucked his nipples and watch his beautiful face. He would almost cum. The monitor was beeping but he was so close. And he did it. He filled him with cum. He increased the oxygen. He would wait at his sofa until he recovered more. His asshole was stretched by a tube and raped by his dick. What do u think of this story? Interested for more? Please give me some comments, i really appreciate it.

No offence meant for the Greek Americans but usually, they are the worst kind of Greeks. I mailed a lab in Oakland California and another one in Boston. I hope one of them will accept me, otherwise I will keep looking.

I fucked my guy again today. He's got used to my dick so I ffuck him exactlyas I want to. I made him cum handsfree and that was a first that I really enjoyed. I've milked him wth my dick but now he reached to an orgasm.

Thank you all for your replies. About the places, it doesn't have to be a dental school, it could be any laboratory that runs dental research from a basic biology lab that studies dental pulp cell to a pharmaceutical lab that tries a flashy dental floss with a watermelon scent or something. So I have plenty of choices about that. Regarding the discrimination party, I am a typical Mediterranean. Quite hairy, dark brown hair (and green eyes) so maybe my ethnicity and accent and not my colour could be the problem for someone. The philosophy of the program is also to know the US culture so they will boost certain actions (although not specified). What could it be I don't know, maybe museums orsomething? And after the 6 months I have to go. Talking englsh with native speakers was also a big desire, I love english and foreign languages. I hope this will help me have a better accent. There is also the choice of Texas with a good institution but everyone tells me "Forget it".

Ι had in mind that I would add +1000$ so it would be 3000/month. I wouldn't like a freezing cold weather, I'm not much of a party animal, but I would like to meet people who wouldn't hate me bcz I'm Greek. I also have a Greek friend in California that he could help me with the place etc but I wouldn't stay at his place. I'm quite ignorant about life in the US.