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Thanks for the info. I only tried apretude, and didn't have issues with the initial injections, just a more long term reaction.
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I just started a new thread on this, but after stopping apretude I started getting blisters anyplace below my waist and on my arms. They have gotten fewer as the year since I stopped has passed. Only have two active, open painful blisters at the moment. I can't categorically blame the aptitude, but it looks guilty!
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Just wondering if anyone else had similar experience. I started apretude just over a year ago. I had the first two injections and all was good. I had my third injection 2 months later and I quickly started feeling very depressed. I really struggled with some very dark thoughts. As apretude ( like almost everything!) listed depression and suicidal thoughts as a side effect. I decided to not have my shot at the next appointment. Right after Xmas about 2 months after my last shot, I started breaking out in blisters on my legs and arms. Nothing between my waist and neck though. They are painful and ugly. I have a lot' of little scars from them. My Dr put it down to heat rash. Been about a year since my last shot and the blisters are few and far between now, I have two on my left inner thigh, and hoping these are the last ones. Anyone else had a similar experience?
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Attended a Horse Trading Event (a dream come true ^^)
LKMike replied to ZeroSix's topic in Your Last Load...
Thanks for the update! I was lucky enough to get a mare ticket for the last one, but it was a little last minute, and my flight was delayed into Chicago, so I couldn't make it. Looking forward to you getting back here again! Hope I am still on the guaranteed list for a ticket for the next one.😁 -
Attended a Horse Trading Event (a dream come true ^^)
LKMike replied to ZeroSix's topic in Your Last Load...
It's the Rough stock roundup in Vermont. -
Attended a Horse Trading Event (a dream come true ^^)
LKMike replied to ZeroSix's topic in Your Last Load...
There was one in Chicago, I had a mare ticket, but my flight was delayed and I couldn't make it. That venue closed and they haven't been back since. I haven't heard of any others in Chicago. -
Attended a Horse Trading Event (a dream come true ^^)
LKMike replied to ZeroSix's topic in Your Last Load...
There used to be one at a place called gargoyle house just over the border in the USA I think. -
Attended a Horse Trading Event (a dream come true ^^)
LKMike replied to ZeroSix's topic in Your Last Load...
I know horse market in the USA, but are there others? I am in Chicago and would love to find one close to me. -
Writing my thoughts this morning made me think in detail about the hook-up. The material of his shorts, how totally hungry I was to get his cock in my mouth, the first feel of his precum in the back of my throat. He called me a hungry fag lol. And again I am hard and dripping precum. You are correct, it is fun 😊
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So now I am pretty confident I did not get pozzed by this guy. I am somewhat confused by my feelings. When I first realised I might have been exposed to hiv i was panicked! What a stupid thing to have done! Then I started to think about the actual event, I remembered lots of little details and thought it pretty hot. I jerked off a lot thinking about it and then playing with and looking at my cum, just thinking it might actually have HIV in it! I ate some off my fingers every time. I tried several times to contact the guy, but he just ignored me, and that freaked me out. That's when I started feeling I was most likely pozzed. It wasn't a horrible feeling. Just resignation. I started looking up how it would affect my job. I started looking at medications , reading about people who decided to delay meds. I think when I took the test I was equally excited to find out I was actually poz as I was to be relieved it would be negative. That 20 minutes was definitely my Schrödinger moment. lol, I checked the test a dozen times before the timer rang. At one point it looked like there were 2 lines, and my heart raced and I got an erection! I didn't do anything with it, and just watched that line disappear . Although I think I am definitely relieved, I have to admit to a feeling of what I can only say is disappointment.
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lol, I am relieved, but also of a feeling I am not quite sure about. It might be disappointment, it would put my life on a whole different course, and I have been thinking about it, and it wouldn't be bad I don't think.
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So I just took another OraQuick test, 60 days after getting bred in the park by a guy who may be poz, and it showed negative. This test may be 99% accurate after 60 days, but not 100% until 90 days it says.
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Thanks for your comment.
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I did the injections for a while, two shots a couple of weeks apart to start then one every 2 months. I just wasn't having sex often enough, so I went back to 2-1-1.
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Thank you so much for the info. I appreciate your support.
